Chu Yan

Chu Yan stood at the gate of the prison in Z City, he wore a sportswear today, and stood quietly with a hat, fifteen years of time made him more mature and handsome, and the last trace of immaturity gradually disappeared in life.

After waiting for a long time, I saw the small door under the heavy gate being opened from the inside, and a man who looked old and haggard came out of it, he only carried a shabby canvas bag, followed by a middle-aged prison guard, the prison guard didn't know what to say, and saw the man nodding all the time.

Chu Yan looked at the man, only to feel that his nose was sour and his eyes were red, in his memory, his father had always been high-spirited, like the safest iron wall that had always protected him, but now he found that his father was old.

Taking a deep breath, Chu Yan walked towards his father step by step, Chu's father looked at his son in disbelief, but saw that his son suddenly knelt down when he was less than a meter away from him, Chu Yan couldn't help crying anymore, "Dad! ”

The prison guard looked at the scene in front of him, stepped back, and recognized Chu Yan after a careful look, after all, the younger generations of his family liked Chu Yan very much, and Chu Yan never concealed that he had a father who had committed a crime, but he didn't expect it to be on his side, no wonder someone sent a lot of things to Father Chu every month.

Chu's father burst into tears instantly, and threw the bag at his feet to pull his son, "Good boy...... The child ...... "couldn't cry for a while."

For so many years, what he was most worried about was this son, thinking of such a large amount of debt, thinking that his son had just entered college, Chu's father was tormented in his heart, he wanted to know the news of his wife and son every day, but he was afraid to know this every day, he knew that his wife and son would have a bad time, and he was afraid that they would hate him.

When he first went to prison, life was not easy, and he didn't send anything to his home until the third month, but no one brought him any news from home, and every month later, someone would send him something, mostly for food, and later it was getting better and better, and he also saw his son, although his son looked good and dressed well, but he found that his son had lost weight, not only that, but he also did not have the original sharpness, and his hands were much rougher.

I'm afraid that my son's life was not good earlier, so he only sent things and didn't dare to come to see him, but now that he is better, he dares to meet him and let him not worry.

But he has never seen his wife, his wife is good at everything, but her character is weak, and he doesn't dare to ask if his son doesn't mention it, he would rather his wife abandon his son and remarry, but he doesn't want to think about another possibility.

In fact, Chu's father thought well, Chu Yan did odd jobs everywhere at the beginning, and the pressure of life and the pressure of those debts made him breathless, so he could only save money and try to send some things to his father, and later signed with Hua Cheng, Hua Cheng paid back all their debts, and began to make preparations for him to condition his body, Chu Yan dared to come to see his father, but he just told his father to rest assured that he had paid off all the debts outside, and he ...... Waiting outside for my father to come back.

Chu Yan never knew how to tell his father about his mother, and thanks to so many years, his father never asked. I'm afraid my father knows it in his own heart.

After Chu's father pulled Chu Yan up, Chu Yan didn't care about patting the ashes on his trouser legs, but bent down to pick up the canvas bag, thanked the prison guards, and took his father into the car.

After paying off the debt owed to the company, he spent money to buy back the house of their family back then, and redecorated it according to his memory, even if his current income can buy more and better houses, but the home in his heart is only the original one, and Chu Yan will donate a sum of money every year, which can be regarded as his atonement for his father.

Chu Yan came to greet the company in advance this time, and he didn't want his father to be exposed, because that kind of life would make his father uneasy when he had just been released from prison.

On the way, Chu Yan didn't know how to tell his father about his mother's suicide, but Chu's father saw his son's appearance, held his hand and patted him, "When I go back, I want to watch your show for so many years." ”

Chu Yan said, "I'll accompany you." He deliberately asked for a long time off, during this time the company will not arrange a job for him, if he can, he also wants to accompany his father around, in prison for nearly 20 years, his father is afraid that he will drink social disconnection, he specially consulted a psychologist, the psychologist said that at this time, what they need is more companionship and understanding from their families.

Father Chu said, "Okay." ”

Chu Yan moved his lips, Chu's father was reluctant to embarrass his son, "I'll go back and see your mother." ”

"Dad......" Chu Yan didn't know what to say.

Father Chu smiled, "I have been married to your mother for so many years, can I not know what kind of character she is?" I thought I could stand in front of you mother and son until you were independent, but I didn't expect ...... Forget it, don't mention these things, I've suffered you all these years, don't blame your mother, she ...... That's what she does. ”

Because she is kind and weak, even if she has a son, she can't persevere.

Chu Yan said, "Don't blame my mother, it's me...... Didn't notice that the mother's mood was wrong. ”

Father Chu held his son's hand, sighed and said, "When you go home, accompany me to see your mother...... She likes lilies the most. ”

Chu Yan said, "Okay." ”

Chu's father didn't want his son to be uncomfortable anymore, "I haven't congratulated you yet, you have won so many awards." ”

Chu Yan is a well-deserved actor, and even the second actor to win an international award after Ye Jingming, that is an indescribable glory, many companies came to poach at the beginning, and even many people speculated that Chu Yan would come out to open a studio and work alone, at most under Hua Cheng, I never thought that Chu Yan would stay in Hua Cheng from his debut to now, and he had no other thoughts at all, except for Hua Cheng's plays, he almost didn't accept other companies. Even with Chu Yan's coffee position, he was willing to make a cameo appearance in a TV series.

Grace.

It is the evaluation of people who know Chu Yan's past about him, and no one will dislike such a grateful person.

In fact, Chu Yan also has Huacheng's shares in his hand, which was given to him by Yu Ning when he got the first domestic actor, but this kind of attention made Chu Yan grateful, so even if he won the international actor now, he still has no idea of standing on his own.

Chu Yan said, "It's all Sister Yu's cultivation. ”

"Sister Yu?" Father Chu looked at his son, "Is it your boss?" ”

Chu Yan said, "It's my agent, and now I'm the president of Huacheng." ”

Father Chu hesitated and asked, "By the way, do you have a girlfriend?" ”

Chu Yan said, "Not yet." ”

Father Chu looked at Chu Yan and asked, "Do you like ......?"

The latter words were not said, Chu Yan was stunned for a moment before saying, "Sister Yu is married." ”

Father Chu looked at his son's expression, and in the end he didn't say anything more, and he was not qualified to say anything about his son's life.

Chu Yan lowered his eyes slightly, he knew what his father wanted to ask, did he like Yu Ning, did he like it? Chu Yan actually didn't know it himself, but he knew that he would never like a girl with a personality like his mother, and the girl he wanted was the kind of person who could survive and live with his children even if he had an accident.

Like Yu Ning? Maybe she likes it, after all, she has all his ideal girl looks.

Chu Yan has also had a few girlfriends, both in the circle and outside the circle, but they all unconsciously compare them with Yu Ning, and the final result is that he has been single so far.

When he arrived at home, Father Chu looked at the familiar and unfamiliar place, and he didn't dare to move forward.

Chu Yan helped Chu's father, the driver followed behind with his bag, Chu Yan said gently, "Dad, let's go home." ”

"Yes, go home." Father Chu suddenly walked quickly inside, staggered, and continued to run inside without waiting for Chu Yan to pass.

When he pushed open the room on the second floor where he and his wife were at the beginning, looking at the posthumous photo of his wife inside, he couldn't help but break down and cry anymore, he hugged the photo and cried like a child.

Chu Yan stood at the door, stood for a long time before quietly closing the door, the driver put the luggage on the first floor and didn't dare to come up, after Chu Yan let people leave, he went into the kitchen to make porridge for his father.

He actually envied the relationship between his parents, and if he hadn't loved him too deeply, his mother would not have died so resolutely.

Chu Yan, who grew up watching his parents' feelings since he was a child, has a different kind of attachment to love, that kind of life and death are inseparable, but with diametrically opposite expectations, even if he dies, he hopes that his lover can live strongly, these two thoughts make Chu Yan always look forward to love and doubt the other half.

I'm afraid he will be doomed to be alone for the rest of his life.

When the father's side is settled, he will go abroad to find a surrogate, preferably a pair of twins, and the two children will not be lonely when they grow up together.

And then what? After his father is old-age and his children are raised, what will he do?

Chu Yan felt that he had passed the age of expectation, when something had just happened at home, how much he hoped that when he woke up, these were all fake, he was still sleeping at home, his gentle mother was cooking, and his father was reading the newspaper on the sofa.

But every time I woke up, I was in the cold and damp basement, calculating how to save money to send something good to my father in prison, and how to pay off those debts.

Gradually, Chu Yan had no expectations.

And now? Can he look forward to it again? Turning his head to look at his father, who had already washed and changed his clothes, except for the redness and swelling of his eyes, his father looked pretty good.

Father Chu looked at his son in the kitchen, where were they willing to let his son do this, "I'll come, you go to the rest meeting." ”

"It's fine." Chu Yan put down the spoon and said with a smile, "Dad, you go to watch TV or newspapers, and you can eat in a while." ”

Father Chu answered, but didn't leave, just watched his son's skillful movements.

Chu Yan turned to look at his father, smiled and said, "After all, I am an actor, and I can't eat some big oil and meat, so I slowly learned to cook by myself according to what the nutritionist said." ”

This is true, when he was in debt, he was in the mood to cook for himself, and he was so particular that the money was not enough to spend, but after signing Huacheng, he gradually learned, and his life became more and more exquisite, not for enjoyment, but to ensure his health and photogenic appearance.

"I don't know if Dad can get used to it." Chu Yan found the vegetables and washed them, "I eat less oil and less salt, and the doctor also said that it is healthier, if you are really not used to eating Dad, tell me." ”

"Habit." Father Chu hurriedly said, as long as it is made by Chu Yan himself, where is there anything he is not used to, even if he is allowed to eat raw things, he is used to it, "Is it hard to be an actor?" ”

"Hard work is hard work." Chu Yan didn't mean to hide it, "But this is my dream since I was a child, and the company is also very good, and there are no pickled things." "When he first became popular, it wasn't that no one beat him, and he was slapped back by Yu Ning, this is her people, and no one can force him unless he is willing.

Resource?

Yu Ning has never lacked resources at hand.

Background?

Yu Ning's backstage is hard enough.

Fund?

Joke, Yu Ning will not lack money if he lacks anything, even if he doesn't talk about Ye Jingming, even Yu Ning's own money is enough, not to mention that countless people want to invest and make money with money.

After a few times, everyone knew in their hearts that Huacheng's artists could not be provoked, unless those artists were sent to the door by themselves.

It's not that there are those who want to take shortcuts, and the company won't stop it. The road was chosen by himself, and in the end, he cried and walked on his own.

Over the years, there have been people who can't resist the temptation to be poached by other companies, Huacheng has never been embarrassed, as long as the liquidated damages are paid, they will not force people to stay, but the ones who are really poached are some who are just red or have not yet become popular, and the kind of people who are really popular will not leave at all.

Because they know that although Huacheng is not absolutely fair internally, it is much fairer than the entertainment industry outside, and people with acting skills, ability and hard work will naturally have more resources.

There is also a kind of person who will never change jobs after coming to Huacheng, that is, the artists that Huacheng recruited from other companies, after they have endured hardships, they naturally have ideas in their hearts, at least as long as Huacheng works hard, they will have a bright day, they don't have to do things they don't like, they don't have to fall in love, and they can't make it public, because Huacheng has given enough protection.

Even if you offend someone, as long as you are reasonable, then Hua Cheng will help support you.

After bringing the prepared meal, Chu Yan said, "Do you like it, Dad?" ”

Father Chu looked at this table of dishes and pursed his lips, two of them were his original favorites, and they were also the best made by his wife, "I like it, I like it." ”

Chu Yan asked Father Chu to sit down, served him porridge himself, and said, "If you like it, it's fine." ”

Father Chu shook his hand and took a chopstick dish, put it in his mouth and cherished it, the taste of the dish was a little light, but he thought it was delicious, he had never eaten such a delicious thing.

After eating a meal, Chu's father hurriedly went to clean up, Chu Yan didn't stop him, but started on the side, and introduced his father to the kitchen by the way, "In the past few years, I have missed the lo noodles made by your father, and I don't have that taste when I make it myself or buy it outside." ”

As soon as he heard Chu Yan's words, Father Chu smiled and said, "Then I'll do it for you tonight." ”

"Dad, you have a good rest today." Chu Yan saw that his father was washing the dishes directly, and did not say that there was a dishwasher at home, but accompanied his father and said, "Tomorrow at noon, and then I will make a vegetable soup." ”

Where did Father Chu not agree, Chu Yan continued, "When we finish lunch, we will go to the grave of our mother together." ”

"Okay." Father Chu answered.

Chu's father got up early the next morning, and originally wanted to make breakfast for his son, but found that his son had woken up and was exercising in the yard, Chu Yan smiled and said hello when he saw his father, and after the two of them had breakfast, Chu Yan drove around with his father with sunglasses, this is a rich area, even if someone recognizes Chu Yan, they will not go too far around, and some ask for an autograph and take a photo.

Chu's father made the lo mein that Chu Yan wanted to eat at noon, and he deliberately made it lighter, but he hadn't cooked for too many years, so it was inevitable that he would be rusty, but Chu Yan ate very happily, he ate two plates, and after eating and resting for a while, the two of them went to the cemetery with the prepared things.

When Chu's mother just died, the family was poor, and this cemetery was bought by Chu Yan after making money, so his mother's urn was moved.

Looking at his wife's photo, Chu's father knelt down and touched her smiling face with trembling hands, "I'm here, our son is fine...... He grew up. ”

I'm coming......

Chu Yan listened to these three words, knelt beside his father, handed the lily in his arms to his father, and his father put it in front of the tomb with his own hand and then held Chu Yan's hand and said, "Wife, you wait for me for a few more years, and I will accompany my son to accompany you again." ”

"Dad." Chu Yan wanted to say something, but looking at his father's appearance, he didn't know what to say.

Father Chu smiled, "Don't worry, I still have to help you take care of the child, what your mother can't do, I will help her do it." ”

Chu Yan responded, looking at his mother's photo, and the last bit of resentment dissipated.