58 Chapter 58

Chonglan pushed him back with his arm, barely letting him get close, and said with a stiff face: "You can't stand up and talk about it!" What is this, I'm going to be angry if you do this again! ”

He blinked, didn't listen to her, and leaned closer: "Do you know what you did wrong?" ”

His front placket was open, and the beautiful collarbone could be seen between the light and shadow, and Chonglan opened his face softly: "I was wrong, I was wrong, my lord, you get up first." ”

He raised his eyebrows, obviously not believing, and pressed her half of Luo skirt to make her unable to move: "What are you wrong?" ”

The hero doesn't suffer the loss in front of him, Chonglan pushed him and said: "I'm wrong, next time there is such a thing to tell you, can you get out of the way first?" ”

He just teased her a few words, but he really didn't want to do anything to her, but the warm fragrant nephrite was beside him, it was inevitable that people would linger more, he put one hand on her hand, and was about to speak, when there was a sound of footsteps at the Moon Gate, she was really panicked, pushed him away, and said in a low voice: "What do you want!" ”

He always holds people like this, no one knows what he wants to do, and he brings people's hearts up and down, whenever she wants to get out, he tries his best to get into her heart, wants to escape but is reluctant, on the one hand, it is fruitless, and on the other hand, it is difficult to extricate himself.

The things she had been avoiding thinking about these days were finally piled up in her heart, and she only felt that her heart was stuffy, she couldn't help choking, and tried her best to calm down: "I know that the emperor's affairs are deliberately hidden from adults, and it's up to you to beat or punish you, I don't feel that I did something wrong." ”

She was used to everything in her heart, and the tears finally fell: "And you and me... You think it's okay if I seduce you, or if you think I'm cheap so that you can be light at will, it's always wrong for the two of us to be together, let's change it, don't see each other in the future. ”

She doesn't hate him, but hates herself for not being angry, love is sweet poison. medicine, if she had half feelings for Yan He, she could point to his nose and let him stay away when he was ambiguous, but she just couldn't do it.

She should push him away and keep him away from her, that's what a serious boudoir girl does. She deceived herself every time he approached, there was no next time, originally she just wanted to delay, but later she became more and more unable to extricate herself, preferring to be vague, turn a blind eye, and let him stay by her side, even if the two of them will one day return to the bridge.

Yan He watched her tears roll in his eyes, and swallowed it back, half falling to the ground was even more distressing, he stretched out his hand, tentatively pulled her to sit on the stone bench, and said softly; "You're a good girl, it's not good for me, you shouldn't be treated like this to you."

Chonglan turned around and sat away from him: "I'm not complaining to you, and I don't want to force you, it's just that there is no banquet in the world that will never be dissolved..." ”

The corners of his mouth sank: "Where am I not as good as Jiang Xiucai, and those candidates you picked?" ”

He even knew it all! Chonglan turned around, looked at him in surprise, and lowered his eyes again: "What do you compare to them?" ”

She saw that he was looking at herself fixedly, knowing that she couldn't hide, so she said slowly: "I will never be a concubine, and adults also know that my mother went because my father spoiled his concubine and killed his wife, so I can't tolerate a concubine room." She looked up at him with a hint of mockery on her face: "Depending on your identity, which of these two can you do?" ”

He tucked his lips, and there was still flower juice on it, which became more and more glamorous: "That's how you look at me?" I think I've always treated you as a concubine, and I have chosen to take a fancy to the Jiang family? ”

Chonglan lowered his eyes and was silent, and said indifferently for a while: "No matter how much the Jiang family was able to make a fuss at the beginning, I am confident that I can handle it, but you..."

She paused, swallowed the second half of the sentence back, and said: "Your fourth brother came to me today, let me think of hooking you, and not let you show your face in front of the emperor, I already know that you live with me during the conversation... You can move out one day, and if you really like this house, I will move out and leave this house to you. ”

He looked at her quietly, then suddenly got up and said, "You come with me." Saying that, he walked towards his courtyard without looking back, Chonglan was slightly stunned, hesitated for a moment and followed.

He walked into his room, and took out the imperial calendar from the box inlaid with silver in rosewood and gave it to her, and she opened it to look at it, and it had been painted with cinnabar for several days, and it was densely drawn until the end of the year, and she was surprised and said, "This... It's all..."

"A day to get married." He looked at her, as if he wanted to engrave her eyebrows and eyes in his heart: "I have been painting since I went back to Moling on business, and I have been thinking about when I can propose." ”

He paused, and said indifferently: "You don't have to worry about the affairs of Qi Guofu, I want to make them think that I have the intention of marrying you, and the rest is just speculation, anyway, young Mu Ai is also a common thing, even if... You can also pick it clean, and it won't hurt your reputation. ”

He sneered, "Even they know my mind, but what do you think of me?" In your eyes, I'm afraid I'm just a shameless womanizer. ”

Chonglan's fingertips trembled, and he could barely hold the imperial calendar, biting his lip and asking, "Then why aren't you early..."

"Didn't tell you earlier? Didn't I propose to you earlier? He paused: "Because I'm afraid." ”

He laughed at himself: "I don't seem to know what it means to be scared when I was a child, when I was a child, I was punished by my father for a few nights in the ancestral hall for no reason, Yan An Yanyuan was punished when he cried and grabbed the ground, only when I came out, there was no movement, and everyone said that I was scared stupid, and it was also when I was on the battlefield, and it was difficult to see me when I was scared." Only to you... I was scared, and it was ridiculous to think about it. ”

Chonglan's mouth was dry: "You... Why are you afraid of me? ”

He raised his eyes and looked at the eaves flying out of the window: "I'm afraid that if you say no, my heart has been bound by you, if you reject me, will I still be forced to marry?" ”

He was used to being proud, and for the first time, his heart was exposed in front of others, and there was a moment of embarrassment in his eyes, but he still said: "You said you can't control me?" But my heart has been given to you, and if there is anyone in the world who can control me, it is you. ”

Chonglan's heart was pounding, and she was red from her neck to the root of her ears, but she had some confidence in her heart, so she asked tightly: "You started planning so early, so it was fake that you were injured in the first place?" ”

He didn't expect her to ask this suddenly, paused, the roots of his ears flushed again, and he pursed his lips and grimaced: "It's true that I was injured at the time, but I thought of you for the first time, so I immediately went to look for you, and later..."

He rarely hesitated, but still said: "Actually, I was almost healed in a few days, and I don't want to go back like this... So I thought I hurt myself a little more. Find a reason to stay with you for a few more days. ”

No wonder she always felt that his injuries were always repeated, her heart seemed to ride the wind, floating up to the clouds, she raised her eyes and stared at him: "Since you have this thought, why don't you come to the door to propose marriage seriously, what do you use so many means?" ”

He was stunned, but he still didn't restrain his expression, his face turned red, as if he had done something wrong, he turned his head away from her, and said in a low voice: "You were shocked and afraid of me at the beginning, and you were polite and distant outside, if I went directly to the door to propose marriage, wouldn't you think that I was forcing my relatives to marry at will, in order to refuse me to marry at will?" ”

He stretched out his hand on the edge of the window, leaned out half of his body, and his voice seemed to be erratic, anyway, it was all said for this part, and there was nothing else that he couldn't open: "And... I want to be close to you, but I don't have a good reason. ”

Chonglan didn't expect him to think like this, opened his mouth slightly, and didn't come back to his senses for a while.

He turned around, and the two pools of autumn water slammed into her heart, turning amorous: "Lan Lan, I like you, what about you?" ”

Chonglan almost forgot how he walked out of the door, and even forgot what he was talking about at the time, and listened to him in a trance: "There is an auspicious day after the safari, and I will invite someone to come to the door to propose marriage." ”

She also forgot how she reacted when she heard this, and went back to the courtyard with her legs weak, just at this time Qingge and Qingyun came up to greet her, and when they saw her in a trance, they asked in surprise, "What's wrong with the girl?" ”

Chonglan sat in place for a long time before coming back to her senses, staggered her conversation, poked her finger at Qingyun's forehead and scolded: "Dead Nizi, I hurt you in vain on weekdays, and I won't say anything about helping me stop it today." ”

Qingge didn't speak, Qingyun smiled: "I can see it like this, Lord Yan is reluctant to touch you with a finger, I like you, where will I be really angry with you, you see, isn't it okay?" ”

Chonglan's face began to have a fever again, but she had a fever on her face more times in the past few days than in her life, and after listening to her, she said suspiciously: "Where can you see him, he is happy..."

Qingyun said with a smile: "What's so difficult about this, Lord Yan doesn't even give us a straight look, if we are accidentally touched, I can't wait to take off my clothes and throw them on the ground." Only when I see that both of your eyes are shining, I also take the initiative to talk to you, help you pick up vegetables during meals, help you add tea and pour water, and always buy some things you like to eat for your teeth. ”

She thought for a while and added, "By the way, I also heard Ping'an say that he stood in the courtyard every night to watch you, and he was willing to sleep only when the lights went out on your side." ”

She stomped her feet and high-fived, and sighed again and again: "Lord Yan is a noble person, such a petty person in front of you, the older generation said, this is to like you." ”

Chonglan was slightly stunned, and muttered with a wry smile: "It turns out that you all saw that I was a fool..."

Qingyun didn't hear her sigh clearly, and was about to speak, but was dragged by Qingge, and changed his words and said: "Aunt Chong heard that you are back, and specially sent someone to greet you, do you want to go to Zhengfu to return the gift?" ”

To say that Qingge's girl is really intimate, Chonglan's mind is a mess now, go out for a walk, find someone to talk to, she smiled and said: "You go and help me prepare a few gifts, I'll take a good look at my aunt, there should be a lot of nobles who went on the day of the safari, and I have to ask her the number of etiquette she should pay attention to." ”

Qingge nodded, but it was ready in a moment, helped her into the carriage, and went straight to the Zheng Mansion.

The Zheng family is prosperous, when the heavy family was not defeated, the heavy aunt married the eldest son of the family, and the eldest son Zheng Huaijing was lucky, and a few days ago he was promoted to a fourth-grade official, so the heavy aunt was quite decent in the Zheng family.

When Aunt Chong Lan came over, she smiled in surprise: "I'm idle and bored, your cousins and cousins are not in the house, and I'm still worried that no one will speak, but I didn't expect you to come." ”

Chonglan said with a smile: "The emperor is on a southern tour, but everyone who has an official position is busy, and I am the only one who is idle, so I came to bother my aunt." ”

Aunt Zhong took her into her arms, laughed a few words, and asked, "How is your aunt?" ”

Chonglan sighed: "It's still like that, the uncle is partial to the concubine again, and Aunt Wang is doing her tricks, fortunately, I invited the patriarch and the patriarch's wife to come and beat them, and I can't be more restrained these days." ”

Aunt Chong snorted: "Your uncle is still so virtuous, look at it, the cheap maid surnamed Wang will not end well!" ”

Chonglan shook her head, and was about to ask her to talk about the things to pay attention to when she was on a safari, when she saw the curtain of the warm pavilion being opened, and a big girl hurriedly ran in, bowed down and said, "Big lady, we have a guest in our house, the old lady asked you to quickly pack up and go to the front hall to entertain guests." ”

Aunt Chong's eyes sank, but she smiled: "You wait, I'll go as soon as I get dressed." She glanced over, and immediately someone stuffed the big girl with two silver bills.

After the fall of the heavy family, Mrs. Zheng looked at her aunt left and right and was not pleasing to the eye, feeling that such a broken family was not worthy of her eldest son, and almost made trouble to become a wife, fortunately, Mrs. Zheng and Uncle Zheng were both reasonable, and Aunt Zheng gave birth to two sons in a row, so Mrs. Zheng gave up, but she has not been tossed over the years.

Chonglan knew her difficulties, and hurriedly took the initiative to leave: "Since my aunt has a guest to entertain, then I will go back first." ”

Aunt Chong stopped her and said, "You've only been here for less than a moment, what are you doing so early?" After she finished speaking, she snorted coldly: "The guests have been here for a while, why don't you call me early or late, but you didn't call me until you came, obviously deliberately looking for crookedness." ”

Chonglan waved her hand and smiled bitterly, and Aunt Chong took her out: "Come with me, you are a serious guest, what's so unpleasant?" ”

Chonglan was taken to the main hall, and the old lady Zheng was still smiling, but when she saw the eldest daughter-in-law, she immediately looked cold, and said to the visitor: "I have a daughter-in-law but I don't have the same as not, at such an old age, I have to do everything myself, and I don't see the guests to help entertain." ”

Aunt Chong didn't care at all, and took a few steps forward and said affectionately: "Didn't my mother say that I haven't seen my old sister for a long time, I thought that you must have a lot of thoughtful things to say, so I came late, but I didn't expect to miss the reception of guests, but it was the sins of my daughter-in-law." After she finished speaking, she smiled and saluted, which seemed that Mrs. Zheng was stingy.

Chonglan didn't pay attention to the hall, but just looked at the visitors in surprise, it turned out to be Mrs. Yan and Yan Ru.