At sunset, the attendants of Kuntai Palace turned on the lamp, and the whole palace was suddenly filled in a halo of light.

"Don't worry, rest for a while, don't get tired of your eyes." Jing Yan stopped writing and said.

Yu Wenrui is as good as a stream. She propped herself up from the bookcase, looked at the light in the room, and looked at the small scripture she had copied, and she was quite satisfied.

"Yan'er's mother, what kind of person is she?" Yu Wenrui suddenly asked.

Jing Yan thought for a while and said: "When my mother passed away, I was so young that I didn't even remember her voice and smile. ”

Yu Wenrui said regretfully: "You are so pitiful! I haven't seen my mother's ...... either."

She changed her words and said, "I have heard people say that the British Duke and his wife have a deep affection. After the death of the lady, she did not even accept another concubine, and the huge British Mansion was only a side lady, and the British Duke had no intention of correcting her at all. ”

That side lady is the biological mother of the second son of the Jing family. Jing Yan is quite satisfied with his father, few men in the world can do what his father does, right?

Everyone said that the British Duke was a strange man, and he did not hesitate to put down his body in order to marry the daughter of the Duan family; Everyone said that Mrs. Duan was so blessed, even if she had already traveled to the crane immortal, the man who loved her deeply was willing to die alone for her.

However, in the end, the father has a side wife, and there is a deceased lady before the mother, and it seems unreasonable for Ruoqiang to say that he only takes one scoop for his mother's weak water of 3,000. The concept of the world is often like this, a woman is "loyal" and "rightful" to die alone for her deceased husband; When a man does not marry a woman for the sake of him, it becomes a miracle and is sung and praised.

Are the world's women too harsh?

"Growing up, I often heard about my father and mother's deep affection." Jing Yan smiled lightly.

"I think, Yan'er's mother must be gentle and strong, and her appearance is worthy of being a figure who captivates the country and the city, right?" Yuwen Ruixiao thought about Mrs. Duan's appearance, and his eyes fell on Jing Yan's face, "Yan'er's temperament and appearance must be very similar to your mother!" ”

"You'd like to!" Jing Yan said angrily.

She stroked the scriptures she had copied in front of her and sighed: "Among men, my father can be regarded as an affectionate person. However, love is a word, after all, it ......"

She wanted to speak, but she stopped.

"How's it going?" Yu Wenrui heard that there was a lot of articles in her words, how could he not ask?

Jing Yan looked at her steadily, and after a while, Fang suddenly said, "Don't worry, I saw Granny Yao today......"

"Where?" Yu Wenrui's eyes widened in shock.

"Outside the Imperial Tomb Shinto, she was looking at me when I passed by...... Direction of Yongling. ”

"She went to see the queen mother's ......" Yu Wenrui felt incredible.

"Well, I think, she went there to mourn her mother." Jing Yan nodded.

"How is that possible? She's not here......" Yu Wenrui pointed to his head, "...... Is it already broken? ”

Jing Yan sighed: "She's fine...... It was already good when I left the palace. ”

"Then she still left the queen mother? Did she have amnesia? Don't know the queen mother? ”

Jing Yan comforted Yu Wenrui and said, "Don't worry, don't worry, listen to me slowly." ”

"That's what happened!" Yu Wenrui listened to Jing Yan's narration and sighed.

"The poor queen mother fell in love with her for a lifetime, and in the end she was let down like this!" Yu Wenrui sighed.

Jing Yan disagreed: "When it comes to feelings, I can't say who lives up to whom." If you talk about being disappointed, isn't Aunt Shi the one who is disappointed? ”

"I actually forgot, Granny Yao and your mother are also ......," Yu Wenrui said halfway, not knowing how to describe it.

"Everything is fate, and it's not up to anyone!" Jing Yan said sadly, "But I admire Aunt Shi's decision even more......"

Seeing Yuwen Rui's suspicious face, Jing Yan said again: "Aunt Shi knows that she has been groggy for twenty years, and her medical skills have been used by Yuwen Chengji to do evil, and how many people have been harmed!" If it were me, even if I did these evil things when I was ignorant and unconscious, what I thought after I woke up would definitely be self-inflicted to thank the world. Aunt Shi has the courage to vow to spend the rest of her life in the world and save as many people as possible to atone for her sins, which is to live in the pain of self-blame every day, which is far more courage than death! ”

"It's indeed a strange woman...... Yu Wenrui said to himself, "It's just that if she hadn't run away, the queen mother wouldn't have been like this." ”

Jing Yan stared at her, and knew that she was sad about the death of the Empress Dowager. In fact, his feelings for the Empress Dowager are not complicated?

"Don't worry," Jing Yan took Yu Wenrui's hand, "Aunt Shi loves it, not the queen mother, and if she stays in the palace, there will be no happiness." ”

"If you don't love, you don't love, and you can't force it." Jing Yan said again.

Yu Wenrui was moved, climbed up to Jing Yan's hand, and interlocked his fingers with her, "Yan'er!" What if you hadn't fallen in love with me? ”

Jing Yan was stunned, she didn't expect her to ask this question.

"I didn't think about it," Jing Yan replied very seriously, "I think that my heart was already close to you many years ago, but I didn't know it at that time." I can't imagine what would have been ...... if I hadn't fallen in love with you."

Before she finished her words, she let out a low cry, and it turned out that she had been tightly hugged by Yu Wenrui. Jing Yan was only surprised for a moment, then relaxed his body and snuggled softly on Yu Wenrui's shoulder.

"How lucky am I to be in love with you?" Yu Wenrui sighed heartily in her ear.

Am I not lucky to be in love with you?

Jing Yan said silently in his heart, only to feel that there is nothing faster than this.

The two of them hugged each other quietly and enjoyed it for a while, Jing Yan first gently pushed away Yu Wenrui and straightened his somewhat scattered sideburns.

Yu Wenrui refused to let her go like this, so he simply hugged her and let her sit on his lap, while his hands wrapped around her soft waist.

Jing Yan had never been hugged by her like this, and suddenly blushed, and struggled lightly.

"Well-behaved, and there is no one else, let me ......" Yu Wenrui said pitifully in her ear.

Jing Yan heard the sentence "Come from me", and his body was crispy. It was soft, so she had to go.

Yu Wenrui was overjoyed in his heart, and he had to put his chin on Jing Yan's shoulder, wrapping one hand around her, and the other wrapped around her hair.

Jing Yan looked at Yu Wenrui's obsessive appearance, thinking back to all the things in the past ten years, his heart was surging, and he felt a sense of joy in his heart, as if the two of them had gone through a lot of hardships and hardships and finally achieved today's positive results. The years are quiet, and the pain experienced in the past is nothing.

"Don't worry, there is a word I want to say to you." Jing Yan said.

Seeing her solemn expression, Yu Wenrui stopped the movements in his hand, and said, "You say, I'll listen." ”

"On that day, when the queen mother was dying, she summoned me to the bed alone......" Jing Yan fell into memory.

When Yu Wenrui heard this, he straightened his back awe-inspiringly: Yan'er is what he wants to say......

"The Queen Mother said to me at the time that she knew that once she went, she would not be able to stop me from being with you. She said, even if she can't stop me, she doesn't recognize my ...... with you in her heart" Jing Yan's voice trembled, as if she was experiencing great torture in her heart.

Yu Wenrui looked distressed, held her hand, and rubbed it gently.

Jing Yan felt a little more courageous, and continued: "She said, Zhe...... The first emperor is in the spirit of heaven, and he will never approve of us! ”

Yu Wenrui sighed, I don't know whether she felt sorry for Jing Yan's suffering, or because she felt that the Empress Dowager didn't understand her own daughter, she tightened her arms and said softly: "Sister has a spirit in the sky, and she will be happy that we are together." She cares about you so much, how can she be willing to let you suffer alone for the rest of your years? ”

She said "sister", not "first emperor", not "imperial sister", Jing Yan was very pleased: "I know Zhe, she will be happy that we are together." ”

Yu Wenrui leaned over and kissed her hair: "What else did the queen mother say?" ”

In the end, it's the most hurtful, right? Yu Wenrui is clear.

Jing Yan's eyes were red, "The queen mother said that my mother, in the spirit of heaven, will never forgive me for doing such a thing that insults her old man's reputation, saying that my mother will be ashamed of me!" ”

Yu Wenrui couldn't help but shudder: What a curse this is! Knowing that Yan'er lost her mother at a young age, her feelings for her mother were deeper than ordinary people, but she said such words!

"So, you can't take it anymore?"

"Yes," Jing Yan replied honestly, "even if I believe that my mother will not complain about me when she has a spirit in heaven, but when I think of my mother, I still ......."

Yu Wenrui listened to it sourly, "How wise the queen mother is, the heroine among women is just like this, why can't she think about it like this at the last moment?" ”

Jing Yan's face was sad.

"Yes," Yu Wenrui asked himself, "she was confined to love all her life, she couldn't be freed, and at the end she was abandoned by her beloved, no wonder so." ”

She said, caressing Jing Yan and said, "Everything is in the past. ”

Jing Yan tilted his face slightly, looked at her, his eyes were red, and said softly: "Yes, everything has passed." ”

The two people are very close, breathing and smelling each other, thinking about the impermanence of the world, the person who loves is the person who loves himself, the most fortunate thing in the world, nothing more than this, when he feels that the other party is more and more cute and amiable, his eyes are more lingering, tangled in one place, you have me, I have you, no one can separate.

I don't know who took the initiative, maybe it was because the two people had a strong desire in their hearts, attracted to each other like magnets, until the lips touched, tossing and exploring, as if they wanted to take away each other's spirits.

A kiss for love.

Yu Wenrui still felt that he was still unsatisfied, and Jing Yan was already weak.

Yu Wenrui hugged her soft and delicate body and said with a smile: "Yan'er is so delicate, how can she bear more in the future?" ”

Jing Yan naturally knew what she was ridiculing, and she was ashamed and said angrily: "What are you talking about!" ”

Yu Wenrui winked at her and said with a smile: "I didn't say anything!" For months in a row, you have snubbed me like that, my heart is so sad that my blood is about to run out! In the future, you won't compensate me much? ”

Jing Yan gritted her teeth and knew what her so-called "compensation" was.

Yu Wenrui was afraid that he would really annoy her, so he accepted it when he saw it, and changed the topic and said: "You can bear it, this matter is stuffy in your heart, and after a long time, you still don't get sick?" ”

Jing Yan sighed: "Originally, I didn't want to tell you about this matter for the rest of my life!" ”

"Why?"

"The queen mother is the queen mother after all, not to mention that she is no longer there? I thought that I would know it alone, even if you annoyed me and refused to tell you, it would fade over time......"

"You know I'm annoyed with you, too?" Yu Wenrui snorted, "Then why did you want to open it again today?" ”

Jing Yan snuggled in her arms, "It was Aunt Shi who made me suddenly understand." ”

"Granny Yao?"

"Hmm. I listened to her talk about the past, as well as her plans, and suddenly realized that a hundred years of life is just a white horse, fleeting, how difficult it is to get someone who knows and knows? No matter who else, just talking about the mother, the queen mother, and Aunt Shi, the three of them didn't get it, and decades of their lives have passed in such a flash, why bother? ”

Jing Yan said, put his arm around Yu Wenrui's neck, and said in her ear: "So, I want to say to you, and I want to say that from now on, there will be no gap between you and me." I don't want to have any regrets between me and you in this life! 166 Reading Network