Chapter 1069: Demon-ridden

As soon as Li Ergou said this, Old Man Li didn't continue, a few of us sent Jin Dazhong, Han Yiyi and Sun Xiaoya to the hospital together, they were just stunned by the aftermath of the battle between me and Yamamoto Shingo, so there is no big problem, it is estimated that they can be discharged from the hospital after lying down for a night and hanging some water. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

After making sure that they were okay, we left the hospital and returned to the Lingling Hall, what I couldn't understand was that Li Ergou didn't take care of Han Yiyi in the hospital, and he actually came back with him.

After returning to the Lingling Hall, Old Man Li lit a cigarette and sat on the sofa and smoked like an old rascal, but his face was still solemn, and the same expressions were Li Ergou and Sister Zhong Ling, from the Fisherman's Wharf back to the present, their expressions are the same!

We cleaned up the Lingling Hall before sitting down, I frowned and glanced at the three elder sisters of Li Ergou Zhong Ling, their solemn expressions must have something to do with me, I couldn't help but ask Old Man Li: "Old man Li, can you say it now?" What is that frenzied energy in me? ”

Old man Li snuffed out the cigarette butt, lit another one, spit out a smoke ring, and looked at me solemnly: "Heart demon! ”

"Demons?" My mind was buzzing blank, and my whole body collapsed directly on the sofa as if it had been hollowed out, and my breathing and heartbeat stopped at this moment! Fear spreads like weeds......

I am no stranger to the inner demons, on the contrary, I understand them very clearly, so I feel fear at this time, and I have really come into contact with the inner demons twice, the first time, it is Qi Tian, and the second time, it is the pig killer Zhu Lao Er!

It's just that Qi Tian is too obsessed with demonic thoughts, and Zhu Lao Er is too focused on killing and has demonic debts, but in the final analysis, they are all haunted by demons!

Once the demons break out, the final result is ...... It's a demon!

The matter of entering the demon, I understand it very clearly, once this thing goes crazy, its strength skyrockets, but it will also become a killing machine, although it is also intolerable by heaven and earth, and the six paths are abandoned, but the demon is more dangerous than the zombie!

It's good that high-level zombies still have their own consciousness, have seven emotions and six desires, and can control their own behavior, but once they become demons, they only have the idea of killing in their minds, and the original Qi Tian is the best example!

After becoming a demon, even if he faces Chen Jiuling, he will do it!

But if you don't die, why am I so full of demons?

The air seemed to be frozen at this time, Li Ergou and Sister Zhong Ling's expressions were still solemn, and there was no change, it is estimated that when they were at Fisherman's Wharf, they had already reacted.

Zhang Lingfeng was the only one who was stunned, and finally came back to his senses, looked at Old Man Li and asked, "Senior Li, this kind of thing can't be a joke, how can Duan Ya be so upright and full of demons?" ”

Old man Li spit out a smoke ring, his eyes were deep: "My heart is full of demons, maybe I can't even detect it, Duan Ya has experienced too much since he embarked on the road of Yin and Yang to catch ghosts, because of his identity, he has carried too much."

The sentence of Yamamoto Zhenwu just now is the best proof, those words are all directed at Duan Ya's sad past, one by one, accumulating, tearing Duan Ya's wounds, so Duan Ya is crazy, and his inner demon is the guilt of that one thing after another! ”

I bowed my head and was silent, the whole person was completely blinded, all the time, I was trying my best to suppress that part of the guilt, but in the end, this part of the guilt accumulated, but it opened a door for me to enter the devil!

"But everything has to have a beginning, when did Duan Ya become entangled with demons?" Zhang Lingfeng was in a hurry.

Old man Li sighed: "I have long been haunted by demons, and the demon roots are deeply planted!" ”

I shuddered, my mind racing, recalling the scenes along the way, and smiled helplessly. If there is such a state of uncontrolled power skyrocketing, it should be when Wang Yi and Li Ergou were chased and killed by Lai * 18 and Zhou Hua, when Wang Yi was shot to death by Zhou Hua in order to save me, at that time I had a thought of "killing" in my head, and then broke out and killed Zhou Hua and Lai * 18 and them.

Perhaps, from that moment on, I had already given birth to demons!

But I don't regret it, if I had to do it again, I would still do the same thing!

After that, the incident and guilt accumulated again and again, and it also aggravated the demon more and more, until now, just by Yamamoto Shingo's words and words to evoke memories, it is uncontrollable rage!

"Is that saved? Senior Li, you must save your teeth. "Zhang Lingfeng is really anxious, he is the future head of Longhu Mountain, and he has also experienced Qi Tian's affairs, so he naturally knows how terrifying the demons are.

Seeing that Old Man Li ignored him, he looked at Li Ergou again: "Ergou, it's not right, Yan Chixia, you must have a way, right?" and Zhong Ling's predecessors......"

But whether it was Old Man Li, Li Ergou or Sister Zhong Ling, they were all silent at this time.

"Speak, aren't you giants in the yin and yang world? The demons can't be solved, what kind of giant? Zhang Lingfeng slapped the table and stood up.

I pulled him to sit down: "Brother Fengzi, don't be excited, if they could save it, they would have saved it a long time ago." ”

"Groove!" Zhang Lingfeng stood up and walked outside the Lingling Hall and smoked a cigarette.

I smiled bitterly, with my friendship with Brother Fengzi, he was really angry at this time, but there was no way!

"You can't save it, you can only rely on yourself, if external forces can be resolved, Mao Jiuying would have made a move a long time ago, and Yin Tianzi and I would have already made a move if we found out." Old man Li glanced at Zhang Lingfeng, who was smoking outside, and said to me: "There are many kinds of demons, obsession and killing thoughts, etc., all of which will induce demons, but some of them can be solved by outsiders, and the other part can only be solved by yourself!" ”

"Myself?" I was stunned for a moment.

Old man Li nodded and said, "For example, killing thoughts, as long as Yin and Yang catch ghosts are willing to take the time and find out early, they can slowly be eliminated through meditation mantras or Buddhist scriptures." But your current situation is similar to Qi Tian, Qi Tian is because of his obsession, he is reluctant to let go, no one can resolve it, and you are a collection of guilt and anger, to put it bluntly, you and Qi Tian both belong to the mind, and if you don't let yourself go, no one can save you. ”

I looked down at the coffee table, the memories of that scene came flooding back, along the way, I owe too many people, they all because of my accident, can I let myself go?

I can't let it go!

I'm not an animal, I can't do it to the point of disregard for love, I can't let go, I can't let go!

What is indebted is indebted after all!

Just like Qi Tian at the beginning, he can't let go of the incense, and I can't let go of these people who died for me and suffered disasters, Qi Tian and I are all the way after all, and we have trapped ourselves in the whirlpool and can't extricate ourselves!

I smiled bitterly, feeling a thick haze over my head, perhaps...... Now I kind of understand Qi Tian's choice at the beginning!

Sometimes, it is easy for people to let go of themselves, but it is difficult to let go of others, but in some things, it is easy to let go of others, but they are unwilling to let go of themselves!

"Teeth." Suddenly, Old Man Li called out to me, I looked up at him, and found that his face was gloomy as water, I smiled and said, "Say anything, I can bear it." ”

Old man Li sighed: "Your inner demon has reached the point where it is about to become uncontrollable!" (To be continued.) )