17. It hurts
Although it is miserable, the unique aroma of the cake can still be distinguished.
"Yes." Fang Hua nodded, he hadn't finished his work yet, the reason why he came here halfway was to give it to Fang Rong before the cake was broken, and now that the thing had been delivered, his task had been completed.
"You eat, I'll go first." He turned around, and just as he took a step, he was suddenly grabbed by the wrist.
Fang Rong's expression was complicated, "Let's eat together and then go!" โ
He always had the feeling that he had betrayed Fang Hua, although Fang Hua didn't know that he was so good to him, and he didn't even mind what he said that day.
Why are you so stupid?
I'm a bad person!
The decoration in the hallway is nice, there are simulated flowers in the corner, like the real thing, with a faint fragrance.
"It's okay to come into the house and sit down."
Fang Hua was slightly stunned, and after a slight hesitation, he was pulled into the room and pressed on the sofa.
"I remember you liked cake the most." Fang Rong opened the plastic bag next to the cake, which contained a fork and a plastic cutter, and he took it out to cut the small cake into several smaller pieces.
Although it is a messy on the outside, it is very good on the inside, it is just right, and it is soft and delicious.
Fang Rong picked up and gave him a copy, kept one for himself, he inadvertently looked up at the apron on Fang Hua's waist, and pretended to ask casually, "You found a job?" โ
"Yes."
"Tired?"
"It's fine." He seems to have learned a lot during this time, and he speaks a lot neatly.
Fang Rong frowned, he had already seen the hand that Fang Hua wanted to hide, those hands should have been hands that were playing the piano, slender and slender, with distinct bones, fair and delicate skin, now they were white, and there were wrinkled skin on their fingertips.
"Do you wash things?"
"Yes."
"It's not good to soak in water a lot, you will get eczema, and you can't do other work?" He remembered that Fang Hua had danced on that kind of big stage, "What about dancing?" โ
"Don't let me jump." After a pause, he added, "They always do bad things to me, and they can't find other jobs." โ
Fang Rong's heart jumped, indeed, even if he could find a job, it wouldn't be long before he would be investigated, and he would have to run again, and he wouldn't be able to do any work for long.
I don't know why, he suddenly began to feel sorry for Fang Hualai.
Poor people must have hate, hateful people must also have pitiful, Fang Hua eats human flesh, drinks human blood, and has great power, but he has no identity, no money, his life is hindered everywhere, and he can't even live as ordinary as an ordinary person, for his wife and son, he has only two choices, either to join the military, or to go to the orc world.
"You can't do this job, you're already being targeted." He didn't dare to say that he had given the military an idea to deal with him, so he could only build him up, "You have to choose that kind of daily and fast work, otherwise you won't be able to make money at all, and you won't be able to support you." โ
Fang Hua has a big appetite, he can eat one or two catties of meat at a meal, ordinary work can't support him at all, that is to say, he has never eaten enough outside.
So is that the real reason why he killed?
Can't eat enough because you're hungry?
Fang Rong took out the change from his body, "You take the subsidy first, and then return it to me when you have money." โ
Because of his strong strength, the orcs themselves have an arrogance, and they are unwilling to accept other people's alms, in order not to hurt his self-esteem, Fang Rong did not say to give it to him directly, but asked him to return it.
Fang Hua was stunned for a moment, "I don't want it, I have money." โ
He took out a card, which was given to him by the previous boss, and at that time he was dancing in a bar, and he could have five hundred yuan a day, and the treatment was very good, but it was just ......
"I don't know how to use it." He put the card on the table and pushed it to Fang Rong.
Fang Rong smiled, "This is โกโก, you have to go to the bank to get it." โ
"Oh."
In view of the fact that Fang Hua can't appear in public places, especially near the bank, there are many monitors, so Fang Rong accepted the card, "That's it, I'll help you put the card first, you take the money, buy yourself something to eat, don't be wronged yourself, ask me again if you don't have it." โ
Fang Hua lowered his eyes and put a piece of cut cake into his mouth, his delicate face was not wavering, and he did not refuse.
"Fang Hua, have you ever thought about living an upright life, without having to hide."
Fang Hua's face was stunned, "Can I?" โ
"Absolutely." He must have hoped when he said this, "Now the military thinks you have a lot of potential and hopes that you can join them, what do you think?" โ
I don't know why, Fang Hua's emotions suddenly fluctuated, his chest rose and fell, he opened his mouth several times but couldn't speak, maybe he didn't know how to express it, he suddenly stretched out his hands and tore his shirt violently, revealing his chest full of scars.
There were gunshot wounds, knife wounds, and even traces left by the ability, which was a substance that corroded the flesh and skin, and the wound never healed, and the surrounding area was already red, showing signs of decay.
Fang Rong gasped, unable to imagine how he had survived.
Ordinary people feel that they are going to die or live if they have a small abrasion, and so many wounds must be very painful.
His voice trembled, and he could barely speak, "These...... They did it? โ
The windows and doors of the house were closed, not very ventilated, and the faint smell of blood permeated.
Fang Rong stretched out his hand and carefully touched the scarred chest, "Isn't it painful?" โ
Fang Hua closed his shirt not too much, took his hand and rubbed it on his face, his voice was slightly nasal, "It doesn't hurt." โ
His tone and actions are more like a child coquettish to an adult, full of dependence.
"Why didn't you say that?" Fang Rong was a little distressed, "They hurt you first, right?" โ
Fang Hua didn't speak, he sat down next to Fang Rong, leaned his head on him, the faint fragrance of the shower gel came, and the familiar smell made him feel at ease for a while.
"Do you hate them?" Fang Rong didn't refuse his little action, and let him put his head on his shoulder.
"So you killed because you were injured, right?"