20. I don't want to
Ying's Group's first advertising auction was scheduled for a month later.
And during this month, the most important thing for Shiyuan is to prepare for the tournament.
It is an indisputable fact that Shi Yuan's world ranking has dropped, and she does not have such a good mentality when she is "cool" against the big tree of Ying's Group.
She wanted to stop from participating in the tournament, but who would bear the ensuing slander?
After the advertisement came out, some people would still point at her and say that this woman used to be a world champion, but it seems that her ranking has been falling recently.
People are like this, you got 70 points this time, and you will be praised for 90 points next time;
But if you get 90 points this time, you will be asked to get a perfect score next time.
Having higher expectations for people standing on high places is an inevitable psychological drive.
So for a few days in a row, Shi Yuan kept himself at home and studied chess games, but the more she wanted to calm down, the more she had no choice, and she was too anxious, Shi Yuan thought of Doctor Gao Ji who Xu Banxia introduced to her last time.
After calling Dr. Gao and getting a reply with time, Shi Yuan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
But she found that she didn't know what to ask Dr. Gao.
Now her problem doesn't seem to lie with Ji Ran at all, but with Ying Ting.
She rudely wanted to cut off the relationship with Ying Ting and Ying Jia, but unconsciously she was even more entangled, like a wisteria in the summer corridor, accompanied by each other, and could not be separated lightly.
Ying Ting? What the hell is to yourself.
This was the first time that Shi Yuan had seriously thought about it after they had been married for so long.
But the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't get the answer, she couldn't be indifferent to what Ying Ting did, her mind told herself that you should be grateful, you should try to respond to Ying Ting, but her heart was still foggy, and she couldn't explore the deepest part of her heart.
When he was constantly struggling, Shi Yuan saw Dr. Gao Ji again, I don't know if the world is too small or this circle of his own is too small, Shi Yuan met a half acquaintance in the clinic who he hadn't seen for a long time.
Shi Yuan was hesitating whether to say hello, after all, when he saw people in the hospital, he asked each other, "You are also coming to see a doctor?" "It's weird to have such a conversation, especially in the psychiatric clinic.
Before he could get entangled for a while, Gao Ji saw Shi Yuan hiding half of his body behind the curtain with sharp eyes, "Xiao Yuan is here, wait for me for a while." ”
The acquaintance was also stunned when he heard that the person who came was Shi Yuan, and then hooked a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Shi Yuan, long time no see." ”
Speaking of which, since the end of the last "blind date", Shi Yuan and Duan Sinan really haven't intersected, I didn't expect to see them here.
"You know?" Gao Ji swept back and forth between the two of them and found that there was an inexplicable air flow in the air.
Duan Sinan didn't respond, just smiled, "Then don't bother you, I'll leave first, there must be something wrong with Shi Yuan coming to you." Pulling out the stool, Duan Sinan got up and said goodbye to Shi Yuan, and went out like this.
"Is Prosecutor Duan also your patient?" Shi Yuan's curiosity surged some.
Gao Ji turned around and gave Shi Yuan a glass of warm water, and his eyes under the gilt-rimmed glasses were calm and unwavering, but there was still a smile on his face.
"No, he's just idle and bored to come over and play for a while, a friend for a long time." After Gao Ji finished explaining, he looked at Shi Yuan again, and he was much haggard compared to the last time he saw him. "You're not my patient either. We're friends. ”
Shi Yuan knew that this was just a dispensable comfort, and it was she who knew her best in the world.
She knew that she was now close to being sick.
"I'm really embarrassed that you're so busy and come to bother you, but I don't know who to go to to say these words, and I don't want to say it to worry Banxia, so I can only come to you after thinking about it."
Gao Ji pushed the paper cup closer to Shi Yuan, motioning for her to drink some water and relax.
"I'll put some music on you, I don't have anything else here, piano music, okay?" From the moment Shi Yuan entered the consultation room, there was a strong sense of uneasiness all over his body, Gao Ji wanted to let Shi Yuan relax as much as possible, and he couldn't be so nervous during treatment.
The physical state affects the mind, and the state of mind can also manipulate the body.
Shi Yuan nodded, and a gentle and quiet melody flowed from Gao Ji's mobile phone, which was not familiar to Shi Yuan, but unexpectedly felt very good.
"Is there anything you'd like to say?"
Shi Yuan took a sip of the water in front of him, and inexplicably felt a little bitter, as if he had been contaminated with the taste of pills, and frowned unconsciously.
"It's boiled water, poisoning you so openly, I'm really living too long." Gao Ji looked at Shi Yuan's expression and couldn't help but quip, "Isn't there a bit of pressure lately, because of the spokesperson?" ”
Shi Yuan was surprised at first, "You also know? ”
"Is there anyone else who doesn't know? I'm watching the news read close to 100 million, so you're nervous for sure, it's normal, don't worry too much. ”
Shi Yuan held the paper cup, her cold fingertips touched the cup that was still warm, and a trace of warmth passed in, thinking about taking another sip of water but putting it to her mouth for a long time without opening her mouth, and finally put down the glass of water again.
"I felt like this glass of water, I found that my first sip of it was bitter, even though I was thirsty, I still didn't want to taste the second sip, and it was so deadlocked, and in the end I didn't know if I died of thirst first, or if this glass of water evaporated first."
Gao Ji listened to Shi Yuan's metaphor and knew that it must be an emotional problem.
However, people are born with seven emotions and six desires, and all problems are related to feelings in the final analysis.
Gao Ji opened her drawer, took out a box of VC effervescent tablets from the drawer, and threw a slice into her cup in front of Shi Yuan, and instantly the molecules were restructured, and the originally white water slowly turned orange.
"You take another sip?" Gao Ji persuaded.
Shi Yuan carefully tasted it again, well, sweet and sour, carelessly, he took another sip, and drank all the water that was already small in the last breath.
"Look, it's all the psychological hints you gave yourself, you saw that what I threw in was a VC tablet, so you think it's sweet and sour, but it's actually fake, this is a box of medicine, it has the effect of helping to relieve feelings, it's sour overall, but there will still be the astringency of the medicine itself.
Gao Ji's words came to an end here, and he got up and went to water the bluegrass by the cabinet in the examination room.
"Don't just use the water from the water dispenser, use raw water and put it in the sun to dry before watering." Shi Yuan opened his mouth to remind, and he also stood up and prepared to leave.
"Thank you, when you have time, I'll invite you to dinner, I'm really bothering you." Shi Yuan vaguely understood some of Gao Ji's meaning, but she still needed to think about the specific meaning.
It wasn't early, Shi Yuan didn't want to delay Gao Ji from work, so she hurriedly said goodbye, and when she was about to go out, she heard Gao Ji say such a sentence.
"The human heart is much more sensitive than the body."
Shi Yuan was stunned as if he had been electrocuted, and he couldn't take the next step for a long time, and he slowed down for a while to brush his hair before pretending to go out of the door of the medical room as if nothing happened.
She was in a hurry to go home, but she didn't expect to meet Duan Sinan again.
"Why are you still here?"
"Specifically blocking you, with Gao Ji's character, I will definitely not give me your phone, so if I want to get it, I can only find you in person."
Shi Yuan still smiled lightly, "I don't think it's difficult to get my phone number with Prosecutor Duan's ability, you just happened to run into me and suddenly found that I was also an object of recreation, so you had such thoughts again." ”
Duan Sinan also smiled, "Shi Yuan, you are too smart, but in my opinion, of course you will not be a pastime, among so many people I have seen, Shi Yuan, you are a particularly suitable marriage partner." ”
Shi Yuan couldn't remember how long he hadn't heard such words, "You are a suitable person to marry." ”
If you marry her, you will know how unsuitable she is for marriage, isn't Ying Ting deeply affected?
"Really? Did Duan check the news? Marrying someone who might live under the camera in the future? "Shi Yuan is against the army.
Duan Sinan smiled indifferently, "That way I will find it more interesting, life always needs to be a little more fun." ”
His pressing steps made Shi Yuan feel a little upset, and he carried a gun and a stick with him when he spoke.
"Duan Check, my IQ test score is 144, and my EQ is not low, do you have to ask me to speak so clearly?" Shi Yuan swore that if Duan Sinan didn't stop her like this again, she would definitely stab him in the most painful place, leaving no room for it.
Duan Sinan's eyes darkened visibly, "You are simply terrifying to be smart. ”
"So don't provoke me. Really, I'm not an object to be used for. ”
Duan Sinan smiled reluctantly, "You are so smart, you naturally know why I said that you are suitable to marry me." ”
The bag on Shi Yuan's shoulder didn't hang up, it slid down, Duan Sinan reached out to help her first, and Shi Yuan subconsciously took a step back.
Retreating from a distance of one meter from Duan Sinan, Shi Yuan lifted the bag on his shoulder, and smiled, "Of course I know, but I don't want to." ”
Shi Yuan's eyes were burning and his gaze was firm, and he said again, "I don't want to." ”
She has already settled once, and no matter whether she can fall in love with someone again in her life, she is not willing to settle for another time.