16.chapter16
Without waiting for Zhong Sheng to answer, Su Susu had already raised her foot, brushed Zhong Sheng's shoulder, and walked straight towards the woman with a solemn expression.
Zhong Sheng's long eyes narrowed slightly, this feeling of being ignored is really unpleasant.
His gaze slipped over the categories marked on the department's ward in the distance, and slowly fell to the two women.
Su Sushu's back was straight, and the whole person collapsed into a string, as if it would burst out at any time. But the haggard woman had no expression on her face, her face was pale, and there was no light in her black eyes, like a pool of stagnant water.
Zhong Sheng stood in place and watched for a while.
She should be able to solve it well.
Zhong Sheng drooped his eyelids, looked light and breezy, and turned away without saying a word.
Sharp abdominal cramps.
Just after the abortion operation, the cold mechanical touch seemed to stay in her body, scraping her limbs and bones with piercing pain, and her hands trembled uncontrollably. Her face was pale, cold sweat was dripping, and she didn't want to stay in this heavy hospital room that was almost out of breath.
Dexterous and strong enough to get up from the hospital bed, his bloodless fingers holding on to the wall and moving slowly, ready to leave.
A pair of clean canvas shoes suddenly appeared in front of me.
Lingli raised his head and saw Su Sushu's expressionless face.
Su Sushu's eyes were so dark that he couldn't see the bottom, like the sea under the dark night, the sea was calm, but the dark tide was turbulent, and there were a thousand words.
Lingli's heart trembled, and she turned her face, not daring to look at Su Sushu's eyes.
Such clean eyes will only make the clever self-ashamed.
Su Su pursed the corners of her mouth and asked, "Lingli, what are you doing here?" ”
"Hehe, what else can I do?" The corners of his mouth tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled indifferently, "Didn't you ask knowingly?" ”
The smile on her nimble face seemed to be a bluff provocation, and she left with a victory as weak as a piece of paper, with thorns erected like a hedgehog, and walked around Su Sushu's body without looking at it.
As a result, Su Sushu grabbed his arm, and the whole person was hugged by Su Sushu.
Su Susu took a deep breath.
"I'll send you home."
Su Susu stuffed Lingli into the taxi, and the two of them didn't say anything along the way, didn't even look at each other, and invariably looked out the window, and the atmosphere was terrifyingly heavy. Halfway through, Su Sushu got out of the car and went to the pharmacy to buy some motherwort, red dates, wolfberries, sesame seeds, honey, ejiao and fresh fruits.
After graduating from university, she rented a house directly in City A and did not go back to live with her parents.
Su Susu sent her home neatly, helped her to the bed, silently boiled water, and helped her brew motherwort.
A cup of hot motherwort was brought to the head of the bed, making a slight bumping sound.
Lingli closed his eyes to recuperate, opened his eyes, and looked at Su Shushu: "Are you ready to ask the teacher for sin?" ”
"I am your friend, not your enemy." Su Sushu looked at Lingli and frowned.
"It's my friend, don't worry about my business, it's my own business to make a mistake, I don't need you to come and scold me one by one!" The clever gaze was a little aggressive, "Standing on the moral high ground and denouncing others, who wouldn't, but your Su Sushu's love is love, and my clever love is not love?!" ”
Su Sushu looked at Lingli coldly: "At least Zhong Sheng won't ask me to get a tire again and again!" ”
Lingli chuckled and said sarcastically: "You want to conceive Zhong Sheng's child, but Zhong Sheng doesn't have to be you." ”
Su Susu's body trembled with anger, and his legs were a little unstable.
She slowly squatted down, holding the head of the bed, her warm fingers gripping her cold hands.
Su Susu looked at Lingshu and gritted her teeth.
"Lili, it's not worth it, you're doing this for Wu Luo, it's not worth it, he doesn't deserve you at all."
"It's worth it or not, you don't count." Lingli lowered her eyelashes, and the expression on her face was unpleasant, "I followed Wu Luo when I was eighteen years old, and he was the first person to be good to me, a girl like you who looks in a honey pot, where does she understand my feelings." ”
Su Sushu said softly: "You regard Wu Luo as salvation, but what does he treat you for?" ”
The clever and beautiful little face was overflowing with weak and sickly beauty because of the miscarriage: "I am his bright girlfriend." ”
"But do you know how many women he has on his back on your back?" Su Susu frowned.
Lingli said indifferently: "So what, at least he has never embarrassed me, those little sluts have never dared to appear in front of me......" Lingli paused, "Wu Luo, he loves me, but he still doesn't know what the responsibility is." ”
Su Su said excitedly: "He loves you? Does he love you and let you have a baby alone? This is your second child! ”
At the mention of the child, there was wetness in her clever eyes, she turned her face sideways, and forced back the tears that were about to fill her eyes: "That's why I said that he doesn't know what the responsibility is...... Even I have a vague sense of responsibility, I am not a good mother......"
Su Susu held Lingli's hand: "Break up, Lili, you can't go on like this, he will destroy your ......"
Lingli didn't speak, nor did she pull out the hand that was held in the palm of Su Susu's palm.
He lowered his head neatly, and his voice was almost inaudible.
"For a girl like me who grew up with poisonous juice, water is like poison to me."
Her clever face was so white that it was almost transparent, her expression was fluttering, and her eyes were surging.
"Do you know that every time my father beats me, he will repent, repent, and kneel down to give me medicine, it's not that he doesn't love me, he just can't control his violent tendencies...... So by now, I can't tell the difference between love and cruelty. ”
He laughs neatly and lowly, as if he is satirizing himself and the world.
The clever voice is vague, and it does not distinguish between joy and anger.
"So every time Wu Luo does something that hurts me, I don't feel scared, but I feel safe, because I grew up in this environment full of hurt and love, and this balance makes me whole."
Su Susu looked at her clever face and was speechless.
Su Susu took a deep breath: "How long are you going to live like this?" Until Wu Luo completely destroys you? ”
"Seven times." Lingli said to Su Susu, "I once said to myself that Wu Luo can only hurt me seven times, and if it exceeds seven times, I will completely die to him." Lingli tugged at the corners of his mouth, "After all, I also want to live, he can't help but give me a breath to live." ”
Su Susu looked at Lingli, frowned, and was silent.
Clever and self-conscious said with a wry smile: "It's strange to say, I'm like a scumbag absorbing ferromagnetism, from childhood to adulthood, the men I have met are all scumbags, my father is violent, my first love is split, Wu Luo is ...... heart"
Su Sushu looked at Lingli quietly for a while before saying, "Lili, do you know the law of attraction?" ”
"Let's hear about it......" Lingli picked up the teacup and took a sip of motherwort powder.
The Law of Attraction: When you dream of something with all your heart, the whole universe will work together to help you achieve it.
So when you desperately want to be someone, the power of the whole universe will help you to become that person.
Su Susu said: "This law also makes sense for you: there is a force in this world that we can't see, which guides the regular operation of the entire universe, also guides our lives, and guides everything, and this energy is attraction." What kind of signal you release to the universe, what kind of people will be attracted to you by the universe......"
"Things gather by like, people by groups?" Clever smiled indifferently, "You're talking about this?" Because I am willing to be cheap, so I will attract so many scumbags to surround me? Are you going to sue me for this? ”
"It's not." Su Susu shook her head.
Su Sushu looked at her smartly, and her black and white eyes were full of worry.
"I hope you don't send such negative signals to the universe again, Lili."