N@11. If anything
The line of sight penetrates the dim lights, passes through the soft bar music, passes through the thick concrete walls, scratches through the dry and cool air, bypasses the endless crowded highways, comes to Cheongdam-dong, comes to the entrance of the girls' art high school, and returns to the car in front of the separation.
In the small space in the line of sight, there is a different atmosphere, and the men and women sitting in the car do not look at each other, but their expressions are strangely the same when viewed from the front.
It's hard to speak, and there is a little extravagance in the entanglement to ask the other party to be soft first, but it's a pity that the stubborn two sides didn't give each other a chance, the girl's eyes dimmed, turned around and pushed the door out, she couldn't see the boy's gaze in the driver's seat, the hand that stretched out half of the hand, opened half of the mouth, but time seemed to be frozen, unmoved.
The girl walked into the school quickly, bowed her head and walked quickly, it turned out that her eyes were already filled with water vapor, and in the eyeballs hidden behind the water vapor, the bright light gradually lost, and she couldn't hear any sound, so she had to continue walking, continuing to walk forward, turning, and walking towards the direction of the dormitory building.
There was a particularly noisy roar outside the school, the girl carefully stepped on the edge of the wall, the stone mat used by others to skip class, the short body tried to reach up, the calf was too tight, a little sore, crooked, almost fell down, hurry, grab the wall and climb up.
The girl's height was only a little higher than the fence with the help of the stones, just enough distance for her to watch the Ferrari disappear into the dim streetlights and darkness of the night.
The hand that climbed the wall couldn't help but clench, but the girl turned around and walked away.
"Whew~~"
Li Shenglong exhaled, watched the movie in front of him slowly reflect, and slowly returned to the moment before getting out of the car and stopped.
At this time, Li Shenglong finally exhaled and wrote the first word on the sticky note with the comparison in his hand.
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I opened my mouth to speak......
What will be the result......
Are you still gone......
What should I do......
to keep you......
Courage no longer knows where it went......
If you really leave......
I want to tell you......
I'm really like a......
I can only watch you leave......
I don't know how to ...... courage
I can't even say the words of love for you......
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The sticky notes were torn off one by one, and Li Shenglong was still looking ahead, but his hand was quickly writing the lyrics on the small position of each note, but the font was a little messy and crowded.
As the sticky notes fell into his hand, Yin Zhiyuan looked at the original lyrics in his hand, and his emotions such as struggle, hesitation, reluctance, extravagance, and cowardice were revealed from these words one by one.
Yin Zhiyuan sighed, sorted out these lyric notes, looked at Li Shenglong, who had stopped and was sluggish, and opened his mouth to say something, but saw that Li Shenglong was already overdrawn and fell asleep.
"Yikes! You okay? Huh? Wake up! Jin Chengxu, who was quick-eyed, caught Li Shenglong, who was sleeping on his stomach, but no matter how he called, Li Shenglong still slept soundly, and it seemed that if he wanted to wake him up, he could only wait for tomorrow morning.
Yin Zhiyuan put these notes away and said to Jin Chengxu: "Let's go, he slept and won't wake up tomorrow." ”
Jin Chengxu nodded, didn't say anything, and got up on Li Shenglong's shoulder, while Yin Zhiyuan was in charge of settling the bill.
"Get in my car, and I'll send him back."
Yin Zhiyuan, who had paid the bill, stepped forward, carried Li Shenglong with Jin Chengxu, and then walked in the direction of his car.
The next day, when Li Shenglong woke up, he found himself in a strange room, wanted to get up, but his head was a little swollen and painful, and then sat cross-legged, and the simple internal strength taught by his father since he was a child ran slowly, and a trace of warmth was transported from the dantian in the lower abdomen, and gradually ran along the meridians, at the same time, the body gradually heated up, fine sweat began to appear on the forehead, and a trace of white smoke rose from the top of the head, as if he had attained the Tao.
After a week of meridians, he was covered in sweat and sticky, but his head was sober, and the legacy of alcohol had been removed.
Turning his head and looking at this room curiously, the layout of three bedrooms and two living rooms, the seat orientation is good, and the balcony is just facing the direction of the sun at this time, and countless sunlight shines into the house, bringing a piece of light.
Keep an eye out for a cabinet not far away with a pile of trophies.
It turned out to be the trophy that Yin Zhiyuan personally won, and it turned out that this was the nest that Yin Zhiyuan bought himself.
There was a sound of unlocking outside the door, Yin Zhiyuan walked into the house with an artist three-piece suit, and saw Li Shenglong: "Oh, are you awake?" I'm going to buy you a decanting soup, come and drink it. ”
Took the package in Yin Zhiyuan's hand, opened it and took a look, a fragrance that aroused people's appetite wafted in, Li Shenglong consciously sat on the dinner table and ate beautifully, although he had already relieved the wine, but his stomach was empty, just eat a hangover soup, the soup was sour and spicy, the tofu was tender, the bean sprouts were crisp, and after a while, a bowl of hangover soup was all under Li Shenglong's stomach.
Yin Zhiyuan didn't say anything, just watched him eat quietly, and only after he finished eating and wiped it clean, did he take out a stack of sticky notes and stickers for him with a smile on his face.
"Huh? What is my brother doing with this? …… Well, it's ......"
After taking the sticky notes handed over by Yin Zhiyuan, the puzzled Li Shenglong looked at a few of them, and then he was stunned, some pictures flashed quickly in his mind, and he felt that the emptiness (fragments) of his head gradually recovered when he got up in the morning.
"Forgot about last night?" Looking at Li Shenglong's stunned appearance, Yin Zhiyuan asked out loud.
"No, come to think of it, it's just...... This ......"
One by one, more than a dozen notes were quickly read by Li Shenglong, but he looked at these notes in disbelief.
It's all his own draft lyrics, but it's a very worrying lyric.
Reading between the lines reveals his longing, hesitation, and imminent separation of the girl's longing, hesitation, and the gains and losses of the imminent separation, but he himself has no idea when he has such a mood.
"What's wrong? Aren't they all lyrics you wrote yourself? ”
As a brother for more than ten years, and has been in the entertainment industry for some time, his natural eyesight is amazing, and Li Shenglong's thoughts can be guessed at once.
"Ah, I wrote the lyrics, but the lyrics are ......"
"You didn't even notice the emotion of the lyrics."
Li Shenglong was silent, looking at the lyrics, and was silent for a long time.
"Actually, you don't know when you liked that girl, do you?" Yin Zhiyuan took a sip of water and looked directly into Li Shenglong's eyes.
His body trembled slightly, looking at Yin Zhiyuan's forced gaze, he didn't dare to meet his gaze.
"Look me in the eye and say, you don't look like you, Shenglong."
Li Shenglong pursed his lips, looked at Yin Zhiyuan's eyes, thought for a long time, and finally said: "I don't know." ”
"Why don't you know? Isn't this lyric obvious? ”
Li Shenglong shook his head: "It's not like this, when I wrote these lyrics, I was in such an emotion, but in the usual contact, it is a natural brother-sister relationship, or she didn't treat my brother and the elder of my father's generation, after all, I am 9 years older." ”
"Nine years? Ah, Shenglong, you're amazing, Lolicon?! Yin Zhiyuan looked at Li Shenglong in surprise.
"What did you say, brother!" Li Shenglong's face turned a little red: "I'm not a pervert!" ”
Yin Zhiyuan squinted at him with his head sideways, pointed to one of the lyrics and said: "I'm like a fool, I can't even say I like you, tsk, I'm 15 years old this year, and I don't say it's Lolita?!" You weirdo! ”
"That's just, it's just the lyrics, it's written like that for the sake of completeness, and it's not true!" Li Shenglong argued with some stiffness, even if he died, he would not admit such a thing as Lori control perversion.
"Alas~~" Yin Zhiyuan shook his head: "Shenglong, if you like it, say it to her, no matter what kind of answer the other party has, at least you won't suffer from gains and losses like this, look at you, what kind of emotions are you writing so many lyrics?" Moreover, you said that you have entered LEON and are about to train to make your debut, no matter what kind of company, once you debut, it is basically impossible to fall in love, so at least don't let yourself have regrets. ”
Lee Sung-ryong fell silent again, he thought that he was about to make his debut, and Taeyeon was about to enter the S.M company, and with the prestige of the S.M company, it seemed that between the two, everything seemed to be blocked by this ordinary four-story company.
Is it to insist on fighting? Or do you want to give up?
Li Shenglong didn't give an answer, so someone from the company called and informed him that he had come to the company to receive debut training.
"Let's go, I'll take you to get the car." Yin Zhiyuan also heard some of the content of the phone call, so he got up and motioned to him.
Li Shenglong was drunk last night, and Yin Zhiyuan took him home to take care of him, so his own car was still at the door of the culb.
Li Shenglong sorted out those notes, thought about it, and put them down.
Yin Zhiyuan looked at him puzzled.
"Brother, let's put these here for you first, and when I decide, I'll take them and give them to her. Now, I want to put my debut first. ”
"Whatever you want." Yin Zhiyuan said helplessly, this younger brother, how can this kind of thing become indecisive, how good is it, but after his debut, it's not that he can't fall in love, just hide it from the company and fans, just like back then, their crystal boys sometimes fall in love with Kim Jong Kook's driver~ It's really a green time.
Took Li Shenglong downstairs and the stack of lyrics on the table was kept all the time, all the time.
Ahhh Hehe, hehehe~~ Thank you. I wish you all a happy life, please give me a ticket.