72 Words are reluctant
What can make Qiao Jin entangled is never opportunity or promotion, etc., it has always been only words and hearts, which can affect all of Qiao Jin's decisions.
So, Qiao Jin thought about it and sent a WeChat message to Yanxin.
"Yan'er, I need to discuss something with you, do you have time to talk on the phone before getting off work?"
Yanxin looked at the phone, her brows furrowed slightly, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, "No matter how much time you don't have, you have to set aside time for you, otherwise you are not too aggrieved, your girlfriend can't even see you upstairs, and you have to make an appointment like this." ”
Hearing the word "girlfriend", Qiao Jin smiled, "I don't feel wronged, so what time is it convenient for you to take a look?" ”
"Around three o'clock, I might have something to do in a while."
"Okay, then I'll call you at the time, don't forget!"
Yanxin replied with a smile, "You won't forget your business." ”
As soon as WeChat was sent, a call came from Yanxin's mobile phone. Looking at that number, Yan Xin knew that there were some things, and the bell had to be tied to the bell.
"Hey, Fu Tao."
"Words? Is it really you? Fu Tao on the other end of the phone was excited, "I can't believe you called me when I saw the missed call, I didn't receive it because of ......"
"Fu Tao, you don't have to explain to me", Yanxin's tone was calm and gentle, and there were no waves, "If you have time, let's meet." ”
Fu Tao was stunned inexplicably, "I, I can do it at any time." ”
"Then two o'clock, at the New Century Plaza on the DK side."
The words were punctual, and Fu Tao arrived early. This scene is already so familiar in both Yanxin and Fu Tao's hearts that they can't be more familiar, how many times have they gone out to eat and go shopping like this, Yanxin and Fu Tao have never counted, and they can't actually be counted. From the young couple who just graduated, they took the number with many people at dinner, and sat in line outside the restaurant; Visit a mid-priced branded clothing store to save money on choosing clothes to wear for interviews, meetings or meetings with customers within your affordability; When it comes to a talented and good-looking workplace partner, one is more graceful, the other is more tasteful, buying a house and a car, and gradually affording what he wants, which seems to be the life of his previous dreams. But when it was time to enter into marriage and become parents hand in hand, I woke up from a dream. There is no logical happiness, even if Yanxin and Fu Tao have experienced enough and have paid enough for each other, they can't withstand the destruction of the bottom line once.
"Fu Tao", Yan Xin spoke, looking at Fu Tao's eyes, it was no longer indignant or sad, but a faint smile of relief, "Do you know how many years it has been from the time we were together to the time we were pregnant with Xiaoyun?" ”
This question was thrown to Fu Tao, and Fu Tao immediately felt a sense of guilt at a loss, "It's been eight years...... Yanxin, I really know that I was wrong, and I am willing to compensate with everything I have, as long as you give me another chance. ”
"Eight years of relationship, because you were confused once, made me decide to separate. Fu Tao, how much time do you think it took you to be confused, and how much time did it take me to make this decision? Can we let the damage end here, so that at least we can keep the good memories of the past. I don't want to see us become the way we are, or even worse, because there's really no need for that. ”
"Words and hearts...... I can't accept losing you. ”
"That's because you're used to it, eight years of habits, and it's hard to change overnight. Fu Tao, in fact, you also know that it is habit, not love. Let's all let go, we all need a new life. Your attention should no longer be all on me, you have to rediscover your career, thirty years old, is a new beginning. The person I have loved in the past eight years is not a narrow-minded and panicked person; Nor is he a selfish and strong father. ”
Fu Tao looked at Yanxin and didn't speak for a long time. There was no rebuttal, and he didn't ask for a chance again, thinking about something, his eyes were a little empty.
"You've helped catch thieves in a restaurant before, do you remember?" Yanxin took a sip of water, and his tone was relaxed, "My feet are in plaster, but when I see that the road is uneven, I still love to come out." ”
Fu Tao smiled bitterly, "That's young and ignorant......"
"That's a sense of justice that distinguishes between right and wrong, that's you", Yan Xin picked up a glass of water to Fu Tao, "When you understand what I said today, I will leave the opportunity to pay for you, and I accept your apology, you see?" ”
Fu Tao picked up the cup and touched Yanxin, and hesitated, "Will I be able to see Xiaoyun in the future?" ”
"If it's a role model, I can see it, and I don't plan to hide it from Xiaoyun."
Fu Tao smiled, looked at Yan Xin and nodded.
Yanxin thought that it would be impossible for him to sit down and talk to Fu Tao again in his life, but now it seems that Yanxin has calmed down, and everything has really passed. There is affection at the beginning, why be ruthless at the end? People's hearts are made of meat, and only open communication can solve problems.
"Buzz...... Buzz ......" Qiao Jin, who was focusing on writing the plan, was interrupted by the vibration sound of his mobile phone, and was even more surprised when he saw that it was Yanxin calling, "Hey, is it already three o'clock?" ”
Yanxin chuckled, "Not yet, did you make a noise about your work?" I just returned to the office, in the parking lot, do you want to come and talk to your face about something you want to discuss? ”
"That's the best", Qiao Jin smiled, "Give me five minutes." ”
As soon as he opened the car door, Qiao Jin smelled the aroma of coffee, and when he saw Yanxin, Qiao Jin felt inexplicably good.
"What's the hurry, can't wait until you get off work?"
Qiao Jin took a sip of coffee, "The project team in Shenzhen is short of people and needs to be selected from various districts for support, so Sister Dan asked me today if I would like to join the Shenzhen project team as the deputy project manager." ”
"Huh?" Yanxin was completely unexpected, "This matter hasn't been communicated so quickly, why did Zhao Dan look for you?" ”
"I don't know, Yan'er", Qiao Jin looked at Yanxin very seriously and asked, "Do you think my ability is enough?" ”
Yanxin looked at Qiao Jin, and his mood suddenly became a little complicated, "To be honest, the potential is enough, following the project team is to hone, but also to learn and grow, the opportunity is a good opportunity, but ......"
"Experience is still not enough", Qiao Jin turned the coffee cup, "I also feel very surprised, there are so many more suitable candidates than me in the company, where is my outstanding value?" ”
"Jo'er, don't think like that. Now that the project team tends to be younger, the direction of the company to vigorously cultivate young people is very clear, you are definitely excellent in the same age and level of the company, and when the talent pool is screened, it must also be ranked high", Yan Xin smiled and pinched Qiao Jin's ears, "So it is normal for Zhao Dan to communicate with you, how can you doubt yourself in the face of opportunities?" ”
Qiao Jin held Yan Xin's hand and looked into Yan Xin's eyes, "Yan'er, do you want me to go?" ”
"I ......" Yanxin unconsciously avoided Qiao Jin's gaze and joined the project team, and went for at least half a year, Yanxin knew this very well. But if you consider Qiao Jin's development, Yanxin feels that she can't keep Qiao Jin.
Seeing that Yan Xin was distracted, Qiao Jin shook Yan Xin's hand, "What's wrong?" Don't want me to go? ”
After a light sigh, Yanxin looked at Qiao Jin, lowered his eyebrows and said frankly, "I am reluctant to let you go." But it's a good development, and I shouldn't let you give up. Joel, what do you think of yourself? ”
"I don't want to go", Qiao Jin replied very simply and simply, "I thought you would want me to go, so I didn't immediately refuse Sister Dan." Because...... The current rank gap between the two of us is indeed a bit big, and I also want to grow quickly and get closer to you as soon as possible, but if I want to leave you for half a year, I don't think it's worth it, and I don't want to go. ”
Yan Xin and Qiao Jin's fingers clasped tightly, and said with a smile, "Qiao'er, identity and position were not important at the beginning, and there is no need to talk about them now." And I believe in my vision, you just need time, your development is wider and wider than mine, will you dislike me in ten years? ”
"Of course not", Qiao Jin smiled and raised the back of Yanxin's hand and kissed it, "I don't care about this opportunity, I'm just thinking about my current ability, if I don't have DK's background, how much core competitiveness do I have?" What are the shortcomings that can be improved? Time and time can polish a person, but I want to be consciously faster, I want to have better financial ability, and be able to support my family faster! ”
Yanxin leaned back in his chair and stared at Qiao Jin thoughtfully, "Will you bear the weight that you shouldn't bear at your age?" ”
"That can't be helped, who let me get the beauty and satisfaction that I don't usually get at my age? And being young is meant to be hardworking, and I'm more fortunate than my peers to have such a clear goal and sweet encouragement from the start. ”
Yan Xin deliberately glared at Qiao Jin, expressing her dissatisfaction with these sweet words, "Then the conclusion is that you still want to go to Shenzhen?" ”
Qiao Jin raised his eyebrows and smiled, "The conclusion is that Mr. Yan is reluctant to let me go to Shenzhen, so I won't go and stay with you and Xiaoyun." ”
Yanxin reached out to itch Qiao Jin, "It's just your routine...... Hurry back to work and have dinner together in the evening. ”
"I won't make an appointment today."
"Huh? Why? I have to eat even if I work overtime. ”
Qiao Jin smiled, "Work aholic, you have to remember what you said, and you have to eat overtime." I'm not working overtime, I'm going to send Yan Xue home from work today......"
Yanxin issued a warning look, "Qiao Jin, are you deliberately angry with me?" ”
"No, Yan Xue seems to be being followed, I think it's very likely to be Fu Tao......"
"Don't go", there is no room for negotiation in the heart, "I know that people like you, and you take the initiative to send people home, do you still want to go upstairs and sit?" I don't allow you to go, Yan Xue can protect herself, and Fu Tao shouldn't do this kind of thing again. Do you still insist on sending her? ”
Seeing that Yanxin didn't seem to be joking, Qiao Jin shook his head, "It doesn't seem to be appropriate, so what are we going to eat tonight?" ”
"It's a question for you to think about!"