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That dish of mustard lamb is fragrant, what does it matter if you eat less when you are hungry? Han Jue stubbornly stopped her like this, it must have been because he knew that she was allergic to mustard seeds, so he didn't dare to ask her to touch her.
When he was a child, Xie Xuan didn't like the taste of mustard seeds, so he stayed away, and he didn't know that he had this problem for more than ten years. It wasn't until later that he married into the Han family, and once Han Sui and others brought back excellent sheep from outside Yanming Pass, and ordered the kitchen to slaughter and clean up, and the family got together to roast mutton to eat.
That was the first time Xie Xuan ate mustard seeds under Han Caiyi's persuasion, and swallowed two mouthfuls of choking and spicy taste, and before he could get back to the taste, he felt unwell, and gradually became hot, itchy and uncomfortable, and slowly some small red rashes appeared, which frightened Han Jue on the spot, and hurriedly invited the doctor to take a look, only to know that Xie Xuan was allergic to mustard seeds and couldn't eat more.
After that, Han Jue paid special attention to this, not to mention eating too much, not even a little mustard in the meal.
But that was already after he got married, how could Han Jue now know that she was a prophet?
His heart seemed to jump up suddenly, Xie Xuan's wrist trembled slightly, put down the chopsticks, raised his eyebrows and said, "Brother Yuji, what is this doing?" ”
The eleven-year-old girl has a good face, with a little immaturity, but her eyes are heavy, with a calm and calm that does not match her age.
Han Jue withdrew his arm, and his other hand was already slightly curled.
Why couldn't he see Xie Xuan's abnormality tonight? Obviously, he usually avoids him, but tonight he obediently swam with him to enjoy the lanterns, and specially used the excuse of being hungry, and the two came here alone. When he ordered, he felt surprised, it is said that with Xie Xuan's experience of being allergic to mustard seeds in his previous life, he should have avoided it like avoiding fire, why did he deliberately order it to eat?
At that time, there was still a little luck, thinking that Xie Xuan might be the dish he ordered for him, and when Xie Xuan stubbornly wanted to sandwich the mustard lamb, Han Jue suddenly understood.
She's tempting!
How can a person who has been a victim of it not remember the pain of being allergic to mustard seeds? She just wanted to force him to show his true form! If he blocked it, Xie Xuan would definitely be able to confirm his guess, but if he covered it up...... Han Jue didn't dare to bet on Xie Xuan's thoughts, so he could only enter the game willingly.
He stared at Xie Xuan, his voice a little stiff, "You can't eat this." ”
"Why, because there is mustard?" Xie Xuan raised her head, and in the blurred light, her gaze was rarely sharp.
The moment the guess was confirmed, Xie Xuan's gaze had already changed. The person opposite is no longer the pure second son of the Marquis of Jingning, he is her husband Han Jue, the one who left her to go to the frontier, and did not even come back when she died - all expectations turned into bubbles, leaving only the bleak wind and cold rain and the death of mother and son, and the despair at that time is still fresh in my memory.
Even if he didn't complain about him like he did when he was first reborn, the scene of dying was already a thorn in his heart.
The bustle of the market came in through the windows, but the private room was eerily quiet.
In the crisp cracking sound, the porcelain cup in Han Jue's hand had been pinched into pieces, and the hot sencha fell drippingly, spilling all over his hands.
After a lifetime of brokenness, the husband and wife reunited, but they no longer had the tenderness and sweetness of that time.
Xie Xuan stood up, with almost no expression on his face, "Since Brother Yujie knows about it, it will save trouble." That Yujue was indeed deliberately broken by me, and the 6,000 taels of silver tickets you gave me back were also used by me to buy off the Qingxu real person, all I wanted to do was to withdraw from the marriage with you, and I had nothing to do with it from now on. ”
"You did it." Han Jue got up, his voice astringent, "Xuan Xuan, you hate me so much?" ”
"Yes." Xie Xuan turned around and replied without hesitation.
"I regret it, when I heard the news of your death, Xuan Xuan ......" Han Jue stopped suddenly, the overwhelming grief at that time is still fresh in his memory, even after more than ten years in his previous life, and through the time gap in his past life and this life, when he mentions it now, it seems that he can immediately return to the situation at that time-
Riding alone on horseback, looking around in a daze, in the surging pain and grief, only her jade pendant was warm. He didn't even dare to continue to recall the desolation and ruin when he returned to the Jingning Marquis Mansion alone, she died with her child, and she didn't even leave a tomb.
At that time, he could only hold her clothes and regret it, even if he shot the new emperor's head with a strong crossbow, he could not erase the pain in his heart at all. Even if you read all the Buddhist scriptures, you can't let go of the obsession in your heart.
Now, she is standing in front of him alive, talking and laughing, crying and making trouble.
Suddenly taking two steps forward, Han Jue bowed down and rubbed Xie Xuan into his arms, his cheek pressed against her bun, carefully and very hard, as if the person in his arms was foam and would burst and leave at any time. The eleven-year-old girl had not yet grown in size, and when she stood up straight, she was not even on Han Jue's chest.
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