Chapter 12: Double unrequited love

"Bang, bang, bang......"

Early in the morning, from knocking on the door to knocking on the door, Han Hui's mood had changed from doubt to anxiety, "Qiao Jin? Qiao Jin? Are you in the room? Can you hear me? ”

On the first day of formal training, Han Hui couldn't understand what the situation was like when he couldn't see Qiao Jin. Qiao Jin's phone was always turned off, and Han Hui, who was not at ease, was about to go to the hotel front desk and open the door with a spare room card. But at this time, Qiao Jin finally came out of the room and showed that he was still a living creature.

It's just that Han Hui not only didn't feel at ease, but after seeing Qiao Jin's whole state, he was even more worried, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it with the words "terrible". Although Qiao Jin was not unkempt, the low air pressure around Qiao Jin made Han Hui smell something unusual.

"Qiao Jin, what's wrong with you? Did something happen last night? ”

"Hmm......" Qiao Jin hung his head weakly, "My mobile phone seems to have lost ......"

"Did you meet a thief? You're all right, right? Han Hui looked at Qiao Jin back and forth, "Yesterday you suddenly stopped in the room, where did you go alone?" ”

Qiao Jin leaned against the door, closed his eyes and didn't want to explain, "Han Hui, I'm so tired, can you not ask me questions one after another?" I just want to sleep a little more......"

Although Qiao Jin was wearing black-framed glasses, the signs of dark circles and redness in his eyes were obvious, Han Hui sighed silently and said, "Then I'll ask for leave for you, you have a good rest, if you have something, call me at any time with the landline in your room." My number, I write to you. ”

"Good. Thank you. ”

The sunlight came in through the gap in the curtains, Yan Xin opened his eyes hazy, relieved himself, saw Fu Tao walking around the bed, and remembered that he was in Xiamen.

"Awake? Breakfast was butter toast with warm milk, now want to get up? ”

Yanxin hugged the quilt and shook his head, "I don't want to, I'm so tired......"

Fu Tao sat down on the edge of the bed, raised his hand and stroked Yanxin's hair, "Say you're tired now?" You are ten months pregnant, and you still insist on working, so what should you do? ”

"Perry told me that pregnancy also needs to adapt, to adapt to the baby's growth rhythm, to adapt to the early stage of hard work is unavoidable, but as long as you find a balance with the baby, this experience is wonderful and unique", Yanxin looked at Fu Tao and smiled, "I think I can, what about you?" ”

"I ......" Fu Tao smiled and avoided Yan Xin's eyes, "I really haven't prepared yet, Yan Xin, you also know that my original plan was to start my own business at the end of the year, once I get busy, I can't guarantee that I won't be negligent with you and the child." After the birth of a little life, companionship and education are also very important, neither of us can be absent, but do we really have the mental strength? Do you want to give up the position of regional president, or do you want me to give up my own business? ”

Yanxin frowned, half-sat up, and said puzzledly, "How can you be so strict?" There are many entrepreneurs who are busier than us, and don't they all be able to balance family and career? You don't have such a big psychological burden, we don't have the corresponding economic foundation, it's always a happy thing to be a father! ”

Under Yanxin's gaze, Fu Tao nodded a little uncomfortably, and soothed his expression slightly, "You have a point, let's get up and eat breakfast first, otherwise it will be cold." ”

Yanxin watched Fu Tao walk out of the room, feeling a little unhappy and uneasy in his heart. A man who is about to become a father is actually more worried than happy, which makes Yanxin incomprehensible and even more overwhelmed.

"Perry, am I thinking too much?"

"Of course not!" Perry, who was meeting with the wine supplier, walked out of the cafΓ© with his mobile phone, "Yanxin, what are you looking for from yourself?" You have already dropped a qiΔ“ and flown to Xiamen, just to tell sΓΉ Fu Tao the good news, and then spend a celebration together, what's the problem? ”

"But...... He was really not mentally prepared. "Yanxin is like being poked in the soft underbelly by Perry, and the words spoken are not enough confidence.

Perry sighed nonchalantly, "Honey, this is the worst excuse in the whole world. You ask yourself, if you believe Fu Tao, will you still call me? He's cowardly at all, and you give him a reason to be not as stupid as you! ”

Yanxin leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and smiled, "Perry, you're still the same as before, always so uncomforting." ”

"You didn't call me for comfort," Perry relaxed, "Then again, it's stressful for a man to marry a wife as good as you." You want to guide Fu Tao, instead of following him, getting used to him, if he wants to drill a hole in the ground, you will dig a road for him? That's wrong, you should drag him out, you can't let him run away. Otherwise, if he escapes, what will you and the child do? ”

Looking at the waters that surged onto the beach and receded in the distance, Yan Xin stroked his forehead, "Perhaps, I shouldn't let myself fall into the situation of being pregnant out of wedlock." ”

Hearing this, Perry was stunned for a moment, but stopped when the words came to his mouth. Perry, who is the most rectal, also snorted, "It is said that women become sensitive after pregnancy, which seems to be not bad at all." Yanxin, don't think so much, I'm asking you to guide Fu Tao, not letting you be influenced by Fu Tao. The two of them walked along the seaside, looking forward to the future, chatting and chatting about the direction. ”

"Okay, listen to Perry, yes!"

Hearing the joke in Yanxin's words, Perry also continued to joke with Yanxin. Perry can understand Yanxin's confusion and apprehension, but he is afraid to hear Yanxin's uncertainty and lack of confidence in grasping happiness. Because unmarried pregnancy is not a problem at all in today's society, unless you encounter a negative person. Therefore, if Fu Tao is not the person who can give Yanxin a sense of security, then he will definitely bring harm to Yanxin. Perry thought of this and stopped talking.

Lying on his back on the bed in the hotel, his head was so low that he was about to touch the floor, all the hot blood flowed to his brain, Qiao Jin looked at the waves outside the window and beat them again and again, quietly letting go of himself, trying to figure things out.

In fact, things are quite simple, Yanxin is just a suitable partner at the right age to spend her life hand in hand, they are both successful in their careers, their lives are stable, they only need a home, and they are perfect. Qiao Jin just entered the best company at the best time, with strength and reputation, and over time, Qiao Jin will be able to gain a place in DK with his own strength. This beautiful two are not in conflict at all, as long as Qiao Jin doesn't like Yanxin, all problems will not exist.

But, something from the corner of his eye flowed into his hair, Qiao Jin blinked and smiled bitterly. As far as I look like a ghost now, I'm just so sad that I'm about to break my liver and intestines, and I haven't regretted it, so what else is there to talk about? Do it all over again, a hundred times, a thousand times, Qiao Jin will still be in the library at the moment when he first sees his heart, his heart is pounding, and there is no cure.

has not yet tried the taste of loving someone, and you have to start learning to let go of someone, this realm is too high and too fast, Qiao Jin can't do it. Not to mention letting Qiao Jin bless Yanxin, even when he sees Yanxin again, Qiao Jin doesn't know what to say, so it's better to leave. A hopeless unrequited love and secret love, no matter how cowardly, is nothing more than that, and no one in the know will say that Qiao Jin escaped, which is really a good thing to make the roots of the ears clean.

Taking a deep breath, Qiao Jin got up from the bed, opened the window, and stood in front of the window, letting the sea breeze blow him awake. The waves of oneself can only be calmed by oneself.

After the sound of bathing water, the door rang and Qiao Jin left the room.

The training course of the auxiliary store was arranged in a compact and orderly manner, but he didn't receive news from Qiao Jin all day, which made Han Hui a little uneasy. In the morning, Qiao Jin asked for leave from the teacher in charge of training at the headquarters, and Han Hui obviously felt the teacher's dissatisfaction. In the training class that others want to participate in, there are still people who want to ask for leave without knowing what to do, so naturally there is no shame. Besides, the leaders of the headquarters were already larger, and the general reasons could not impress them. On the second day of training, Qiao Jin had to show himself well no matter what, so as to redeem his impression.

After packing dinner and coming back, Han Hui rang Qiao Jin's room bell, once, twice...... The same situation appeared again as in the morning, making Han Hui unclear whether there was anyone or no one in the room. This time, Han Hui directly asked the front desk to open the door with a spare room card, it was empty, and Qiao Jin didn't know where he went.

It was getting late again, Han Hui frowned and ran to the hotel front desk to ask. But there were too many people coming in and out of the hotel in one day, and Han Hui didn't ask any news about his impression of Qiao Jin, so he could only be anxious.

"Don't tell anyone where you go, when did Qiao Jin become such a willful person?" Holding the mobile phone, he didn't know who he could call, Han Hui's mood at the moment was really depressed!

And Qiao Jin just went to scatter his heart. Dinner ate a few strings of barbecue on the street, listened to the sound of the guitar on the street, occasionally laughed a few times, occasionally shed two lines of tears, walked and stopped, I don't know what to say, it was also the first experience in Qiao Jin's life.

Han Hui, who was waiting at the hotel store, looked up many times, and finally saw Qiao Jin's figure slowly approaching. Han Hui walked down the steps in twos and threes, and the moment he stood in front of Qiao Jin, Qiao Jin was startled.

"Han Hui, what are you doing here?"

"What? You leave the hotel without a word, and now it's dark, who knows if something will happen to you! ”

was really anxious, and seeing Qiao Jin's indifferent appearance, Han Hui unconsciously became angry.

But Qiao Jin felt inexplicable, "You think too much, in peacetime, where do you have so many rights and wrongs?" ”

Han Hui took the first step to stop Qiao Jin, who was about to enter the hotel and return to his room, calmed down and asked, "Qiao Jin, what's wrong with you?" Did you know that something was wrong with you since this morning? ”

"I know, so I want to be quiet."

"Can't you talk to me?"

Qiao Jin looked up at Han Hui and shook his head apologetically, "I'm sorry, Han Hui, this is my personal matter, I don't want to say it." ”

"But ......"

Before Han Hui finished speaking, Qiao Jin had already walked into the hotel with his head down. Under the night sky of Xiamen, another person's quiet sigh was added.