3. 49th day before death (1)
Time stood still for a moment, and Zheng Ze's back tensed the moment he heard the familiar voice. Although he is very clear about the purpose of his return, and he also knows that he can't be rash at this moment, but he compares his heart to his heart, I am afraid that no one will be able to be objective and calm when he encounters the enemy who betrayed and framed him again. Besides, to be honest, Zheng Ze was actually not ready to say goodbye to that person.
Pursing the corners of his mouth, Zheng Ze was cold, and his fingers trembled uncontrollably. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying his best to control his feelings, for fear that he would collapse in the next moment, or he would turn around and punch the man's sneering face if he was uncontrollable.
The memories that were chaotic because of the resurrection of the soul became clear in an instant after hearing the person's voice, and Zheng Ze completely remembered what he was doing at this time, and why he looked like he was lost and depressed - he was indeed driven out. It was on this day that he was kicked out of the house where he had worked so hard to get in, and he never returned.
Zheng Ze clearly remembered how he spent this day, the two of them were fine in the afternoon, chatting that they could take a vacation after a while and go out to travel together. But the plan had just formed a prototype in his head, and reality hit him with a blow to his head.
When the man returned, he was half-lying on the couch, flipping through the iPad in his hand, which contained a number of promotional pictures of scenic spots, all of which were mentioned by the man. In the past, when they were only in a subordinate relationship, the two had traveled together, but at that time it was for work, and this time it was for vacation.
The relationship is different, the mood is different, and the itinerary is naturally different. This time, Zheng Ze picked all the holy places for love honeymoons, so he thought that the two of them would go to those romantic places together, and maybe the relationship could still have a progressive development. But he didn't think about it, when he raised his head with a smile and wanted to ask the person if he had any opinions or opinions, he saw a cold face.
The man walked up to him without saying a word and asked coldly, "You asked Jane to take over the project in my hand?" โ
Jane is Zheng Ze's secretary, and his daily work and meetings will be arranged by him, and this time is no exception.
Zheng Ze only thought that the person had questions about the work handover, so he didn't take it seriously, and replied without raising his head while flipping through the photos: "Well, it's me." After speaking, he felt the atmosphere that had cooled down suddenly, and he raised his head and frowned, "What, is there something wrong?" โ
The man laughed angrily, "What can go wrong with the things arranged by President Zheng Da?" โ
"What do you mean?" Even if Zheng Ze was a little careless, he realized that something was wrong at this time, and threw away the things in his hand at will, he narrowed his eyes slightly, "Yu Yixin, you make it clear, don't look like yin and yang, look annoying." โ
Yu Yixin is that person's name, and Zheng Ze actually prefers to call him "Yixin" on weekdays. It's strange to say, Zheng Ze doesn't know how to get it, he has an inexplicable preference for the word "one heart", and the voice goes around the tip of his tongue and then spits out, just like lingering love words, teasing the soul. Therefore, if it is not necessary, he likes to use the ambiguous two words as a title, and only on formal occasions or when he is angry, he will call the person by his full name.
Obviously, Zheng Ze is indeed angry at the moment.
When he was angry, his hands naturally lost his strength, and the iPad was thrown down by Zheng Ze at random, and it bounced twice and fell to the ground. With a crisp sound, the sapphire glass screen, which was second only to diamonds in the advertisement, shattered and cracked from the edges.
Yu Yixin was attracted to the sound for a moment, he glanced sideways at the broken screen, and vaguely recognized that it was a tourist attraction they had discussed before, and turned his head back a little stiffly.
"You tell me clearly, what the hell did I do to you? Just because you left the finishing touches to Jane? The process of the two getting together was not smooth sailing, such a quarrel had before, and even the police station had entered when the trouble was big, so Zheng Ze didn't take Yu Yixin's words at that time seriously for a while, but he still subconsciously explained, "Isn't the project about to end, the rest are trivial and trivial, bothersome and unflattering, I'm worried that these will delay our trip, so I'll leave it to Jane to deal with." You're going to come back and question me about the big thing, as for it? โ
"You said it was light, I'm afraid it will delay the trip." Yu Yixin sneered, "A casual sentence can erase the credit of other people's hard work for more than half a year, and it looks like I am good for you as a matter of course, heh, it is really President Zhengda's style of acting." โ
"Yu Yixin, can you talk well!" Zheng Ze's temper is actually very bad, he has never been a master who swallows his anger, and he usually takes revenge on the spot if he has a grudge, but after being with Yu Yixin, he doesn't feel that he has restrained a lot. Although noisy and noisy is also a way to exchange feelings, but in extreme cases, unscrupulous words often make the two drift apart, Zheng Ze cherishes this hard-won relationship, so many times he chooses to regress. But at this time, the other party's prickly words were like plucking the hands of the piano, teasing his patience again and again. The tail note unconsciously raised, the good mood of the day was ruined like this, and Zheng Zeqi's face turned red.
"How do you say it? Fight with you on your grounds to take back the management of the project? Yu Yixin's eyes were full of undisguised mockery, "Zheng Ze's 'Jianrong Investment' This is my first project in the company, and I am afraid no one knows better than you how much effort and hardship it has taken and how much hardship it has suffered." I won't mention the tricks you made in the early stage, but now it's time for the project to be accepted, and you have ordered someone to take over all the results. Mr. Zheng, do you think I should thank you for your understanding and concern for your subordinates, or should I hate your ruthlessness? โ
Zheng Ze was shocked by the chill in his words, frowned and recalled Yu Yixin's words several times, and he finally understood the meaning of those words just now. But after this aftertaste, he instantly felt like he had been slapped in the face, embarrassed and ashamed.
Yu Yixin was suspicious of him, suspecting that he had premeditated the retraction of the management of the project this time, and he always had to give a slap to sober up if he ate too much sugar, the purpose was just to let him see his identity and the relationship between the two.
Zheng Ze had to admit that when he first started to pursue Yu Yixin, he did play some tricks, in order to deceive people, he played all over the place, conspiracy, coercion, and temptation, which can be described as doing everything, and the "Jianrong Investment" mentioned by Yu Yixin is part of his conspiracy.
That was the first project that Yu Yixin followed in the company, and Party A was an uncle of Zheng Ze who had known him for many years. Originally, the project under this kind of world relations was decided a long time ago, and the bidding and bidding were just a formality. But at that time, Yu Yixin was fighting with him very much, and he had said all the sweet words, and the man was like a piece of ice for ten thousand years, with no signs of melting.
Mr. Zheng, who has always been invincible in the love field, hit a wall, and his face is secondary, and he can't sleep at night because he is really unhappy in his heart. So after a few more days, Zheng Ze, whose patience was about to run out, decided to break the kettle and give that person a trap, becoming a natural beauty, and if he didn't succeed, he would lose a project at most, and apologize to his uncle and be polite again, and the project was still his own.
Yu Yixin's fledgling is naturally not Zheng Ze, who has been in the circle since he was a child, and is familiar with the rules and means to win opponents, so as soon as the killing move came out, Yu Yixin was defeated not long after.
When Yu Yixin came to Zheng Ze to apologize and took the initiative to take responsibility for the failure of the bidding, Zheng Ze was like a general who was only waiting to be added to the rank of knight after returning from the expedition. It took a lot of twists and turns, and he played some disgraceful means, although the process was a little tortuous, but the result was always good, he waited for what he wanted, and he also saved some face in the circle.
It's just that Zheng Ze never thought that it wouldn't take long for him to regret it.
For this kind of love relationship, Zheng Ze has always been in line with the principle of your love and my willingness, originally, the dew relationship is about the word "desire", and the harmonious movement in bed is naturally good, and the scene is just to be decent when parting. But for Yu Yixin, Zheng Ze didn't know what's wrong, he was persistent for no reason, and even he couldn't understand why he had to get that person. And this concern did not ease after he got the man, but intensified, and by the time he realized it was too late.
I wanted to be a boring life adjuster, but I got along with him unconsciously into the bottom of my heart, and when he found out that he wanted to get out, the feelings had already been in the bone marrow, and he promised Yu Yixin to let him go naturally when he had enough fun, but now this thought is just thinking about it, he is frightened and worried, he has not rested well all day, such gains and losses, how to separate?
Maybe it's retribution, the retribution for the debts he had before. Zheng Ze finally got back to the truth, and seriously wanted to talk about a relationship, but he didn't want to lose his true heart, and in the end he died. I really lost my wife and soldiers, and I panicked.
Therefore, when Yu Yixin questioned, Zheng Ze was a little weak-minded, the means were played by himself, the conspiracy was designed by himself, and it was normal for Yu Yixin to be suspicious. But this normality was like a resounding slap in the face to him, reminding him that the relationship between the two of them was nothing more than his wishful thinking.
Yes, how could he forget, the current relationship is just a stalking from him, Yu Yixin has rejected and refused, but he has been perfunctory. The one who is emotional first loses, and at this time he is just a fool's dream.
"You don't believe me?" Zheng Ze felt that his mouth was full of bitterness, and the words he said were poisonous, and he could only swallow these poisons by himself if he didn't talk about it, but saying it was the most hurtful weapon, and there was no room for redemption.
Yu Yixin's eyes blinked, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a faint smile: "What should I believe in you?" Do you believe that you Jianrong's matter is not your hands and feet, or do you believe in the promise that you will naturally let me go when you have had enough? โ
"Those are all fucking scenes, don't you know what Lao Tzu is doing to you!?" Zheng Ze said angrily, "Yu Yixin, do you have a heart, can't you see how Lao Tzu has been treating you these days?" Have you ever gone out to hook up again since I was with you? Lao Tzu didn't even make a scene, he stayed in your kennel every day after work, and tried his best to make you happy when he had nothing to do, who the fuck is Lao Tzu for!! โ
"Do you think I need these 'favors', these 'cares'?" Yu Yixin smiled with a smile on his face, but his tone was sarcastic without hesitation, "Everything you think, you are for me...... Zheng Ze: When will you be able to take care of other people's feelings, and when will you learn the word 'respect'? Put away your special means for dealing with lovers, I am a human being, not your pet, I don't need you to help me decide my life, and I don't need you to give away those so-called kindnesses. โ
"Respect...... Pet ......" Zheng Ze chewed Yu Yixin's words repeatedly, every word was like a sharp blade, cutting his body with a knife.
"What's the point of talking about this, you can travel by yourself, I won't accompany you if I have something to do." With that, Yu Yixin turned his head to look at the guest room around the corner, and his black eyelashes like crow's feathers hung down, blocking all his eyes.
Zheng Ze chuckled in his heart, and a bad premonition crept into his heart. He wanted to say something more, but Yu Yixin's next words blocked all his retreats.
"Also, my family can't afford your big Buddha, don't come in the future."
Zheng Ze's mind was a little confused, and he was stunned for two seconds before he realized what Yu Yixin meant by this, this was to drive him away?
"No, you listen to me, this time it's ......" Zheng Ze panicked, forgot about the quarrel and the contradiction, and only thought about redemption and explanation.
It's just a pity that the man didn't give him a chance.
"Enough!" Yu Yixin interrupted, "Mr. Zheng, we said before, if you get tired of playing, or I really don't want to continue, I can say that it will end at any time." Now I'm really tired and don't want to dwell on it, so let's get together and go for a walk? Don't be so ugly. โ
When the sword plunged straight into his chest, Zheng Ze was instantly stunned, his eyes widened and he looked at the handsome man in front of him in disbelief. Just a few hours ago, they were talking about a few days of travel, imagining some romantic affair, but only for a few hours......
Zheng Ze was dumbfounded, no matter how much they quarreled after the two were together, Yu Yixin never said the end, so that he forgot what he said when he โกโก Xinxin. Now that the parting words were so lightly spoken, as if he sighed "The weather is good today", Zheng Ze was surprised and forgot how to reply.
It's easy to get together and disperse, it's so easy to say, can he refuse?
At that time, his clever words were undoubtedly digging a big hole, Yu Yixin has now gotten up from the pit, but Zheng Ze is half buried in the soil. He could only watch as Yu Yixin turned around and left, a door that separated the two worlds and cut off the connection between the two.
Zheng Ze looked at the closed door, and suddenly remembered the young man who braved the pouring rain to help him push the car out of the puddle when he first met. At that time, although the young man was a wolf, his eyes were like falling stars, but they had a soul-stirring brilliance. He remembered the crumbling drops of water on the young man's forehead, the whitening fingers of the young man soaked in the rain, and the hearty smile when he finally looked at him.
That smile was like the warm sun of spring, shining into Zheng Ze's heart, which had already been eroded under the glossy skin. was really leaving, Zheng Ze finally remembered why he fell in love with Yu Yixin.
He fell in love with a stranger he met, who helped him out, and then turned away in style. He was crazy and obsessed, and finally found the man, but eventually lost the man.
Time has passed, and Zheng Ze finally understood the meaning of those sad spring and autumn feelings in the poems of the ancients.
How good it would be if life was only as it first saw it.