74 almost collapsed

"Why, all of a sudden, that's it?"

Feng Tangtang struggled to control his emotions. She knows that this heartache will help her play the role well.

But in this scene, she found herself a little out of control.

Tears welled up earlier than what was written in the script.

"If you want to quarrel, Zhou Ze." She continued to say the lines, "I can quarrel with you, I can also admit my mistake first, I ......"

Zuo Yan sat opposite her, and his heart was also very uncomfortable. But he knew that if he could get through this scene over and over again, it would be a better situation for Feng Tangtang.

He said to her coldly: "You're not wrong, and I don't want to quarrel with you." ”

Feng Tangtang's eyes widened, looking at him, tears falling down his face.

Zuo Yan turned his head away, hiding his intolerance, and the corners of his eyes showed indifference.

He lifted his coffee cup and took a sip to himself. This side face is for a close-up of the camera, so his expression must not be omitted at all.

The cold face, the eyes that are unwilling to look at each other, are completely cold and ruthless. The corners of his lips that he has been hooking upwards in the play are tense at the moment, making it impossible to guess what hurtful words he will say next.

The camera reversed, and Feng Tangtang looked at this familiar face, dyed with a look she had never seen before.

If one day, in reality, Zuo Yan treated her with such an attitude......

The heart hurt so much that she was about to be paralyzed, Feng Tangtang continued her lines: "No, I don't believe it, I don't accept it." She stood up with her support on the table, "Zhou Ze, Zhou ......"

It's not that it's stuck, but because of the emotional out-of-control, the burning sensation in her throat makes her vocal cords astringent.

Feng Tangtang is an experienced actor, and usually this is the case, after crying. This situation came suddenly, directly beyond the crying voice.

She picked up the drink on the table and took two quick sips, her hands shaking, she couldn't control it.

Thanks to the conscientious props team, her drink was real and full, enough for her to finish the whole show.

According to the storyboard of the original script, the female protagonist stands up and looks down, and the male protagonist straightens his back and looks up, destroying the horizontal composition of the original side shot, so that the sense of inclination gives the audience a hint of "instability", which is to stay here for a while.

The pauses without lines rely entirely on the actors' body language and facial expressions to convey emotions.

Feng Tangtang stayed too long.

With experience, she knew that this was a "click" point. Break it at this moment, and it is not difficult to take over the drama later.

She looked at Zuo Yan pleadingly, she hoped that Zuo Yan would stop, and she felt that she was about to lose control.

According to the script, she should have walked up to Zuo Yan, pressed his shoulder and asked "why", but she couldn't get out of the camera at all now, she put down her drink, and still stood on the table shivering.

Zuo Yan did not shout to stop.

He changed the play on the spot. Since Feng Tangtang can't walk, it's up to him to create the camera dynamics.

Zuo Yan also stood up, and slowly pulled away with experience in the side shot, Zuo Yan was taller than Feng Tangtang, and the diagonal line was tilted again like a scale. Zuo Yan skipped Feng Tangtang's words and said his own later: "I know you want to ask, why." An An, we have all grown up and have to be responsible, but you are always like a child, I am tired. ”

Feng Tangtang closed her pleading eyes, tears running down her cheeks and chin and dripping onto the table. Zuo Yan didn't shout to stop, he was forcing her to pass.

In other words, this is Zuo Yan believes that she will definitely be able to pass here.

She silently recited in her mind the character labels of this character in the character's biography: simple, willful, and dependent.

When she opened her eyes again, she burst out with her due lines: "Zhou Ze, you are a liar!" ”

She rushed to Zuo Yan's side one by one and made up for the missing moves. The three machines followed her, following the original storyboard to find the right position.

"You promised me that you would accompany me for the rest of your life!" She hit Zuo Yan's body hard, "You also said that you like to be simple and happy the most, like a child!" ”

She cried uncontrollably, threw herself into Zuo Yan's arms and hugged him tightly: "I don't want to break up, I can't accept it, I can't live without you!" ”

"I lost my words. It's okay for you to scold me, and it's okay to hit me. He didn't hug her like before, but pushed her away, "My life is already very hard, and I can't take on one more of you." ”

Feng Tangtang was pushed back several steps by him, and in the messy crying, there was an incredible sense of collapse, she couldn't believe that the other party would make the action of "pushing out".

She cried for too long and too truly, and being pushed like this made her even more untenable. It took a shake of his body to settle down.

Zuo Yan endured it and stepped forward to hold her desire. In such a situation, she stepped back from the camera position, and she still walked the same, acting was already an instinct in her bones, and he had to support her to finish this one.

"An An, we broke up." He said.

She wiped her face with the back of her hand, and her appearance was already a little flowery: "Do you still love me?" ”

Zuo Yan didn't answer, turned around and left the café. Following his camera, he pulls the middle ground until the far shot, and his back disappears into the lens.

The other camera is with Feng Tangtang, she seems to have lost her strength, squatting on the ground, holding her head and sobbing.

The assistant director shouted "Click" and shouted on the intercom, "Okay, this is good, the director will come and see the monitor." ”

Feng Tangtang was still squatting on the ground, burying his head, and he hadn't gotten up yet, and he shrunk into a ball.

Zuo Yan didn't look at the monitor, but picked up the walkie-talkie: "Clear the scene, everyone turn off the machine, everyone rest in advance, the other two scenes this morning will be postponed first, and then start in the afternoon." ”

was rented by the crew for the whole morning's coffee shop, and it was clean for a while. I was able to rest for a few more hours, and the staff was happy to take a break.

Only the people maintaining security outside the coffee shop are still guarding the door, and the machines on the scene have not been removed.

The last staff member walked out, and Zuo Yan immediately ran to Feng Tangtang's side, squatted down, and hugged her tightly.

He knew that her emotions had not yet come out.

"Tang Tang is good, don't cry, I'm Zuoyan." He whispered, stroking her back again and again.

She, who had been suppressing her for the sake of her lines, suddenly threw herself into his arms and cried loudly. Zuo Yan was knocked to the ground by her, so he had to separate his legs, hold her in his arms, and comfort her repeatedly: "Okay, the play is over, my little crying bag, don't cry." ”

But "the play is over" is like a valve. She has been acting all the way, the sadness and pain in her heart have been pressed by her life, and now the valve opened, and the calmness in her mind flew away, and she just wanted to cry in the dark.

Several security guards, who were standing facing the street, were frightened by the movement in the store and looked through the glass doors.

Zuo Yan hugged her with one hand and wiped her tears with the other: "Crying like a little flower cat, let others laugh." ”

"Who...... Love...... Laugh...... Who...... Whining...... Joke to ...... "It's okay if she doesn't speak, and when she talks, she smokes and smokes," you say...... Don't cry...... I won't cry...... Yes...... Base...... Stop...... No...... Get down...... Woohoo......"

Zuo Yan looked outside, sighed helplessly, knowing that the two of them were paralyzed on the ground, and wanted to stand up first, and then help Feng Tangtang get up. Unexpectedly, as soon as he pushed her out to stand, she was pressed back by Feng Tangtang, holding his neck with both hands: "Don't ...... Pushed...... I ......"

"Okay, good, don't push, don't push." His neck was strangled to suffocation, but he still hugged her tighter, "Don't be afraid, don't push you away, we'll get up first, okay?" ”

Zuo Yan supported her back with one hand and scooped up her legs with the other, making a standard princess hug position.

"Okay, it's cold on the ground, I'll pick you up."

Thanks to his fitness on weekdays, he has practiced weight-bearing squats and presses, and it is not easy for ordinary people to get up directly.

Feng Tangtang was almost tired of crying: "Let me go...... Come down ......."

Having said that, it still hooked his neck.

Zuo Yan smiled and carried her towards the warehouse room of the café.

The small warehouse is quite clean, with a few discarded tables put together for the store to sort items.

Zuo Yan put Feng Tangtang on the table: "Okay, no one is looking at us now." ”

Feng Tangtang stopped crying, but this person was wilting, and his mood was still very low.

"I'm sorry...... This scene ...... Didn't act well......" Feng Tangtang frowned and apologized, she had standards for herself, she knew that she had not followed Zuo Yan's advice, and now her emotions were out of control, and she also delayed the progress of the other two scenes in the morning.

This fool.

Zuo Yan leaned down and kissed her directly. Because of the laborious crying, her mouth was a little bitter, mixed with the taste of the previous drink, which was not suitable for kissing. Feng Tangtang pushed him twice, but in exchange for a more domineering deep kiss.

The ravening of the storm, over and over again, snatched the air from her chest, interrupted her thoughts, and brought her out of the play. The sadness in her heart faded in the entanglement of lips and tongues, and she hooked his neck again, trying to respond to the kiss.

From the crazy kiss, to the lingering tongue kiss, and then slowly calm down the emotions and turn into a warm kiss.

Leaving her lips, Zuo Yan gently licked away the tears on her face. The tip of her tongue crossed her delicate skin, making her sigh of satisfaction, and she muttered, "Great, you are Zuo Yan, and I am Feng Tangtang." ”

His tongue crossed her beautiful neck, gently biting her round ear with his teeth, and responding to her in a deep voice: "I am Zuo Yan, you are Feng Tangtang, I love you." ”

Zuo Yan is different from Zhou Ze in the play.

He has not made a long-lasting promise, nor has he weakly escaped a promise.

Feng Tangtang suddenly found that when Zuo Yan never said "I will always love you" in the future, he would never express "I like you...... the way it looks".

But he would say "I love you" to her every day, guarding her every day, day after day, immersing her in the ongoing hours of love.

And what he liked about her, she didn't know. She only knew that even when she cried dry throat, cried with makeup, and sat on the ground messily and self-loathing, he held her in his arms like a baby and kissed her again and again.

She was so stupid that when she entered the play, she would get the role and reality wrong.

"Well, I'm Feng Tangtang, you are Zuoyan, I love you too, I love you so much."