Chapter 189

Zhang Ping was lying in his mosquito net, and some topics about the outlook on life flashed in his brain so quickly, the author's thousands of words, in Zhang Ping's brain, the time when the brain waves went through the transition, in fact, added up, it was really like lightning, and it seemed that it was not too much to describe it in a few tenths of a second. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

However, if you really have to carefully and carefully record or describe the thoughts that have swept through Zhang Ping's brain waves in words in detail, then thousands of words, or even tens of thousands of words, will not be able to be written.

This is part of Zhang Ping's outlook on life and part of her beliefs. These outlooks on life and beliefs have been carved into memory and personality after experiencing countless things, good and bad, neutral, and all kinds of things in her daily life every day since she was a child.

Now, Zhang Ping's body has changed from the original half-lying to lying on the side on the bed, at this time Zhang Ping's face is facing the outside of the mosquito net, and from the position where she is lying, you can almost clearly see Yun Shanshan's diagonally facing bed. At this moment, Zhang Ping looked at that place with half-squinted eyes and a little carelessly. At this time, Zhang Ping didn't know what Yun Shanshan was tossing there, and she seemed to be very busy. Zhang Ping looked at Yun Shanshan with some cold eyes, she felt that this girl was so boring and strange.

Usually, Zhang Ping will try her best to make her bed clean, after all, her bed is clean, and she is comfortable to live in. Zhang Ping is not like some people, who clean up the bed so that others can come and visit. To be honest, Zhang Ping feels that there is a theory of people in this world who is simply funny to the point of being mentally retarded. That is, tidying up the home is refreshing, and if someone comes to see it, it won't be too ugly. Zhang Ping feels that these people are simply living for others. Zhang Ping felt that she would never do this kind of thing to live for the eyes of others. Zhang Ping believes that people can live as long as they live for themselves. Those who care about other people's eyeballs and gazes are actually fools. Zhang Ping felt that when she was in junior high school or elementary school, she would care about other people's opinions. Moreover, at that age, I was a little shy and shy, and in a crowded place, sometimes I couldn't help but be flustered and shy. However, now that she has seen and understood more, she no longer has the sour and shyness that everyone is expected to appear in the process of growing up.

In fact, Zhang Ping sometimes doesn't figure it out. That kind of shy and shy people, in fact, their hearts are very, very simple and lovely, and they are as innocent as a blank sheet of paper. Because they mind the gaze of others, they accidentally see others as better than themselves. In fact, this kind of person is the most lovable and selfless. Their hearts are very kind and warm, but on the surface, they seem to be reserved because they care too much about others.

But there is a theory in this world that some condemn those who seem to be shy or reserved, and that a public tone places this restraint on a level that seems to be unproductive or even difficult to adapt to the environment of the social world. In fact, if Zhang Ping thinks about it carefully, she will find that the person who makes this theory is almost an idiot. Because this kind of thinking is too simple and snobbish, it is the kind of people who say this kind of theory, and the pervasiveness and proliferation of this kind of theory will also have a very bad impact on this society. That is, in this world, more cheeky, mercenary, and self-respecting characters have been created.

But sometimes, the world is really dominated by these theories. Many older people are even afraid that their younger generations will become introverted and shy, and deliberately strengthen their heartless consciousness from an early age, and forcibly distort the part of innocence that originally grew up naturally in the hearts of those children. Therefore, Zhang Ping sometimes does not feel very comfortable carefully scrutinizing these theories, these many objective things that exist in the world, and what kind of situation will they eventually lead our world into. Zhang Ping didn't dare to think about it, she felt that if she thought too much, she would definitely become a madman.

Therefore, Zhang Ping's current theory, that is, since he is a human being, since he is a living person living in this society, he must be worthy of himself. And the so-called mercenary is that people should develop and advance in a direction that is beneficial to themselves, and it is absolutely impossible to look at that place.

Therefore, thinking of these, Zhang Ping sometimes hates those who have the purpose of preaching and persuade everyone to do good and be selfless. He thinks that these people are well-fed and have nothing to do, live in comfort, think of something beautiful, but not realistic at all, and laughingly try to influence the world. Therefore, Zhang Ping feels that the most idiotic and mentally retarded person in the world is this kind of person. Therefore, for the propaganda of this kind of person, Zhang Ping is also a cold bystander on weekdays. She didn't want to blame those people's behavior, because Zhang Ping had nothing to do with her when they were full. Moreover, by doing these things, it is not without harm to society, that is, they create more fools who are not suitable for this society. Because, objectively speaking, these ostensibly good people are also evil.

So, in the world of things, many things, a good thing is a bad thing, and a bad thing may still be a good thing. When something happens, you should never simply look at it at its very superficial level, and sometimes, the result is often not what you think it is. Therefore, moderation eventually became the law of survival in this world that Zhang Ping believed. However, in this theory of the mean, Zhang Ping added more solipsistic factors.

At this moment, Zhang Ping was lying on her side on her bed, squinting slightly, looking at Yun Shanshan's figure busy on the bed, with a mocking smile on her lips.

To be honest, Zhang Ping really doesn't know what is so good about this girl Yun Shanshan. It seems that Yun Shanshan's personality does make people feel a little depressed. And,In this kind of girl's character,There's something that's very incomprehensible.。 Zhang Ping doesn't like these things, Zhang Ping's intuition, if you want to rely on your own instinct to feel and understand Yun Shanshan's temperament and character. Zhang Ping will give Yun Shanshan an evaluation, that is, insidious, and yes, very insidious.