Chapter Twenty-Five: True Feelings

He Qiaoxin patiently listened to Li Muer's account of last night's incident, and Li Muer was already very grateful. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info is that He Qiaoxin left without saying a word, and she no longer did too much entanglement.

Again, she was struggling.

Fortunately, her feet could still move, and after finding a clean corner, Li Mu'er leaned against the wall and closed her eyes to rest.

The whole body was very hot, the wound was very painful, she really admired that she could still speak clearly at this time to save herself. It's just that what she can do is limited to this, what happens next, whether it is life or death, can only wait......

Li Mu'er thought so, relaxed physically and mentally, and gradually fell asleep again.

Zhu Youzhu received Xiao Jing's news and hurried to the Criminal Department, and what he saw was such a scene.

Li Mu'er drooped her head and leaned against the cold wall, her clothes on her shoulders were largely torn, but the exposed gauze and skin were covered by bloodstains. There were also two blood lines stuck to her sleeves, staining her hands red.

Zhu Youzhu has always known the feeling of heartache, he has known it since he was a child.

Just like at this moment, he wants to hug her desperately, he wants to hurt her and hurt her.

This is heartache.

Xiao Jing saw that he was silent, but his face was indescribably gloomy, his hands clasped on the cell door, and his green tendons were bulging, so he quickly called the official to open the door, and led everyone to retreat with interest.

Zhu Youzhu almost rushed to Li Mu'er's side, ignoring the dirtiness of the ground, and took her into his arms on one knee.

It was the first time he had hugged her properly.

It was completely different from the previous two times when she hugged when she was drunk, and Zhu Youzhu felt as if she had been waiting for this hug for a long, long time.

The squeezing of the wound finally woke Li Mu'er up.

She blinked slightly, and found herself in a broad, powerful embrace, with a faint smell of the man's unique ambergris on the tip of her nose.

The man.

Li Mu'er opened her eyes, looked at the yellow clothes in front of her, and suspected that she was dreaming again.

When she closed her eyes again, the real pain of the wound reminded her, is this, really?

Li Mu'er gasped, and heard the voice of the man above her head: "Are you awake?" Yingzhong, you listen well, you listen to me, it's not me, it's not me who wants to harm you. ”

When Li Mu'er heard this, tears immediately spread out of her eyes.

Fool......

Of course not you......

How could it be you......

How could I possibly think it was you......

Said weakly, "I know." You first, let me go. ”

The hands held her tighter.

"Hmm......" Li Mu'er snorted, "It hurts." ”

Only then did Zhu realize that he had tendered her wound, so he had to let go of her slowly.

The two were able to look at each other.

Li Mu'er burst into tears, feeling that she was extremely unproductive.

can see Zhu Youzhu frowning tightly, looking distressed, and his usual calm seems to no longer exist, so he feels happy again.

Li Mu'er wanted to reach out and caress his face, but she really couldn't lift her hand. Sobbing and saying, "You listen to me too, I didn't want to kill you, never again."

Zhu Youzhi was sad in his heart when he heard this, and wanted to hug her into his arms, but when he saw her injury, he felt heartache and blamed himself. I had to wipe her tears with my hands while comforting her, "I heard it, don't cry, don't cry." ”

Li Mu'er seemed to see through his thoughts, stopped her tears and asked with a smile: "Hey, you let me rely on you, just for a while, okay?"

Zhu Youzhu hurriedly sat on the ground and grabbed Li Mu'er with her back against him, but from this angle, the wound on her shoulder looked even more embarrassing.

With a wave of his hand, he covered her shoulders with his sleeves before he said:

"Don't worry, I'll get you out. No, I'll let you out soon. ”

Li Mu'er snuggled up to him comfortably, listening to his assurance, and felt that all the pain on his body seemed to disappear, and the whole person seemed to float in the clouds, fluttering.

I just want to sleep like this and never wake up.

Seeing that she didn't react, Zhu Youzhu looked down and saw her eyes closed, with a satisfied smile on her tear-stained face, and couldn't help but shake her head.

Her cheeks were flushed with an unnatural red, and Zhu Youzhu touched her forehead with one free hand.

Sure enough, it was hot.

"Yingzhong?" Call her tentatively.

Li Mu'er didn't fall asleep, and replied in a hoarse voice: "I'm not called Yingzhong, I am called Mu'er." Call me, Mu'er......"

"Mu'er," Zhu Youzhu hugged her tighter, "Li Mu'er......"

"It's so good," Li Mu'er opened her eyes, "My name is so good." ”

It turns out that coming out of your mouth is really good.

Zhu Youzhu smiled sullenly, "It's not good at all, not at all." ”

Li Mu'er also wanted to laugh, but the wound was touched, and she hissed coldly in pain.

Zhu Youzhu said nervously: "You are not allowed to laugh!"

"Yes, Your Majesty." Li Mu'er teased him badly.

Zhu Youzhu thanked with satisfaction, and asked again: "Mu'er, tell me, why did you go to the Qianqing Palace to find me last night?"

He said I.

He didn't say me.

He called her Mu'er.

Li Mu'er felt that she had fallen into a honey pot, and replied sweetly: "I want to ask you, are you as unhappy as me?" I want to be with you, I want to give you ......"

Li Mu'er paused as she spoke, trying to raise her hand and put it into her arms.

"Give it to me?" Zhu Youzhu suddenly blushed.

"That ......," Li Mu'er said at the same time.

Zhu Youji's face turned even redder, but the corners of her mouth were raised high, this dead girl, really, her skin is too thick......

Who knew that Li Mu'er continued: "That, in my arms, I can't reach it."

"Huh? What the? Zhu Youzhu felt as if he had been beaten with a stick, and he couldn't get out of the seizure, it turned out that he wanted to go crookedly.

He coughed awkwardly before he put his hand in her bosom and felt for one:

Mooncakes?

Zhu Youzhu was silently stunned.

How is it like a mooncake? It was flattened, crushed, greasy and sticky to the hands.

His eyes were hot, and something was about to gush out.

This time it was Li Mu'er's turn to blush, looked at the thing in his hand, and said softly: "It's broken, hehe." I think this stuffing is the best, so I'll hide one for you. Scold. ”

Zhu Youzhu didn't speak for a long time, he didn't move, staring at the moon cakes, and fell into his own churning thoughts.

Mu'er, I hurt you.

Grievances and hatreds, it turns out that only the word hurt you.

I'm sorry, Li Mu'er.

Li Mu'er found that he didn't respond, so she called him: "Hey, hey." ”

Zhu Youzhu came back to his senses, "I don't call him either, call me by my name, you know my name." ”

Li Mu'er laughed weakly, "Minister, don't dare." ”

"This, you can dare."

Li Mu'er just laughed, she didn't like his name at all, she didn't like his surname, and she didn't like his identity as holding the supreme power of life and death.

"You don't want to?" Zhu Youzhu seemed to realize something, hesitated for a moment and said, "Then call me by my nickname." ”

"Nickname?" Li Mu'er couldn't help but want to turn her head to look at him.

Zhu Youzhu was afraid that she would pull the wound and immediately stopped her, "Well, I didn't have a name when I was a child, and my mother didn't want to give me a name, so she called me 'Ah Wrong'." ”

Wrong, wrong...... A nickname that doesn't sound glamorous. Li Mu'er called tentatively: "Ah wrong......"

"Well, I'm here." Zhu Youzhu responded in a low voice, lifted the moon cake and took a bite.

Li Mu'er was stunned and asked embarrassedly, "Is it hard to eat?"

"Well, it's hard to eat. It's far worse than what the mother did. After Zhu Youzhu finished speaking, he handed the moon cake to Li Muer's mouth, and Li Muer took a bite, sure enough, it was cold, hard, and not delicious.

But it's still uncontrollable sweet.

I heard Zhu Youzhu continue to say in a low voice:

"The pastries made by the concubine are the best in the world. However, the mother died under the pastries she made. Mu'er, you say, isn't it ironic? ”

"Ah wrong......" Li Mu'er just called him softly. She had heard of the woman who was blessed with a thin life, the concubine Ji who died early, and the biological mother of today's son. But hearing it from his mouth made her nervous and scared.

Wan Guifei heard out of nowhere that the concubine's pastries were delicious, so she asked the concubine to make a box full of exquisite pastries and send them over. Wan Guifei said that the dog next to her tasted it first, but she was dying, so she came to question her mother. The mother concubine argued, and Wan Guifei said, 'Since your pastry is not poisonous, ask Youzhu to eat it'. The concubine knew that she was trying to harm me. So the mother concubine ate her pastries one by one, one by one, and there was nothing left......"

Li Mu'er listened to him tell him, obviously he said calmly, but Li Mu'er's heart was twisted and painful, and tears fell again, so he could only call him softly, "Ah ...... wrong"

"When I got back from school, my mother was lying peacefully on the bed, her mouth full of blood. I cried and called her, I also wanted to make a big noise, and I also wanted to avenge her. But I saw that Wang Zhi, the eunuch under Concubine Wan, was hiding from me in the corner of the courtyard, waiting to take my handle. I can only call her gently, mother, mother, you rest in peace, Ah Cuo will protect himself, Ah Cuo will listen to you, the birds will not be frightened through the floating clouds, the sand and water are still clear......"

"Let him be so noisy in the world, quiet my heart and make meritorious ......" Li Mu'er continued word by word, "I have heard of your life experience for a long time, so it has always been strange, even if Wan is dead, how can you put everyone related to Wan to death." Now I understand that your mother taught you very well, and she is also great. She knows that hatred doesn't make you better. When I woke up three years ago, my grandmother told me that I must take revenge and kill you. But in the past three years, I have never felt happy...... Until Brother Cong sealed my internal strength, I actually felt that this was not a relief. ”

"I know, I know," Zhu Youzhu had been speaking calmly, but at the moment he choked up, "Mu'er, if you successfully stabbed the sword into my chest that day, you wouldn't be happy." Because, like me, we are not like that. The more I miss my mother, the more I will understand what she wants me to be......"

He really missed his mother very much, Li Mu'er's consciousness began to dim, and his voice became lower and lower, "Ah wrong, I also know, I also know that you were unhappy yesterday." I should be with you, I should be with you......"

Zhu Youzhu gently wiped her tears, patted her head and continued: "I have been used to hiding my emotions since I was a child, I have known since I was a child, what should be wanted, what should not be wanted, I have learned since I was a child, how to seek great harmony, but I have never learned how to protect my cherished people......"

Zhu Youzhu felt that the person in his arms fell asleep again.

Her body was getting hotter and hotter, and the wound hadn't stopped bleeding, but he was reluctant to let go of her, and Gu Zi whispered.

I just want to hug her for a while, look at her for a while, and be with her for a while.