Xie Xuan looked at the changing look on her sister's face, and asked again, "Sister, did you tell her?" Except for the second lady, have you ever told others? ”

"I mentioned it to the second lady, but-" Xie Jun stood up suddenly, shook his head and muttered, "It's impossible for the second lady to do such a thing, impossible." Xuan Xuan, yesterday on the edge of Xie Chi, there are not many people who know about this matter, it may not be her, she has taken care of us since she was a child, how could she send a message to Madame and ask Madame to kill you? ”

"Who else but her?" When Xie Xuan thought of the second lady's smiling and kind eyes, he felt a chill down his spine.

In the previous life, Xie Tang became demented, Xie Ze died unexpectedly, and the seat of the Hengguo Mansion finally fell into the hands of Xie Hong in the second room, is this just a coincidence? And according to the discussions she heard in the Jingning Marquis Mansion in her previous life, Luo was able to hook up with her father Xie Zhen back then, and there seemed to be a second lady among them.

Xie Xuan didn't even dare to think about these things-

Although Xie Hong is from the second room, he is the eldest son in the house, will the second lady have ambitions because of this? Back then, Xie Zhen and Luo were so angry that Tao and ran away, which not only ruined the relationship between Xie Mansion and Tao Mansion, but also made Hengguo Mansion a laugh for outsiders. What if Dow went wrong in anger and didn't give birth to a child? If the old lady was more angry and ruthless, would it be possible to abolish Xie Jin's position as the son of the world, and instead set up the second Xie Wei as the son?

Whenever he added some speculation to the events of that year, Xie Xuan felt frightened.

The second lady Yue is usually smiling at everyone, amiable, and even sympathetic to the sufferings of the people, and has a good reputation in the house. Xie Jun and Xie Xuan also took care of her when they were young, especially Xie Jun, during the time when Tao just left, she relied on Yue's care to survive, and she was probably very close to Yue's in her heart, right?

People's feelings are too complicated, even brothers and sisters who are related by blood may not be able to understand the mind of another person.

Xie Xuan closed his eyes and felt tired, "Father will naturally inquire about these things, let's not talk about them for now." Sister, don't you want to know how she's doing? ”

"I don't want to." Xie Jun interrupted coldly, looking at Xie Xuan with negative anger and concern, sat down on the edge of her couch, avoided all unpleasant topics, and said, "You tossed all day and night, rest first, I will guard next to you." ”

Xie Xuan got into the quilt and stretched out his hand to hold it with Xie Jun, "Sister is also coming up, right?" There are books to pass the time. ”

"Okay." Xie Jun didn't ask the maids to serve, took off his shoes and socks by himself, and lay side by side with Xie Xuan. She didn't pick up the book to read, she just closed her eyes and kept her mind, but her face changed, afraid that she was slowly pondering the whole thing.

After a long time, when Xie Xuan was sleepy, he suddenly noticed that Xie Jun's fingers were gradually shrinking, as if he was about to clench his fists and endure it. She opened her eyes in surprise, looked from below, and saw tears under Xie Jun's tightly closed eyelashes, and gradually the tears accumulated and rolled down into teardrops.

"Sister?" Xie Xuan squeezed her hand.

Xie Jun didn't open his eyes, and his slightly hoarse voice was a little suppressed, "You don't know how much I hate her, Xuan Xuan, you will never realize how painful it is to watch your biological mother abandon you." I hate her, whether she has a hard time or not, I hate her, and I will always hate her! ”

The suppressed resentment squeezed out from between her lips and teeth, and fell on Xie Xuan's ears with teardrops.

Xie Xuan sighed, turned sideways and held Xie Jun's hand in the palm of his hand, "I understand, sister." ”

- At that time, she was just an infant baby, and she didn't have any feelings for Tao, so even if she knew her life experience later, she would complain about Tao, but she would not be so harsh and strong. But Xie Jun is different, before the age of five, she was the daughter of the princess under Tao's knees, how much she loves Tao and relies on Tao, I'm afraid only Xie Jun knows. Therefore, when Tao left ruthlessly, Xie Jun, who had gradually become sensible, hated her.

Once loved someone deeply, when expectations are disappointed and warmth is gone, love will turn into resentment.

is like her resentment and hatred towards Han Jue when she was dying.

What's more, Xie Jun watched his mother abandon him.

Xie Xuan's heart gradually became a ball, and he was a little apologetic, "It's because I didn't think it through, sister, don't be sad." ”

"It's fine." Xie Jun opened his eyes, there were still tears in his eyes, but a smile tugged at his lips, "I'm fifteen years old, haven't I grown up well in the past ten years." Go to sleep, and when Daddy comes back, there is still something to do. ”

*

When Xie Xuan woke up again, it was already dark, and Fangzhou and the others didn't dare to turn on the lamp for fear of disturbing her sleep.

Stretched out his hand and touched the side, it was empty, obviously Xie Jun had left.

Xie Xuan propped himself up and called, "Fangzhou? ”

"Wake up, girl? Konoha Quick Palm Lamp. Fang Zhou's voice was on the side of the couch, Xie Xuan took a look through the dim and faint moonlight that leaked into the room, and saw Fang Zhou sitting in front of the cage on the side of the couch, turning over and getting up.

Outside, Konoha came over with a lamp and candle, and lit a dozen or so lamps and candles on the candlestick, and the whole room gradually became brighter.

Xie Xuan let Fang Zhou help her put on her clothes, shoes and socks, and asked, "What about my sister?" ”

"When it was dark, the old man came back and took the eldest girl outside, I heard that I went to the old lady, and I haven't come back yet." Fang Zhou took the water brought by Shi Lan and handed it to Xie Xuan, served her to rinse her mouth, and said: "The master told not to disturb the girl, saying that the girl should stay in the house first when she wakes up, and he will deal with those things." ”

When Xie Xuan heard this, he didn't ask, and made a pot of tea and sat under the pear tree in the atrium.

When he was approaching, Xie Zhen brought Xie Jun back, and saw that Xie Xuan was still waiting in the courtyard, so he took the sisters to the house.

Xie Jin's face was a little pale, as if he was uncertain, he withdrew the maids, and asked the sisters to sit on the stool, he sighed, "Today's thing is my negligence, the old lady asked for family law, it is inconvenient to toss late tonight, Ming'er vacates the courtyard on the north corner and takes her over to close it for a few months." ”

"What family law?" Xie Xuan was a little curious.

"It's forty boards, and it's very heavy for the mother-in-law to do it, and it's used on the wife of the house." Xie Jun held his sister's hand, as if he thought of Xie Jin, got up and said, "If your father is tired, go back to rest first, right?" I'll sleep with Xuan Xuan tonight, and by the way, I'll tell you what happened tonight. ”

Xie Xuan sighed tiredly, nodded, and stopped talking to Xie Xuan, after all, he went out.

The two sisters called the maids to serve and wash. When they were lying on the bed together, Xie Xuan had not been asleep for long, and he was in good spirits, while Xie Jun had a lot of things in his heart, and he was not sleepy, just leaning on the soft pillow and talking.

Xie Jun explained in detail how the old lady punished Luo Shi tonight, and sighed: "I didn't expect her to be so vicious, if Han Yujie didn't happen to meet her there, I really can't imagine it." My father was punished by the old lady again, and I am afraid that I will feel uncomfortable when I count the old accounts together. He also promised the old lady that he would pay more attention to you and Tang'er in the future, and not let the lady be rampant. ”

"Did the lady say who told the news?"

"She said it was a maid, and she sent her to follow us." Xie Jun bothered with the old lady, and he didn't have the heart to continue the previous argument with Xie Xuan at this time, so he gently and skillfully mentioned it, and said: "I really didn't expect that Madam would be so vicious, even if you go to Xuanmiaoguan, she ...... How can I kill you! ”

Xie Xuan was actually puzzled and asked, "Didn't she say it?" ”

"I didn't say it, the old lady didn't ask in front of me, I don't know if it will be investigated later, and I will punish Mrs. to the north for a few months." Xie Jun held his sister in his arms in fear, "When you said it before, it was rough and simple, I was just shocked, I heard Han Yujie talk about the scene at that time just now, and the more I thought about it, the more terrifying it became." If he hadn't happened to be passing by, I wouldn't have known......"

"Brother Yuju? Was he there just now? ”

Xie Jun nodded, "He also has a heart for you, and he stayed until nightfall and explained things clearly before leaving." I don't think he closed his eyes from yesterday to tonight, but he just held on. Xuan Xuan, in fact, he treats you very well, really. ”

Xie Xuan bit his lip and nodded slightly.

It's very good when we're together, when she was alone in the middle of the watch in her previous life, Han Jue often came to see her. After getting married, the two of them rarely spent a few days together, and he did treat her very well, and he often did some interesting things in addition to being considerate and gentle, and when she was entangled, she was deeply trapped and couldn't extricate herself.

But it was just a dragonfly like a little water, like fireworks in the air, dazzling when it bloomed, but then it was a longer and deeper silence. She was married to him for four years, more than a thousand days and nights, and the time they spent together was less than two months. When he was far away at the border, she could only stay alone in the empty room, endure Mrs. Han's deliberate difficulties, and survive many lonely days and nights alone.

With such longing and suffering, expectation and disappointment, Xie Xuan didn't have the courage to bear it a second time.

He has his family and country in his heart, so he should go to his sky and soar. And she just wants to find someone who can accompany her day and night, go through every spring and summer hand in hand, and overcome every difficulty together.

His mood suddenly fell, Xie Xuan leaned on Xie Jun's shoulder, "It's late at night, let's sleep." ”

*

After Luo was locked up, Xie Yue cried and made trouble several times, but in the end it didn't work at all, but was reprimanded by Xie Jin, and told her mothers to take good care of her reading and writing.

Xie Xuan has been brewing here, trying to find a suitable time to find a way to get words from Luo's mouth, so that Xie Jun can see the true face of the second lady. Before he could find the time, Xie Zhen came to the door.

Unexpectedly, he came to ask his daughter about Dow.