On August 12th, there was an incident that shocked the domestic Go circle, and the chess reviews of major websites, as well as newspapers and periodicals specializing in Go such as "Go World" and "Go Weekly" all reported the news without exception.

- Shi Yuan's nine-stage upset defeat to the Korean rookie youngster.

Even Shi Yuan herself didn't imagine that she would stop in the top 16 like this, which was her worst result in the past two years, and her opponent was a little-known newcomer who had just entered the fourth dan.

For a time, conspiracy theories, retirement theories, and regression theories were all kinds of controversies.

Shi Yuan locked himself in the hotel room for eleven hours and didn't go out, which made Lu Sihan a little worried. "Xiao Yuan, it's okay, it's just a game, it's normal to play abnormally occasionally, just pay attention next time."

Lu Sihan didn't compete with Shi Yuan at that time, she felt that Shi Yuan was a player who didn't need her to worry about at all, especially when she was sixteen into eight, she had enough trust and expectations for Shi Yuan.

But I don't know why, Shi Yuan, who has always reassured everyone, overturned in the gutter this time.

Lu Sihan looked at the post-game record, Shi Yuan's layout was very narrow, and the offensive was very soft, which was not the state she should have played at all.

"Tell Sister Sihan, did you encounter something in your heart? Your recent relationship is not very stable, and there is no way to play good chess. ”

The ups and downs of Shi Yuan's recent love can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye in the chess courtyard.

But Shi Yuan just leaned his back against the head of the bed and held his half-bent legs with his hands, lowered his head slightly, and didn't say a word for a long time.

"Xiao Yuan, how can you do it without talking like this? How do you play in this state? Lu Sihan, who had an excellent temper, said that his tone was a little rushed, it was really Shi Yuan who was too angry, like a fist hitting soft cotton.

Suddenly, Shi Yuan raised his head, "Sister Sihan, let me rest for a while, give me two months, I won't participate in training camps and tournaments in these two months." ”

Lu Sihan himself was a little angry, but he was even more anxious when he heard that Shi Yuan was going to give up the championship. "Xiao Yuan, are you joking when you play Go now? Don't you know how important tournaments are to pros? Your world ranking will also be determined by the tournament. ”

"I know." I knew it and then fell into endless silence.

"Okay, for a month's vacation, you don't need to participate in the training camp, you don't need to go to the chess academy, but you must attend the tournament, I will report the list, and I will definitely not miss you." Lu Sihan felt that it was useless to say more, but he just made the biggest concession.

Shi Yuan was still like a stuffy gourd, just nodded and slid down into the quilt.

Such a decadent state made Lu Sihan want to lift Shi Yuan's quilt and throw her out, but looking at Shi Yuan's tired expression, Lu Sihan was still a little distressed, and finally helped her turn off the lights in the room when she went out.

Shi Yuan did not tell anyone except Xu Banxia about the date of his return, and took the exclusive VIP channel in order to avoid a small group of reporters.

"As for it? Didn't you lose the game? Who hasn't lost in Go? Then people like me can't find a river to jump into? Shi Yuan looks very bad, completely without makeup, his hair is casually draped, the upper body is a cotton T-shirt, and the lower body is a pair of light-colored jeans.

Shi Yuan saw that Xu Banxia had been staring at him, and he knew what she was thinking. "Drive your car well, and if you are jealous of my small face, please wait for us to go home safely, right?"

"Accompany me to the hospital first, and then I'll take you home."

"Hospital? Banxia, don't scare me, it's already very difficult for me to lose the game, if you want me to accompany you to have a fetus now, you might as well force me to death. ”

When these words came out, the atmosphere seemed to be cold, and the silence was terrifying.

"Banxia, are you going to be angry with me? Whose? ”

Xu Banxia glanced at Shi Yuan with his residual vision, and saw that the girl had already taken the bait, so he immediately changed the color of his face, "Lie to you, what kind of person am I, I am Xu Banxia, I have been in the green bushes, and the leaves do not touch my body." ”

"Are you going to scare me out of a heart attack?"

"But don't you feel relieved right now? Sue you for a bad news, and then sue you for the bad news is fake. ”

Shi Yuan was really shocked just now, and now that he knows that Xu Banxia is safe and sound, he also feels that what she said still has two points of truth. "Then why are you going to the hospital?" Shi Yuan leaned weakly against the cold car window and asked weakly.

"I'll go for a physical exam, and you go see a psychiatrist."

Shi Yuan's only reaction to the psychiatrist was to resist, subconsciously resisting.

"Do you think I have multiple personalities or depression?" Shi Yuan knew that her recent behavior was about to become pathological, but she was still very resistant to seeing a psychiatrist.

Xu Banxia probed Shi Yuan's attitude and saw that Shi Yuan was not too willing. "It's either therapy or chatting, you've been stressed out lately and you seem anxious."

Shi Yuan's state of not eating well and sleeping well made Xu Banxia too worried, so he contacted a famous doctor and wanted to show Shi Yuan.

Shi Yuan saw that Xu Banxia continued to insist, and it was not easy to refuse again, but he didn't speak again, and it didn't matter where Xu Banxia took her.

The Affiliated Hospital of A is the best hospital in City A, and if you want to hang up an expert number here, you have to queue up to make an appointment one day in advance, so there is often a phenomenon of high-priced ticket speculation.

The doctor Xu Banxia made an appointment with Shi Yuan this time was a senior she was very familiar with when she was in college.

There is a strong smell of disinfectant water in various parts of the hospital, but the psychological treatment room seems to be particularly special, with a fragrant aroma that makes people feel very relaxed when they enter.

"It turned out to be you, I've heard of you, a famous beauty in the Go world, and recently Weibo has been swiped because of you."

Shi Yuan didn't know that he had become so famous after losing the game, and the effect brought by these two days was even better than the effect of Shi Yuan winning the Sifang Cup before.

"Want a drink?"

It was the first time Shi Yuan had entered the psychiatric clinic, and she was naturally surprised to see the refrigerator here.

"If you don't mind, can you pour me a glass of ice water?"

"Aren't you having a period today? Still drinking ice water? ”

Dr. Gao Ji is known as the treasure of the Affiliated Hospital of A, of course, not only because of his superb treatment skills, but also because of his psychology industry, which is insight.

Gao Ji began to observe every move from Shi Yuan into the consultation room, Shi Yuan's inconvenient sitting posture made him think of that possibility, and he just asked casually, but the surprise in Shi Yuan's eyes made him confirm his conjecture.

"Ice water is not good, coffee is not good, pour Miss Shi a glass of warm water." Gao Ji has the carefulness of a doctor, and he is still very gentle, if he does not stand in the perspective of a patient, Shi Yuan feels that he may be easily indulged, because Gao Ji understands everything.

In just a few seconds, Shi Yuan wanted to take off his guard and tell him all his thoughts.

"I feel like I've had a hard time lately, very, very hard, but I don't know why I'm working hard, but I'm anxious, I'm sleepless, I'm worried about something that hasn't happened, I'm living in my own imagination."

Gao Ji listened to Shi Yuan's description, and had a concept in his heart that anxiety disorder may turn into depression if it is not properly managed.

"Xiao Yuan, has there been anything in your life recently that you didn't expect?" Gao Ji guided step by step, from a doctor to a friend who can relieve his feelings.

Shi Yuan stared at Gao Ji's gold-rimmed eyes for a moment, then nodded, then shook his head. "I don't know what that ranges to be."

"Xiao Yuan, you don't have to be inhibited, I am a doctor, I will keep everything about you secret, as a doctor I am trustworthy, and at the same time, if I am a friend, I am also trustworthy."

Gao Ji's words were very soft, and at the same time, wearing a white coat made people subconsciously feel, ah, this person is trustworthy, ah, this person can be relied on.

"If I had to say that my life had changed, it was that my husband and I were separated and were about to get divorced; The other is that my first boyfriend was with my sister and also appeared in front of me at the same time. ”

Obviously, this amount of information is a bit large, and Gao Ji took a full minute to digest this fact, and then straightened the frame of his glasses.

"Why are you getting a divorce?" Gao Ji asked this sentence is really a professional reason, and the gossip factor in his heart is actually trying to ask, "Huh? When did you get married? Aren't you only twenty-three years old? Oops, didn't you say you're single? ”

But as a doctor, Gao Ji can't ask anything.

"Grounds for divorce?" Shi Yuan's tone rose a little, and then slowly and slowly pulled up a modest smile, "Love or not, there is a feeling, he doesn't love me." ”

There was a flash of sadness in Shi Yuan's affection, she didn't know why she had such a strange affection for the court, and she didn't want to dig into it if she couldn't find the source of it.

"Okay, let's go here today, go back and have a good rest, and then no matter what happens, don't do anything to your body."

Gao Ji suddenly stopped the counseling of his confidant brother, which made people scratch their heads.

"What? Are psychiatrists so good at making money now? You haven't built me yet. ”

"Four words, let it be." Gao Ji only left a prescription that went with the flow, and the heart medicine also needed the heart medicine, and he could only provide guidance, but could not provide a real solution.

"When you come to menstruation, avoid cold, avoid spicy, avoid □□, no matter what happens, your body is your own, call me when you encounter difficulties in the future."

Gao Ji has never provided additional services outside the hospital, but I don't know if Shi Yuan's state today is too distressing, seeing people who are used to struggling and sinking, Gao Ji has long been numb.

But Shi Yuan seems to be very different.

Shi Yuan is like living in a fog, Gao Ji wants to explore the psychology of such a person, this kind of curiosity and concern has nothing to do with feelings.