After shopping and eating barbecue, the two drove back, the car was silent, Jin Yu silently stared at the road ahead, and Guan Xiao, who seemed to be playing with her mobile phone, was absent-minded, she kept scrolling the screen of her mobile phone, but she didn't know that the page had reached the bottom, such a depressing atmosphere, whether it was Jin Yu or Guan Xiao, they were like trapped fish out of the water, and they didn't know how to find the route back.

Finally when turning a small road, Guan Xiao spoke first, and she randomly found such a topic: "Jin Yu, how is the Wang who pestered you?" ”

Jin Yu, who was on the steering wheel, actually didn't take her eyes off Guan Xiao completely, and as soon as she opened her mouth to speak, she immediately replied, "Still...... It used to be like that" Although this topic is not Jin Yu's liking, since Guan Xiao asked, she wanted to answer her well.

"What it used to be? It's impossible, didn't he ...... to you" Although Guan Xiao is single now, she has a thorough understanding of men's psychology, and no matter how stable a man is, it is impossible for a man to maintain a relationship with a woman who does not advance or retreat, and is neither hot nor cold, not to mention that the man in Guan Xiao's eyesight is not a gentleman, he just hides himself very well.

"In fact...... He was in the elevator yesterday and wanted to force him to kiss me......" Jin Yu said, and his grip on the steering wheel tightened a little.

"That's why I say you get out of him quickly! This kind of boss is the most disgusting, where is a talent like you who is not a talent that people rush to want, are you afraid that you will starve to death? Guan Xiao was excited when she heard it, Jin Yu, who doesn't like words, was insulted, that is to see how bullying she is, as a roommate and friend or best friend, how can you not speak for her.

"It's not as simple as you think, he ...... It's not someone who is that easy to get rid of......" Jin Yu didn't know how to explain to Guan Xiao, she wasn't good at describing a person.

"What's not easy to get rid of? Can I still beat you? Li Guanxiao didn't believe that man would have the courage to hit Jin Yu, he paid so much attention to face, and he didn't forget his face when Jin Yu was about to go to see Hades.

"No......" Jin Yu remembered a few words that this man had said to her, "I have the patience to catch up with you, but if you want to leave me, I don't mind ruining you" This sentence is like a spell that has been haunting Jin Yu's heart, she has never said it to anyone, and the panic buried in her heart gradually made her submissive, how she should get rid of that man's control, she didn't know. Jin Yu parked the car on the side of the road, she felt the panic in her heart intensifying a little bit, in order to suppress this cold feeling, she took out the cigarette case from her handbag, her fingers trembled a little and pinched out a cigarette and put it to her lips, just wanted to light it, but was pressed with one hand, and the cigarette in her mouth was also taken away.

Guan Xiao shook down the glass and threw the cigarette out, and said in a tone of hatred that iron is not steel, "No smoking, I hate the smell of smoke, what's so great about that man!" ”

Jin Yu, who was in the dark, couldn't help lowering her head, the corners of her mouth pursed slightly, "Guan Xiao, what do you think of Xiao San?" She asked in a low tone.

Guan Xiao was surprised by this question that was no longer the same topic as what she said, but she couldn't see Jin Yu's expression in the dark. "Isn't Xiao San someone that everyone has always spurned? But if I say it, that man is not a good thing either, is it just the woman's fault for cheating? ”

"My mom is a junior, and I'm ...... It's an illegitimate child" Jin Yu's voice became lower, her background in this city is only known to Mr. Wang and now Guan Xiao.

"You ......" Guan Xiao was speechless after knowing Jin Yu's life experience, she didn't expect Jin Yu, who seemed to be a high-quality mature woman, to have such a sad background.

"My mom died of cancer when I graduated from college, and she ...... before that Committed suicide once" Jin Yu didn't want to recall the blood-red appearance in the bathroom when she got home, but it was her nightmare, no matter how many years it couldn't fade, it was a shame that she happened to skip cram school and went home, otherwise her mother would have left her.

"I don't know how those neighbors know who we are, we spend almost every day in white eyes and discussions, so I don't like to talk much, and my temperament is dull, I can't make friends in high school, and I can't enter their world, so I can only concentrate on studying and being admitted to a university, and then I worked, and I looked for a job for two months in a row because I couldn't communicate, and I kept hitting a wall, you may not imagine that I slept in the park......" Jin Yu's voice was a little choked when she said this, but she was holding back the sadness that struck.

"Later, I was finally hired by a company, and I worked hard to wait for the time to turn positive, but my luck was also bad, at that time, the company asked each new person to make a simple project as a reference for turning positive, and the one I did was squeezed out by a later one, and I became the only one who was brushed down, I thought I was unlucky, but the project that I threw into the trash was picked up by another person"

Li Guanxiao listened to Qiu Jinyu's narration quietly, and she knew who this person was.

"I guess you've guessed ......it," Jin Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, "He read the plan and followed the name on the cover to the company to ask for my phone number and asked me to go for an interview, I passed guò, at that time I thought I met a good person, but I didn't think it was just another mud, he gave me the opportunity to study abroad, after studying abroad for nearly two years, I returned to China and he handed me a few plans for me to design the plan, I did owe him a lot of ......" Speaking of this, Jin Yu didn't know how to explain her mood next, she didn't understand how to respond to this benefactor, she was grateful to him in her heart, but it was only gratitude and not love.

"So you want to be at his mercy like this? I dare to pack a ticket, that man will abandon you if he gets you" Guan Xiao's tone softened a lot, but it didn't mean that she agreed with Jin Yu's approach. "He uses such means to keep you, but he doesn't care about your feelings at all, he is selfish enough to do it, he only enjoys the pleasure of conquering you, not really likes you!"

"He's using me, I know...... I was just...... I just don't know what to do...... It's good to ......" Jin Yu closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose, she had a headache when she thought of this question, and her body was trembling slightly involuntarily, Guan Xiao couldn't understand her fear, nor could she understand her mood, and she didn't want to tell Guan Xiao these negative things, she liked to see Guan Xiaoxiao, she didn't like her to cry or get angry.

"Jin Yu, I don't understand your struggles, but I'm going to tell you solemnly now, if that man wants to do something to you, you can sue me, I want to see what he can do!" Guan Xiao's temper is the master who can't pull back ten cows since he was a child, she never softly fights with her classmates in the village, regardless of whether the other party is a man or a woman, she will fight first, the scale in her heart is uneven, she will break it with her own hands, living in the city for so many years, her fierceness has never been polished but is deeply hidden, the anger in her chest in Jinyu's matter is running on the Internet, she is angry at Jinyu's cowardice, and angry at the man's shamelessness.

Guan Xiao looked at Jin Yu in the dark with bright eyes, she stretched out a hand and grabbed Jin Yu's slightly trembling shoulder, pulled her body up to this side, and gave her a not very comfortable hug, miraculously this embrace made Jin Yu settle down, and her cold hand slowly recovered its temperature.

Guan Xiao...... Thank you......" Jin Yu's heart muttered over and over again, but the person she likes can't have, even if this embrace is someone else's one day, she covets the taste of her body, but she can't help but accept the reality. Seeing Jin Yu settle down, Guan Xiaocai turned his body and sat back in the co-pilot's seat, the silent Jin Yu twisted the car key, and the blue dashboard lit up, inlaying a layer of faint blue on the silhouette of Jin Yu's side face.

Jin Yu, who was lying on the bed, put one hand on her forehead, staring at the ceiling in the dark with her eyes open, she had insomnia, today she dragged out the past that she had hidden for so many years and didn't want to mention to Guan Xiao, now she has a trace of regret, Guan Xiao can't help her, why do you have to say it and let her worry about herself? She wasn't worth it at all.

"Knock knock" three knocks on the door sounded clearly in the silent night, Jin Yu sat up from the bed, she knew that the only one standing outside the door was Guan Xiao, she pulled up the corner of the quilt and was about to get out of bed to open the door for Guan Xiao, but she stopped her hand again, if she let Guan Xiao in, then when she asked those questions, how would she answer? She was afraid that she would not be able to keep her secret. So she lay back quietly. The sound outside the door only lasted for a few times before disappearing, it seemed that Guan Xiao was back in her room, and Jin Yu covered the quilt and fell into her sleepless thoughts again.

In the bedroom on the other side, Guan Xiao, who returned to the bed, couldn't fall asleep over and over again, she originally guessed that Jin Yu couldn't sleep either, but she didn't open the door, all that flashed in her mind were pictures from her childhood, and those dusty past events seemed to be like a lump of cotton blocking her sleeping nerves. "Hey......" turned all the depression into a sigh, and the two of them were destined to have no sleep tonight.