Although she successfully gained Kangxi's trust and commitment, Nian Xilan was not only not half happy in her heart, but gradually fell into a deep disgust with herself. Nian Xilan recalled that she had used and deceived Kangxi from the beginning of her rebirth to the present, and suddenly found that she didn't know when she had become the kind of woman she once hated the most. Only talk about the purpose, no sincerity, do not believe in the truth. In order to achieve their own goals, they can deceive everyone, even themselves, by any means.

Nian Xilan knew that although she had shown complete trust and dependence on Kangxi on the surface, she still couldn't break the layers of walls she had built over the years. If she trusts Kangxi, she will not bury the things that bother her deep in her heart, and she has never mentioned half a sentence to Kangxi. No matter how painful and hesitant it was, she would suffer it silently alone. Because, in her heart, she has always thought that what she can really rely on has never been the emperor of the Qing Dynasty, nor the husband who takes good care of her, but only herself.

However, even if she deceived and hinted at herself, this was the life she wanted, but Nian Xilan was still very unhappy, and even felt unprecedented frustration. Whenever she looked at Kangxi's doting gaze, Nian Xilan's heart seemed to be split in half by a sharp sword, and she was so happy that she couldn't wait to immediately rush into Kangxi's arms to pour out her heartfelt feelings to him; On the other hand, he kept telling himself in his heart that the lessons of the past are not far away, and he must not believe in any ridiculous love again, and lose his life with his children.

Nian Xilan knew that her heart was sick, and she was not lightly ill. Despite the daily fine clothes and food in the Rehe Palace and the picturesque scenery, Nian Xilan still lost weight rapidly. She knew she had to see the children as soon as possible. As long as she sees three treasures who love her life and cherish them, she can regain the direction of her life, abandon those charming thoughts that should not be there, and take the path she should take wholeheartedly.

Nian Xilan finally couldn't help the longing and strong desire in her heart, and told Kangxi about her longing for Yinxi, Yuening and Yinhu, and begged Kangxi to take her back to the Forbidden City to visit the children. However, Kangxi, who has always loved Nian Xilan, did not agree to Nian Xilan's request this time, but used Mulan Qiuqiu as an excuse to tell Nian Xilan that she needed to wait until after Qiu Xilan before she could drive back to the palace.

Nian Xilan was very disappointed in her heart, but she also knew that Mulan Qiuqiu was a major event of the country, and Kangxi often used Mulan Qiuqiu to summon the Mongolian princes, which had a non-negligible role in the stability of the Qing Dynasty, and it was impossible to cancel it because of her concubine's wishes.

With the construction of the summer resort, Kangxi often spends about half a year in Chengde, and many important military and political affairs, national diplomacy and other government affairs are handled here. Therefore, Kangxi's intention to order her to live until Qiuqiu and then return to the Forbidden City with her is understandable.

Nian Xilan suddenly found that she seemed to be trapped in a terrible trap, and she could no longer find the way she came, so she could only grope her way forward in the darkness in an unknown direction.

Kangxi has always been extremely attentive to Nian Xilan, even though Nian Xilan covered it up well, Kangxi still saw the flaws. He was surprised to find that in the face of the great favor he had given, in addition to joy and gratitude, there was a faint sense of guilt and uneasiness in Nian Xilan's clear eyes. This discovery made Kangxi's heart seem to be pinched tightly by an invisible hand, obviously there was no severe pain, but it was as sad as suffocation.

After retiring from the dynasty, the distraught Kangxi sat alone on the dragon chair of the Jingcheng Palace, his brows were tightly locked, staring uncertainly at the royal blue brocade decorated with the hidden valley Zhilan embroidered by Nian Xilan in his hand, and carefully recalled the various past events that had happened since he met Nian Xilan, and only after a long time did he spit out a breath of turbidity.

Kangxi stroked the corners of his forehead, shook his head and chuckled: "What a powerful little girl, she even knows how to play fake and be true than me." Obviously, I remembered everything, and I missed the children so much in my heart, but I would rather continue to pretend to be ignorant and amnesia, and I would rather tell the truth frankly. It seems that Lan'er still doesn't believe in me in her heart......"

Kangxi caressed the orchids swaying in the wind on the Jinpa, suddenly tightened his five fingers, held the Jinpa firmly in his palm, and didn't mind leaving stripes of unsmoothed folds on the Jinpa, the deep and dark phoenix eyes flashed, the thin lips were slightly raised, and the deep voice was soft like a spring breeze in March, but it was full of frightening obsession and possessiveness, "I didn't want to embarrass Lan'er, I just wanted Lan'er to be like other concubines, just like other concubines, to stay by my side and accompany me." However, now that Lan'er has provoked me, how can I allow you to stay out of the matter? Lan'er is so tired that I am moved, and I can't let you continue to act in front of me with a mask...... Compared with the graceful body that is unique in the world, I care more about Lan'er's warm and vivid but mysterious heart...... I'm really curious, what is the secret that can make Lan'er, who loves children more than her life, prefer not to see her children, but also to guard? ”

Kangxi lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then summoned the secret guard and commanded in a deep voice: "I want to see the Lin family tonight, you go and arrange it, don't alarm anyone, especially the fourth elder brother." ”

The Dark Guard nodded in agreement, and immediately took the order.

Kangxi thought of the pills that Yinzhen ordered people to put into Lin's diet that the dark guard exchanged for a tonic to nourish his body some time ago, and after Liu Shengfang's investigation, these pills were actually drugs that could make people lose their memory. The effect of this drug is particularly domineering, if the dosage is too large, it will make the person who takes the drug lose his memory, and even become an idiot with a mind like a child.

Kangxi pondered the reason for Nian Xilan's amnesia, and when he thought that Nian Xilan was most likely also fed this harmful drug by Yinzhen, his forehead was bruised, and a monstrous anger surged in his heart.

Ruxi has been very happy in recent days, although Yinzhen did not immediately pamper her, but she has already begun to order the imperial doctor to recuperate her body, which can be described as kind and pleasant to her, and almost crooked the mouth of the Shufu Jin Wu clan. Regardless of whether Yinzhen treated her well out of sincerity, or was forced by Kangxi's power to change his attitude towards her, Ruxi actually didn't care. As long as things can go in the direction she wants, so that she can get a satisfactory result. As for how the process goes, who cares?

That night, Ruxi was trying on the bra she had just made, and she was satisfied to see the pink brocade tightly wrapping her round and delicate breasts, and she couldn't help but feel very proud. Even some ill-intentioned imagined that Nian Xilan's deformed and sagging breasts after giving birth were a little more satisfied with their figure.

Ruxi Gufang admired herself for a long time, just put on a light pink bedclothes, went to bed beautifully, and fell asleep with infinite expectations for the future, but did not notice that the incense burning in the hall exuded a light fragrance that was different from the past.

When I woke up, I found myself in a strange palace, and the bed under me was soft and comfortable, exuding a faint fragrance. And at the table not far from the bed, there was a tall man. This person has a majestic complexion, a noble complexion, phoenix eyes and thin lips, handsome and elegant, and a royal blue imperial dress is even more majestic, and he is the current Emperor Kangxi.

Kangxi was sipping tea unhurriedly at this time, and when he heard Ruxi getting up, he only cast an indifferent glance at Ruxi, and without saying a word, Ruxi's cheeks instantly turned red.

Ruxi saw that Kangxi actually risked being criticized by the courtiers and the people, and took her to this secret palace in the middle of the night, she couldn't help but feel a little heartbeat, her heart was full of excitement and joy that her dream was about to come true, but her face still pretended to be panicked, and she pulled the brocade quilt on her body uneasily, and asked timidly in a low voice: "Your Majesty, it's late tonight, I obviously slept in the Cool Hall of the Heatless Cool just now, why did I come here?" ”

Kangxi saw that Ruxi once again disregarded the rules and complimented him and me, he sneered in his heart, but said lightly on his face: "I have some questions in my heart, and I want to ask you clearly in person." ”

Ruxi glanced at Kangxi shyly, and promised softly with a red cheek: "The emperor just asks." Ruxi naturally knows everything and says everything. ”

Kangxi only felt very tired when he saw Ruxi's shy appearance, and he didn't bother to go around in circles with her, so he asked bluntly: "In the Zhuangzi on the outskirts of the capital, is it true that you serve the imperial concubine closely?" Kangxi's tone was a little stern, and he did not hide the suspicion in his heart.

Ruxi was stunned for a moment, his mind was racing, and a thought suddenly surged uncontrollably in his heart: Since Kangxi was already suspicious of Nian Xilan and Yinzhen, why did he accompany the two to die together? The top priority, in addition to picking herself out as soon as possible, can she use this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to completely eradicate her biggest competitor, Nian Xilan, so that she has no chance to turn over? Once this thought arises, it takes root in Ruxi's heart, and it is difficult to pull it out.

Ruxi only felt that one of her hearts seemed to jump out of her throat, she couldn't help clenching her fists, trying her best to make her tone calmer, and replied respectfully: "I did serve the imperial concubine closely......" After finishing speaking, she lowered her head deeply, her slender body trembled slightly, and she obviously looked terrified.

"Presumptuous!" Kangxi scolded angrily, and his cold voice was full of undisguised killing intent, "The crime of bullying the king should be punished." Aren't you afraid of death? ”

Ruxi's body trembled even more, like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind, making a look that although she was very scared, she still didn't forget to defend Yinzhen, and boldly defended Yinzhen: "I can't complain about this matter!" It was the imperial concubine who seduced the prince first...... In her previous life, she was the side of the prince, and she held a grudge against the prince because of the matter of the heir, and she tried every means to aspire to the prince in her first life. That's why he deliberately tempted the prince to do things with her, wanting to ruin the prince's future! The prince was framed by the imperial concubine from beginning to end, and he was innocent! Please Emperor Mingjian! 166 Reading Network