69 CHAPTER 69

Makino closed his eyes and kissed those shocking scars, and the scenes that had once become so clear.

July 21st, that night was a big change for Frost, and it was resolute for Makino. Lying on the ICU glass of the hospital, Makino cried like a fool, her snot and tears stuck to the glass and couldn't be noticed, she hit the thick glass with her forehead, at that time she thought that it would be better to use her forehead to simply break those solid glasses and die with Han Shuang, who was lying on the bed and suffering.

Looking at Han Shuang, who was stuck with various tubes inserted into the bed and wrapped like a dumpling, Makino couldn't let go.

"You're a colleague of the patient, aren't you?" The doctor in a white coat wearing a mask asked Makino with swollen eyes as he filled out a form in his hand.

Makino nodded reluctantly, she didn't have the courage to ask the doctor why he came in first, and she knew the reason even if she didn't say it.

"The patient suffered burns of 60% of the area, and the burns on his right hand and both lower limbs were accompanied by fractures, which is very dangerous to be honest," the doctor said after writing, looking up at Makino. He sympathized with this girl who was sent, and her life could be said to be ruined.

Makino pinched her thighs so that she could remain calm for further conversation. She nodded and didn't see a doctor.

"We will try to save her three limbs, but if we have to, we still need to make a plan to amputate them, so I hope you will inform her family then." The doctor said regretfully, expressing his empathy for the general regret.

"Han Shuang is an orphan, she has no relatives... I'm her only lover" Makino was silent for a moment and said slowly, before July 21, she celebrated Han Shuang's 23rd birthday, Han Shuang only invited her alone, she understood what it meant, but Makino did not agree to Han Shuang's hint. Now she regrets it, extremely regretful. "So, doctor, can I plead with you one thing? Can you save her? “

The doctor looked at Makino, "This really depends on whether she can survive the infection, we hope she can survive" The doctor said euphemistically, but Makino listened as if he was refusing, and a big circle had accumulated under her eyes that she hadn't slept for two days, and she looked haggard and desperate. Tears fell from her eyes uncontrollably, dropping on the ground, she fell to her knees in front of the doctor, guilt and sadness encroached on her reason, hysterical screams whimpered from her throat and whimpered "Please, she is a policeman, she has solved countless cases in her hands, no one is sorry, why did such a bad luck befell her"

"Don't, in this way, you get up quickly, we will do our best" The doctor helplessly pulled up Makino, who was lying on his knees.

Makino's eyes had lost the brilliance they had once had, and her frost was about to leave her. At that moment she knew how much she loved her.

"Makino, what's wrong... Han Shuang on the bed patted Makino's waist, although she felt sluggish, but Makino didn't move, she quickly noticed it.

Makino pursed her lips and pressed down the pain that had surged up, and a disgusting sensation welled up in her throat, she was disgusted with the cowardice and selfishness of her deformed children at that time. The skin under her lips touched the ugly scars on Han Shuang's body, and she wanted to bite off those scars with her teeth for a moment, and when the scars fell off, it was Han Shuang's snow-white carcass.

"Gross..." The more she thought about it, the more nauseous she became, and Makino couldn't suppress the cramping pain in her stomach any longer, and she suddenly fell to the side of the bed and vomited. Stomach acid and food spilled on the floor, and tears flowed out of my eyes, I don't know if they were crying or salty. Han Shuang hugged Makino's body tightly, she tried to tilt her head to look at Makino beside the bed, she didn't know what was going on, and at that moment in her mind she blamed Makino's vomiting on herself. Yes, who would like to see her terrible scars, like winding dead earthworms sticking to the flesh, red and white. Even if it's worth the skin, it's impossible to return to its previous smooth appearance.

"I'm sorry... Han Shuang whispered.

Makino stretched out a hand and shook it encouragingly, and when the vomiting stopped, Makino lay on the side of the bed exhausted, her lips were as pale as paper at this time. "Frost, I'm sorry for you... It's me... It's me... It was the one who ordered Chen Lei to shoot them, which angered them, and when the fire began to burn, I even... I'm even afraid to go in and save you... Han Shuang, I'm a wicked person. I don't deserve to be a cop! Makino's hoarse voice touched Han Shuang for a while. Makino finally told her the secret she had been hiding in her psyche for a long, long time. The strange thing is that Han Shuang didn't react much, she looked at the ceiling in a daze like a doll. For a long time, she stretched out her intact hand and followed Makino's back over and over again, touching Makino's tight and perfect back, she didn't feel betrayed.

"But you're here to save me, aren't you?" Han Shuang responded in a low voice.

"Frost, I know you've always liked the police profession, but... I... I can't be a police officer anymore... Makino choked up as he spoke, and it was difficult to make out the next sentence. Han Shuang under him seemed to have already realized it, "Makino, I don't like you to sacrifice more for me. I've been like this.,For me dreams or something have actually withered a long time ago.,I.。。 Only care about you. Han Shuang stopped as she spoke, her eyes showed shock, she suddenly understood why Xue Jiyue suddenly found the hotel where they were staying, she always thought that Xue Jiyue found Qiu Jinyu to know their residence.

"Makino, why are you doing this!" Han Shuang groaned bitterly. Makino is just to find a way to keep her in the dark, accept the so-called "reward" of others to redeem her lost dreams and dignity, even if she does what she doesn't want to do, all for the sake of her play, her extraordinary observation allows her to deduce useful information only from Jin Yu's telephone conversation, no wonder it took so long for her to go out to buy food one morning.

"Frost ... I want you to get better, I really want you ... Get better. Makino felt guilty, but he would never make this decision on his own. Han Shuang still has hope, this is what Xue Jiyue said to her, and it is also a promise to her.

Not far from the store, Shu Mi stood still, she turned around and glared at Tang Guo, who was a full head taller than her, "Did you already know?" ”

Tang Guo secretly screamed that it was not good, Shu Mi reacted, although the reflex arc was a little long. "I know, she's your sister"

"Why didn't you tell me!"

"She... I don't want you to know, maybe I don't want to be with you ... There's so much to do with it. Tang Guo glanced at Shu Mi with a weak heart, she wasn't sure if Shu Mi would be angry when she heard such an answer.

Shu Mi gritted her little silver teeth, watching Tang Guo come all the way to comfort her, she wouldn't be angry with her. "Dad, is Jin Yu really my sister?" Although Shu Mi asked so, she knew that it was true nine times out of ten when she saw Jin Yu's gaffe, but she had never heard of herself and her sister.

"What do you mention her for?" Mu Xuesong, who was about to get into the car, did not look back to answer his daughter's question.

Shu Mi stomped his feet, "If you let people down back then, then you are at fault!" You should apologize" Tang Guo on the side covered Shu Mi's mouth, how could this girl not understand the sophistication of human feelings, clean as a blank piece of paper, jealous and hateful, and didn't even pick the object.

"What are you doing" Shu Mi couldn't break Tang Guo's hand, and directly bit it on it before forcing Tang Guo to let go. Mu Xuesong snorted heavily, and didn't bother to bother to look for it, so he got into his own car. Tang Guo hurriedly reminded Shu Mi in a whisper that it was her father, and he should not be accused of him in person.

"Mi'er, do you want me to arrest you and go back, or do you want to go back with me yourself" Mu Xuesong stared at Shu Mi who was standing on the side of the road with a cold face. Shu Mi was about to refuse, but was stopped by Tang Guo, "Don't you see that Uncle is very angry, Shu Mi is not the best solution to run away outside, you go back with Uncle first"

When Shu Mi heard that Tang Guo was going to abandon her, she hurriedly dragged Tang Guo's arm and pulled her to the car over and over again, which was a posture of beating to death and taking Tang Guo to reincarnate together. Mu Xuesong was originally unhappy, but seeing that Shu Mi had already made concessions, he didn't want to care more, he was in a terrible mood today, why did he still see that woman's daughter after decades. Mu Xuesong squinted his eyes slightly, his eyes were empty in the distance, he was reminiscing about the time he had had.

The young and dissolute Mu Xuesong could already be regarded as the child of a rich family when he was not yet developed, he heard early on that there was a talented girl named Qiu Lanfeng in the medical school, but she was introverted and didn't like words, and the key was that she was rumored to have an extraordinary relationship with a girl named Xue Jiyue in the same dormitory. At that time, he looked at the girl who liked to walk with her head down and away from the crowd with a curious gaze.

When he gradually discovered the true part of the rumors, he couldn't hide his excitement and curiosity, and took an opportunity to get close to the shy girl, and then he forced his body into her body without hesitation. When he listened to Qiu Lanfeng desperately shouting Xue Jiyue's name, the perverted curiosity in his mind was greatly satisfied, and he still clearly remembered what he said at that time, "Heh, what do you like?" Like a? Didn't feel disgusting."

Mu Xuesong raised his eyes and looked in the rearview mirror, his baby daughter in the back seat was leaning on Tang Guo's shoulder and fell asleep, Mu Xuesong's face had an even more ugly expression, and he began to feel resentment rooted in his psychology, "Qiu Lanfeng. Qiu Jinyu. Scold!! “