Chapter 187: The Closed Door
Li Xiaoxue didn't know how she managed to get home, and she didn't know why she stood in front of the angry Li Mu in the sofa again, and she didn't know what kind of storm was going to happen in this room.
Li Mu really hoped that the fire in her stomach would immediately burn herself, so that she would be quiet from now on, and when she saw Li Xiaoxue standing to the side again, she only looked impatiently at the corner of her eyes, and then moved her gaze to the side.
"Mom," Li Xiaoxue drooped her head, like a schoolboy who made a mistake, moved closer to Li's mother, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
With such a timid voice, Li Mu remembered that when Li Xiaoxue's language did not score ninety, it came out of Li Xiaoxue's mouth.
Now, it sounded like this again, the sound was still the same, but the matter was a thousand times greater.
It's easy to chase the test scores, even if you stay up all night, once the road of life is forked, it is not easy to turn back.
"You really don't have anything to be sorry for me. You're older, mom can't control you anymore. Li Mu said tremblingly, and her eyes were red.
"Mom, just scold me a few times." Li Xiaoxue pleaded, as if only in this way could her heart feel better.
Li Mu smiled again, waved her hand to Li Xiaoxue, and said, "Don't scold, don't scold." What can be scolded, all have been scolded. ”
Li Xiaoxue was sad when she heard this, so she began to cry: "Mom, don't be like this, okay?" I know you have fire in your heart. If you have any anger, let it out on Xiaoxue. ”
"When anyone sees that you are a punching bag?" Mother Li said unhappily in her heart, glanced at Li Xiaoxue from the corner of her eye, and asked, "Why didn't you go to work?" ”
"I ......" Li Xiaoxue didn't dare to lie to Li's mother, but she didn't know how to tell Li's mother.
Seeing that Li Xiaoxue seemed to have something unspeakable, Li Mu couldn't help but turn her face, looked at Li Xiaoxue, and asked more sternly, "What are you?" ”
"I ......" Li Xiaoxue was still like this, swallowed twice, and bit her lower lip tightly.
Mother Li suddenly remembered what Li Xiaoxue had said, if she had the intention to quit her job, her heart was raised, and her two eyebrows wrinkled together: "Xiaoxue, you and your mother are honest, have you resigned?" ”
"Mom." Li Xiaoxue only screamed softly, and the guilt in her heart was revealed.
Li Mu wanted to make sure: "Xiaoxue, let me ask you, did you quit your job?" You tell me, tell me honestly! ”
Li Xiaoxue only moved her body back, and didn't dare to say anything.
"You have to kill your mother in a hurry, do you?" Li Mu said, "snap", and slapped it on the armrest of the sofa.
This shot seemed to be slapped on Li Xiaoxue's heart, Li Xiaoxue was startled, and retreated a few steps back.
How could there be no answer in Li's mother's heart, but she still wanted to let Li Xiaoxue still be her intimate good girl like she used to be: "What, if I ask you a word now, it will be like asking for your life?" Do you still have a damn of you in your eyes? ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head in embarrassment, so she had to say, "Mom, I said it, you can, don't be too excited." ”
Li Mu had already thought of the worst outcome in her heart, and at this time, she only asked Li Xiaoxue for a truth, and nodded at Li Xiaoxue.
"I ......" Li Xiaoxue said another word, and her throat was blocked by something, so she had to reluctantly nod her head to Li's mother.
Li Mu really didn't react too strongly, but a little dazed flashed in her eyes, as if she had lost something.
"Mom, I, I'm ......" Li Xiaoxue was still afraid that Li's mother was too excited, and wanted to comfort Li's mother, but she still didn't know how to say it.
Li Mu stared at Li Xiaoxue's eyes, just looking at what Li Xiaoxue was going to say more.
Li Xiaoxue took a deep breath and said, "Mom, I, I'll find a better job soon." ”
Li Mu suddenly let out a bitter sigh of joy again, nodded and said, "Yes, yes." ”
"Then, Mom, I'll go back to the house first." Li Xiaoxue said, and was about to turn around and leave.
"Xiaoxue!" Li's mother stopped Li Xiaoxue and asked seriously, "Go back to the house?" Don't you have to look for a job? ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't know why Li's mother asked like this: "Mom, I want to go back to the house to rest first, and then ......"
Li Mu snatched Li Xiaoxue's words: "Are you very hard? Are you tired too? Aren't you tired of wandering around with people on the road? ”
When Li Xiaoxue heard this, she inserted the steel needles into her heart in unison, and she couldn't help it, and tears flowed: "Mom, I didn't!" ”
Li Muhuo stood up from the sofa and asked Li Xiaoxue: "You don't have anything?" You tell me that you have nothing but what I want you to do? ”
Li Xiaoxue defended: "Mom, today's incident is really just an accident. ”
"By chance?" Li Mu said sadly, "Today is an accident, in this period of time, do you know how many outrageous things you have done, is it all an accident?" ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head and said, "Mom, I don't really want to see things like this today." ”
"Not what you think? You made it one by one! When Li Mu said this, tears fell down one by one, "You don't want to?" You don't want to, you quit such a good job, you don't want to, you abandoned your relationship for so many years, you don't want to, you followed such an unreliable man! Xiaoxue, don't care about listening to my advice, you won't be like this now! Look at it, see for yourself, what have you become now? For the sake of such a man, you actually gave up everything! Which day, will you let out the love between our mothers and only follow him to drink the northwest wind? ”
"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue became even more sad, "Don't say that, my daughter won't." ”
"What wouldn't!" Where can Li Mu still hear this, "Now, you don't have your mother in your eyes!" No matter how much you have your mother in your eyes, you won't be where you are today! When did Mom cheat you? ”
"Mom," Li Xiaoxue said with tears in her eyes, "I know that everything you do is for me, but, Mom, really, I have been very tired and depressed all these years." Every day of my life seems to be designed by you. ”
Mother Li didn't expect Li Xiaoxue to say such white-eyed wolf words, as if she had said both hearts far, for more than 20 years, this hard-working mother suddenly felt that Li Xiaoxue in front of her had become a girl who had nothing to do with herself: "What? After all these years, have you been owed? ”
Li Xiaoxue cried and shook her head and said, "Mom, I just want to live a life that is completely my own." ”
"A life entirely of your own?" At Li's mother's age, she no longer has such an interest in talking, so she just said, "If you really can, do you think I don't want you to choose for yourself?" ”
Hearing Li's mother say that she couldn't do this, Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but be unconvinced: "You have held me in the palm of your hand since I was a child, have you ever given me any room to choose?" It's that I put up a poster of an idol in my house, and you pulled it all up, so that I can devote all my mind to studying. ”
"Is that wrong too?" Mother Li didn't know why Li Xiaoxue gave such an example that seemed innocuous to her, "Shouldn't you put all your mind into studying?" ”
Li Xiaoxue saw that Li Mu didn't understand what she meant at all, so she said, "Mom, I didn't say anything you shouldn't have." If you hadn't demanded me so harshly, I might not have any results today, if you hadn't looked at me so closely and didn't allow me to have too much contact with any boys, I might not have been able to control myself and become a so-called problem girl. I'm very glad to have a mother like you who is here with all her heart, but I'm not a child anymore, and I especially don't want my life to be completely planned. ”
"Didn't you mean, I heard me wrong? I'm making you miserable, am I? Li Mu asked Li Xiaoxue like this, but she really fell into the quagmire of pain.
"Mom, I really didn't say that." Li Xiaoxue looked helpless, "I just hope, especially in terms of feelings, that you can give me more space and let me ......"
Li Mu snatched Li Xiaoxue's words: "Let you pretend to be such a person?" The space you want, is this what it is? From head to toe, I didn't see anything about him worthy of your liking! If it was before, he would be an out-and-out second-rate son! He can't even support himself, how can he still have the face to fall in love? He is incompetent and immoral, he doesn't even know how to respect a person at the very least! ”
Li Xiaoxue shook her head again and said, "Mom, he's not what you think. ”
"I'm not done yet!" Li Mu said in a fierce voice, "It's just that he doesn't know how to respect people, he should at least know that if he likes someone, he has to give the other party greater happiness." But, Xiaoxue, since you came into contact with such a person, you are almost going to wash your face with tears and make yourself a Lin Daiyu! Seeing you in such pain, do you know how uncomfortable your mother feels in her heart? ”
Li Xiaoxue's heart was about to break: "Mom, I really don't want you to feel sorry for me, it's just ......"
Mother Li really didn't want to hear what Li Xiaoxue was just anymore, so she resolutely said: "The matter has come to this, the matter of work is also a reason, and my mother doesn't blame you anymore, in terms of feelings, you really don't want to be good with Haitao, and my mother doesn't force it, but ,—— I have taken so many steps back, and just for this,—— you and that Zhong Youcheng must die and never get along!" ”
"Mom," Li Xiaoxue also said seriously, "I said, what I want is just a brand new life of my own." ”
"A new life! A whole new life! Li Mu suddenly seemed to be crazy, turned left and right a few times, and pushed Li Xiaoxue's body, "You can live your new life!" I don't affect you at all, I don't delay you at all! Don't you want a whole new life? You're going to get out of here! Only when you leave the place where you lived in the past, your next life will be brand new! ”
"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue almost pushed Li Mu to scatter the skeleton all over her body, "I didn't mean that!" ”
"Whatever you mean! That's what I mean! From now on, you won't recognize me as a mother again, and don't enter this house again! Li Mu said, Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but say, pushed and shoved the ground, and pushed Li Xiaoxue out of the door.
"Mom!" Li Xiaoxue screamed again, and Li's mother had already "banged" and closed the door.
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