"Hehe~ Perhaps, you are a pervert?" Aunt Cen said meaningfully while pinching the bun in her hand.

“mo？” Li Shenglong was stunned, perverted? How is this word possible for me?

Li Shenglong looked at Aunt Cen, put down his chopsticks and said cautiously: "Perhaps, is there some misunderstanding?" ”

"Misunderstanding? Hehe......" Aunt Cen smiled, did not speak, but pinched the bun with her hands and feet.

Seeing this, Li Shenglong had no choice but to stop asking, and picked up the chopsticks stupidly and continued to eat the buns, but Aunt Cen's words made the buns picked up by Li Shenglong fall to the ground.

"If it's not a pervert, why are you stalking us Taeyeon?"

Li Shenglong trembled, could he have been seen?

Li Shenglong opened his mouth and was about to speak, but was preempted by Aunt Cen.

"That cowardly pervert of nine years old in Taeyeon's mouth is you, Sungyong Xi?"

Lee Sung-ryong's breath is stagnant, the cowardly pervert of the ninth year in Taeyeon's mouth?

So in her heart, I am such a person?

Suddenly, Li Shenglong felt his heart twitch a little.

Aunt Cen looked at Li Shenglong's frowning and somewhat painful look, and then slowly explained: "Hehe, I said it when I was perverted, but timidity is really what Taeyeon said." ”

Hearing this, his brows widened, and a touch of happiness rose in Li Shenglong's heart.

"Hehe, big brother, let's talk." Aunt Cen wiped her hands with a towel, looked at Li Shenglong seriously and said.

Seeing this, Li Shenglong also nodded in agreement.

"Seongryong Xi, auntie, I really ask you, do you really like Taeyeon?" Aunt Cen stared at Li Shenglong's eyes and said.

"How do you know, Auntie?"

As soon as the words came out, suddenly Li Shenglong found that he had asked superfluous questions, a little stupid.

"I guess." Aunt Cen clasped her hands crossed, and then said: "Taeyeon told me some of your descriptions, when you came to eat here that day, I also took a little bit, and when the two were combined, I guessed that it was you." ”

I see, sure enough, ginger is old and spicy. Li Shenglong nodded secretly.

"Auntie, what did Taeyeon say when she told you about me?"

"There's a lot, basically tell me everything that happened to you and Taeyeon, if there are no special secret things, I can see that this little guy, who lives alone in Seoul, is lonely and lonely, look at her, she is alone every day, eats alone, rides the bus alone, and never sees her bring her friends over, in fact, Taeyeon is a very introverted girl, I was thinking, if there is a nice man to date her, she should be a more cheerful, more cute and charming little guy than now, Instead of someone who only occasionally laughs when faced with the familiar, the false mask of reality is not yet suitable for her face. ”

After Aunt Cen saw Li Shenglong hear this, she clenched her fists and lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking.

Kim Tae-yeon.

Learn alone.

Eat alone.

Alone on the bus.

Every day, I was alone, wearing a little pink down, old plush socks and hats, huddled up and lonely on the road, and the wind howled and raged on this short little body.

As soon as the picture was formed in Li Shenglong's mind, Li Shenglong already had a feeling of convulsions that he couldn't breathe.

Thinking of the past when the two played together, ate and drank together, and sang together at STC Academy, Li Shenglong felt a wave of beauty.

However, when Lee Sung-ryong returned to STC that day and said that he was going to make his debut in an economic company, it seemed that he didn't notice Kim Tae-yeon's forced smile.

Did she feel a sense of breach of trust?

So it cooled down that night?

Yes, I said I would be brother and sister, sing together, and do a lot of things together, but now I turned around and flew solo, so I feel a sense of betrayal.

But why do you say you're timid?

"Don't you know where you're cowardly?" Suddenly, Aunt Cen's voice disturbed Li Shenglong's train of thought.

Li Shenglong looked at Aunt Cen suspiciously: "That, did I say it?" ”

Aunt Cen looked at him strangely: "Didn't you notice it yourself?" Nagging and babbling to say it. ”

Li Shenglong's face was hot, and he was a little embarrassed: "I really didn't find it, maybe I was too engrossed." ”

Aunt Cen smiled bitterly and shook her head: "Big brother, let's save worry, to be blunt, I'll ask you to answer." ”

Li Shenglong was stunned for a moment, then nodded.

"Do you like Taeyeon?"

Li Shenglong pondered for a while, instinctively wanting to say something, but suddenly, he remembered the stack of unfinished lyrics in Yin Zhiyuan's house, and thought of the situation that he felt very happy and relaxed when he followed Kim Taeyeon from afar tonight, and nodded lightly, which was regarded as answering Aunt Cen's question.

Aunt Cen nodded, looking like she was really like this, and then continued to ask: "Then why don't you confess to her?" ”

"Confession?" Hearing Aunt Cen mention it, this word suddenly jumped wildly in Li Shenglong's heart.

Li Shenglong tilted his head and replied a little intermittently: "I...... I'm a little scared. ”

"Afraid?" Aunt Cen raised her eyebrows, looked Li Shenglong up and down, about 78 meters tall, she looks sturdy, and she doesn't have a weak creamy appearance.

Pointing at Li Shenglong, he was a little angry: "A dignified seven-foot man, what are you afraid of?" Not at all, still say that we are Chinese? ”

Aunt Cen may be a little overemotional, and her tone of scolding Li Shenglong is a little too heavy, although she reacted afterwards, but she didn't apologize to him, because it's true, the man's husband has a big scar on his head, what are you afraid of?

was drunk like this by Aunt Cen, and Li Shenglong also seemed to wake up a little.

yes, what's there to be afraid of?

Even if it's rejected, can't it continue?

Can you still die?

Aunt Cen's words were like an empowerment, awakening Li Shenglong, who was confused in his heart.

Li Shenglong stood up and bowed deeply to Aunt Cen: "Auntie's words are like an initiation, and now in retrospect, it seems that it is really a little too timid and cowardly, and it is indeed insulting to the identity of Chinese, and my father said that a man should be fearless when he stands up to the sky." I'm very grateful to my aunt for waking me up. ”

"Actually, if Taeyeon had told you, you should know that I grew up in a single-parent family, and my personality in the past was not what it is now."

Aunt Cen nodded, Taeyeon said this.

Li Shenglong sat back on the stool, looked down at the cup in his hand, and said slowly: "Because of the defects of the family, I am very defensive of all strangers, and when I was a child, I was also afraid of being known about not having a mother, and I was afraid of being made fun of being a poor worm without a mother, so I have always been reluctant to contact those people, because of the reason that I am better at studying than others, those classmates have a sense of distance from me, and over time, those people are also isolating me."

Later, gradually, I no longer longed for the pity of others, my heart, my feelings were completely closed, and I rarely showed my emotions to strangers.

At that time, except for a few friends, there were no friends who could talk, 6 years of elementary school, in the countryside, some of the 6 years of classmates had never communicated at all, and they didn't even say hello, isn't it ironic? ”

"It wasn't until I studied music that music was like the flame of a phoenix nirvana, which completely reborn me and began to change myself from the inside out.

Although my personality has changed, my childhood experience has had too much impact on a person, and now I can smile at others and do something that can help others, but it is still impossible to hand over my heart and become a friend. ”

"Later, Taeyeon appeared, and when I saw her, I could feel a kind of loneliness in her heart, the kind of wandering loneliness in a strange environment, although I could feel it, but I didn't show anything, because, at that time, she was just a freshman in a teacher's school for me, although she was a freshman with good potential."

"Later, the teacher and I both discovered the talent potential of this little guy, in the words of the teacher, she is simply a natural singer, the teacher appreciates and likes her very much, so he accepted her as a disciple after me, and finally, the relationship between the two of us has changed once and has become a brother and sister."

"At first, I was a little uncomfortable, as if a stone had been thrown into my peaceful life, and there were ripples on the surface of the lake, but finally, in my later life, my habits were changed in my studies.

In the past, as a disciple of the teacher, I basically monopolized the teacher's teaching time by myself, but now, in addition to the public group teaching time, a lot of the teacher's remaining time will be allocated to Taeyeon, which makes me feel like I'm being robbed of something that belongs to me, which makes me a little unhappy and a little excited.

I don't know if this is a performance of competition for favor, at that time, I always like to tease this little sister, maybe because of the age gap, I didn't find out, in fact, it should be that time to like this little guy, a foreign writer said, when you change your habits for a person, in fact, you already like this person. At that time, my life began to be unstable, and these waves were all caused by the little guy Kim Taeyeon. ”

Moved his throat, raised his head and drank all the water in the cup, looking at the empty cup, Li Shenglong smiled: "Now that I think about it, that little guy really has a special power, and people can't help but like her, pity her, and have a special sense of affinity." ”

Aunt Cen also smiled: "Yes, that little guy, from the first time I saw her, I felt that this girl was pleasing to the eye and kind, otherwise she wouldn't have such a close relationship now." Now, the two of us are about to set up a banquet to recognize our relatives, hehe. ”

Looking at Li Shenglong in a blink of an eye, Aunt Cen also sighed: "I didn't expect your child to have such a hard time when he was a child, just because of those reasons, so I was afraid that I didn't know how to maintain the relationship between the two after the confession was rejected?" ”

Li Shenglong nodded.

"But, did you ever think that she would accept you?" Aunt Cen looked at Li Shenglong with interest and asked.

"This ...... I really didn't think about it, as if I missed out on a lot. Li Shenglong pondered for a moment, and only smiled bitterly after half a sound.

"Although the experiences of your childhood hit you hard, haven't they all changed now? So don't dwell on the past, people, always look forward. Aunt Cen patted Li Shenglong on the shoulder.