Chapter 138: Broken

Yu Wenrui's silence made Jing Yan's heart tremble, and the guess in his heart was a little more realized-

The queen mother just said that it was she who pleaded with the emperor to declare that auspiciousness was the blood of the first emperor. Whether the queen mother said angry words, or prejudice against herself, this incident really happened after all, and at this moment, the government and the opposition are afraid that eight out of ten will believe it.

However, for many days, in addition to going to Shoukang Palace to say hello every day, he has not left Kuntai Palace for half a step, let alone know about it. Who dares to figure out the secrets of the heavenly family? How many heads dare to guess? After thinking about it, didn't someone deliberately release the news to make the world believe, would there be any other explanation? And this person, who else can there be besides the one in front of him?

"Worry-free! Why don't you answer the words of the mourners? Jing Yan asked. She had to hear her in person, or she wouldn't believe it.

Yu Wenrui's previous irritability had long since disappeared cleanly, and she subconsciously dodged Jing Yan's gaze.

Jing Yan mourned: "She is your imperial brother!" How can you ...... How could she ruin her reputation like this! ”

Yuwen Rui was like being pricked by a needle, and retorted sharply: "It's the imperial sister!" ”

Jing Yan froze, and her delicate body trembled, "Brother Huang, Sister Huang, after all, it is your relatives and the first emperor!" She's been gone for so many years, how can you bear it...... How can you bear ......?"

Yuwen Rui Huo Ran twisted his head, his eyes were red, and he stared at Jing Yan: "Yes!" She's been gone for so many years, but you still miss her! ”

Jing Yan was stunned.

"In your heart, she's good at everything! Anything is good! She is the sun in the sky, and I am the dust of the earth! In your heart, I'm worthless! Whatever I do, it's worthless! ”

Jing Yan had never seen such an excited Yu Wenrui, and his lips trembled, "Don't worry...... How do you ......"

How can you say that about yourself?

If you are "worthless" in my heart, what is the point of being warm, cared for, and cared for you all these years?

Yu Wenrui wiped the tears on his cheeks, stubbornly not allowing himself to show his cowardice.

Facing her beloved, or thinking about the beloved of the deceased person, she couldn't help but be wronged: "You ask me how to bear it? How can you bear to ...... me?"

has always been naughty and carefree, but he actually shed tears, the appearance of a child, Jing Yan said that it was false that he was not distressed. However, it is clear that they are talking about two things!

If it was a side matter, perhaps, Jing Yan couldn't help but coax her softly; This thing is absolutely impossible! Because, it is about the reputation of the first emperor.

As the Son of Heaven, the Three Palaces and Six Courtyards have always been commonplace. Not to mention the three palaces and six courtyards, it is to collect young women from all over the world and raise them in the harem, at most they have the reputation of "loving the country and not loving the beauty", maybe some people praise it as a "merry man"!

Since there are so many women in the Son of Heaven, then there will naturally be more children. The hundred sons of King Wen of Zhou, and the one hundred and twenty sons of Liu Sheng, King Jing of Zhongshan in Han, are all famous in history.

The Son of Heaven is also a mortal, he also has seven emotions and six desires, and he has a rich body and the power of an emperor, so that he has more opportunities and greater certainty to get the woman who makes him tempted, who can guarantee that those emperors in history, their children will be serious wives and children?

However, her philosophy is different.

Her philosophy is a woman.

Jing Yan has always believed that the true love between women and women is cleaner and purer than the love between men and women, which is the real combination of sex and body. Her philosophy should be the purest. Even if it has passed away, even if it is in the Nine Heavens and falls in the Nine Springs, her philosophy should be the purest. How can you be contaminated with such a terrible thing?

Jing Yan was solemn and met Yu Wenrui's gaze: "The mourning family is talking to the emperor about the reputation of the first emperor of the Great Zhou!" It's not talking about the emperor's children's affairs! ”

Yu Wenrui was stunned at the beginning, and the remaining tears on his face instantly froze and froze, and he said coldly: "In the eyes of the Queen Mother, the reputation of the first emperor is much more important than my affection?" ”

Jing Yan felt a pain in his heart, and forced Mu Ran to say, "Yes!" The first emperor is the first emperor of the Great Zhou, and like the ancestors in the Fengxian Palace, he is the god who protects the safety of the Great Zhou! The reputation of our fathers and fathers cannot be tarnished. In the same way, the reputation of the first emperor must not be contaminated with the slightest filth! ”

"Filth?"

Yu Wenrui asked rhetorically, a cold aura burst out of his eyes, and he suddenly approached Jing Yan and stared at her for a moment, "So, sister-in-law thinks that the ancestors and ancestors are better than personal feelings?" ”

Jing Yan frowned, his heart jumped suddenly, and he subconsciously dodged backwards, but he was shocked to find that there was no way to hide.

Yu Wenrui simply propped up his arms and supported her behind Jing Yan, enclosing her whole person in his arms, his eyes were playful.

Such a posture made Jing Yan lose the initiative suddenly, and she was shocked to find that she was like a prey that fell into the hunter's trap, with a sense of being slaughtered. But she was never a weak woman, even if her face was red, even if she was embarrassed, she still raised her chin slightly, and did not show weakness: "Not bad! Justice and rules are higher than personal feelings! ”

Yu Wenrui sneered, as if he was laughing at Jing Yan for stealing a different concept.

Jing Yan's heart sank, and a bad feeling came up, and then, Yu Wenrui's words verified her hunch-

"So, may I ask the Queen Mother, the clothes and items of the first emperor left in the Sichen Palace are also the rules of the ancestors?"

Jing Yan's delicate body was shocked, as if she had been struck by lightning, "You...... You ......"

"What am I?" Yu Wenrui's eyes were red, her face was cold, and she took another step closer to Jing Yan and forced her to meet her eyes.

Her face was so close that Jing Yan's eyes were sour, and her brain was dizzy.

"Isn't the Queen Mother selfish? Let me ask, if one of the ancestors of my Great Zhou Dynasty died, he would leave a palace for his clothes and ornaments in front of him, and after a few years, I don't know if there is still a surplus palace in the forbidden palace of my Great Zhou? ”

She didn't allow Jing Yan to speak again, and said: "Brother Dahuang is also the son of Emperor Renzong, but because he is not accepted by his mother, he will not be recognized by the heavenly family in his life. Now he sacrificed himself for righteousness, and indirectly eradicated Yuwen Chengji's party, which is heroic and convincing. Ji Xiang was born to be an emperor's talent, whether it is for her talent, or for the sake of achieving the high righteousness of the imperial brother, I have already made her the imperial daughter. Now I am just paving a good road for auspiciousness, the identity of the widow of the first emperor is far more noble than the daughter of the deceased King Yi, and it will become a great unification in the future, and it will be much more justifiable. is such a thought, but it is just borrowing the name of the first emperor, and it also makes the queen mother unhappy? ”

Jing Yan has always been a sane person. At this moment, she knew that what Yu Wenrui said was not unreasonable. Since the establishment of the Great Zhou Dynasty, the Yuwen clan has a thin heir, and every generation and generation has frequent tragedies of brothers fighting each other and killing each other, so that now, only Yuwen Rui, Chai Qi and Ji Xiang are left in the real Taizu lineage. Putting aside the question of whether Yu Wenrui will have descendants in the future, in this situation alone, if you want to inherit the Great Zhou Dynasty in the auspicious future, it is indeed a good move to claim that she is the first emperor.

But—

She supported her body, looked at Yu Wenrui, and said word by word: "The emperor dares to say that there is not a trace of resentment in his heart?" ”

Yu Wenrui twisted his eyebrows.

"If the emperor does this, isn't there a feeling of hatred for the first emperor mixed in?"

Yu Wenrui clenched his fists.

"Since the emperor knows that the Sichen Palace retains the relics of the first emperor, yes, the mourning family admits that the mourning family is reluctant to leave the first emperor to survive, and is ready to miss it from time to time, take a look from time to time, and recall the past years."

The green tendons on Yu Wenrui's forehead jumped up, and the muscles in his face jumped twice uncontrollably.

Jing Yan stared at her and continued, "Does the emperor know why? That's because the mourning family is the wife of the first emperor, and the first emperor is also the mourning family...... Wife. ”

After hearing this, Yu Wenrui's heart suddenly hurt, but she endured it alive, and a layer of cold sweat appeared on her good-looking little face.

As if there was a resonance, Jing Yan's heart was also beating and hurting. She looked at Yu Wenrui's pale face steadily, and her mind negligently crossed the bits and pieces of the two of them getting along in the past ten years.

Why is this happening?

Why did it come to this?

Jing Yan closed his eyes in pain.

Some things, after all, should have been decided a long time ago.

In this way, let her continue to walk the way she should go.

The moment he closed his eyes, Jing Yan seemed to have seen Yu Wenrui's life: he was high-spirited when he was young, he was guiding the country in his prime, and he was full of children and grandchildren in his later years......

This is her worry-free, the life she should experience, worry-free, free and easy.

From then on, she was still her son of the Great Zhou, she was still her Empress Dowager of the Great Zhou, and she was still the surviving person of the first emperor.

From then on, she didn't have to suffer any longer, no longer had to feel guilty about her philosophy, and this heart really settled.

Time, very long, seems to be very short.

Jing Yan suddenly opened his eyes, and said softly to Yu Wenrui in a voice that was so unfamiliar that he didn't recognize: "I don't love you." Please also ask the emperor not to ...... again"

Please also ask the emperor not to waste his mind on the mourning family again.

This sentence didn't have a chance to be complete, Yuwen Rui suddenly clutched the fabric on her shoulder, gritted his teeth, and grimaced his face, like a little beast that was still unwilling to be trapped and still struggling: "What did you say?" You repeat! ”

Jing Yan empathizes with her pain. However, there was never a turning back from the bow.

"I don't love you." Just four words, so simple, are enough to send a person's soul to hell.

"You ......" Yu Wenrui's palms clenched tighter, and the sharp pain in her chest invaded her.

How much more painful it is? None of those four words make people feel more painful and feel like they can't recover!

"Don't dare to love, or ...... Don't want to love? After all, there is still a glimmer of hope in Yu Wenrui's heart.

"I don't love you." The answer is still the same.

Yu Wenrui was silent for a long time, and the silence made Jing Yan have the illusion that time would stand still.

If time could stand still, Jing Yan would rather her carefree still be that naughty, foolish and jumpy, and she might get into trouble for herself every moment, but she would not ask herself to love her worry-free.

It's nice to think about those days.

However, it really stood still.

What is still is not time, but her body.

This is......

Jing Yan was shocked and opened his mouth, surprised that he couldn't speak, let alone spit out half a word.

Yu Wenrui's gaze was deep, he gently flattened her body, withdrew his hand, and looked down at her, his eyes mixed with indescribable love.

Jing Yan knew that among the intertwined feelings, there must be something called danger.

It's just that the word "danger" is only for oneself.

What are you going to do? Why do you want to point my? Makes me immobilized? Jing Yan's eyes were full of questioning, and even hinted of anger.

Yu Wenrui turned his face away, as if he didn't dare to look at her.

She turned to her right hand.

It was this hand that had just brushed Jing Yan's body, making her unable to move.

Nervous? Is it sinful? Looking forward to it? Guilty?

No matter how complicated the mood is, Yu Wenrui is lucky. She was glad that she had learned the method of acupoints from her master.

She once wanted to be a hero and roam the rivers and lakes; Now, she has a high level of martial arts, and her dreams are far away, but this kung fu is still somewhat useful, but it is not used to help the weak and the poor, isn't it ridiculous?

But is there any other way besides this method?

If she can carve her own mark in that person's heart, even if it is only a small and insignificant mark, let alone this kung fu, even if she is asked to cut off her right hand, she is willing.

It's just that this heavy affection, that person, after all, ignored it.

Yu Wenrui raised his face and didn't let the tears come out of his eyes again.

Jing Yan silently watched her every move like this.

She couldn't move, but her ears could hear.

However, what did she hear?

"Shen Quan! Bring all the inner court guards to Kuntai Palace! ”

"Majesty, you ......"

"Don't talk nonsense! Just go! All the guards of the inner court, surround the Kuntai Palace, and no one is allowed to put it inside! Even if a bird is released, I will cut off your heads one by one! ”

"Bingbi! Serve the ink! Prepare for the bath! ”

"陛xià! This ......" The second maid looked worriedly at Jing Yan, who was leaning on the bed and said nothing.

"What this, this! The Queen Mother wants to bathe! No more nonsense, I'll kill you with one slap! ”

After the order, Yu Wenrui didn't say anything, and he didn't look at Jing Yan. She stood in front of the window with her hands behind her back, looking out at the world covered in silver.

After a long time, she suddenly laughed at herself: "If one day, I also die outside, will the Queen Mother be the slightest bit sad?" Will the Queen Mother also leave my relics and make a thought? ”

Immediately, she smiled bitterly: "No, right? I and her, after all, are in your heart, incomparable! ”

"But, I want to! I want to have a place in your heart! Even if it's just an inch! ”

Jing Yan's heart is like a knife twisting-

[Worry-free, does it have to be like this? 】