Chapter 273: Self-inflicted humiliation
Cao Yingying hadn't seen the face of the visitor clearly, one wrist had already been tightly grasped by the other party, and the voice she heard again was simply the one she was haunted by.
"Cao Yingying, what did you say?" Yes, it's Han Haitao's voice.
Cao Yingying, who never expected Han Haitao to fall from the sky, couldn't help but panic and trembled all over.
It is said that this is also the man she dreamed of staying together, but at this moment, she only hopes that all this in front of her is just an illusion.
- If it weren't a hallucination, her wrist had never been grabbed like this.
"What did you say?" Han Haitao asked again, his two eyes bulging out excitedly.
Cao Yingying didn't know what Han Haitao had heard, and in the face of Han Haitao's aggressive momentum, she only shook her head vigorously.
"Xiao Han, Xiao Han," Cao's mother on the side had seen a lot, first stabilized some of her spirits, and persuaded Han Haitao to come, "We didn't say anything." Are we just chatting casually? ”
"Shut up, don't talk yet!" Han Haitao waved his hand to Cao's mother unceremoniously, and only asked Cao Yingying, "What did you say?" What happened to her, you say, Xiaoxue? ”
Cao Yingying still shook her head: "I, I really didn't say what happened to Xiaoxue, I just told my mother about our family......"
"No, I obviously heard you say that Xiaoxue is pregnant!" Han Haitao did hear it, but only heard this, "What the hell is going on, you tell me!" ”
Cao Yingying's face was bitter: "You let go of me first, is it okay?" ”
"Isn't it his? Did he make Xiaoxue pregnant? Han Haitao just asked, with a little spark, the whole person can burn.
Cao Yingying begged again: "Don't be like this, you let go of me and let me talk to you slowly." ”
Han Haitao couldn't wait, and continued to ask: "Did Xiaoxue choose to be with him because she was pregnant?" What did that animal do to Xiaoxue? ”
Cao Yingying became even more flustered: "No, it's not what you said. ”
"Why is Xiaoxue so stupid?" Han Haitao only galloped on his own thoughts, "Why didn't she tell me such a truth?" Why would she rather bear everything by herself than tell me about her grievances? That beast! Why did he do this to Xiaoxue! ”
Cao Yingying really didn't want Han Haitao to be so tenacious, and she didn't want Han Haitao to still regard Li Xiaoxue as a holy angel: "Han Haitao, Xiaoxue was not forced in any way, everything that happened to her and that Zhong Youcheng was completely your will." She had just become pregnant. They were healed before they ......."
"No!" Where did Han Haitao believe this, "If it wasn't that beast that did such a conscientious thing, Xiaoxue had no reason to be with him at all!" ”
Cao Yingying's tears couldn't help but flicker in her eyes again: "What can I say so that you can believe it?" ”
Han Haitao only asked Cao Yingying, "You don't have to tell me anything else." You just have to tell me, where exactly did Xiaoxue go? Is it all that scumbag who did it? He has already made Xiaoxue lose such a good job, which has made Xiaoxue follow him away from his hometown, what is he going to do? ”
Cao Yingying shook her head again: "Do you know how crooked you think? Xiaoxue hasn't left here now, and the whole thing is actually ......"
"Didn't leave? Light snow? Han Haitao didn't want to listen to what Cao Yingying said anymore, let go of Cao Yingying's wrist, turned around, stumbled, and couldn't wait, walking towards the elevator, "I'm going to find Xiaoxue, I'm going to find her." I can't let her suffer like this again, I can't let her suffer like this again......"
watched Han Haitao enter the elevator door with sadness, and Cao Yingying shouted Han Haitao again in horror and wanted to chase after him.
Cao's mother hurriedly stopped: "Crazy girl, what are you doing?" ”
Cao Yingying said anxiously: "Something is going to happen!" ”
Cao's mother was angry: "The sky is falling, what does it matter to you?" You have also seen it, Li Xiaoxue has always been like a goddess in his mind! Goddess, you know? What do you fight with a goddess? If you tell him anything, he won't listen to him at all. This is a puddle of troubled water, don't you say hide far away, what else do you stir up in it? ”
"Oops! I can't tell you! Cao Yingying said annoyedly, bypassing Cao's mother, but still chased after her.
Cao Mu stretched out her hand to grab it, but she only grabbed it, and saw that Cao Yingying was becoming more and more unreliable, and snorted angrily, so she said: "Make a fuss, make a fuss!" Sooner or later, something will happen, and you will be honest! ”
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Cao Yingying chased straight out of the gate of the hospital before catching up with Han Haitao, who was bent on going his own way.
"Han Haitao, calm down! You listen to me tell you slowly. Cao Yingying wanted to hold Han Haitao's arm, but she couldn't reach out, so she had to follow beside her and said anxiously.
"Xiaoxue shouldn't be like this. She's so stupid......" Han Haitao was stunned, his mouth was chattering, and he completely regarded Cao Yingying as air.
"You're the one who is too stupid! People are about to live a good life, but you don't change your mind! Cao Yingying hated it so much in her heart, and she still persuaded her, "Things are really different from what you think." You stand down first, listen to me, can't you? ”
"He's a beast! Don't let me see him again, otherwise, he will be torn into pieces! Han Haitao's back molars "gurgled" and were about to be crushed.
Cao Yingying seemed to have seen a bloody scene, and in a hurry, she actually shouted. "Han Haitao, if you go to find Xiaoxue like this again, you will simply bring humiliation on yourself!"
"Humiliation?" Han Haitao stood down suddenly, just to unravel the meaning of these four words.
Seeing that Han Haitao finally stopped his crazy steps, Cao Yingying breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Do you know how impulsive you are like this? ”
"Humiliation?" Han Haitao still has no point.
"It's not self-inflicted, what is it? If you really see Xiaoxue, what kind of consequences will it be, you can't imagine it. Cao Yingying analyzed Han Haitao again, "Xiaoxue and you are no longer people of the same world, his heart is all in Zhong Youcheng, and you can't pull it back." ”
"So, you know everything!" Han Haitao suddenly came to his senses, and shouted with Cao Yingying, "When and how they got together, you already know everything, right?" But you, you didn't mention a word to me! Why do you keep hiding it from me? What I asked you to say to Xiaoxue, didn't you say it at all? You want me to be separated from Xiaoxue too, don't you? I really don't understand, I'm separated from Xiaoxue, what good will it do you? ”
Cao Yingying asked Han Haitao like a knife, and said sadly: "I admit that there are some things that I have been hiding from you, but I am also for Xiaoxue and your good." Xiaoxue is also insistent, to separate from you, for her, for yourself, you should also learn to let go. ”
"Let go?" Han Haitao said bitterly, "Even if Xiaoxue really doesn't have me in her heart, I don't believe that she would be willing to be with a beast!" ”
Cao Yingying sighed: "You don't believe it, I don't believe it, no one in the world believes it, but the truth is beyond our surprise." Perhaps, this is the so-called love. ”
"The so-called love??This can also be called love??" Han Haitao smiled disdainfully, and said resolutely, "No! Xiaoxue won't be so stupid. If it weren't for the despicable tactics of that animal, Xiaoxue would definitely not make such a choice. ”
Just like Cao's mother hoped that she Cao Yingying could turn the corner, Cao Yingying hoped that Han Haitao could understand: "Han Haitao, don't you feel a little self-righteous? Why do you insist that the two of them are not true feelings? ”
"There's no reason for it!" Han Haitao still said stubbornly.
Cao Yingying said solemnly: "It's not that there is no reason, there is, and you don't want to accept it." ”
"It's not! No! I'm going to find Xiaoxue! I'm going to make it clear to her! Zhong Youcheng said and took another step.
"If you go to her again, you will not only humiliate yourself, but also harm her!" Cao Yingying shouted again.
Just one word "harm" made Zhong Youcheng's mind "buzz", and then he took another step, and then stopped.
"I'm going to hurt Xiaoxue?" Han Haitao muttered and muttered to himself again, "I won't die." I'll only be nice to Xiaoxue. No matter what I do, I just want Xiaoxue to be good. I don't want Xiaoxue to be hurt in the slightest. Even if it's a strand of her hair, I have to take care of it carefully. In this world, there is no man who cares for her more than me, Han Haitao, will I harm her? ”
Listening to Han Haitao's heartfelt heart, Cao Yingying's heart became more and more unpleasant.
This Han Haitao only has one heart, if there are ten more hundreds, it will only be Li Xiaoxue.
She can really empathize with this.
Her love for Han Haitao is also like a stubborn disease, even if she meets a man who is several times stronger than Han Haitao in all aspects,—— such as the son of the dean who just praised Cao's mother,—— there will be no change in the slightest.
It's not that she didn't have the luxury of expecting that she could replace Li Xiaoxue's position in Han Haitao's mind, but her reason told her that this was definitely wishful thinking. As long as Han Haitao can still allow her to love, she should be satisfied.
Han Haitao can take care of Li Xiaoxue to the bones, and she actually loves Han Haitao in her blood.
Her love is only giving, not reciprocating. Especially, when she saw Han Haitao injured, she only had one impulse, which was to bury Han Haitao's face in her arms.
She wanted to give Han Haitao a woman's warmth so much.
She hopes that she can heal the wounds of her beloved.
That inadvertent physical touch that went beyond the friendship between men and women made her so happy that she cried every time she thought about it. This kind of tearing is half from the heart, half out of fear,—— she is afraid that such shallow happiness is already all the "love" between her and Han Haitao.
She wasn't sure if Han Haitao also felt her tenderness in that contact. But she knew that even if she felt something, it was not enough to make this man like a seed of infatuation think a little in the direction she wanted.
"Are you willing to accept it, what I told you may not really make sense, at least, but it is all true. If I say that Xiaoxue is living happily now, you must still not be able to listen to it, but Xiaoxue is really happy. They live well, really. No matter how much you look for her, no matter what you say to her, it won't help. It's better for you to give her a peaceful life. Cao Yingying said this to Han Haitao, and she felt that these words were too cruel.
Han Haitao took Cao Yingying's words to his heart, and still shook his head: "Maybe, you really don't know how much I love Xiaoxue." When we were still together, as long as I saw her have a little contact with the opposite sex, even if it was just a word or two about work, I would be jealous and unbearable. Now, you're making me indifferent while Xiaoxue is living with other men, and I really can't do it. Even if Xiaoxue is with a man worthy of her love, it is difficult for me to send my blessings from the bottom of my heart. ”
"Why shouldn't I?" Cao Yingying said in her heart, "Even if it is my best friend and dating the man I love deeply, it is difficult to accept." ”
Han Haitao, who will not be willing to die, still said: ?" Cao Yingying, I am very grateful for you to tell me this. Don't worry, I won't be so aggressive and embarrass Xiaoxue. I just feel that there are some things that I still need to talk to Xiaoxue again. ”
This article is from the novel of Kanshu.com