39. Only I don't deserve it

Mo Zhen sent Leyi home, and when he arrived at the place, he wanted to get out of the car, but Mo Zhen stopped him and gave him a ticket.

"This Sunday, I'm going to perform."

The ticket was in front of him, and he didn't answer it, and he basically didn't say anything since he got into the car, and he expected that whatever he said now would not be what he wanted to hear for Mo Zhen.

This man got into a dead end, like an arrow off the string, only aimed at the small piece of red heart in the middle of the target, impartially, and shot anywhere else is a failure.

He clearly only wants one result, and all his actions are aimed at that result, blindly clinging.

No matter how much he corrected the wording, he couldn't erase the decision between the lines, and finally said with a sigh, "Mo Zhen, don't be on me, it's a waste of time." ”

Mo Zhen turned his head away from him, "I'm willing." ”

I was reluctant to take the ticket.

"Little stammer, I don't know, how many times I've been hurt by you, I'm a very impatient person, and I haven't seen anyone before, which makes me think, alas, it must be him, not him. It's you, it's just you, it's just that you're indifferent. ”

"Every time I am hurt by you, I think, I don't play with you anymore, so many people who are better than you are chasing after you, why hang yourself on you," Mo Zhen smiled, "But, when I see you, I just can't bear it, especially reluctant." ”

Willing to hang his head, like a child who has made a mistake and been disciplined, he looks at Mo Zhen lonely and uncomfortable, but when Mo Zhen said this, he had a sense of oppression that could not be resolved. If you don't like a person, no matter how much affection that person has, it's superfluous.

After being willing to get out of the car, Mo Zhen drove away, he had scenes in the afternoon and evening, and he was ready to hurry home to make up for sleep while it was still early, so as not to be in a bad state during filming.

When he got home, Xiao Luo called him and gossiped, "How was yesterday?" ”

Mo Zhen replied to him angrily, "It's not good." ”

"Do you have any skills, people have taken away nothing and have not done anything?"

"What for?" Mo Zhen scolded him, "What do you want?" What did you take me for? ”

"I'll go, what kind of innocent boy are you pretending to be here, there are fewer night games we have together." Xiao Luo scolded him, and he also really disliked him for being useless.

"I'm serious this time, you know what I mean?"

"When have you not been serious?"

Mo Zhenqi is so impressed in the eyes of others, no wonder he is willing to lose confidence in him, "I'm serious, this is true." ”

"Really, really, if you can take people down."

Fortunately, the word is too ambiguous, Mo Zhen gossiped about Xiao Luo in turn, "I still can't figure it out, what is the relationship between you fish in troubled waters, just say it directly, do you have a leg with Lin Qinghang." ”

"Yes." Xiao Luo is frank.

Mo Zhen quipped, "Xiao Daxing, your vigilance is too low, what if I record it, send you a random media, and you'll be finished." ”

"You have a bunch of handles in my hands, which of us is less vigilant?"

Mo Zhen was stunned, and pulled the topic back to himself, "He cheated? ”

Xiao Luo sneered, "It's not on track at all." ”

"What do you mean?"

"It means he's a scumbag."

Mo Zhen agrees with this, "What about you?" ”

"Heh," Xiao Luo confessed, "I've always been." ”

"I know myself very clearly."

"As if you weren't, you weren't very kind to Li Yang."

"Can you not talk about him," Mo Zhen disliked, "Besides, I don't have any scum, I didn't do anything." ”

"This is a saint, what kind of function is this, does it come with a purifying physique, why do you all fold him there one by two after his edification, and you are lost." Xiao Luo said sourly.

"Well, maybe it really has this function, I think he is very clean, and I feel purified when I see him."

"Stop, don't blow it up, it's really an angel again. By the way, did you confess to him? ”

Mo Zhen, who was still jogging with Xiao Luo, wilted suddenly, "I confess every day, I am rejected every day, and I am very firm when I go back, I doubt life, am I so unattractive?" Why don't you look down on me? I'm going to try again this Sunday's concert, but if it doesn't work, I'll cancel it......"

"Confessing in public? It's bold enough," the corners of Xiao Luo's mouth rose, "Speaking of which, leave me a concert ticket." ”

Happy to go out of the stall in the afternoon, he has to hurry to pay back Mo Zhen's money, this big stone has been pressed on his heart for too long, and he is willing to solve it as soon as possible.

After going home, I went to the supermarket, and when I went back, it was already dark, and when I arrived at the door, I suddenly saw a squatting round figure at the door, and my heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and someone happened to open the door, and I saw who it was through the light that came out.

Lin and Haze.

The little one squatted and fell asleep, head by little.

Leyi stepped forward and gently pushed Lin Hehao, but Lin Hehao didn't wake up, only hummed twice in a milky voice, and Leyi carried him directly into the room.

The little guy woke up now, stared at Leyi with wide eyes, then rubbed his eyes, and shouted uncertainly, "Lele? ”

Leyi smiled and rubbed his little curly hair, "How did you come?" ”

"I asked my father to send me here," Lin Yu pouted, his face full of grievances, "Lele, I miss you, don't you want me anymore?" Before the words fell, he wanted to cry, and was willing to hurry to appease, "I don't want you, I'm busy, I'm too busy." ”

The tears were forced back, and he was willing to ask, "Your father, what about people?" ”

"Dad sent me here and left, went to the hospital, and got an intravenous drip."

Drip? Could it be because it rained for a while yesterday afternoon? He just has a cold, Lin Qinghang is much stronger than him, and he actually wants to take a drip?

He didn't ask, but Xiaodouding loved to complain, and told Lin Qinghang's guilt by himself, "Dad is too much, he came back late every day, and he came back yesterday too, and he only came back in the middle of the night, and he was drenched, you see," spread his hands, "I have a fever." ”

"I waited for him last night, and I waited and waited, causing me to oversleep this morning and be late, and I was scolded by the teacher." After Lin and Hao finished speaking, they blinked their eyes and looked at Leyi, their faces were full of begging for comfort, and they kissed him willingly, "Good." ”

Lin Yu narrowed his eyes with satisfaction, "Lele, can I sleep with you tonight?" ”

"Yes."

Lin and Hazy sighed, and held their faces excitedly, "Can you eat Lele's fried rice?" ”

I haven't seen him for a while, and my heart melted when I saw the cute little bean Ding squeezing at me, "Yes." ”

The little one leaned over and kissed him.

Happy to take the little one to the living room to do his homework and then go to the kitchen to make dinner himself.

The little guy didn't inadvertently say "I didn't come back until midnight", but he was happy but heartfelt. Since I went back in the middle of the night, the fever must have been the reason for this, and it had nothing to do with the afternoon.

What can I do when I go back in the middle of the night?

The nightlife is really rich.

I'm willing to realize that I'm not a taste, and I can't wait to slap myself.

Still care. No matter how ruthless he said and how many times a day he reprimanded in his heart, he still cared.

When can Lin Qinghang be uprooted from his heart, and the slightest trace will be completely eliminated, and I am afraid that life will be much better than now.

But if this thing is really so easy to control, it won't be so helpless against Mo Zhen.

Fried rice, thinking about adding food to the small bean dice, went out to take the little bean out for a walk and bought a pile of cooked vegetables, the little guy wanted to eat chopped pepper fish head, happy to dislike it but still bought it, when eating the little bean diced into his bowl, willing to cry and laugh, "I, don't eat fish." ”

"Lele, you have changed," perhaps because he didn't get the praise he imagined, Lin and Hazy were aggrieved, "Lele used to love fish the most." ”

Happy to be stunned, although Lin Qinghang knows everything, but in the eyes of the little guy, he is still Chen Leyi.

"Lele didn't laugh often before," Xiaodouding took a bite of rice, muttered to himself, and came to his own conclusions, "However, I think Lele still laughs often, which is better-looking." ”

Willingly's heart softened for no reason.

Lin Qinghang came out of the hospital and didn't go home, and went straight to Leyi's side.

I didn't come to the door, I just parked downstairs, got out of the car, and looked at the bright lights in the house I was happy to live in.

The fever has not subsided, the whole person is scattered, the summer heat is rising, there are many mosquitoes and flies, and the smell of fermentation of garbage piled up in the corner is very uncomfortable.

But Lin Qinghang didn't leave, leaning on the telephone pole to smoke, one after another, and his throat hurt when he smoked.

He smoked more cigarettes these days than he had smoked in the previous twenty years combined, and he drank a lot of alcohol. No matter how strong a man is, the solution to his worries is nothing more than tobacco Du Kang, even if it is ineffective.

He stayed in the cemetery for a long time yesterday, and Mo Zhen's phone call completely defeated him, he didn't care what he said, he cared about this person, and he appeared again and again by Leyi's side, as a guardian.

He can't fight, people like to be innocent and upright, but he is a guilty person with bad deeds. So I was ashamed and even more embarrassed.

The rain was so heavy that the cemetery in the middle of the night was unimaginably gloomy, but he was like that, leaning on the monument, and it was raining all the time.

I didn't go back until midnight.

Lin and Hazy were making a fuss to find happiness, crying and making trouble on the way out of school, Lin Qinghang had to send him over, but he didn't dare to come to the door, just sent the little guy here and left.

Anyone can get close to him, but he can't.

Realizing this, Lin Qinghang's cigarette smoked even more fiercely.

I don't know how long I stayed downstairs, there was a circle of cigarette butts at my feet, and the people who came and went changed wave after wave, and I also answered a call from Xiao Luo halfway, the person emphasized as always yin and yang, saying that he wanted to give himself a gift, Lin Qinghang was already feverish and dizzy, and he didn't have the heart to deal with him at all, so he hung up the phone with a few random words.

Later, he couldn't hold it anymore and got into the car to take a nap before leaving.

Willing to get along with Lin and Hazy is very pleasant, the little guy is not too well-behaved, he is like a little devil, but he is very obedient in front of Leyi, obedient is not good, and his small appearance is particularly painful. Sticking to him, he slept peacefully all night, and when he woke up the next day, he was ready to take his little things to the breakfast shop for breakfast.

When I went downstairs, I saw Lin Qinghang's car.

It was the same situation last time, and I didn't think much about it, thinking that Lin Qinghang was coming to pick up Xiaodouding to school, so I took Xiaodouding over, and wanted to tell him to take the child to finish breakfast before going to school, but when I got closer, Lin Qinghang was closed with his eyes closed, frowning, and there was obvious pain between his eyebrows.

Willing to be a little confused, he knocked on the car window, the people inside did not react, he increased his strength, and Lin Qinghang slowly opened his eyes.

He smiled when he saw Leyi, but this smile was very weak, and Leyi always felt that something was wrong when he saw it.

Xiao Douding probably didn't expect Lin Qinghang to come so early, he was very surprised, opened the car door, went to pull Lin Qinghang, and said excitedly, "Dad, let's go have breakfast together!" ”

Lin Qinghang cheered up and smiled at him, "Okay." ”

Xiao Douding exclaimed, "Dad, you're here so early." ”

Lin Qinghang didn't speak, just smiled bitterly, Lin and Hazy took Lin Qinghang's hand, and the other hand was happy enough, but it wasn't enough for a long time, and turned to look at Leyi, but saw Leyi's face solemn.

Leyi bit his lip and stepped forward to probe Lin Qinghang's forehead, and sure enough, it was scary.