Tang Aijia ate the cakes baked by Li's mother to her heart's content, and told Li Xiaoxue's mother and daughter what they needed to prepare, so she said goodbye and left.

Li Xiaoxue washed the dishes and chopsticks, and Li's mother was on the side, looking at Li Xiaoxue's face, and asked seriously: "What Jia Jiacai said, it's not bad, right?" ”

"I guess so." Li Xiaoxue replied listlessly.

"You're nothing, are you?" Li Mu asked again.

"No, no." Li Xiaoxue said, her heart couldn't help beating faster again.

Li Mu saw Li Xiaoxue's nervousness, and stared at Li Xiaoxue's face even tighter: "Why have you been in the bathroom for so long?" ”

Li Xiaoxue dodged her face as much as possible: "I, my stomach is uncomfortable." ”

Li Mu's eyes moved with Li Xiaoxue's face, as if she wanted to catch Li Xiaoxue's flaws: Do you want to go to the hospital? ”

"Nope! No! Li Xiaoxue didn't seem to expect that she would answer so nervously, so she hurriedly tried her best to calm down and said, "That's it, it's just a little bit of fire." ”

Li's mother knew that Li Xiaoxue must be hiding something from herself, and since she was deliberately hiding it from herself, of course, she didn't ask anymore, but only advised: "There is medicine at home." I'm leaving, but don't get sick again. ”

Li Xiaoxue nodded, put the washed dishes and chopsticks into the kitchen cabinet, wiped her hands, and said, "I know." I felt a little tired and wanted to go back to the house to rest. ”

Mother Li sighed: "It's good to nourish your spirit." ”

……

Li Xiaoxue went back to her room, lay down for a while, sat up again, sat down for a while, and then lay down again.

"The day after tomorrow? Day after tomorrow! The day after tomorrow......" she muttered over and over again in her heart, never feeling that time was so pressing on her.

It's not that these two days of work really decide what she does,—— even if she goes to Ryoma, she can come back here anytime, anywhere, and continue everything here,—— she just feels that it is imperative for her to make a real choice in her heart.

She pulled the test strip out of her trouser pocket again.

The thin, narrow test strip suddenly seemed to have become a part of her body or life. She watched intently, using it as a coordinate, one that almost decided her fate.

Everything can only be remembered from this test strip.

If the test strip was honest and the answer given to her was accurate, she knew that the life in her body was just beginning to conceive.

She thought of ending such a pregnancy, and very naturally, when she was chatting with Tang Aijia, she thought of it.

However, the face of the girl who called her mother like a crisp bell in her dream appeared in front of her eyes.

The girl's face is too much like herself, and the girl's life is more important than her life.

If she chooses to end now, she also feels that she is an out-and-out murderer, although the life she has just begun to conceive has not really taken shape.

The image of the girl falling into the ground with the round stone also appeared before her eyes again and again. She really became a "murderer" at this time, she thought, such a situation would accompany her for the rest of her life and become a nightmare for her life.

She would feel indebted and an unforgivable sinner for the rest of her life.

But if you leave this life behind......

She really didn't dare to think about it.

Simply, just from the perspective of raising a child, she feels that she also has the ability to give all her love to this child, just like Li's mother gave her all her love.

It's just that she is raising her children alone, and the pressure she will endure in all aspects is far more than that of Li's mother.

Li Mu is a dead man, and what is she? She is now unmarried and pregnant, and she will be an unmarried mother in the future, what will the people around her think of her, what will they say about her, and how will they talk about her?

Even if she could grit her teeth to bear it, what about her child?

How did her child really ask her dad about it? Her child really looks like a "wild child", how can she deal with it. Her child has really suffered all the eyes and humiliation because of this, will she still live?

I'm not afraid of no good things, I'm afraid of no good people. She's not just heard it once or twice. No matter how bad things are, they can find ways to remedy them, but the mouth of a person with bad intentions can't be stopped.

When she was seven or eight years old, an old lady who sat under an old locust tree almost every day in her memory stopped her from going to school alone on a summer afternoon.

"Cher, come, come to grandma's." The old lady's shriveled lips quirmed and beckoned.

She thought that the old lady had something to help her, so she hurried over.

"What a good boy. This eye, this nose, this mouth, this little face. The old lady raised her eyelids, looked at her with eyes like dead fish, and liked it for a while, but said with great pity, "Why, there is no father?" ”

She shook her head and said seriously to the old lady, "Grandma, I have a father." It's just that he's dead. ”

The old lady sighed and said, "It's not your mother who ...... back then, your father is really pitiful." He is an honest man, and he has a smiling face on everyone he meets. ”

"What's wrong with my mom?" She asked, puzzled.

"Hey!" The old lady sighed again and turned her face to the side sadly, "It's not your mother's ...... back then"

"Grandma, what happened to my mom back then?" She asked anxiously.

The old lady just squirmed her shriveled lips, as if chewing something.

After that, she told the old lady's words to Li's mother. When Li's mother heard this, her lungs were about to explode, so she pulled her and went to the old lady to comment.

However, no matter what Li's mother said, she even issued a curse, saying that one day, a thunder fell from the sky and killed the old lady under the locust tree, and the old lady only drooped her eyelids and squirmed her shriveled lips, but she didn't hear it, and she didn't say a word.

After Li Mu pulled her back again, she glared at her and reprimanded her, warning her that she had to go to school and study well, and never listen to any nonsense from anyone.

"Mom, what the hell have you done? Why, the whole class, my father is gone? She also cried and asked Li's mother.

Mother Li was really angry, so she picked up a mop pole and hit her buttocks.

"Grandma won't lie to me!" Although her buttocks hurt, she still said with a hard mouth.

"Hello her, you go with her, wait for death under the tree! I can't get you! Li Mu said, threw the mop pole, and pushed her out like crazy.

"Mom! I was wrong, I can't! She grabbed Li's mother's arm, crying, and begging.

Li Mu still pushed her aside, sat on a stool, whined, and cried until dark.

After that, every time she passed by the old locust tree, she had to stay far away, but when the old lady was not alone under the old locust tree, she could still feel that she was looking at strange eyes and saying in a strange voice.

In this way, it was not until the summer of the following year that the old lady suddenly disappeared from under the old locust tree.

- Coincidentally, the day before the old lady disappeared, there was a thunderstorm that was rare in all years.

And she completely walked out of the old lady's criticism of Li's mother, but it was a few years later.

A few years was her teenage age when she should have been full of vitality.

She can't let such a plot be the same for her children.

"No, it's not just mine, it's his. At least, he should know. Suddenly, as if she understood something again, she said to herself, and her body trembled again.

Even if she really doesn't love it, she doesn't want to hate it. This is true for Han Haitao, and it is also true for Zhong Youcheng.

"Who's at fault? can't be together, it just means that the two people are not very suitable. She said this to herself, and felt that she was not perfect either.

If Zhong Youcheng gave up, she thought that with such a man, she really didn't need to have any illusions at all. And if Zhong Youcheng can accept it......

She suddenly thought again, didn't she really love this man too? Although, love is so confused.

It's just that she really turned back like this, how should she face Li Mu?

"No!" She hurriedly said to herself, "It can't be like this! How can this be? He said that he didn't like children at all. He wouldn't have had this child. He only has himself in his heart, he is too selfish! ”

She was distraught, turning over in bed,—— she felt helpless like she had never felt before.

Whatever choice she made, she felt it was wrong.

And in her mind, in this short period of time, she actually thought of someone more than once, that is, Cao Yingying.

She can't remember how many ideas she has, good or not, at least Cao Yingying helped her get it.

As far as her and Zhong Youcheng are concerned, she really has some resentment towards Cao Yingying, and deep down in her heart, she still wants to hear what Cao Yingying means about Zhong Youcheng.

She even had a feeling that Cao Yingying seemed to know Zhong Youcheng better than herself.

The person concerned is confused, the byholder is clear, and it is especial, when it is emotional.

As her close sister friend, she feels that even if Cao Yingying does something inappropriate, at least she will not go beyond neutrality, stand on Zhong Youcheng's side, and harm herself.

Except for Cao Yingying, in this world, I am afraid that there will be no one for her to discuss this matter.

Now that things have come to this point, it's not a bad thing to listen to more advice.

Either way, the final choice is still in her hands.

She picked up her mobile phone, because she was afraid that Li's mother would hear her voice, so she only sent a message to Cao Yingying: "Yingying, are you in class?" I've got something I want to talk to you about. ”

Cao Yingying's message soon returned: "I'm in the company. If there's something urgent, I'll come out. ”

She really wanted Cao Yingying to appear in front of her. However, she suddenly realized that she hadn't figured out how to talk to Cao Yingying at all, so she hurriedly put her mobile phone to her heart, as if she was seeking the voice in her heart.

In this way, another two minutes passed, but Cao Yingying's phone called.

As soon as the phone rang, she hurriedly cut it off.

Her heart beat violently a few times before she sent a second message to Cao Yingying: "Street café, seven o'clock in the evening, see you or leave." ”

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