108 Broken back road

Yanagi House, who opened the door, closed the door while dialing with his mobile phone, the busy sound on the other end of the phone made him a little anxious, and he dialed again after hanging up, and he walked towards the staircase with a gloomy expression on his brows.

"Brother." There were no footsteps, and Chiri Yagyu, who was standing at the top of the stairs, was wearing a thick winter skirt and was looking at Yagyu Hiryushi steadily.

"Zhili......?!" He was stunned for a moment, then walked briskly towards her with some surprise, but two paces away from her, he stopped with some hesitation.

Yanagi Zhili, who didn't go home for three days, finally returned home today, and in the past few days, he has made countless phone calls and sent countless messages, but he has never contacted her.

On that morning three days ago, the moment he opened his eyes, some of the persistence and belief in his heart seemed to collapse in an instant. Her quiet and peaceful sleeping face, the messy room, and the bruises on her skin that was not covered by the quilt, directly and sharply explained to him the fact, the fact that he couldn't change, and it had come true.

When she woke up, she didn't cry or make a fuss, and when she woke up to see all this, her eyes only widened slightly, and then she quickly calmed down. She didn't scold him, she didn't complain about him, she didn't say anything.

As if it were no different from every normal morning, she went to the bathroom to freshen up and came out and calmly asked him, "What do you want to eat in the morning?" I'll call the chef to do it. ”

The tone couldn't be more natural, as if it didn't matter if something like this happened.

The words he wanted to say, the guilt, the pain, the suffering, all the things he wanted to express were meaningless, and he moved his lips, unable to utter a word under her pure, soft gaze.

He is like a marionette who has lost his soul, and after eating in despair, he finds that Yanagi Zhili is gone.

It wasn't that he couldn't remember the night before, he could recall bits and pieces in his mind. From these fragments, he already knew how things happened.

No one is wrong, he doesn't have her and he doesn't have her, but the one who is hurt is her after all.

Yanagi Hiroshi, who came back to his senses and was able to think, began to worry about Yanagi Zhili again. Her calmness was too unusual, and such a repressed attitude made him a little worried.

She stayed at Akirina's house two nights ago, and when she arrived in Tokyo, Akirina called him to inform him. Although there were many thoughts in his heart, Yanagi Hiryushi still knew that she should be quiet at this time.

But what to do after the silence...... He didn't have a clue either.

Yanagi Zhili stayed at Akirina's house for two days, and that day she received a call from Akirina saying that she had returned to Kanagawa, and Yanagi Hirushi had been building her heart for a long time and planned to pick her up, and then the two of them had a good talk. Who knew that Yanagi Zhili went directly to Kamiyu Chiya, and only sent him a message, asking him not to come to him.

She had only been at Kamiyu Chiya's house for one day, and Yanagi was a little unable to sit still, and had been trying to contact her today, but just as he was about to go directly to Kamiyu Chiya's house to find her, she came back by herself, and suddenly appeared in front of him, just like that morning, calm and calm, and her usual radiant eyes became lifeless, and she didn't make a wave.

He was suddenly a little scared, he didn't know how to face her now. He saw all the changes she had made little by little during this time, but he had no power to stop them, because the person who made her change was himself.

Looking at his prohibitive appearance, the expressionless Yanagi Chiri suddenly laughed.

"Brother......" she took a step forward, Yingying's eyes staring straight at him, and her tone sounded a little weird, "Are you ...... Hate me? ”

It was evening, and the orange sunset was shining through the window, and her face was shrouded in light, and there was something strange in the haze.

Yagyu Hirusch was taken aback by her appearance, "Zhili ......"

"Brother...... Are you hating me? The other half of her face, which was not illuminated by the setting sun, was shrouded in shadows, and she tilted her head and laughed again, "Are you afraid?" ”

"I didn't ......" Yanagi Hiroshi came back to his senses, stepped closer to her, and took her shoulders to speak.

"You're lying!" Her expression suddenly became vicious, and her emotions became excited, "You just hate me!" You're afraid of me! You think I'm disgusting, you think I'm dirty! You're scared by what I like! ”

"Don't lie to me anymore!" Yanagi Zhili roared loudly, and her eyes gradually turned red, "You just treat me as a responsibility!" You're going to worry about me just because of the sense of responsibility in your own heart! I've had enough! There's no point in pretending to be stupid like that...... Clearly...... Obviously, everything is different, and they both understand each other in their hearts, but they still act like this every day...... Pretend nothing happened! I've had enough! I'm fed up with ......"

As she spoke, she began to cry with a whimper, and Yanagi frowned tightly, fine droplets of sweat oozed from his forehead, and he squeezed her shoulders harder, "Zhili! Zhili ......! Stop it! Say no more! ”

"I'm going to say! I'm going to say! She became hysterical, glared at him with tears in her eyes and yelled, "I just hate to pretend like this!" What brother and sister! It's not family affection at all! I don't want to treat you like a brother...... I said I don't want to treat you like a brother! ”

She couldn't breathe when she cried, but she still glared at him stubbornly, "I just like you!" I don't want to be your sister! I hate those two words! Dislike! Dislike! ”

The back of Yanagi's hand burst out with green tendons, and his eyes under his glasses were full of pain.

"Didn't you say I was a sister?" Chiri Yagyu began to tear her clothes, "Look! Look at these marks on me! Yagyu Hirus, can you still say that I am your sister? You say! ”

There were marks on the neck, and although the color had faded considerably after a few days, it still stinged Yagyu Hirus's eyes.

He...... To her......

"You say!" Yanagi cried out, "I hate you! I hate you to death! It's all like this, are you still biting and refusing to let go?! ”

Yanagi was silent and tried to calm her breath after crying for a while, then looked at him and said, "Okay, it's okay...... You don't have to be responsible for me anymore, I don't want to. I will meet the person my mother arranged, I will be an excellent young lady of the Yanagi family, and I will marry the person my mother wants me to marry. I'm not going to let you suffer anymore and let you struggle anymore, just act as if nothing happened, maybe in a few years I'll be able to forget about you completely...... Yagyu Hirus, don't ...... me......"

She pronounced his name very heavily, gritting her teeth and squeezing it out word by word.

Yanagi raised her hand to wipe her tears, trying to shake off Yanagi Hirushi's hand that was pinching her shoulder, but his hand became harder and harder, and before she could react, he had already lowered his head and kissed it.

Yanagi's eyes widened in surprise, the tears in her eyes and the red marks on the edge of her eyes were still there, and after the shock faded in her eyes, more tears welled up.

Yanagi Pyrusch bit her lip hard, wrapped his hand around her waist, and hugged her tightly into his arms, his other hand dragging the back of her head. She frowned in pain, and then he softened and painted softly.

His kiss caught off guard, and for a split second, her brain seemed to lose the ability to think and went blank.

Then, with her eyes closed, Yanagi stood on tiptoe and wrapped her hands around his neck, and the two stood at the top of the stairs and kissed desperately. The maid could come up at any time and stand in such a conspicuous place to do such a thing, and both of them trembled a little all over their bodies, which was both exciting and exciting, and the feeling of surging was even stronger.

The heartbeat was like bursting through the chest, breathing each other's breath, everything else was abandoned, only longing, only longing for each other boiling in the blood.

The long kiss ended, and Yanagi and Yanagi looked at each other gasping, and then Yanagi Hiryu suddenly pulled her back to her room.

Locking the door behind him, Yanagi Hirus grabbed Yanagi's hand and threw her onto the bed, then pressed her hard.

It was another lengthy kiss without gaps, and Yanagi kissed Rushi further and further down, and his movements became more and more rude.

Yanagi grabbed his hand to stop him and looked straight at him.

There was madness, depression, and desperation in his eyes, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined, making his eyes red.

In addition to these, under those complex emotions, Yanagi Chiri saw the sadness in his eyes - he was cutting off his own back road.

Only in this way can this relationship be solidified and become more thorough, so that there is no other way for you to go.

The moment he entered, Yanagi raised her head, tears running through her ears. But she didn't regret it, and she and Yagyu Hirus's hands clasped tightly on the pillow, holding each other hard.

This time he was awake, more painful and tormented than the previous accident, but he did not stop moving, and whispered in her earβ€”

"I love you, Chiri."

It's not like it, it's love, it's a feeling that starts a long, long time ago, and shouldn't exist.

It was so early that he didn't even notice it, didn't distinguish it, or noticed a little, but subconsciously told himself that he couldn't, desperately hypnotized and desperately suppressed, so that even he couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for her.

If she hadn't shouted those words out of control that day, he wouldn't have noticed what he had suppressed for a long time in his heart.

Hesitation is not that you don't love her, you just understand...... Such feelings are not tolerated in the world. He didn't want to ruin her life because of a moment of madness and indulgence. Even when he woke up that morning, he thought of remedies rather than taking her for himself.

It wasn't until she said those words just now, and when he heard what she said, he felt as if his heart had been pulled hard, and he almost wanted to break.

It hurts again...... Can you still live in pain and watch her being embraced into the arms of someone she doesn't love? Since it's already wrong, let's be wrong to the end...... Even if it's hell, I want to ...... with her Go along.

Not accepted by the world...... Then create a world that belongs to the two of them.

To be accepted by each other, it is enough.

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