The winter night came early, and Li Xiaoxue walked into darkness before she knew it.

There are fewer pedestrians on the street, only couples in love, whispering the words in their hearts, a pair of pairs, walking leisurely, not at all, not feeling that the cold wind is already biting.

Li Xiaoxue's mood has made this journey better, but she has not finally decided where to go tonight.

She had already planned it, but she really couldn't do it, and she went to Cao Yingying. It's just that she still has some worries that if she really goes like this, it is always an escape, not only can it not solve any problems between her and Zhong Youcheng, but it is easier to deepen the estrangement between the two people.

Not to mention anything else, the protagonist of the exhibition is still Zhong Youcheng.

Everything is ready, she really owes Zhong Youcheng this east wind, and she can be regarded as making a joke in this world.

She can't really fall out with Zhong Youcheng. The relationship between her and Zhong Youcheng, she feels that she still needs her to "manage" well.

- What held her and Zhong Youcheng was actually not just feelings, although she may not have thought so.

It's not that she hasn't considered having a good talk with Zhong Youcheng, but after talking about it, she really knows the result too well.

She can't change Zhong Youcheng, she can't change anyone, and even, in some things, she can't change herself.

She can only continue to walk along the road under her feet, even if it is a kind of continuation at such a point.

What has passed, it will never come back. There are too many people who know such a simple truth, and too many people who have made mistakes in it.

She walked on, as if she wanted the night wind to blow her a little more.

……

At this time, Zhong Youcheng was with Yueyue, in a barbecue restaurant, and had already put together half a box of beer.

"Yueyue, why? You say, why did she do this to me? Zhong Youcheng asked bitterly, and drank half a glass of beer into his stomach.

Yueyue actually persuaded Zhong Youcheng for a long time: "Of course, there is something wrong with what she did, but you are unforgettable in the end, and your relationship should still be there." If there is nothing else too much, I hope you should still consider forgiving her this time. ”

"Forgiveness? I can forgive everything else, but this one, forgive? If I can forgive me on this, you say, am I still a man? ”

"No one is perfect. Everyone makes mistakes at some point. ”

"Not bad. Everyone makes mistakes sometimes. But, Yueyue, doesn't that also depend on what mistakes were made? What is this? This is a matter of principle. Can you forgive you for making a mistake of principle? Oh no. I made a mistake of principle, and as long as she could still recognize it, of course I could choose to forgive, but she didn't! She doesn't, Yueyue. She won't even admit her fault, you say, how can I forgive her? She didn't admit it, and she didn't even think about asking me to forgive her. How can I forgive? Yueyue, you say, how can I forgive? If it were you, would you be forgivable? She really saddened me and disappointed me too much. I'm so nice to her. I don't know how much I paid for her, but what did I get? It was such an emotional betrayal of her. Yueyue, although you and I have not been in contact for a long time, you should also see how much I value emotions as a person. I regard emotions more than anything else, more important than my life, even my art, and she, in turn, betrays the emotions I value the most. ”

"Actually, I listened to the situation you described at that time, and to be honest, I don't think she betrayed your feelings."

"Don't you think?" Zhong Youcheng smiled bitterly, "That's what I saw!" What didn't I see? ”

"If you don't see it, you shouldn't make any more guesses. Especially, when you are so sure of what is going on between them, when you are looking at this issue with tinted glasses. In this way, instead of solving the problem, you are more likely to increase the conflict between you. This can't be said to be self-defeating, real, and it's also counterproductive.? There are no ten thousand, and there are just in case, just in case, they really don't have anything. ”

"The man's hands are all on her back, and you still say they don't have anything?"

"I didn't see it with my own eyes, and if it's just like you said, I don't think it's too much of a problem."

"Hook your shoulders! Hook shoulders, you know what that means, right? Not too much of a problem? Zhong Youcheng's voice raised again.

Yueyue's voice couldn't help but get louder: "It's really the degree of hooking shoulders and backs, hooking shoulders and backs, after all, it's just that boy." ”

"What do you mean it's just that boy?" Zhong Youcheng put the cup in his hand on the dining table a few times, and the wine in the cup was spilled and splashed onto his hand, on the table, "It's just that one boy, who is he hooking up with?" And ghosts? I really don't understand, why do you always look at things like this? When a man and a woman are together, it's already abnormal, and you move your hands and feet like that, can you still say that there is nothing wrong here? You are really not deeply involved in the world, and you look at people's eyes, but you are so naïve and superficial. You really don't know much about the hearts of people in the world! You look the same way I did when I first came to this city. At that time, I was also used to looking at everything with a kind heart, thinking that as long as I was sincere enough, I could always get the sincerity of others. But what do I get? Again and again to deceive people. As the saying goes, you can't have the heart of harming others, and you can't have the heart of guarding against people, we can make ourselves gentlemen and good people, but don't think that people in this world are also gentlemen and good people. A good person is not enough to achieve anything for you, and a bad person can ruin your entire life. I, Zhong Youcheng, must not be confused, just put on this green hat for others! ”

Yue Yue shook her head: "I don't want to quarrel with you, let alone tell you such big truths." I just want to help you analyze and analyze as much as possible, and sort things out with you. In any case, I still think that just from one action, I must want to explain something, which is inevitably too arbitrary. ”

"You're all women. Women only know how to speak for women! Zhong Youcheng said unconvinced, like a child.

"I don't want to speak for anyone, I just don't want you to use this line of thinking to determine problems before you have figured things out."

"I don't think there's anything wrong with my train of thought. In the beginning, actually, I knew, knew that her heart was not entirely with me. Until now, she and the one in front of her, that ......"

"Ex-boyfriend?"

"That's right! Right! Ex-boyfriend! They've been going on and on. Just because of her ex-boyfriend, I don't know how many times I've forgiven her. Maybe, it was I forgave again and again, and she felt that I didn't know how to count, so I had to take an inch and put such a foot on the shelf. ”

Yueyue sighed: "If you must think so, I really have no choice." But if, I'm talking about if, she really likes someone else, as you said, what are you going to do? ”

"I can't let her get away with it so easily. Betrayal of feelings should not be such a low cost. If so, let this world be as loyal to emotions as mine, how can it be embarrassing? ”

"I'm just wondering, what exactly are you going to do?"

Zhong Youcheng thought about it, "clicked", and broke a bamboo skewer with meat in his hand: "The fish is dead and the net is broken, no one can think about anything good!" ”

"Don't do such a stupid thing!" Yue Yue said in shock, "No matter what, you are so dead, first of all, as far as you are concerned, it is extremely unworthy. ”

Zhong Youcheng sighed again: "Speaking from the heart, I also think it's not worth it." In particular, the mission that God has given me Zhong Youcheng has not been able to accomplish. But, Yueyue, I really can't swallow this breath. ”

"This breath is not easy to swallow on anyone. However, you also know the value of your existence, and if you are entrusted with such a talent from heaven, you should endure what others can't endure and what others can't do. Compared with the relationship between men and women, career is what you should value the most and can fight for. I ask you that, and I only hope that you can find the focus of your life again. What I value when I am with you is not only your character, but also your talent. ”

"In this world, there are really not many people who still look at character and talent. I thought that after I was with her, she would help me in my career. Who would have thought, she is also a layman in the end, and all she thinks about is just living such a plain life. It's okay to think about it, it's okay to have no ambitions, then live a good life, what's the matter, learn from some people, and play with these fancy intestines......" Han Haitao said, bowing his head deeply.

"I'll assume that what you do is the truth, she really betrayed your feelings, in fact, the most important thing now is your attitude."

"My attitude?"

"Yes, your attitude. Let me ask you, will you really put an end to your relationship because of her betrayal? ”

“……”

"Not yet, do you?"

“……”

"Still want to forgive, huh?"

"To be honest, I really don't want to, but I don't want to beat people to death like this. As long as she knows what she did wrong and sincerely repents, I ......, hi! ”

"So, you can't let go of your relationship with her. What I hope you have, in addition to that, is that you can really put some thought and energy into making things work out on your own. The truth is what you want, after all. ”

"What do you mean......"

"You also asked what should be asked, and if you can answer, she also answered. I think there are always some things between you that can't intersect. ”

"Can't...... Intersection? ”

"Not bad." Yueyue nodded solemnly, "I'm not saying that she really wants to hide anything from you, but a part of her life is always something you can't touch." And this part is actually the crux of why you are so far. ”

Zhong Youcheng didn't fully understand what Yueyue meant: "You're right, I do think she has something deliberately not to let me know." I really didn't expect that, Yueyue, you are still such a deep person. ”

Yue Yue smiled slightly: "I also said that I am not deeply involved in the world, and my knowledge is shallow." Let me ask you again, will you listen to me? ”

"You say."

"You really want to find out the truth of the matter, at this time, it is not she who needs to admit your mistakes, but you need to lower your head first."

"I bow my head?" Zhong Youcheng was even more confused.

"You've always been such a domineering gesture, which will only make her feel guilty, and you can put your head down so that you can integrate more into her life. The more you are involved in her life, you know everything you want to know. ”

"I probably see what you mean. Only, how? ”

"I'll teach you." Yueyue smiled, poured another glass of wine for Zhong Youcheng, and raised their glasses together.