An Jin (interested can be stamped)
My name is An Jin, the most noble daughter of the An family, but I am not the only one.
Since I became sensible, I have been able to stay in my room quietly, what is prison, I didn't know at that time, there is no freedom, a limited range of activities, what is it if it is not a prison?
Since birth, my health has not been good, congenital heart disease, and my weak body can get sick at any time, but as the sister of the twins, I am healthy and disease-free, obviously the same life organism, why do I have to bear these diseases, why should I be deprived of freedom, why can I only watch what happens outside in a limited range like now.
"Xiao Jin, you see, the little flowers in the garden are blooming, isn't it beautiful." A smiling face appeared in front of my eyes, so bright, without any worries, but it was very annoying.
She is my sister, a sister who came into the world a few minutes earlier than me, just a few minutes apart, but there is so much difference.
I took the flower from Enron's hand, it was small, very beautiful, pink in color.
"There is a big piece of flowers outside, flowers of all colors, more beautiful than this, Xiao Jin, I will take you to see it in the future." The sparkling eyes, but they were so dazzling, the smile at the corners of the mouth, and the pleasant tone only made my chest feel sullen.
"Xiao Jin, what's wrong with you, are you uncomfortable, I'll call my mother over." Maybe she didn't look good at me, so she shouted and trotted out, and every time I looked uncomfortable, she would always run out, just like now.
I never dared to run, I didn't dare to do any strenuous exercise, but An Ran could do whatever he wanted, so when I thought about it, my chest was even tighter, but the little flower in my hand never wanted to throw it away.
It didn't take long for An Ran to bring her mother, I looked at my mother's appearance when she was pulled by An Ran, frowning slightly, although it was not obvious, but I still found out, I don't know when my mother began to frown after entering the room.
The hand holding Xiaohua couldn't help but tighten.
"Mom, Xiao Jin seems to be a little uncomfortable, take a look." An Ran kept pulling her mother, and her whole face wrinkled together, which was really ugly.
"Xiao Jin, is there anything uncomfortable again?" Mom's soft voice is like a feather, brushing her ears, in fact, it's not bad to be sick, at least Mom will be by her side, asking me where I'm uncomfortable, so that the room won't be just me.
I touched my chest and blinked at my mother, it was uncomfortable, but it was different from when I was sick, I didn't know how to describe it, so I didn't say anything.
"I'll ask Dr. Shao to come here, you can lie in bed first." Mom's hand was on my forehead, warm and soft.
So, when my mother went out to call, I followed my mother's words, went to bed and lay down, waiting for Dr. Shao to come and check, I was standing by the bedside, I knew who it was, but I just didn't want to see her, I didn't want to see her ruddy face, because that was something I never had.
"Xiao Jin, flowers." An Ran pointed to my hand and stretched out his hand.
I subconsciously withdrew my hand, not wanting to be taken away from my flowers, for no reason, I just didn't want to.
An Ran obviously didn't expect me to be like this, looking at me dumbfounded, like an idiot, I don't know why, because of this thought, I actually felt much better stuffy in my chest.
"Isn't this for me?" After feeling well, I asked her with Xiaohua in my hand.
An Ran, who was standing next to the bed, still stretched out his hand, and nodded stupidly after hearing my question.
"Since it's for me, it's mine, why do you want to go back?" I held the little flower tightly, but I wouldn't give it to her.
"No, Xiao Jin, I don't want to go back, wait for Dr. Shao to come, I just want to put the flowers aside first, so that Dr. Shao can have a good examination, if Xiao Jin likes it, I'll pick a lot of it for you later." An Ran was like a cat whose tail was stepped on, shaking his head and explaining.
I laughed out loud, looking at An Ran's funny appearance, I suddenly felt that there was no illness, but when I heard An Ran's words, the stuffiness in my chest came back, a lot? And she only has one in her hand.
"Xiao Jin?" An Ran leaned over and asked nervously.
I looked at the little flower, it was beautiful, but I didn't pick it myself.
"Xiao Jin!" Enron screamed, as if he was frightened by something.
I tossed the crumpled flower and said, "Take it back." ”
Looking at An Ran's wide eyes and staring at the flowers, I found that as long as An Ran was not happy, my 'illness' would be fine, which was very strange, but I liked it very much.
An Ran took the unformed flower, stood aside, looked at the flower from time to time, looked at me from time to time, didn't dare to take another step, and finally just looked down at the flower in his hand and shrank in the corner.
I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth happily, my mood was much better, even if I could only lie in bed like this, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't go out of the room, I couldn't pick flowers, I couldn't run, because I knew that An Ran's mood was not good, weren't we sisters, since I wasn't happy, she should be unhappy too.
It didn't take long for Dr. Shao to arrive.
"Doctor Shao, is Xiao Jin sick again?" Mom asked Dr. Shao, her face full of anxiety.
Dr. Shao took the instrument and examined it as before answering his mother's questions.
"Mrs. An don't worry, Miss An Jin is not sick, her physical signs are normal, just keep it up, this weather is a little hot, try to eat some cold vegetables." Dr. Shao withdrew his stethoscope and replied to his mother's question with a slightly relaxed expression.
After hearing this, my mother frowned, did not let go, and tightened her hair, "Thank you, Dr. Shao, for your trouble." ”
Then my mother called a maid to send Dr. Shao away, and in the past, my mother would always send Dr. Shao away in person, but this time she didn't.
Every time I feel unwell, Dr. Shao will come, and then I can only stay in bed for the next few days, but this time Dr. Shao said that I am not sick, but I did feel uncomfortable with chest tightness just now, why is that?
"An Ran, Xiao Jin is really sick, you come and call me again, this kind of thing can't be said casually, my mother was very worried when she heard that Xiao Jin was sick just now, do you know?" Mother first talked to An Ran, who stood without speaking, An Ran could only nod, wanting to say something but not daring to say it.
"Okay, you go play, I'll accompany Xiao Jin." Seeing An Ran's nod, my mother didn't say anything more.
An Ran looked back at my mother and me as she walked, with obvious envy in her eyes, but my mother was taking care of me, and I didn't see it.
"Xiao Jin, are you still uncomfortable?" After my mother finished talking to An Ran, she sat back on the edge of the bed and asked me with concern.
"Nope." I shook my head, and when I saw An Ran's stunned appearance and the envy in my eyes, I was not uncomfortable, and I was a little happy.
"It's okay if you don't have it, you can have a good rest." Mom was relieved to hear me, and then got up to leave.
When my mother stood up, I couldn't help but reach out and grab the corner of my mother's skirt, and when my mother looked at me suspiciously, I timidly said, "Mom, can I go out to play?" Right in the garden? ”
When my mother heard this, her whole face sank, and I was startled, and my grip on my mother's hand loosened, but I didn't want to let go.
"Xiao Jin, you are not in good health, you are not feeling well just now, stay in the room well, don't run around." Mom's face was not good, and her voice was not as soft as just now, as if she was angry.
"But, why can Enron play around?" Even though my mother was angry, I still didn't want to give up, I wanted to go out, I wanted to pick beautiful flowers with my own hands.
"Because Enron is not sick, don't think about anything else, rest well, what toys do you want? Is it okay for mom to buy it for you? Mom quickly vetoed my request and placed a newly bought toy next to my pillow.
I don't want these toys, I want to go outside, I want to see all kinds of flowers.
"Why didn't Enron get sick?" She had thought many times why she was the only one who couldn't go outside, and why she could go anywhere.
"Because when you are in your mother's womb, An Ran is an older sister, so you have to protect your sister when you absorb nutrients, and Xiao Jin is a younger sister, so it is not as good as her sister to absorb it." Mom touched my head and patiently explained the questions I asked.
Because Enron is a sister, she won't get sick, because I'm a sister, so I have to lie here, and every time I get sick, does it hurt?
"Okay, mom go see An Ran, she's going to kindergarten tomorrow, Xiao Jin have a good rest, and I'll wake you up when you eat." Mom patted me and left, this time I didn't catch her and didn't let her go, and I didn't ask any more questions.
I turned my head and saw the newly bought toy next to the pillow, which my father bought yesterday, because Enron was going to kindergarten, and I heard that the kindergarten was a place where many children played together, and I wanted to go, but when I mentioned it, my mother rejected it just now, just because I was not in good health and couldn't go outside.
Thinking that An Ran could go to kindergarten, play with other children, and go to the garden to pick small flowers, the sullen air came up again, and it was stricter than before.
We are sisters and twins, but why can Enron do whatever he wants, why can I only go anywhere in the room, just because Enron is a sister and I am a younger sister, then I would rather not have a sister, in this way, can I do what I want, can I not get sick.
Looking at the toy next to the pillow, my chest became more and more stuffy, and suddenly it became An Ran's smiling face, I didn't think much about it, I fell under the bed hard, and in an instant the toy became Enron's envy when he looked at me, and the stuffiness in his chest was better.
At this time, I didn't know why, but I knew that when I saw Enron unhappy and sad, I was in a good mood.
And this year, An Ran and I were three years old.
------Off topic------
An Jin's first person is used in the outside of the fan.,So it's a little hard to write.,The outside will be changed from time to time.,Don't keep it.,Refresh it when you remember it.,Next there's the wedding of the two.,The ending of some people.,A small bun.,That's probably it.。