Chapter 458: Messy Feelings
When Cao Yingying returned to her residence, it was already more than ten o'clock in the night.
Li Xiaoxue hasn't rested yet, sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding the script in her hand, her mind is full of messes, but it is her endless worries.
Seeing Cao Yingying enter the door listlessly, Li Xiaoxue put down the script in her hand, got up and greeted her.
"Why, aren't you having fun?" Especially seeing Cao Yingying's eyes a little red and crying, Li Xiaoxue couldn't help asking.
- When Cao Yingying left Li Xiaoxue alone in her residence, she just said that she would go out to eat with her colleagues.
"Hey." Cao Yingying sighed, still like a stall of meat, bypassed Li Xiaoxue, lazily went to the sofa, threw her backpack on the coffee table in front of her, and threw herself into the sofa.
Li Xiaoxue had never seen Cao Yingying so tired, so she walked over: "Are you uncomfortable?" ”
Cao Yingying raised her eyelids and looked at Li Xiaoxue, still shaking her head weakly.
"If it's okay, let's ...... first" Li Xiaoxue originally persuaded Cao Yingying to rest, but halfway through the words, Cao Yingying's mobile phone rang in her bag.
At this time, Cao Yingying also called, and Cao Yingying thought of it, one was Cao's mother, and the other was Wu Fei.
If it is Cao's mother, it must be another matter between him and Wu Fei, and if it is Wu Fei, it should explain why he missed the appointment, Cao Yingying thought so, sat up a little impatiently, hooked the backpack strap with one finger, pulled the backpack to his side, took out his mobile phone, looked at it was Cao's mother's phone, and threw it to the side.
Li Xiaoxue squinted at Cao Yingying's mobile phone, knowing that it was Cao's mother calling, she couldn't help but think in her heart, this mother and daughter must have made something awkward again.
When the bell stopped, Li Xiaoxue asked Cao Yingying again: "What's wrong?" Why don't you answer the phone? ”
"What's wrong! What's wrong! What's wrong? When did you learn to be like this? Go to bed! Cao Yingying and Li Xiaoxue shouted, and were about to get up and go to the bedroom, when the mobile phone rang again.
Cao Yingying couldn't bear it, grabbed the mobile phone, and after connecting it, she couldn't help Cao's mother squeak, only shouting that it was already very late, what to say, let Cao's mother call again tomorrow, so she hung up the phone and threw the phone into the sofa again.
Li Xiaoxue looked at Cao Yingying's attitude, knew that the matter was not small, and asked nervously: "Yingying, what's wrong?" ”
"What's wrong? Nothing! Cao Yingying also shouted with Li Xiaoxue.
Li Xiaoxue knew that Cao Yingying was in a bad mood, so she didn't care much about the anger that Cao Yingying sent to her, shook her head, and said, "In the middle of the night, aren't you like this, don't you make your aunt anxious?" ”
"It's time for her to be in a hurry!" Cao Yingying said unconvinced, so she turned around and went to the bedroom.
Li Xiaoxue was about to follow, and Cao Yingying's mobile phone rang again.
looked at the phone, and then looked at the bedroom door that was closed casually for Cao Yingying, and was even more worried that there was really something wrong with Cao's mother, so she took the phone and knocked on the bedroom door.
"The door is not locked, what are you knocking on?" Cao Yingying's voice came out again, obviously bringing out some crying.
Li Xiaoxue pushed open the bedroom door and saw that Cao Yingying was really sitting at the head of the bed wiping her tears, so she walked over, handed the mobile phone to Cao Yingying, and said, "Aunt must be in a hurry, and she called again." Yingying, your aunt's body is important, if you have anything to say, you still have to talk to your aunt slowly. ”
Cao Yingying glanced at Li Xiaoxue again, and with some reluctance, took the phone.
"What's wrong? Okay, what's wrong with that? Cao's mother's sad voice from the earpiece made Li Xiaoxue hear it clearly.
Cao Yingying sobbed in her nostrils and said, "What's wrong?" He didn't come at all! ”
"What, what?" Cao's mother exclaimed in amazement, "How come? It's not like any of you are sitting in the wrong place, is it? ”
"If so, he's sitting on the wrong side!" Cao Yingying raised her voice again.
"Didn't you call and ask? When I gave him the ticket, he was obviously ......" When Cao's mother said this, she found that she had lost her mouth, and hurriedly stopped it.
"What?" Cao Yingying suddenly realized, "It turns out that it's all you, you ......"
"What am I? Am I doing this for your own good? Cao's mother said bitterly, and persuaded again, "You still call and ask him." When I gave him the ticket, he obviously promised well. ”
Cao Yingying smiled bitterly: "Maybe, he really went too." It's just hiding in a corner where no one will find out, watching your daughter's jokes. ”
"No!" Cao Mu said with certainty, "He is definitely not such a person." There must be other reasons for this. You should still ask. ”
"Forget it, Mom. No matter what the reason, he didn't show up, and he didn't say what explanation he had, so what should we ask? It's not early, I'm going to sleep, so you can rest early. Cao Yingying said, and when she hung up the phone again, Cao's mother on the other side was still calling Cao Yingying's name vigorously.
Li Xiaoxue listened to it and knew that Cao's mother had forced Cao Yingying to go on a date again, and couldn't help but sigh at the mother of the world, so she stroked Cao Yingying's arm and sat down: "Yingying, is it the son of the dean's family again?" ”
Cao Yingying's stomach was full of grievances: "I said, all of a sudden, why did he ask my mother to send me movie tickets?" It turned out that my mother directed this farce alone. I don't know what my mom said to others! Behind the scenes, it only made people laugh. ”
"He's really!" Li Xiaoxue also complained for Cao Yingying, "If you don't want to, just explain it, but what has become of it?" ”
Cao Yingying cried again: "If you want to say it, it's no wonder that people are there." It's all my mother, and as long as I'm good with others, I'll get to this point. ”
Looking at Cao Yingying's resentment towards Cao's mother, Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but think of her mother again.
From beginning to end, Li's mother strongly opposed her relationship with Zhong Youcheng, but she seemed to be driven by something, running towards Zhong Youcheng, so righteous.
really listened to Li Mu's words, where will it be today? And if Cao Yingying had listened to Cao's mother before, she wouldn't have been able to say that she had really become the daughter-in-law of the Wu family.
There is really nowhere to buy the medicine of regret.
She regretted that she had taken the wrong step, and Cao Yingying must have regretted it too, otherwise, how could she go on this "self-inflicted" date.
Compared with her Li Xiaoxue, although Cao Yingying did not bear a lot because of this, she really lost a lot.
Li Xiaoxue felt that Cao Yingying would change her mind, and more often than not, she still looked at the conditions of the other party's family.
With Cao Yingying's attitude towards choosing a mate, Li Xiaoxue, who is still overwhelmed by money, feels even more understandable, and deeply regrets that Cao Yingying has lost such a superior life.
Carefully, Li Xiaoxue then asked Cao Yingying again: "Do you want to figure things out and ...... again?"
Cao Yingying twisted her body and said angrily: "What else do you want to figure out, you have to be slapped in the face before it's over?" ”
"Yingying," Li Xiaoxue let out a long breath, shook her head at Cao Yingying, and said, "Do you remember you, Jiajia and I were on your bed, talking about lying down and talking about feelings?" ”
Cao Yingying's thoughts involuntarily followed Li Xiaoxue's words back to such a warm and shy time, thinking about the longing that was not ashamed at that time, and then compared with the boundless troubles at this time, she complained more about Li Xiaoxue: "It's all some jokes, what are you talking about?" ”
Li Xiaoxue raised another hand and stroked Cao Yingying's back: "Yes." Now that I think about it, it can really be regarded as just a joke for that moment, and at the beginning, which person's words were not extremely serious? At that time, the love I thought was really the same as what I said. And after really stepping in, I found that not only was it not as beautiful as I thought it was at that time, but it was real, and I was only suffering from pain. ”
Cao Yingying smiled bitterly and said, "So I didn't meet the prince charming in my mind, or because we are not princesses." ”
"Yingying, to be honest, did you really let go of the Prince Charming in your mind?" Li Xiaoxue threw bricks, led the jade, and got to the point.
Cao Yingying suddenly heard Li Xiaoxue ask herself again, and her heart seemed to be pinched for Li Xiaoxue, and she brought it up: "What? ”
"That colleague of yours, did you put him down?" Li Xiaoxue asked extremely seriously.
"Sort of, sort of." Cao Yingying was apprehensive, and replied simply, just afraid that Li Xiaoxue would hear something from her voice again, so she turned around and asked Li Xiaoxue: "Don't keep talking about me, your matter is the most important, what do you think?" ”
Li Xiaoxue smiled and said, "I'm serious with you, don't change the topic with me." ”
"Wow," Cao Yingying still asked Li Xiaoxue, "I'll ask you, what do you think?" If it were you, would you be able to put it down? ”
Li Xiaoxue grabbed one of Cao Yingying's arms and pressed Cao Yingying tighter: "Is this also something that can be compared like this?" ”
"If it's not like that, it seems really hard to explain." Cao Yingying said, her tone was much lower, "Feelings are really a very complex issue, at least, it's not just feelings. ”
Li Xiaoxue saw that Cao Yingying couldn't make sense, so she smiled and asked again: "Feelings are not feelings?" What do you mean? ”
"Do you think feelings can be talked about alone?" Cao Yingying asked rhetorically, shook her head again, and said, "It should be so pure that there is no impurity, but it is artificial, but there are too many additional things." There are so many additional things that you have to take care of when you touch it. It's really frustrating. And this helplessness, it seems that the more civilized human beings are, the more powerful they become. Somehow, people are getting better at making simple things complicated. ”
Li Xiaoxue was a little joking, and asked again: "If you can really talk about feelings so simply, isn't it, it's just a mess?" ”
"Messed up?" Cao Yingying turned her head to look at Li Xiaoxue, and said in her heart, "Isn't it a mess now?" ”