On the first page of the diary, Lee Sung-ryong's diary was recorded very little, only a few sentences explaining where he was going and what he was doing, but he did not explain the reason, so that Pani, who was watching from the side, couldn't see what was going on, but Kim Tae-yeon was stunned as if he was caught in some memory.

The thick journal seemed to have been sitting for a while, and the pages were already showing signs of starting to change color, and there were some ...... Pucker?

Kim Tae-yeon's nails caress these dot-shaped folds, and only tears will form such shapes, such folds.

Although the diary record on the first page is very short, this page is full of words, because Li Shenglong wrote a song there.

Taeyeon's fingertips swiped over Lee Sung-ryong's neat Korean characters.

Time wears constant thoughts, still in the past.

The poignant changes are not far away.

For another 10,000 years, my affection will not change.

Love, spreading like a fire.

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Looking back, I never went far.

Your gaze will not change in this life.

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Kim Taeyeon sang the lyrics softly, recalling that day when he was secretly told by Yin Zhiyuan, it turned out that Lee Sung-ryong was going to sneak away, but fortunately, he was able to hide behind a pillar and watch him at the last moment, silently watching him.

In the end, I couldn't help but call and question, and got a reply.

It was because Li Shenglong was too happy and happy to be with him, and he chose to leave quietly if he couldn't help but stay.

Kim Tae-yeon woke up with a tissue wiping her eyes with a tissue, only to find Pani wiping her tears with a tissue.

"Huh? Thank you, Pani. He took the tissue and rubbed Pani affectionately to show his gratitude.

Pani narrowed his eyes happily, and the crooked crescent moon appeared, but asked a little worriedly, "What happened just now?" ”

"Ani, it's nothing, it's just that I remembered some things from the past and felt a little touched." Taeyeon smiled, not specifying.

"What? What is it? Tell me about it. Pani pleaded as she tugged at Taeyeon's sleeve.

"Why! Why do I have to tell you! Who are you mine? Taeyeon wrinkled her nose and pretended to be vicious, but she didn't know that she was completely cute and cute.

Pani pursed her lips and tugged at Taeyeon's sleeve dissatisfiedly, "What, aren't we very close friends?" Don't even say that? ”

"It's so capricious to have a secret, hen~~" Taeyeon looked up with a nice smile, arrogant.

Pani ignored her and flipped straight to the second page of the diary.

January 27, 2104, fine.

I returned to my motherland, where I had never met, and since I was born, I have been growing up in Hannan, and I have been educated in Hannan, and everything has to do with Hannan, but every time I say that I am from Hannan, my father will beat me, scold me, and tell me in a serious tone that I am from China.

I have always felt that I am not much different from other children, but I don't have a mother and lack maternal love.

But my father's decision to go his own way made me a Chinese nationality all my life, and there was a period of ignorance for a period of time, and I actually resented my father.

Now that I think about it, it's all as naïve and ridiculous as Prabhu!

How good China is, it is my father's homeland!

After sleeping in a strange bed that was not very comfortable for a night, I finally arrived at my father's hometown after 4 hours of fatigue, Lixiang in Sanjin, Xi County.

Xi County is not my father's hometown, and I had to drive through an uneven mountain road and drive into the mountains to get there.

There...... Is it a simple place? Fine? Small village?

Very dilapidated house, very poor place, even to buy a lighter have to walk a short way to the convenience store in the larger village next door to buy, ah, forgot, in Huaxia, it was not called a convenience store, it was called a store?

Interesting name!

I forgot how long it was, looking at the dilapidated houses and the places overgrown with weeds, I remembered the days when I was a child in the countryside of Gaoyang, and the life of those days was almost impossible to remember, and the only feeling was.

Terrible time!

While I think about it, I want to record it, Uncle and Aunt Quan, who often took care of me when I was a child, thank you, I almost completely forgot your kindness, sin!

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January 28, 2104, sunny day! (Painted with a fiery sun)

Today is the day for my father to confess his ancestors and be buried.

25 years old, ah, Huaxia is 24 years old here, a year younger than himself, living to this day, only to know that Huaxia's funeral burial so much effort, fortunately there are enthusiastic villagers to help, and I am sincerely grateful to these villagers who are a lot older.

Some of them were their father's classmates, and some were their father's childhood friends, and when they heard the news of their father's departure, they all sighed and wept with regret.

Is this the simplicity of the Chinese countryside?

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On January 31, 2104, it was dark.

I lived alone in a cleaned-up old house for a few days.

Aside from the discomfort of the first night, I found myself liking it later.

The people here are very nice, very helpful and know how to share.

It's simple, and it's fun to live every day.

They like to listen to the songs I sing and say they have a lot of taste.

I met a lot of little kids in open crotch pants who pestered me to sing every day.

I learned some strange mountain dialects, and the meaning was also very interesting.

Unconsciously, I was attracted by these innocence and beauty.

However, today I am leaving, because I am going to serve.

So, it's early in the morning, and I'm going to leave quietly, hoping that the rhubarb next door won't bark, for fear of waking up the others.

Actually, I wrote 'again'?

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February 1, 2104, fine.

I finally enlisted in the army today, as a new soldier, I actually skipped the training process of the recruit reserve and successfully enlisted in the army, I have to say, it is really strange, this point, from introducing me to the same period...... Students? No, colleague? No, no, comrade-in-arms?!

I guess it's called a comrade-in-arms.

When I introduced myself, my comrades-in-arms looked at me with strange expressions, not only them, but also the instructor in charge looked at me strangely.

It's annoying!

I'm not a rare animal, I'm just a Chinese, that kind of vision is really annoying!

I just don't know if they're the same as their classmates when they were kids? Don't know if they have malicious intent?

My heart seems to be ready to be on guard!

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February 8, 2104, fine.

Taeyeon, I miss you.

I've been in the army for a week, and I've started to miss you, how will I live my life in the future?

A week passed quickly, and life in the army was a little different from what I imagined.

There's a lot of physical training every day, and there are classes, and there's also a political course? Brainwashing, right?

For seven days, I didn't feel a little bit of rapport, they kind of rejected me, it was the same feeling as when I was a child, no one wanted to talk to me, just because I grew up in a foreign country?

Why do this to me?

Am I going to isolate them again?

But my father wants me to do a good job, so I can only go up to my scalp, right?

In order to fit in with them, I think I have to change myself and adapt to this environment instead of waiting for it to adapt to me.

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February 14, 2104, cloudy.

Taeyeon, today is Valentine's Day in the West, it seems to be a beautiful day, in this strange place in the ministry, it is actually a sunny day with very stable weather, and the sun is very vicious, it is rare that today is a cloudy day, and it is Valentine's Day, so I feel full of energy all day today.

Write a happy Valentine's Day that you can't see, forgive me for not being able to buy you a gift, sorry.

Forgive me for not being able to go shopping with you, sorry.

Forgive me for not being able to eat with you, sorry.

What can be done today is that the phone that can only be used for a long time can make a 10-minute call to you, at the cost of relatively expensive international calls.

If you read this diary, you will understand why it was Valentine's Day, and I was having Sorry Day, I was sorry!

I didn't tell you on the phone that I was in trouble!

We had a fight together!!

Because a senior soldier asked us to wash clothes, quilts, and sheets, not just one, but all the things of their company!

"All? Unreasonable! ”

The comrades-in-arms all said something like that.

Maybe Han Nan paid more attention to the predecessor system, it turned out that the Chinese people didn't like the predecessor system very much, so some people resisted, and then ......

I was beaten, and then, we beat up that senior.

As for the later ...... They beat us up too!

And it's a big deal!

However, thanks to the fight, those comrades-in-arms don't have that kind of indifference to me, is this considered a lack of acquaintance?

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Unconsciously, Kim Taeyeon and Pani actually read the diaries for more than ten days in one go, and if it weren't for Xiao Xiayan jumping up and calling the two of them to go down for supper, it is estimated that they would continue to read it.

"Huh? Xia Yan? Having a late-night snack? Okay, let's go down. Kim Taeyeon closed the diary under Ha Yeon's puzzled gaze, put the key away, and then pulled Pani to go downstairs with Ha Yeon to eat.

The two girls looked weird, thinking about the things in Li Shenglong's diary.

"Huh? What's wrong? Worried? Pani too! Mother Jin saw the strangeness of the two and asked out loud.

"Huh? Ani, it's okay! Taeyeon came back to her senses and quickly denied it, and then she saw the supper on the table, eh......

It seems a little, too hearty, right?

Spicy fried rice cakes, red bean balls, lotus root cakes, fried noodles, fish cakes, etc., and boiled smooth porridge.

The plates are full of food, and it feels like I have worked all night and never slept all night.

"So much? You don't really eat until dawn, do you? Jin Zhiyong, who had just gotten off, was also startled and asked in disbelief.

Taeyeon and Pani also nodded in agreement, although it is delicious and likes to eat, but it is impossible to eat all night, they are still girls, and they also need body management!

"Ani! After eating, I can go to sleep when the time is up, and I can just clean up these things. Mother Kim shook her head and explained.

From ancient times to the present day, there is no need to really stay up all night to keep vigil, just survive the most difficult two or three o'clock.

"Oba, sleeping?" There was still some time left before the end of the New Year's Celebration, so Taeyeon picked up her phone and sent a message to Lee Sung-yong.

In fact, it's just a matter of luck, I don't know if he's keeping the New Year, or going to play a game?