26. You make me feel sick
"You and Xiao Luo, are friends," said happily, "Birthday party, you're here." ”
Mo Zhen didn't understand why he suddenly brought the topic to this, but he still nodded, "It's quite talkative." ”
"Do you know what his relationship with Lin Qinghang is?"
"Xiao Luo and Lin Qinghang?" Mo Zhen was a little shocked by the question of willingness, but he quickly thought of Xiao Luo's complaining attitude towards the two of them at the birthday party, and probably knew what he meant to be happy, "Xiao Luo and I will play together when we are filming, and he rarely tells me about his private life or something." ”
It took a long time for Willingness to hum and count as a response.
"Little stammer, I think this kind of thing, you have to think about it, you have to open a little ......" Mo Zhen clumsily began to comfort people, he was a little distressed when he saw that he was willing to wilt, and at the same time, he felt a little happy...... With this feeling, Mo Zhen quickly secretly despised himself, and his eyes were a little weak when he looked at him.
"Can you, go out first?" Willing to hug his knees, bury his head in it, his voice is muffled, and he can't be lost.
Mo Zhen scratched his head and closed the door.
Willing to lie on the bed, the mobile phone was turned off and lying alone at the head of the bed. The room was still filled with musty smell, exactly the same smell as the day of the car accident, he felt in a trance that he just had a dream, he thought that rebirth was a big bargain, although he was twisted, he was afraid to completely substitute for Chen Leyi's identity, but he enjoyed his love, family, friendship, and also experienced the life of a rich man, which was something he never dared to think about before. Who would have thought that he would take a sharp turn for the worse, he still has nothing, even more miserable than in his previous life, like a fool, being teased.
He has envied Chen Leyi more than once, and more than once, some people with low self-esteem compare the two, and feel that they are not worthy of Lin Qinghang, and feel that Lin Qinghang is good to him because of Chen Leyi's light, and now, he knows a qiē, but some of the Holy Mother feels sorry for Chen Leyi.
When I thought of Lin Qinghang, I felt panicked. He thought of a few times, Lin Qinghang suddenly looked unnatural and said that the company had something to do, but now that he thinks about it, it is not necessarily the company that has something.
Why?
Willing to ask silently.
Although Mo Zhen listened to the words of pleasure and went out, he still kept wandering around the living room, wanting to go in again to appease and appease, although he himself was prescient, his broken mouth was the most slippery when it hurt people, and when it was really time to show it, he swallowed and couldn't say anything.
The mobile phone rang at the right time, Mo Zhen picked it up impatiently, and after chatting for a few words, he hesitated.
It was a call from a friend, saying that an actor he had a crush on before finally agreed to come out to meet them, and asked Mo Zhen to hurry up. Mo Zhen quickly went through it in his mind when he heard the name, although it took a while to remember who it was, but he was still a little itchy, and then looked at the door that was willing to close, and felt that it didn't matter if it was not good to just let the half-dead happy will, he was entangled for a long time, and decided to knock on the door first to see the happy state.
The moment before the hand knocked on the door, it suddenly stopped.
That feeling of joy and shame is back. Mo Zhen was a little afraid to open the door.
is more willing to be sluggish, Mo Zhen, who has been on the battlefield for a long time, understands very well what is the reason for his abnormality during this time, and laughed with Xiao Luo at the time, "It's the type I like", in fact, it's not a complete joke, and I'm happy with this person, it looks simple and stupid, but after deep contact, you will find that the heart is more moving than the surface, and the more this kind of moving moment accumulates, a little longer, something will happen sooner or later.
He had to stop the loss in time, Mo Zhen thought, he hadn't played enough, and he didn't want to be planted in the hands of such a stupid boy for the time being.
So he shouted through the door, "Little stammer, I'm going back to filming!" ”
After waiting for a while, without waiting for a willing response, Mo Zhen gritted his teeth and went out anyway.
It had already passed six o'clock, and Xiao Douding was still clamoring to see Ultraman at first, and then he looked for happiness everywhere, making Lin Qinghang, who was already upset, even more irritable, and said a few cruel words with a black face, the little guy looked at him crying, Lin Qinghang couldn't bear it, carried the small thing to the sofa, and found Ultraman's disc to show him.
Lin and Hazy were quiet, but Lin Qinghang was even more uneasy, Leyi's mobile phone had been turned off, and it was useless to call again, he thought about it, and he didn't think that what he had done recently would make Leyi uncomfortable and run away from home, so there was only one conjecture left in his heart.
A conjecture that he least wanted to become true.
Xiao Luo had been waiting for Lin Qinghang's call all afternoon, so he was not surprised when he received it, and said to him very clearly, "Mr. Lin, hello." ”
"Have you looked for Leyi?"
"Yes," Xiao Luo confessed, with an obvious smile in his voice, "I'll sue him." Mr. Lin, be honest~"
Lin Qinghang hung up the phone directly and dialed another number, "Help me check someone." ”
Happy to lie on the bed and fall asleep in a daze, when he woke up the room was dark, he was drenched in the rain and slept deeply, now he had a splitting headache, got up and wanted to drink some hot water, only to find that there was no hot water at home.
I thought it was in the Lin family.
Willing to think to himself.
Resigned to his fate, he went to boil the water, was willing to sit next to him and waited for the water to boil, looked at the small cart next to him, and praised himself for his foresight, fortunately, he had a brain fever and renewed the rental of this house, otherwise he didn't know where to go now.
If you can't go back to Lin's house, you definitely can't go back now.
He didn't want to see Lin Qinghang. He was afraid that he would be shaken as soon as he saw it, and he was even more afraid that he couldn't help but speculate how true or false everything this person said, he hated the feeling of disappointment, Lin Qinghang had already let him taste it once.
While the water was boiling, there was a sudden knock on the door.
Leyi walked towards the door and asked, "Who?" ”
A somewhat hesitant "Leyi? He immediately stopped.
It's Lin Qinghang.
When Lin Qinghang received the address, he didn't believe that Chen Leyi would be here, this area can be regarded as a slum in City A, and there are a mixture of dragons and snakes, he used to frown even if he passed by, but it was indeed Leyi's voice just now.
"Leyi, why are you here?"
Leyi walked slowly to the door, "You, leave, here." ”
"What?"
"I hate you, please, leave, here."
"Leyi, what did Xiao Luo tell you?" Lin Qinghang patted the door, "I know I did very excessive things to you before, but Leyi ......"
"That day, I went to the hospital, you temporarily, said you were going, company," he was willing to lower his head and look at his toes, "Is it going, Xiao Luo, is it there?" ”
"That day, I didn't try to lie to you......"
"But, you've been cheating!" After getting the confirmation, Willing suddenly raised his voice, "Always, all the time, lying to me!" ”
"I'm sorry ......"
"You make me, I feel, disgusting."
In fact, before going out today, I wanted to tell you, even if it is not red beans, it doesn't matter, even if the singing is ugly, even if I have a lot of concerns, it doesn't matter, I like to sit on the sofa with you and watch TV, quietly in a daze together, and I also want to travel with you, sitting on the balcony and watching the scenery in the distance.
I've already taken your hand.
But.
"You make me, I feel, disgusting."
The water was boiling, and the sound was piercing, like a sharp sword, slashing at Lin Qinghang's heart, and it was cruelly grinding, painful and astringent.
These days, he has been terrified at the same time as the fall, afraid that Le Yi will remember the past, he really hopes that he can steal those memories, so that Le Yi can survive like now, like a healthy little poplar, he hopes that he can always be by his side and slowly smooth out the damage.
But what has happened does not stop because someone hopes that it did not happen.
Le Yi was right, he himself felt very disgusting.