Chapter 56: The Marriage Gift

When Xuan Shao came out after changing into a clean brocade robe, it happened that Dai Xue had just come out of the East Side Palace, at this time she had already changed into a long skirt with a lotus leaf with a smoky purple face, and in a short time, even her head and face were changed into a step shaking palace flower that matched the dress, as if the episode that had been sprinkled with wine stains before did not exist at all, she slowly walked to Xuan Shao head-on, and reached out to help him sort out the somewhat untidy collar. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Ahem, no need, I'll do it myself." Xuan Shao looked embarrassed and tried to separate Dai Xue's hand.

Dai Xue increased the strength of her hand, and did not mean to back down at all, "I'll help you, this is what a woman should do, so many guests, don't be rude." ”

"Your Majesty." Xuan Shao noticed that Jiayang Dusk was walking towards him, and respectfully saluted him.

Dai Xue, who had arranged her collar for Xuan Shao, turned around and saw Jiayang Twilight, and also bowed, "Your Majesty." ”

"Xuan Shao, you and Dai Xuelang are talented and beautiful, and I just saw that you are in love again, and now you are not young, why don't I choose a day to marry, how about fulfilling you?"

Hearing this, Xuan Shao's heart was shocked, and he hurriedly stepped forward to refuse and explain: "No, Your Majesty, this..."

At this time, Yan Rujin, who was standing next to her, stepped forward, and she interrupted Xuan Shao's words as expected, "Thank Your Majesty for loving Shao'er so much, and fulfill them." With that, she took Dai Xue's hand beside her and smiled at Xuan Shao meaningfully.

Dai Xue on the side didn't speak, but the shy flush on her snow-white cheeks said it all.

Although he is his mother, Xuan Shao still feels that he has been put on the table, and now he really has bitterness and can't say it, but except for Mu Yunmo, where can he tolerate others in his heart? He wanted to make it clear to Jiayang Dusky again, at this time, the father-in-law beside Jiayang Dusky came over and bowed down to remind him that the palace banquet had officially begun, so Jiayang Dusky walked back to the main seat, Yan Rujin also pulled Dai Xue back to the seat, Xuan Shao clenched his fists, even if he was unwilling, he could only give up at this moment.

"The deputy envoy Zheng sent by Qi Ling has something to discuss with me, I think it's about the return trip, I'll go out." Mu Yunmo brought the medicine bowl to Mu Yan.

After drinking the medicine, Mu Yan, who was bitter and unconscious in his mouth, replied sullenly: "Hmm." ”

After helping Mu Yan get good medicine, Mu Yunmo left.

And Mu Yan, who pretended to be about to rest, got up and walked to the wooden barrel in front of the bed after making sure that Mu Yunmo was gone, the index finger and middle finger of his right hand slowly reached into his mouth, picking at his throat, and after a while, all the medicine he had just taken was spit out, he seemed to be uneasy, and continued to probe his throat, until there was a spasm in his stomach, he washed his hands and face and sat back on the bed.

However, at this time, Mu Yan made an even more astonishing move: he untied the bandage, picked out all the medicine that Mu Yunmo had put on him, and at the same time took out a dagger and stabbed the wound one by one, and soon, blood flowed back from the place where the scab had been scabbed. Fine beads of sweat oozed from Mu Yan's pale face, gritting his teeth and watching as he continued to ravage the wound, a blood mark appeared on the thigh that was grabbed by his other hand.

"What are you doing?!" At this time, the door of Mu Yan's room was opened, and the person who came was none other than Mu Yunmo.

How do you explain "I ......"? Mu Yan's dagger was still on the wound, and when he saw Mu Yunmo, Mu Yan only felt that his brain was "buzzing" and all of a sudden.

Mu Yunmo rushed to the side of the bed, grabbed the dagger and threw it on the ground, she stared at Mu Yan and yelled: "You don't want to die?!" ”

Mu Yan didn't speak, lowered his head, and didn't know how to face Mu Yunmo.

It turned out that Mu Yunmo saw that Mu Yan's recent injuries had been repeated, and she became suspicious, and she deliberately said that she was going out today, but in fact, she came back and quietly stared at Mu Yan, but when she saw Mu Yan hurting herself with a dagger, anger and incomprehension rushed to her heart, she was worried about Mu Yan's injuries all the time, and Mu Yan was here to wantonly abuse his body, no wonder his wounds had not healed for a long time.

After a while, Mu Yunmo tried to calm down his tone, but he still couldn't hide his anger and disappointment in his eyes, "Why did you do this, are you crazy?" ”

Mu Yan raised his head slowly, a very lame smile appeared on his pale face, and said softly: "My injuries are healed, you will leave me." In addition to the apology, there was a piercing loneliness in his tone.

The original grievances in Mu Yunmo's eyes dimmed instantly, and when she heard Mu Yan's words, her anger, disappointment, and incomprehension were all swallowed up by her distress.

Be...... Afraid of me leaving?

After that, the two fell silent, and Mu Yunmo silently re-medicated Mu Yan.

Mu Yan looked down at Mu Yunmo blankly, wanting to say something, but felt that it was superfluous to say anything now......

People are greedy, and what they have always wanted but can't reach, once they touch it a little, they will want more.

And you, Mu Yunmo, you are my dream, these few days may be the most luxurious days of my life, open your eyes and you will be by your side. However, the more I taste it, the more afraid I am of losing.

So I came up with this stupid solution, and although I told myself every day that I could not continue to deceive you, this was the last time, but your warm gaze was like a poppy, and I couldn't extricate myself, so I stabbed myself endlessly, and I didn't care if the wound would heal in the future, even if I would die tomorrow, as long as I could see you by my side, even if it was one more day, it would be enough.

But today you see this ugly secret, you see me who deceived you, and that's the end of it.

Mu Yunmo gently blew on the bloody wound on Mu Yan's chest that was stabbed by him, controlling her emotions, but she didn't expect the medicine hand to tremble more and more, until she felt a tightness in her chest, and couldn't help but stop the movements in her hand, and suddenly raised her head to look at Mu Yan.

Looking at Mu Yunmo's slightly trembling shoulders, Mu Yan felt a sense of despair: Heh, finally, you are going to leave me.

He waited desperately for Mu Yunmo's next words, those words about not wanting to see him again, those words that were worse than any poison and blade.

"Mu Yan, I'm not worth it, I'm not worth it for you to do this! Do you understand? Mu Yunmo roared hoarsely.

Mu Yan thought of eleven thousand possibilities, but he didn't expect Mu Yunmo to say this, he grabbed her hand and said eagerly: "No, there will never be anyone more worthy of me than you." ”

Finally, Mu Yunmo's tears burst out, and all the masks collapsed at this moment, and she leaned against Mu Yan's chest, sobbing unevenly. Mu Yan patted her slightly trembling shoulder, "I'm sorry, Yunmo." ”

"Even if you're well, I won't leave you, Ah Yan, promise me to get better soon, okay?"

Mu Yan looked down at the woman in his arms in a daze, and even didn't believe his ears for a while. He even felt that even if this sentence was to pity him, comfort him, and deceive him, it was enough for him.

Mu Yan hugged Mu Yunmo's back tightly and buried her head in her hair with the faint scent of roses.

God, have you finally heard my prayers and come to redeem me?