"Consider! Consider! I don't know what you think! When I came, I said it so simply, and when it came to the real knife and gun, it was like this again. I knew that this was the case, and the last word on the phone was over. I only said I didn't understand on the phone, I sat together, and I didn't see you understand where you were! Cao Yingying was driving, and at the same time, she impatiently counted Li Xiaoxue in the passenger seat.

After Li Xiaoxue got into the car, her face kept facing the window on her side, as if she was looking at the street scene in the night speeding in front of her, but in fact, she was secretly crying.

In her mind, it was still the situation when Zhong Youcheng slowly walked out of the private room alone after she finally finished the sentence that had been brewed and considered for her over and over again.

Zhong Youcheng's expression was both stunned and helpless. And this look of both abrupt and helpless was seen on the face of a male protagonist in a Hollywood movie when she was in college.

The male protagonist in the movie went through many difficulties and dangers, but it still ended in tragedy. At the end, he outlined his whole look with endless amazement and helplessness. With such a look, I don't know how many people, especially how many innocent girls' hearts have been turned upside down.

- Many girls are rushing to the box office for such a moment that makes their hearts shake.

The girl's spirit also makes many boys understand what magic weapon they have, and they also learn to pretend to be cool with that look. However, almost all of them fell into the East Shi imitation, and they gave up their roots.

And this night, she Li Xiaoxue saw the most vivid look on Zhong Youcheng's face so far. Her heart, unguarded, seemed to give Zhong Youcheng another hard pinch.

- Zhong Youcheng kept looking at her in amazement and helplessness, and slowly, retreated towards the door.

Taking a step back, the look that tugged at her heart would be a little farther away from her. It's like, that moment in that movie, a little bit, zoomed out the shot.

In her ears, there was suddenly another girl's sobs and shouts, frantically, as if she wanted to pull the distant camera back.

The film came to an end in such a little farther shot, leaving an infinite space to the girls who were moved.

After watching the film, it took a long time for her heart to calm down.

The power of art is often unimaginable in this way.

And that kind of infection, no matter how strong it is, in the final analysis, is still just art, not completely emotional, and people who are not completely emotional will always distinguish it from real life.

And this kind of infection really hit her Li Xiaoxue's heart again, she really had an urge to run in front of Zhong Youcheng and hug Zhong Youcheng tightly.

But she couldn't, and what little sanity she had left told her she couldn't.

All she could do was watch Zhong Youcheng leave slowly.

What she could do was to make Zhong Youcheng's stunned and helpless look gradually disappear in her sight.

And what she can't do is that Zhong Youcheng and Zhong Youcheng's stunned and helpless looks leave and disappear in her heart.

She couldn't remember reading in any book where she said that the most difficult thing for a person to forget was often a painful experience.

The days when she and Zhong Youcheng are together can't be said to be a little happy, but more of it is still painful.

- Is this pain also for the sake of permanent memory?

- Such a painful day, even if she and Zhong Youcheng really don't get along with each other, can she forget it?

She won't forget, unless, she doesn't have any memories anymore.

- Who would completely forget the person with whom their lives had such an intimate intersection?

Not to mention that a person is an animal, and it is almost impossible to completely forget. For example, the two cats she had.

At least, Zhong Youcheng's stunned and helpless look lingered in her mind.

……

"Look at his virtue! Like, who owes him eight hundred hanging money! The whole one, but who will show it! Cao Yingying muttered again, expressing her other feelings about Zhong Youcheng's slow departure.

- Zhong Youcheng's amazement and helplessness are impossible for Cao Yingying to see. Zhong Youcheng in Cao Yingying's mind is only disgusting.

Li Xiaoxue's face was still facing the window of the car on her side, and it seemed that she was sobbing softly.

"Hey, I'm talking to you, did you listen or didn't?" Cao Yingying asked Li Xiaoxue angrily.

Li Xiaoxue listened. It's just that when the left ear listens, the right ear bubbles up, and I don't have my brain or heart.

Cao Yingying knew that Li Xiaoxue was still thinking about Zhong Youcheng, snorted angrily, and said, "Or, I'll send you back to him again?" Anyway, you only said that you were thinking about it, and the words were not dead yet. ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't know why, but reacted to Cao Yingying's voice. It's just that her reaction was only to turn her face and cast a puzzled look at Cao Yingying.

This kind of reaction added fuel to the fire, provoking Cao Yingying's lungs to explode, and with one kick, she stepped on the brakes and shouted to Li Xiaoxue: "Is there any pain over there that you haven't suffered, do you still have to taste it one by one?" ”

Li Xiaoxue was like a lost soul, and her face was expressionless, and she only shook her head.

"You!" Cao Yingying also shook her head twice helplessly, and started the car slowly, "I also know that it is not possible to let you completely out of his world like this, although he is such an out-and-out scumbag, there is really nothing worthy of your nostalgia." But that's the best choice for you. When you go back, you can sleep again, and your heart will be comfortable. ”

——This is Cao Yingying, who once tried so hard to match Li Xiaoxue and Zhong Youcheng into a pair of mandarin ducks, but now, she just wants this pair of mandarin ducks to become passers-by, or even enemies.

Li Xiaoxue still didn't say anything, and turned her face back.

Cao Yingying's car was still driving very slowly, as if in order to bring the night view outside the window into Li Xiaoxue's eyes.

- Such a night scene, Cao Yingying thinks, should help Li Xiaoxue's empathy.

……

The two of them were lying on the bed again, it was already three o'clock in the morning, Cao Yingying was in a daze, and looked forward to some future for Li Xiaoxue, so she was a little satisfied and fell asleep comfortably.

Li Xiaoxue was afraid that she would disturb Cao Yingying's dream, so she lay on her back, didn't dare to move, and quietly, stayed up for the rest of the night.

After the rest of the time, the forecast of the Meteorological Bureau was a sunny day.

When she went upstairs with Cao Yingying, Cao Yingying joked and said to Li Xiaoxue: "Tomorrow, I think, your mood will be the same as this weather, with a clear sky." ”

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but look up at the night sky, indeed, it was also full of stars.

Compared to the universe, human life is really small and pitifully short. And this small and short life, more people still can't cherish it well.

Some people also compare the human body to a universe. But who can truly become the master of their own universe?

Li Xiaoxue didn't know when the sunny day of her universe would come, she just felt that it was still far, far away.

……

In another corner of the city, in Zhong Youcheng's rental house, Zhong Youcheng's crying has been going on for a long time.

How he returned to his own abode, he himself did not know.

It was as if something was calling or pulling him, he was like a soulless body, step by step, walking back to the place that Cao Yingying said was a "nest".

When there was no Li Xiaoxue in his world, he only felt that this was an ordinary room that could give him shelter from the wind and rain, and this ordinary room had Li Xiaoxue's figure, and he felt that this was a home that could give him warmth.

A house becomes a home, just like a girl becomes a woman, and a boy becomes a man. With Li Xiaoxue, looking at every corner of this rental house, it seems to be different from before.

The dead buildings made of sand, mud and bricks have more warmth and vitality, and every place is alive.

And in an instant, except for him who was gasping for breath, all of them returned to the "dead" appearance of the past. He suddenly felt that this was really a nest.

Therefore, after listening to Li Xiaoxue's words, he chose to leave, and to a greater extent, it was out of various resentment towards Li Xiaoxue.

At that time, he looked at Li Xiaoxue, and there were too many unreasonable places.

He didn't understand why Li Xiaoxue wanted to hide it from him and insist on doing such a high-cost art exhibition, but in fact there was no real value; He didn't understand why Li Xiaoxue always put Li's mother in the first place, and just wanted him to be Li's mother's proud son-in-law; He didn't understand why Li Xiaoxue behaved so trusting and dependent in front of Cao Yingying, so that she lost her personal ideas and ideas; He didn't understand why Li Xiaoxue couldn't listen to his advice at all and did things he didn't like; He didn't understand why Li Xiaoxue didn't care about the emotions of the two people and said such heartless words......

He suddenly felt that he had become one of the saddest people in the world. All the human sufferings seemed to crackle when Li Xiaoxue was desperate, and they all smashed on his head.

The look on his face when he walked out of the private room was stunned and helpless to Li Xiaoxue, and it seemed to be wagging his tail and begging for mercy in Cao Yingying's eyes.

Because of disappointment, he didn't want to make any redemption with Li Xiaoxue, because of disappointment, he just wanted to withdraw from that place at that time.

In particular, there was also Cao Yingying present.

He didn't want either of the two women to despise him, so he couldn't behave in any way that was contemptuous.

"Isn't it just to think about it? Okay, I'll let you think about it. Not only did I ask you to think about it, but I also asked you to think about it, and then I cried and begged me. At that time, you will be able to distinguish between black and white and know who is really good to you. At that time, he still said this in his heart.

And when he came out of the noodle restaurant, his heart was first taken out to someone, and his nose was sour all of a sudden.

He suddenly wanted to turn back again, but he stood on one foot for a moment to dispel such thoughts.

He told himself that he couldn't just go back. He just went back like this, even if he reconciled with Li Xiaoxue again, Li Xiaoxue still couldn't grow up, and something similar to what happened during this period of time still couldn't be eradicated.

He continued walking, not seeming to return to his lodgings, but still walking with his feet in the direction of the rental house.

Walking, walking, he felt like something was missing in his body, little by little. As I walked, there was only one shell left, a shell that I didn't know whose it was.

The rental house is actually still so small, and he inexplicably feels very empty.

He walked around the empty rental house a few times, as if looking for something but couldn't find it, and sat down on the bed in a daze, and shed tears.