Chapter Eighty-Nine
Yun Shanshan walked quickly towards the bottom of the stairs, and when she passed by Zhang Ping and Qiu Ying's place, she couldn't help but feel emotional. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 After Info sighed about her withdrawn character, Yun Shanshan's final footsteps still stepped on the solid ground.
Therefore, the moment Yun Shanshan's feet landed, her heart that was easy to sigh reappeared. Now, in Yun Shanshan's heart, she can't help but sigh again, that is, no matter how tangled life is, it can finally land, and when her feet stand on this land, everyone is equal.
After some messy thoughts swept through Yun Shanshan's brain, Yun Shanshan couldn't help but start laughing at herself again, alas, there were too many thoughts in her own brain. Just thinking about it, Yun Shanshan felt as if she needed to sober herself up. Since the third year of high school, I seem to be a little too stressed, and I often feel a little nervous unconsciously. Yun Shanshan believes that if this situation continues, it is estimated that it will be unfavorable to herself.
Thinking like this, Yun Shanshan raised her hand and looked at the time, it was still early. Qi Xing's family called and said it would take more than an hour for the van to arrive. Well, it's still early before departure. Just as she was walking towards the steps on the first floor of the teaching building, Yun Shanshan unconsciously raised her head and looked at the sky, it was not early now. The evening night is already very thick, and soon, night will come.
Along the way, there are not too many students, many of them have already eaten dinner, and they are all studying in the classroom at night. Inside and outside the building, Yun Shanshan made a rough estimate, that is, the girls in her class were hanging outside, and there were some students in the lower grades who had not yet developed good study habits.
Yun Shanshan looked around roughly, and felt that this environment seemed to be a bit monotonous, so she raised her feet and slowly walked down the road in front of the teaching building.
I don't know why, now Yun Shanshan's mood should be the same as everyone's, the staggered mood of some joy and some disappointment entangled Yun Shanshan, making Yun Shanshan feel a little unable to breathe. In this state of mind, for some reason, Yun Shanshan seems to have a feeling of escapism at the moment, she suddenly wants to be alone, wants to find a place where there is no one, it seems that only in this kind of place, she can breathe, this is a strange psychology, but, no matter how strange, existence is reasonable. At this time, Yun Shanshan just wanted to do this, walk around, and then stay alone.
In this way, Yun Shanshan walked slowly along that road, as if a feeling drove her, where it was quiet and where there was no one, she wanted to go. In this way, Yun Shanshan walked blankly.
Around, more and more darkness came, this darkness rolled over her, making her feel very comfortable and comfortable, Yun Shanshan sometimes really couldn't figure out herself. She has always thought that she is a person who is honest and upright, and her heart should be bright, bright, and kind. But, for some reason, for the darkness, it seemed that in her heart, she had an instinct to get closer, to blend in. It seems like an intuition and nature that doesn't make sense. Moreover, it is precisely because of the existence of this nature that Yun Shanshan feels that she may not be a good person, a good person who understands herself. Thinking like this, Yun Shanshan felt as if she was a little disappointed.
However, some emotions, in the end, Yun Shanshan still erased them and abandoned them outside the clouds, now, Yun Shanshan just wants to satisfy her own feelings, her inexplicable feeling of seeking darkness, so, Yun Shanshan is walking, seems to be looking for some dark places, so that she can blend into it, and finally be wrapped in darkness.
In the evening, it gradually deepened. There are fewer and fewer people on this road. The street lights suddenly lit up, and the sparkling light dotted the sides of the road a little brightly. At the moment when the street lights came on, Yun Shanshan suddenly felt a feeling that it was difficult to breathe, as if something pricked her nerves and made her a little nervous.
Could it be the light? Yun Shanshan's nerves were actually stung by the light, how dark would it be? When Yun Shanshan realized this, she couldn't help but be taken aback again. If that's the case, how is she going to face herself?
In this way, Yun Shanshan felt a little upset. And the more upset she felt, the more Yun Shanshan wanted to escape, escape from this light, to immerse herself in a kind of darkness, let the darkness surround her, and enjoy a moment of silence, because, Yun Shanshan felt that she seemed to be a little tired. It felt like I couldn't find home. When this thought arose, Yun Shanshan felt that she was about to go out of sorts. Is black what it feels like to be at home? This is simply ridiculous.
And escaping from this dazzling light has become Yun Shanshan's instinct at the moment. Go as far as you can, to a place where no one is around.
Yun Shanshan said to herself.
As she spoke, Yun Shanshan also raised her feet and acted. Following this road, continue to go down, Yun Shanshan knew that the place was a small forest, but that small forest was not located at the top of this road, and it was necessary to turn a corner, and then enter another path, and after walking for only five minutes, you would reach that small forest. At night, it was dark. However, in that moment of darkness, there are many stories that feel a little dirty, and some stories of the ultimate punishment of the perpetrators. That place will always be a forbidden area in the eyes and hearts of all students. At this moment, when Yun Shanshan realized that the path would eventually lead to the grove, she slowed down. Although Yun Shanshan didn't have much disgust with Xiaolin, and even had some instinctive favor, she was really reluctant to go to that controversial place. Now, she wants to go to a place where no one is, or even a place where the story doesn't exist, whether it's beautiful or ugly. Yun Shanshan just wanted to be alone.
Driven by this thought, Yun Shanshan chose another path. When Yun Shanshan came to the end of this road dotted with lights, Yun Shanshan could avoid the path that led to the grove, and she walked to another road.
When Yun Shanshan walked to another road, Yun Shanshan's heart felt an inexplicable lightness, because now, she not only avoided the grove, but also stepped on a road that she couldn't see clearly, and with some sense of adventure. Sometimes, Yun Shanshan is quite proud of her passion for exploring the unknown world. Just like now, facing the unknown of where she is going to, there is a kind of expectation and even yearning in her heart.
What will happen if you go down this path? Thinking of this, Yun Shanshan's heart suddenly "pounded".