Chapter 214: The Loss of the Heart

Li Xiaoxue had only washed half of the dishes, and the mobile phone in her trouser pocket rang.

"I'll answer the phone." Li Xiaoxue said casually, she didn't bother to wipe her hand, she just shook it casually, and gently pinched out the phone with two fingertips.

After being brainless in this hotel for most of the day, Li Xiaoxue, who already felt that she had passed half a year, suddenly saw Zhong Youcheng's call again, and inexplicably, it seemed that she hadn't contacted this man for a long time.

Seeing that the ringtone stopped, Li Xiaoxue relieved herself again, put the phone back in again, and her heart was no longer completely in the back kitchen that was a little crowded by the three of them.

"Xiao Li, if you have something, you can go back first." Boss Qian set aside a small bowl of garlic, smiled embarrassedly, and put his hand into the basin where Li Xiaoxue was washing vegetables.

Li Xiaoxue only said "It's okay", and rushed to wash the vegetables again, and accidentally grabbed Boss Qian's hand with one hand.

Boss Qian's hand was softly clutched in Li Xiaoxue's palm, as if he had pricked a thorn, and he shrank back slightly, and he actually made himself and Li Xiaoxue blush at the same time.

It's not that Boss Qian has such "shyness", and of course Li Xiaoxue who is not careful will not be so embarrassed, although it is also a contact between the opposite sex, at Boss Qian's age, in Li Xiaoxue, he can simply call him an uncle!

Li Xiaoxue retracted her hand back to her heart, and she was still at a loss, and the ringtone of her mobile phone rang again.

"Xiao Li," Boss Qian hung his head and said in a low voice, "I'm really a mess here." It's been a long time since you did it, so if you have something, let's go back first. ”

"What's wrong with this? What else should you say and shouldn't do? Am I not chasing ducks to the shelves, holding on? The cuckoo, who had already turned the big spoon upside down decently, knocked the shovel on the edge of the spoon twice, intentionally or unintentionally.

Boss Qian really wanted to slap himself in the mouth, but with an embarrassed face, he raised his hand to Li Xiaoxue again, and whispered, "Let's go, let's go!" ”

Li Xiaoxue's hand, except for her own heart, really has nowhere to put it. As soon as Boss Qian said this, he called the ringtone of his mobile phone to urge him like a life, so he had to whisper to Boss Qian, "I'll come back tomorrow", and turned around.

Walking out of the back kitchen, Li Xiaoxue also heard the voice of the cuckoo complaining: "When is this?" ”

……

Li Xiaoxue finally walked out of the door of the hotel, and the ringtone of her mobile phone stopped again.

After exerting all her strength and taking two deep breaths, Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said to herself: "Where did so many sad things come from? ”

But after this sigh, the urging call came again.

When Li Xiaoxue stomped her feet twice on the spot and grabbed her hair again, she found that more than a dozen pairs of eyes looked at her with a look of surprise.

"What do you know? What are you looking at? Li Xiaoxue really wanted to shout a few times with these dozen pairs of eyes, but in this way, she only churned a few times in her heart.

Who knows what happened to her Li Xiaoxue? Who cares about her Li Xiaoxue's current feelings? She Li Xiaoxue couldn't explain it herself, how she got to such a field step by step.

is really half as popular as Tang Aijia, and Li Xiaoxue must not be able to let go of these eyes that love to watch things when there is nothing to do. But she is Li Xiaoxue. Li Xiaoxue is Li Xiaoxue.

No matter how resentful and hateful, no matter how violent it is, and then scolding on the street, in addition to making jokes for others, Li Xiaoxue asked herself, can she change anything?

"Let you see!" Li Xiaoxue said in her heart, and felt that looking at her eyes added a little bit of strangeness.

Some people already regard Li Xiaoxue as a madman, but such a Peugeot person is a madman, which is enough to make people pity. And this mercy, real, also made Li Xiaoxue see some in her individual eyes.

Walking your own way turned out to be just a few centuries of rhetoric, no need to obstruct, no need to set up obstacles, a few glances are enough to make people lower their heads.

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to live for anyone to see, but with a raised hand and a foot, she attracted countless eyes.

Can you only say that your own Taoism is not enough? What kind of concentration do you have to live your original self in the troubled world?

Maverick personality isn't enough, right? Ask yourself, at least for now, Li Xiaoxue doesn't even have such a character.

"Why, when you all have your own paths, your eyes are on others?" Li Xiaoxue asked the passers-by who looked at her in her heart again, and tears still slipped down her face.

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want anyone to see such tears, and she didn't know how to take them back again, she could raise her hand to wipe them away, but such a wipe would only make more people aware of it.

When she was an ignorant little girl, she also cried in front of the street. And now, if she understands and is not sensible, she is already a woman, and a woman's tears should always be shed to those who can.

Zhong Youcheng's phone call came for the fourth time, and Li Xiaoxue's eyes were dark.

Such a bell is simply deafening, and Li Xiaoxue feels that people all over the world can hear it, and everyone knows about the comings and goings of her and Zhong Youcheng.

"How is the world so small? So small that there's nowhere to hide even a little bit of something? Li Xiaoxue didn't pick up the phone, nor did she ring the ringtone, she just turned around, drooped half of her head, and walked quickly.

The autumn wind, which was already a little cold, was blowing in my ears, and it seemed that there were some voices of discussion. Fortunately, this voice was only passing by, and Li Xiaoxue was not asked to listen carefully.

I don't know how many turns I casually made, and the hospital that Li Xiaoxue was more familiar with than home appeared in front of me again.

"Heyβ€”"

Li Xiaoxue sighed, wiped away the tears that had dried on her face with her fingertips, and when she walked to the hospital again, she felt more and more depressed.

No matter how depressed you are, you always have to walk in. After all, in this oppressive space, there is still her mother.

And Li's mother is precisely the source of her Li Xiaoxue's depression.

Li Xiaoxue actually thought more than once that without Mother Li, she really couldn't care about a lot of things, but she knew that she couldn't live without Mother Li.

Li's mother had already been lucky again, and only waited for Li Xiaoxue to enter the ward with one foot, and asked sharply: "Where did you run for most of the day?" ”

Li Xiaoxue, who finally knew what it meant to be physically and mentally exhausted, reluctantly said to Li's mother: "I'm looking for a job." ”

"Looking for a job? Let's die! Li Mu said angrily as if she had eaten gunpowder.

"Mom! What's wrong with it? Li Xiaoxue asked helplessly, tears almost flowing out again.

Li Mu glared and said fiercely, "What's the matter?" Okay, let people find it again! ”

Li Xiaoxue had already guessed that Li Mu was referring to Zhong Youcheng, or asked, "Who?" Who's looking for it again? ”

Li Mu twisted her body inward, and said a little sadly, "Who do you think it is?" It seems that no one listened to my words! ”

What Li Xiaoxue was afraid of was that Zhong Youcheng actually told Li Mu about the two of them after drinking, and looking at Li Mu's current situation, it was not like it, so she sat down on the bed opposite Li Mu and asked, "Mom, have you eaten?" ”

Li Mu still carried Li Xiaoxue behind her back and said, "I can't control you", her voice was already a little trembling.

Li Xiaoxue's heart seemed to be crushed by something, her eyes were hot again, she also turned over, and she lay down heavily.

In the sound of Li Xiaoxue's bed "crunching", Li's mother turned her head, knowing that her "good girl" has not been easy for these days, so she wiped her eyes, pressed the qi in her stomach down, and said to Li Xiaoxue: "Have you found a job?" ”

Li Xiaoxue also wanted to say a good word to Li's mother, but her throat and eyes were so tight that she barely said "um" for a long time.

"What job?" Li Mu asked again.

Li Xiaoxue didn't know what kind of job she was looking for, and it took a while before she replied, "In a hotel." ”

"Hotel?" Although Li's mother also served dishes and washed dishes, when she heard Li Xiaoxue say this, her heart still rose, "What are you doing in the hotel?" ”

Li Xiaoxue paused again before she said, "Management." ”

"Management?" With her own experience, Li Mu can't believe that any hotel will directly recruit managers, "What high-end hotel, what name?" ”

Li Xiaoxue realized that she didn't know who the hotel name was, which she had been busy for most of the day.

Mother Li didn't wait for Li Xiaoxue's answer, and she didn't believe that Li Xiaoxue would lie to herself about this kind of thing, so she said: "In the hotel, my mother also stayed." Okay, okay, I can get my salary, but no matter what I do, it's quite tiring. Listen to the damn, don't do it. ”

"I want to try." Li Xiaoxue said softly.

Li Mu shook her head and said in a low voice, "Where is there so much time for you to try?" This kind of work is not done for a long time. Still, find someone who can be linked to your major, even if the salary is less. ”

Li Xiaoxue actually knows that according to the current situation of the boss of the money, not to mention that she has promised her annual salary, it is a miracle that she can maintain the store, and she really doesn't want to break her promise for a half-month "probationary period".

"Did you hear me?" Seeing that Li Xiaoxue was silent again, Li Mu stretched her neck and asked.

"I know." Li Xiaoxue said more softly, and really closed her eyes.

Li's mother was really worried, but she didn't say it to her daughter. She was most afraid that the flower-like Li Xiaoxue would not be able to grasp herself and lose her way in a crowded place like a hotel.

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