My name is Song Linxi, the forest is the forest of the forest, and the stream is the stream of the stream.

Before I called Song Linxi, I was called Song Yun.

When I was Song Yun, I was fatherless, motherless and ambitious, hoping to live a different life in England by smuggling, but the fact in front of me was that I was violently controlled by illegal people and they used my Asian identity to let me attract some guests for the purpose of obtaining money.

At first I resisted, but when I found that resistance only increased my wounds, I learned to be wise, and I became flattering, and vulgar, and became self-soliciting customers, and even became complacent because of the extra tips given by customers, and it took me six months for my self-esteem to be crushed, and it took only one day for Ying Ting to re-bond my self-esteem and incorruptibility.

It stands to reason that I should be grateful to him, he made me know honor and disgrace, understand shame, and get things that I didn't even dare to think of; But I hated him, and without him I might have been miserable with a random infectious disease in England, and finally died alone without any attachment.

But Ying Ting gave me too many things, gave me care, gave me glory, gave me wealth, and in the end he forcibly took it all away, cutting off all my ties with everything he had.

It's like giving a girl a blueprint for a happy life, only to tell her that it's all her imaginary cruelty.

He said that there will be no Song Yun in the world in the future, you are Song Linxi, you can only be Song Linxi.

He said, you studied acting in London, your father was a geologist and your mother was a high school teacher.

He said, "You have to move a knife in your face, and you should stay in seclusion during this time, and don't have any contact with other people."

He said, you are the first artist in my company, don't live up to my expectations.

I did everything he said.

I don't know how to act at all, but I still work hard for him, and in order to keep my face from being deformed and stiff, I have to undergo surgery every six months to fine-tune it, and gradually there is almost no part of my face that belongs to me; In order to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry, I began to learn to work step by step, learned to steal the scene, learned to fight openly and secretly with other actresses, learned to accompany the wine and even tried to -

"Song Linxi, I didn't bring you out of that place to let you dedicate yourself to the entertainment industry, you just need to improve your acting skills, and the rest of the companies can help you do it."

"Then when will the chips I owe you be paid? When will I pay it off? "I really don't want to owe Ying Ting anymore, I want to be frank and honest with Ying Ting, instead of unilaterally accepting Ying Ting's alms.

Ying Ting looked at the dignified and generous and moving appearance that I was training now, and just said lightly, "There will always be a chance, and if you can't pay it back, you won't pay it back." ”

Heartless people say heartless words, but heartless people hear these words in their hearts, so I have always thought that this is a promise given to me by Ying Ting-meaning, between you and me, you can be less careful.

I smiled, and even though the wound was a little painful after the surgery, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but want to go up.

But I thought to myself, I'm going to have to pay him back, I'm going to have to find an opportunity to help him, and let him know that I'm useful.

Finally, I waited for that opportunity.

Ying Siyun is a dog and horse all day long, drunk and gold-obsessed, although the business is tough and insidious, but the woman is changing one after another.

At a cocktail party, I unexpectedly met Ying Siyun, I slowly approached him with a glass of champagne, and he smiled when he saw me, "It's really my honor that the famous Miss Song took the initiative to show favor." ”

"I just want to see if I'm glamorous enough to make Mr. Ying tempted." I smiled charmingly and affectionately, and there was an inexplicable ambiguity in the flow of my eyes.

At first, I pretended to be in the love network of Ying Silin, and then I made it seem that I couldn't leave him and told me about going to him as a spy, and finally I said that I wanted to defect and help him.

"How can I trust you?"

Ying Silin needed something to prove my loyalty, so I went back to Ying Ting and told him about my plan, which happened to be at the time when Ying Ting and Ying Siyun were at odds with each other, and Ying Ting didn't veto my plan after hearing it.

The day I posed for some photos at the hotel was when I was closest to him, close enough to hear his heartbeat, I pillowed in the crook of his arm and slowly unfastened my bathrobe.

But this time, he was not as unmoved as when we first met, and this time, he stopped me.

He said, although it has not been announced to the public, but Ying Siyun didn't tell you that I am a married man?

I said, "Yes, your wife is the Go player, but what does that matter?"

Ying Ting looked at me coldly, and the words he said froze into ice, "Song Linxi, after so long, I thought you would change a little. ”

Nothing changed? I've changed so much, but Ying Ting said I haven't changed?

Yes, no matter how amorous and charming I am now, in Ying Ting's heart, I am the prostitute who shiveres from the cold on the streets of England, which is doomed from the beginning, what am I still asking for?

However, I was not reconciled.

I made Ying Silin more and more inseparable from me, I used all the resources I could to help Ying Ting get what he should get at Ying's house, I think, at least Ying Ting will be moved first, and then he will fall in love with me.

Until, the accident of the spokesperson incident of Ying's Group burned my reason, how could it be Shi Yuan, how could she be worthy? If it weren't for her innocent family background and the daughter-in-law of the Ying family, how would she deserve that position?

It just so happened that she bumped into me and Ying Siyun, so I decided to use a knife to kill people, and teamed up with Ying Siyun to set up a bureau to lure Shi Yuan into the game.

I thought that afterwards, even if Ying Ting was angry with me, I could only simply be angry, after all, the future of a woman or the Ying family, which is more important can be distinguished at a glance.

On the eve of the success of the matter, Ying Ting rescued her.

Ying Ting said, I didn't think you would defect.

I didn't say anything, how could I defect, his life was saved by him, how could I defect?

Ying Ting said, put yourself in the right position.

Location? Where do I have a place for an ant-like being?

Shi Yuan didn't let me get better, and I couldn't let her have a good time.

I exposed on the Internet that Shi Yuan blatantly lied to conceal the fact that she was married, and also put in front of her all the photos and edited audios of me and Ying Ting.

But this time, Ying Ting finally lost his patience with me.

"Song Linxi, I will use it for three years to praise you, and it will take three days to destroy you."

"Song Linxi, don't forget where I rescued you from."

"Song Linxi, how long do you think you will be sentenced for deliberately hurting people?"

You see, how ruthless he is, for the sake of Shi Yuan to be so cruel to me.

I was suffering like hell day and night in prison, I knew that this was his order, his warmth was only given to one person, and the rest of the people were nothing more than Erer in his eyes, let alone someone like me who hurt Shi Yuan. I committed suicide but was rescued, and then I committed suicide and was rescued, like a nightmare that I can't escape, an endless cycle of reincarnation.

I know he's not going to let me go.

Later, I wrote a letter to Ying Ting.

When he saw the letter, he could have received the news of my death, because once Siyun's wife, An Ruoyao, came to visit me, and at my request, gave me a blade.

Ying Ting:

The name Song Linxi was given to me by you, and I will return it to you now.

Song Yun respectfully.

——Zhong Lingyu's beautiful forest, clear and bright stream.