Limited love requires possession of the other, while infinite love requires only the love itself--- Gibran. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

When you are not sure whether one of your feelings belongs to the category of love, you pay for it as a sacrifice that you take for granted, but in fact, the person who is hurt at this time is often the one who wants to be loved.

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At six o'clock in the morning of winter, the sky was still dark and dark, not hazy, but dark gray before the dawn opened. Xu Xian, who was deliberately preparing to get up early, woke up naturally ten minutes before the alarm clock went off, and came out of the warm quilt without any delay. Wearing a set of pale powder and thick plush pajamas embellished with various floral dots, she began to clean up the bed and gently turned off the alarm. glanced at Sister Meiying, who was in a small pink world with her hair as an eye patch and a masked head, and quietly walked out of the bedroom.

After washing and combing my hair, I went into the kitchen, took out the fresh milk and toast from the refrigerator, and took out the oatmeal in the crisper cup and bucket from the cupboard and put it on the living room table. He turned back and took the roast driver on the cooking table to the living room. This is a gift from Sister Shulan to Xiaoxian, and it is now a common dormitory and does not belong to the company's registered property.

"Ding~" When two slices of golden roasted toast that were crispy on the outside and tender on the inside popped out, Yun'er, who was squinting, also appeared in front of the door. She ran her long hair with five fingers in one hand, frowned at the dining table, ignored the figure who had long been accustomed to the busy morning, pulled her plush slippers and moved closer, picked up a piece of freshly baked toast and put it in her mouth and entered the bathroom.

Xu Xian, who came out of the kitchen with a washed apple, looked at the missing piece of toast and was stunned, put the remaining piece into the empty plate, and took out two more pieces of toast and put it into the machine. After pouring some oats and milk into a thick dark blue porcelain bowl, he sat down to prepare for this simple and ordinary breakfast.

"Early." In front of the door that Yuna didn't close when she came out earlier, Taeyeon, whose face was a little swollen, also squinted at the person at the dining table, and kicked Zhuo to the bathroom. He opened the door and stood for a while, then took it with him, muttered something and sat down at the table.

"Ernie, give." Xu Xian moved quickly, and the eldest sister brought a bowl and spoon not long after she sat down.

Kim Taeyeon thanked him and poured the milk and oats into the bowl.

At the same time, today's girls got up in a very rare hurry two hours before the announcement. Kwon Yoo-ri, Choi so-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Hwang Mi-young, and Lee Soon-kyu came out one after another, and when they heard the team alert someone in the bathroom, several of them sat down at the dining table or on the sofa. Seeing this, Xu Xian quickly finished his breakfast, and his dishes and chopsticks were about to be cleaned up, but they were snatched up by Cui Xiuying, who didn't mind using them.

"Ernie, it's time to get up. Wake up~" Xu Xian knocked on the door with the warning sign of "No one else is allowed to enter", and wanted to wake up the second sister with a normal speaking volume.

Zheng Xiuyan, who was resting on the bed like a silkworm chrysalis, did not move at all, only revealing her long black and gold hair, and her side face facing the wall.

"Ernie." Xu Xian called again, this time raising his voice. But Zheng Xiuyan only turned over and fell into a long silence again.

"I'll come, you go and change your clothes." Choi so-young walked in, pouting her toast in her mouth, holding a sword, and poking Jung so-yeon's thigh. "Ah, hurry up. I'm going to the hospital today, get up early. I promised it last night. ”

"Hmm~ Sleep a little longer, you're not done anyway." Surprisingly, Zheng Xika didn't have an impatient tone this time, but turned over again, buttocks outward, and played tricks.

"Five minutes, only five minutes. When the time comes, I'll drag you out with Yuli, you know? Cui Xiuying took the electric sword bought by Yun'er's children in her room and gestured on Zheng Xiuyan's head.

"Got it, got it!" Zheng Sika finally became normal, and kicked his legs impatiently. Revealing a delicate little foot outside the bed.

"Ah, Lin Yun'er! Your old sister and I'm about to suffocate, aren't you coming out yet!? ”

The door was wide open, and the roar of the damn yellow-haired girl Kim Hyo-yeon came from outside, disturbing Zheng Xiuyan's sleep. She suddenly erected her upper body, closed her eyes and frowned, kicked her legs and shook her body, cursed, and then lay down in the bed.

An hour passed......

The girls swarmed out of the elevator, and Zheng Xiuyan, who has always cared about her image, was wrapped up in it, and was complained by her guys from time to time. It usually takes them about seven or eight minutes to walk from the dormitory to the office, but today they hurried and rushed to the front of the headquarters in half the time they usually spent. Kim Joo-young was already waiting in the antechamber.

"Why has it been so long. Let's get in the car first~" Kim Joo-young didn't teach them a lesson, just complained a little and asked the children to get on the bus quickly. "It used to be half an hour, but now it's only ten minutes. Taeyeon takes the time by herself. Kim Joo-young explained to Kim Tae-yeon when he got into the car. Although he will also follow up on the ward, considering that when he has the opportunity to exercise, he will not hesitate to choose to leave the matter to the captain.

Because the hospital where Xu Canhao was staying was in Bangbeidong, this trip was contrary to the main traffic flow to work, so their business car (the nanny car and the business car are not of the same grade at all, and the girls have not yet reached the point where they can be equipped with two nanny cars, so they can only use the business car for the time being) soon arrived at the private hospital --- Seoul Bath.

"What should I do, there are reporters outside?" Jin Xiaoyuan saw through the window the reporters who were guarding outside in front of the hospital early in the morning, and subconsciously sighed.

"How about journalists. I'm not here to have a tryst with someone. Zheng Xiuyan didn't look at the elementary school students with her mobile phone, and a few girls in the same car were speechless for a long time when she didn't say a word without fireworks. Because the others are also out of artist instinct, like Xiaoyuan's first reaction, they want to avoid annoying and annoying reporters in their private lives.

The situation was quite different for the other car. Kim Joo-young asked Taeyeon to take the initiative to answer a few questions from reporters, and it was good for others to take some photos, so that when they could have exposure and gain affection, such a good thing as an agent should not be missed.

"Hello, Propaganda oppa?" found the ward, and Xu Xian, who took the lead, pointed to the door of the ward and asked if the old brother was up.

"Ah, hello." Ding Bingwan, who was holding milk tea bread, hurriedly stood up, nodded to Jin Zhuying, and greeted the girls with a smile. "President... The chairman seems to be awake..."He said hesitantly, in fact, he was not at all sure whether his chairman and Lee Min-ting, who had stayed overnight last night, had gotten up.

Xiaoxian didn't think much about it, walked forward and slowly opened the door, and Ding Bingwan was not easy to stop.

"Huh?" Xiaoxian was shocked. There was no one in the room with the hospital bed in front of the door, so she walked in first, and saw that there were traces of someone sleeping on the companion bed on the side, and thought that Ding Bingwan had rested here for the night.

"Oh, you're here?" At this moment, Xu Canhao, who was biting his toothbrush, heard the sound and came out of the bathroom, his arms and shoulders were still wrapped in gauze, and the obvious difference in height of his shoulders could be seen under the loose hospital gown.

The girls who rushed in greeted each other in a chaotic manner, and automatically stood or sat down, or visited this luxurious special ward that had never been seen before.

Xu Canhao glanced at the slowly closed bathroom door, smiled and said to Huang Meiying, who was closest to him: "Come here so early, have you had breakfast?" ”

The girl nodded, pointed to Xu Canhao's shoulder and asked him if he was better.

"It's better with the medicine. It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't hurt your life. Xu Canhao joked casually, causing a few pairs of big white eyes, as well as Jin Xiaoyuan's hearty laughter.

Zheng Xiuyan, who was wandering around, was the first to enter the living room. Sometimes she looks at the artificial oil paintings on the wall, and sometimes touches the artificial fruits on the cabinet and the trendy dehumidifier. Somehow, I found two black plastic bags at the foot of the TV cabinet. Curiosity was overwhelmed, and as I paced over, I immediately smelled a smell of wine. Her brow furrowed, hilariously smooth. One foot kicked the black bag very rudely, and suddenly there was a clear sound from the collision of glassware, which attracted the inquiry of Yoona and Xiuying.

"Oppa, what is this?" After Yun'er and the two sisters glanced at each other, they frowned slightly, pointed to the two bags and asked Xu Canhao who was talking.

"Last night's supper with the people... I'm curious about that. Xu Canhao made up a lie without thinking, and said it casually, so that Ding Bingwan, who was waiting by the door, shed a lot of sweat beads on his forehead. And what made him even more weak was the gaze shot by Xiaoxian and Yun'er, like a real whipping and questioning gaze. "I'll go wash up first." Xu Canhao was also a little empty in the face of such a vision, and slipped back to the bathroom under the pretense of the bubbles in his mouth.

"What to do? Didn't you say that someone would tell you in advance? Now there are so many people at once..."As soon as Xu Canhao entered the bathroom, he felt a gust of wind blowing past him, and the door slammed shut behind him. In the blink of an eye, a panicked Li Minting appeared in front of him.

"Xiaoxian and Yuna know it." Xu Canhao finished speaking with a smile and waited for two seconds.

"And they're economic people! No, I'm not worried about the children, but..."Li Minting was a little anxious.

Xu Canhao understands her psychology. The spread of many hidden things in the circle is actually due to these support staff and staff who are closest to the artists and may sometimes have a good relationship. Artists are in it, and they will naturally have a deeper experience. Just as the more people understand the society they live in, the world they live in, the more they are in awe or fear of it. "I see. Since you're worried, just wait. They didn't stay long. As a member of the same company, the past of Director Xu, who is actually the major shareholder of the company, and the dark side behind the asset system of Korean society, it is impossible for him to betray the rules formulated by the country's big decision-makers without deviating from his bottom line. Xu Canhao's heart was snickering, and for a little stimulation and bad taste, he agreed to Li Minting's self-restraint.

"Okay, then you can get out of here. You can't let people in, you have to? Li Minting breathed a sigh of relief and kept telling her boyfriend to be secret and cautious.

Xu Canhao smiled and gestured to her OK, washed his face with a towel, and walked out after wetting his hair.

"fighting~" Hearing the voice behind him that lowered his voice, Xu Canhao didn't need to look back to naturally draw Min Ting's cute expression in his mind at the moment. He pursed his lips to stop himself from laughing, and opened the door with his back to the bathroom.

"Oppa, where's breakfast?" Xu Xian sat on the freshly folded bed, and when he saw his brother coming out, he immediately landed on the ground and leaned in to ask.

"On the way, go buy it... Ah, where are you going? As Seo Chan-ho spoke, Sunny slipped through the gap between his body and the wall like a slippery loach.

"What the hell? Powder room, powder room! Sunny said impatiently, leaning over his lower abdomen.

"Wait, wait!" Xu Canhao blocked the little girl who was about to rush in again.

"Ahh Sunny couldn't wait to sit on the floor and flickered in frustration.

"The toilet is broken, really, not lying to you. As soon as you press the switch, you will be splashing out of the water. It's a cold day~" In order to increase credibility, Seo Chanhao hugged his arms and trembled, and told Sunny very vividly the consequences if he went to the toilet.

"Ah~really~" Sunny glanced at Xu Canhao, and quickly pushed the people who were in the way and rushed out of the ward. Kim Hyo-yeon shouted behind her to accompany her.

"VIP ward." Zheng Xiuyan muttered quietly, and she and Kwon Yoo-ri shrugged their shoulders and glanced at each other in a tacit understanding, not interested in the facilities here that did not live up to their name at all.

"Tomorrow is New Year's Day, do you want to go back?" Leaning on the windowsill and playing with her nails, Yun'a, who listened to the sisters, asked him when she saw Seo Chan-ho sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hmm. The body is fine, it is not a difficult disease. Do you have a trip tomorrow? "Public holidays are not a hard and fast rule for artists, and many artists will even deliberately choose to run the itinerary during these time periods (provided that there is an itinerary).

Yuna squeezed her lower lip forward and said, "Sister Taeyeon and I have it, and we still have to read the script and prepare for the exam." Ah~ I don't care, I don't want to. ”

Xu Canhao looked at the cute girl who shook her hair and complained a little and laughed, and said to her: "People don't necessarily have a trip if they want to~ You are even carrying the tasks of the members together, work hard." ”

Behind Seo Chan-ho, on the left side of the hospital bed, on the small bed of the escort, Kim Taeyeon sat there in a long daze, from the moment she sat down. No one knew what she was thinking, and after a long time, everyone didn't pay attention to this little man who was always quiet and didn't want to communicate with people seriously. I thought that the captain should have a lot of ideas and a lot of things to consider. It wasn't until Sunny and Hyoyeon returned that Kim Joo-young couldn't help but remind the team immersed in her personal world to pay attention to the time, that she came back to her senses and recalled the children scattered everywhere.

"So, here we go. Please take a good rest. Kim Tae-yeon led the children to salute and say goodbye. Kim Joo-young walked at the end, said a few words to Xu Chan-ho about the company's movements, and left with a salute.

"Are you gone?" Hearing the sound outside the door, Li Minting poked his head out and asked.

"Hmm." Xu Canhao tilted his head at her a little, signaling that he could come out.

"Whew~ Finally. Then I should also leave and report back to the crew. Li Minting walked quickly, walked to the side of the bed, lifted the quilt, and picked up the covered handbag.

"Oh, drive carefully, and have breakfast." Xu Canhao wanted to send it off, but because of the large number of people in the hospital, there must be reporters staring outside.

"Got it, Dad." Li Minting turned around and smiled at Xu Canhao, who got up, looking playful like an eighteen-year-old girl.

"Oh, my daughter is going to school, should I give my dad a parting kiss?" Xu Canhao turned his face sideways, patted his cheek with two fingers and said.

"Hehe~" Li Minting stood by the door and generously gave him a flying kiss that was not too far away. "Let's go~" After speaking, he opened the door, smiled and waved his hand away.

The quiet ward made Xu Canhao sigh and sigh, a little lost, and a little lonely. This is due to the inevitable contrast. He turned around and looked at the small bed that Li Minting slept on last night. I walked over and picked up the quilt and was about to fold it casually, but I smelled a mixed fragrance, which should be a mixture of perfume and shampoo, and it was not a strong woman's fragrance. I couldn't help but take another deep breath, my eyelids ended with the twitching of my nose, and the warmth of last night came to my mind.

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"Taeyeon, are you alright?" Huang Mi-young talked to her sisters in the car for a long time, but found that Taeyeon next to her did not react at all, and her little face was dark and uncertain.

"It's fine, it's just... Maybe not a good rest. Kim Taeyeon tilted her head and pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled at Hwang Mi-young. She knew that her smile must be unnatural and ugly. There's no way to manage expressions, since sitting on that bed, seeing the bag, smelling the scent of a woman, and the toilet in disrepair and the closed door. The heart was clenched, not only pained, but also sour water gushed out, flooding the entire chest, and even wanted to rush to the nose and eyes.

When she was in the hospital, she asked herself over and over again, asking the man, why? She didn't know what she was holding onto, nor where her lost courage had gone, but she felt a moment of extreme fatigue. She sends herself into the orbit of an eternal life cycle that is like gossip, asking all kinds of questions while finding all kinds of reasonable and moral answers for herself to explain and defend others.

Reason and impulse are attacking each other, but they are actually attacking themselves. I really want to ignore the willfulness once, but I am defeated in the face of responsibility and self-esteem. She has no choice, that is, inaction, and wants to let time dilute wishful thinking. I want to, and bear with it~ I'll forget it.

Soybeans that can be crushed under the boulder for a long time, will this alone make a sauce with a variety of flavors? If it is pressed with various colors of fruit, will it make a fruit wine with a bright color and a fragrance of 100 meters?