103 Chapter 103
Jin Yu drove at a very fast speed all the way, and when the familiar building appeared in her sight, she was already in tears, and she didn't know if Guan Xiao was there waiting for her to go back. But such wishful thinking was completely struck in the next moment, and the nest where she lived with Guan Xiao had already been subleased to others.
When she saw that it was an unfamiliar face that came to open the door, Jin Yu suddenly wanted to laugh, obviously she had caused all this by herself, and why did she come here to find everything she had thrown away with her own hands.
Dragging her body, she walked to Binhai Park, where she used to walk with Guan Xiao, talking about love, thinking about the future, and now everything has changed. She walked on the beach, her shoes sinking into the soft sand, and she didn't even notice it flowing down the seams, the sea breeze at night was cold to the bone, and the waves on the beach were washing away her footprints, as if she hadn't been here at the last moment.
With her hands in her pockets, Jin Yu faced the sea, her ears were filled with the ruthless sea breeze, and her eyes were the endless dark sea, she recalled in a trance that when she was a child, she held her mother's hand and played on the beach, pointing to the sea and asking her mother, "Mom, who lives on the other side of the sea?" ”
At this time, my mother would always look at the sea and look at her with sad eyes, touch her head and say to her, "There is a man on the other side of the sea who cannot meet you"
"Why can't we meet?"
"Jin'er, there are a lot of people in the world who can't meet you, and you will meet people you can't meet, so you have to learn to be strong, only when you are strong can you have the strength to cross the sea to meet the people you can't meet"
The young Jin Yu couldn't understand her mother's words, but she just left them behind when she heard them, but after so many years, Jin Yu found that this sentence had been living in her mind, and at this moment she understood what her mother was saying.
She gritted her teeth and walked step by step into the sea, when the cold and biting sea water was deserted to her knees, her legs fell to her knees, I don't know if it was still cold or because of despair, her shoulders trembled like a candle in the wind.
"Jin Yu, I knew you were shaken" The voice that appeared behind Jin Yu was Xue Jiyue, she followed Jin Yu all the way here, and watched her collapse and fall to her knees in the cold sea water, she came out of the darkness.
"I know you won't forget Li Guanxiao so quickly, after all, you like her so much, how could you break up so inexplicably? I don't know who you meet and what you do, but I condone you because I love you, not because I can be deceived, what I lose is lost, and what I get back is just rubbish, not to mention that it is something you give up on your own initiative. Xue Jiyue stood in the distance with her arms crossed, staring at Jin Yu.
Jin Yu smiled dismally, the warmth on her face that had just come back was extinguished again, she stood up with a tense face, she slowly turned around and came to Xue Jiyue's face, looking at Xue Jiyue's black eyes under the street lamp reflecting her embarrassed figure, she raised her hand and grabbed Xue Jiyue's wrist, pulling her close to herself, and a trace of fierceness flashed in her eyes, "I also tell you, you tried to control me, if you don't believe it, you can try" After speaking, she shook off Xue Jiyue's wrist and walked to the parking position by herself.
"Thank you Xue Jiyue, you have made me firm in my murderous intent against you again." Jin Yu read this sentence fiercely in her heart, Xue Jiyue will always be a boulder between her and Guan Xiao.
Xue Jiyue looked at Jin Yu's departing back, a smile hooked at the corner of her mouth, and her remaining job was to find Li Guanxiao and send her away. Jin Yu is still hers, she doesn't care if Jin Yu can give in in a short time, she just needs her by her side.
Guan Xiao was lying in a hotel room, this room looked relatively simple but could save a lot of money, so she decided to stay here for a few days first, she also rented the house she rented with Jinyu, and now she is in a state of homelessness, she can neither go to Duan Xi, nor can she go to Jinyu, she is really alone now.
Wrapping the quilt tightly over and over again, the old broken air conditioner in the room made a roaring sound, making it difficult for Guan Xiaoxiao to sleep, and she was thinking about what to do, when suddenly a name got into her ears, "Yes, why don't I ask Makino for help?" She's a police officer who must know how to investigate," and was excited by the idea that came to her mind, and her face showed her first heartfelt smile in the past few days.
The next morning, Guan Xiao thought of the wording and dialed Muye's mobile phone number, but the phone rang indeed, this number was empty, she chuckled in her heart, remembering the situation when she brought Han Shuang to the house, her attitude towards them was lukewarm, and now she was annoyed, but she was unwilling, she thought about it and called again and still replied like this, frustrated to take the phone, she suddenly remembered that Jin Yu had told her that Muye's unit, she immediately checked the number and called, it only took a few minutes, Knowing that Makino's girlfriend Han Shuang is currently hospitalized here, she doesn't know if this is a blessing from God or a deliberate guidance from God, Guan Xiao bought fruits and condolences and went to the gate of the hospital.
She looked up at the hospital, this is a hospital in the city that specializes in treating tumors, and it seems that Han Shuang's illness is not light. Guan Xiao hesitated for a while, she didn't know if her rash going would cause Han Shuang's plan, if her condition worsened because she made Han Shuang unhappy, she didn't know how to explain to Muye, but if she didn't go, there was really no way at all.
"When I went in, I only asked Makino, and I didn't tell her about other things. Well, let's do it" repeated her plan in her heart again, and put the idea of struggling and hesitating just now behind her, she found the room where Han Shuang lived from the nurse, and went straight to it.
Standing at the door and looking through the glass, she found Han Shuang lying on the bed, looking out the window. He had a respirator on his mouth and nose, and an infusion bottle next to him was dripping.
She knocked on the door gently, Han Shuang hurriedly turned her head around, she thought it was Makino who opened the door and entered, but when she saw Li Guanxiao standing at the door, she couldn't help but be inexplicably nervous.
"Han Shuang, I heard that you are hospitalized here, come to see you" Guan Xiao spoke first, she saw that Han Shuang had no bad reaction, so she carried the bag to the bedside, put the fruit on the side of the bed, and she found a chair to sit down.
"It's better now" Guan Xiao didn't know what Han Shuang's condition was, so he had to say hello like this first.
Han Shuang nodded, she felt that it was difficult to speak with a breathing mask, so she raised her thin arm and took off the mask, the thin face under the mask, the protruding cheekbones, Han Shuang was much weaker than she had seen before, it seemed that she was really sick.
"It's better" Han Shuang said softly, she hadn't said anything recently, she felt that her mouth was raw, and her words were not so clear.
"It's good to be better, you still need patience for this kind of thing, and now that medical technology is developed, you don't have to worry too much"
Han Shuang knew that there must be something wrong with Guan Xiao's sudden appearance, and he wouldn't be so innocent just because he just wanted to see himself. So she simply pierced the paper. "What are you doing here?"
Guan Xiao pursed her lips and nodded, "Yes, I'm coming... I want to see you, and I want to ... I want to find Makino, I have something I want to ask her for help."
Han Shuang's brows furrowed slightly, "Makino is no longer here, she has been out for a long time... Han Shuang said, Makino hadn't called for the past few days, and she learned from the nurse who took care of her that Makino had told her to go out on a mission when she woke up. But there was no phone call back, and it had been almost four days since she woke up, which was not at all like Makino, very abnormal.
"So, do you have her phone?" Guan Xiao asked again.
"Yes, but I can't get through... Han Shuang said that she called almost every day, but the phone was connected, but no one answered. Han Shuang pointed and put down the mobile phone on the bedside table, motioning for her to find it herself.
Guan Xiao picked up the phone, as soon as he opened the phone book, there was a number on it, and saved it into the phone, Guan Xiao was ready not to disturb Han Shuang's rest, but who knew that Han Shuang asked, "You and Jin Yu are okay"
"Ah, it's okay, it's okay... The prevaricating tone couldn't be hidden from Han Shuang. She had been aware of it since she saw Guan Xiao's lonely figure appear in the morning.
Han Shuang looked at Guan Xiao, who deliberately avoided her topic, and stopped talking. She thought of Makino, and then of the pictures, and the phone calls she always kept out from herself. As smart as Han Shuang, she can also be aware of what Makino can perceive, but it just depends on whether she is willing to perceive it.
"Ah, I still have some things, let's go first, if I contact Makino, I'll tell her your situation, don't worry" Guan Xiao gave Han Shuang a grateful smile. And Han Shuang on the hospital bed couldn't laugh, she nodded woodenly, and when Guan Xiao left, the violent cough that was forced on her lungs broke out, she coughed painfully, tears were about to cough up, and a fishy sweet breath suddenly appeared in her mouth, Han Shuang's dead eyes stared at the ceiling, and the blood overflowing from the corners of her mouth stained the quilt, Makino She still took that step and broke up the two people...
"Makino! Makino! Han Shuang clutched her chest in pain, she didn't know if her lungs hurt or her heart hurt at this time, the white ceiling in front of her slowly turned black, and she seemed to hear the footsteps of death. Once again, it stayed near her, this time her desire to survive was no longer strong, and she was the one who should leave.