84 Chapter 84
Duan Xi went directly to the nearest bus stop to wait for Li Guanxiao, when the third bus left the station, she saw Guan Xiao who got off the bus, she was wearing ordinary home clothes, she didn't even change the slippers she was wearing on her feet, her hair was caged behind her ears, it was already winter, and the cold wind had already begun to shuttle through the streets and alleys. Apparently stirred by the cold wind, she shrunk her neck and wrapped a gray sweater she wore outside.
A cup of steaming milk tea suddenly appeared in front of Guan Xiao, she looked up and saw Duan Xi standing in front of her, "Take this, it's very warm" Duan Xi smiled, such a warm smile stimulated Guan Xiao's originally injured heart, and suddenly her nose turned red and her eyes were blurred. Holding back the tears that were about to fall, she suppressed her emotions that were almost out of control and took the cup of hot milk tea.
"Thank you."
"There's a park across the street, I guess you don't want to go to a noisy place like a bar now" Duan Xi was very understanding, but he still asked first. Guan Xiao pursed her lips and nodded, so the two of them crossed the street and walked towards the park opposite.
The park has a small man-made lake, and some pavilions are used for people to cool off, but now that the weather is cold, few people go there, and this is the best place for two people to be alone.
"Put it on for you, you're wearing too little" Duan Xi took off her coat and draped it over Guan Xiao's body. "I danced for a long time just now, and my body was still hot," she explained, for fear that Guan Xiao would feel embarrassed.
In the dark, Guan Xiao couldn't see Duan Xi's face, and she could only hear her soft voice, and she thought that Jin Yu had whispered such things to her in her ear. The grievances and sadness climbed into her heart, and she couldn't help lowering her head and clenching the milk tea cup in her hand.
"If you have anything to say, just say it, I'll listen" Duan Xi, who was wearing a short-sleeved shirt, leaned on the pillar of the pavilion and waited for Guan Xiao to start her topic, but after waiting for a long time, Guan Xiao didn't say a word, she seemed to be caught in her own world, Duan Xi saw that vague figure with a lonely taste in the dark, such a distressing look, which made Duan Xi's heart hurt slightly.
"Is it because of your lover?" Bing Xue's smart Duan Xi pointed to Guan Xiao's death hole with a sentence. Guan Xiao's tears that had endured for a long time fell quietly. She bit her trembling lip and tried to hold back again, but it was almost impossible, and her already shaky shoulders betrayed her vulnerability. A low whimper came out of his throat, making Duan Xi uncomfortable. She took two steps forward and hugged Guan Xiao into her arms without saying anything, she knew that this was the only way to comfort the other party at this time.
The moment Guan Xiao was hugged tightly in her arms, her crying was even more intense, her tears were like a river bursting the embankment, she had only cried so bitterly when her mother died. This embrace is not Jin Yu's, but it is very warm, and it makes her collapsed heart find a little comfort.
"She's changed." Three words came out of Guan Xiao's mouth, with a bitter taste.
"I'm not that selfish, but why ... She became... I don't recognize it ... Guan Xiao said intermittently, pain and sadness dominating the rhythm of her speech.
"People always have to become, the environment will affect a person, and it will have a great impact," Duan Xi comforted softly. Seeing Guan Xiao in his arms, he didn't seem to collapse like before, so he let go of his embrace.
Guan Xiao wiped her tears, "Does she not love me anymore... Guan Xiao was flustered when she said this, although she asked this question, she really wanted to get an answer of no, but Jin Yu was not there, she was just a person who had known her for a few days.
"Hey, someone has asked me this before, I remember that my answer was, if you love me, I will love you, love is mutual" Duan Xi felt as if she had said some truth in life, in her more than 20 years of life, it is estimated that only this sentence made her feel philosophical.
"She's alienated from me because... Job.... Or people... Guan Xiao muttered in a low voice, she didn't want to believe that Jin Yu would have anything to do with Xue Jiyue.
"Yes..." Duan Xi didn't speak, she was afraid that adding fuel and vinegar to her opinions would have the opposite effect, she was just a listener.
"What should I do?" Guan Xiao covered her face with her hands, tears poured out again, she was reluctant to Jinyu, the fire in her heart was not extinguished because of such a grievance, she loved Jinyu, she couldn't let go of her love, but now she didn't know how to love. That kind of confusion in the bottom of my heart, together with the spark that burned the prairie ignited Guan Xiao's greater confusion and sorrow.
"You know what to do, so respecting yourself is the most important thing"
"I'm sorry... I'm still bothering you at such a late hour... I am... ”
"Don't say it, I'd love to hear it, it's good that you can remember me... If you want to find me, feel free to contact me" Duan Xi blocked Guan Xiao's self-defeating words.
"Thank you" Guan Xiao reluctantly hooked the corners of her mouth in the dark, and the appearance that she couldn't smile at this time was not suitable for such a smile.
"No thanks, it's good if you're happy" Duan Xi's very casual words made Guan Xiao feel a wave of warmth, she pulled in the coat on her body, she didn't know how to thank Duan Xi, thanks to her, she had a glimmer of light in the confusion.
Jin Yu sat on the sofa, covering her face with her hands, the anger in her heart did not dissipate, her teeth were clenched tightly by her, and she grabbed the phone on the table, but the phone she wanted to dial was cut off by her at the moment of connection.
"Damn" she smashed the phone on the ground in annoyance, the pieces were scattered, and with the cracking and Jinyu's heart, she didn't know why Guan Xiao would no longer understand her, no longer stand by her side, was she wrong? But there was no way back for her.
The anger in her heart could not be vented, Jin Yu was wandering around the room like a headless fly, she wanted to separate the anger and worry in her mind, but she couldn't, her emotions became more and more violent under the domination of anger, she came to the refrigerator with red eyes, took out a bottle of beer, and drank it in three clicks, but the cold beer in her stomach could not extinguish the anger in her heart. Then she took it out again, and when she listened to it, she almost couldn't count it, and the alcohol stimulated her brain, but it swelled her anger. After hearing this, she rushed out of the house.
The taxi driver was startled by the woman who sat in the car with the smell of alcohol. "No. 136 Longxing Road, go quickly", the driver was stunned for a few seconds and hurriedly put on gear and drove away. It didn't take long for the taxi to reach its destination, Jin Yu opened the door and walked out with an angry face, this was Xue Jiyue's other property, and she was currently living here.
She stood under the door and rang the doorbell, Xue Jiyue, who was watching TV, was still surprised, she moved here a week ago because she felt bored living at home, and this was the place she had prepared for her son before. However, he didn't seem to appreciate it, and insisted on returning to the United States.
"Jin Yu?" She looked at the monitor with a little surprise. But there was a little excitement in her heart, she only mentioned it a little in front of Jin Yu, but she didn't expect her to remember this place.
"Why are you smiling at Guan with those words!" Jin Yu couldn't wait to come in as soon as Xue Jiyue opened the door, her face was not good, with a distressing haggard pale.
"What's going on?" Xue Jiyue stood in front of Jin Yu and reached out to silently put her forehead on her forehead. But he was slapped by Jin Yu, his eyes were extremely unfriendly, and he stabbed Xue Jiyue like a knife, "I ask you!" Why tell Guan Xiao! “
"She came to ask, and I answered, what's the matter?"
Jin Yu was even more furious when she heard this extremely normal answer, she felt that she was being teased by Xue Jiyue, she knew what the consequences of saying that would be, but she pretended to be innocent like this, leading her to be very angry, she clenched her fist and brought her face closer to Xue Jiyue, and asked fiercely, "Are you doing all this just to get me?" “
Xue Jiyue was not shocked by Jin Yu's terrifying aura, she stared at Jin Yu with good eyebrows and eyes up close, it was the first time she looked at her face so closely and clearly, she seemed to see Qiu Lanfeng looking at her.
The corners of her mouth hooked slightly, Xue Jiyue turned around and walked to the living room, she looked sexy and seductive in her nightgown, she sat elegantly on the sofa, turned off the TV and turned her head to look at Jin Yu, "good" The short two words answered all the questions that Jin Yu hid in her belly, and at the same time made Jin Yu even more uncomfortable, the anger in her heart was even better, she rushed to Xue Jiyue and glared at her coldly. The two of them looked at each other in a high and low position.
"When did you start paying attention to me!"
"I said since you graduated from college, do you believe it?" Xue Jiyue looked at Jin Yu unhurriedly, she sat on the sofa and spread her arms on the back of the sofa easily, as if she didn't take Jin Yu's anger as a big deal at all.
"University ?。。。。" Jin Yu was surprised, she couldn't believe that she was being targeted by someone secretly after graduating from college.
"Jin Yu, you will be my person sooner or later, you can't escape, what I owe Lan Feng, I will pay you back" Xue Jiyue stood up, in front of Jin Yu, she bit her red lips as if waiting for Jin Yu's kiss, and whispered a word in Jin Yu's ear, Jin Yu's pupils instantly dilated, she was so shocked that she couldn't speak, her lips were blocked by Xue Jiyue's red lips in the next second, Jin Yu was like a puppet at this time to let Xue Jiyue invade her mouth and occupy her lips and tongue.
"Guan Xiao... Jin Yu's desperate heart splashed, she silently read Guan Xiao's name, slowly closed her eyes, and a tear crossed the corner of her eyes and drowned on the gorgeous carpet.