November 28, 2006, the beginning of winter. The Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info artillery crew suspended filming in advance due to the early snow and severe cold this year. On the evening of the 29th, everyone in the crew held a dinner in the restaurant chartered by Xu Canhao. Because he didn't have to worry about tomorrow, and as the host of the apology, Xu Canhao deliberately let go of his stomach that night and earned himself the title of Wang Jiu in the circle.

"Ah~ I'm going to die... Uh, it hurts..."Xu Canhao, who was woken up by timed music in the morning, sat on the bed, holding his head with his hands, and endured the bitter fruit of this drunkenness. Staggered out of bed, frowning and squinting, he felt downstairs and moved to the bathroom. "Ahh god.！ After cursing irritably, he began to close his eyes and enjoy the pleasure of emptying. The sound of the water disappeared, but he still didn't move, so he remained half-naked, standing in front of the toilet and emptying.

'Damn, wash your own pants again.' Sadly, I don't know the heroine of last night, and what's even more pitiful is that I'm still dreaming of #Legacy when I'm old!? Shaking uncontrollably, the soul returned to the body. He carefully took off his clothes and pants, threw his underwear into the washbasin, and soaked it in water. Xu Canhao, who was naked, supported the edge of the pool with both hands, staring at himself in the mirror with messy hair in a daze. "Even at the age of 78, you can still love, you can still have dreams, and you can still fantasize about being able to soar into the sky... Sure enough, the ginger is still old and spicy... Isn't the understanding of life more and more refined with age? "When I think about it, I think of the aphorism in Mrs. Shibata's poem." Are you thinking too old about yourself? That's not going to work... It is said that love is ginseng fruit, and the youth of food will last forever, do you want to taste it? Xu Canhao said in a seductive tone, pointing to his other self in the mirror.

"Ho ho ho ho ~ do you want to taste it, or does 'he' want to taste it?" The one on the other side looked at Xu Canhao's body and said mockingly.

"Watch your words, sir! You are just a part of me like 'him', and you have no opportunity to try to take possession of my mind and replace mine. Xu Canhao's expression was a little distorted, but in his opinion, it should be the person opposite who listened to his words and felt angry.

"You will, someday," the man said with a wicked grin.

"Don't worry, I won't let you see that day."

"You will—" The man laughed disgustingly.

", there won't be a day."

"You will..."

"Shut up! Bastard! Xu Canhao suddenly stretched his face in front of the mirror, with a hideous look, and glared angrily at the equally annoyed 'gentleman'.

"Oppa, are you in there?" Xiaoxian's voice came from outside, but he waited for a while and didn't respond. The girl approached, knocked on the door and asked, "Oppa, are you alright?" ”

"Oh, it's okay, come out of the shower." Xiao Xian was relieved when he heard his brother's response and the sound of running water disappearing. However, there were some doubts in my heart, the sound of intermittent conversation just now.

"Are you practicing your lines?" The little girl tilted her head and thought about it, and walked out of her brother's house.

"Hyun, is Chan-ho up?" Mother Xu was putting the dishes on the table, and asked when she saw her daughter come in.

"Hmm." Xiaoxian was still thinking about what had just happened, and responded blankly.

Mother Xu glanced at her daughter, shook her head with a smile, and said to the aunt who was busy mixing vegetables: "There are two girls missing in this house, and it has become a lot quieter all of a sudden, eldest sister, are you also a little more relaxed?" ”

"Oh, yes, ma'am. However, I can't see the children being naughty and laughing. In this heart, I always feel that something is missing. "My aunt is not much older than Mother Xu, and she has a daughter who is in college, so she usually takes special care of the girls.

"Hmm. Children grow up in the blink of an eye, think more, think more. Mother Xu sees this situation of the girls as the price of growth. For example, Yun'er, because her sister is at home and her father has begun to be on time frequently, she chooses to stay with her loved ones for the sake of family responsibilities. Kim Taeyeon felt embarrassed after Yoona returned home, and was stimulated by Zhang Li-yoon's debut, so she decided to stay in the dormitory to accompany her roommates and practice quickly. However, the two girls will also come back from time to time to stay here for a night or two to greet the elders.

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This year's climate in Seoul has completely upended people's perception of the four seasons, and it is as moody as the heavens change their faces all the time. Summer came quietly, and the temperature that I was familiar with was maintained for less than two days, and the heavy precipitation began for more than a month. I don't know who made God so sad. This winter is the same, suddenly appearing around people, not a surprise, but a real good news for the hospital. Wearing a T-shirt yesterday, a quilt at night, and a coat this morning, isn't it evidence that God is naughty?

The gloomy sky, combined with the cold air, always makes people feel better. Xu Canhao rarely drove and wanted to experience the thrill of getting off the highway and release his mood, but unfortunately last night's light rain was turned into a "cold traffic killer" by the cold temperature, which made his idea fall through. The white macan's figure, like other cautiously crawling zombies, moves slowly on the icy surface.

"Oppa, remember what you promised me?" Seo Hyun stared at the car TV, replaying Boa's commemorative concert in Tokyo, which was also Boa's unforgettable 20th birthday concert.

"What?" One of the brothers and sisters stared at the TV, and the other looked at the road through the front window, both staring intently, like strangers.

"Skiing." Xiaoxian glanced at his brother and noticed that his face was really abnormal, so he hurriedly said, "Brother, are you tired and your head still hurts?" ”

"Well, just rest for two days. When that time comes, will we call Yun'er and your sister Yunzhen to go skiing together? Xu Canhao finally pulled out a smile.

"It's okay, my brother just decides the time." As he spoke, Xiaoxian opened his bag and pulled out a bag of carbon fiber warm baby. "Do you want to post this?"

"No, you don't use this. Try to adapt to the temperature, don't rely on these, it's not good for your health. Xu Canhao took advantage of the gap in the red light to change the TV channel to 24-hour news.

"Oh." Xiaoxian obediently put the disassembled warm baby back into the bag, took out two pieces of chewing gum, and handed one to Chanhao.

"In January next year, the company will draw up a plan for a large girl group, and you can grasp it yourself. If you don't want to, if you want to be solo, you can step up dance and art training, and change your shyness. Xu Canhao said to his sister while tearing open the package. What he meant by this was that he would not help his sister decide anything, let alone help her occupy a seat and interfere with the company's plans. Xiaoxian will not accept that kind of "kindness", and he does not want to do useless work that will do more harm than good. Because, his sister is a snow lotus in his heart, a flawless white flower that can only bloom when it experiences wind and rain. (In fact, as early as May this year, the company began to conduct opaque and unannounced secret assessments and observations.) Xu Canhao didn't tell the little girl. ）

"Really!?" The little girl obviously only paid attention to the first half of the words, and her joy was in her dilated pupils.

"Nae, Xu Zhuxian xi~" Xu Canhao couldn't help but smile when he looked at his sister's excited appearance, and the haze in his heart was much thinner. In order to meet the occasion, the sun lifted the clouds at this time and showed its face slightly.

"oppa, do you think I can be selected now?" Xiao Xian put on a nervous expression again, staring at his brother's lips with big eyes.

"Yikes! You are my Xu Canhao's sister, how can you not have any confidence at all! You and Yun'er can get rid of others in popularity just by shooting those commercials, don't doubt your strength in the future, absolutely, no! Xu Canhao shouted loudly, as if he was teaching his sister, but in fact he was cheering for the little girl.

"Got it, President Xu. Shouting so loudly..."Xiaoxian turned his face to prevent his brother from seeing his snickering face.

"Also, I didn't want to tell you, just hear about it. Uncle Xiuman showed me a personal debut plan customized for you after your last monthly exam, which is just a sketchy idea, don't be happy too early. We all agree that if you make your debut alone now, there is only one ending, or one way out. Want to know the ending? When Xu Canhao stopped the car at the intersection again and waited for the red light, he said to his sister seriously.

"Is that okay?" Knowing that my brother is now speaking as a senior and the head of a division, I was unconsciously nervous by the language atmosphere he created. But even so, she still looked directly at Chan Hao's compelling gaze without changing her face, wanting to get her own answer.

"In the end, tepidly tepid years of hard work on this road. The way out is, I will accompany you and make you a superstar. Which do you choose? Xu Canhao didn't think this was cruel at all, the girl always had to be sharpened, and she couldn't be frightened by a little alarmist remark and lose her square inch.

The little girl froze for a while, silently turned her head to look at the front window, until the red light turned green and the car started, and then she said, "I will work hard and rely on my own strength to complete what I want to do." ”

Xu Canhao looked at his sister's unattractive face, sighed and shook his head. "You're so calm, it's in your nature to think about studying law and becoming a lawyer or a prosecutor when you go to university. Otherwise, in order for you to integrate into this circle, I don't dare to think about how long it will take and how much effort it will take. In my opinion, Zheng Xiuyan is not as cold as you, and now she can only be said to be a wooden person, and she will be the reserve of the cold capital girl in the future~" Xu Canhao's tone began to take on the taste of regret, and he felt anxious for his sister's temperament. (Another interpretation of Lengdu Girl: In the metropolis of society now, due to the violence of various pressures, a large number of older young women have their living habits and physiological disorders.) This group of people often has a variety of characteristics, such as a cold personality, a cold treat, and a cold sex. Not being close to people, not often contacting and communicating, and liking to be alone, these are all common manifestations of them. ）

"Why do you always say I'm a wooden man?" Xu Xian turned his face and looked at Xu Canhao without anger or joy. But how could my brother, who had lived together for more than ten years, not understand his sister, the nose that kept stirring slightly and tightening was the little girl's performance of forbearance.

Xu Canhao exhaled a long breath outside the window, in order to suppress the flames rising in his heart. "How do you think you sing? Did the teacher comment that it was clear and sweet, simple, without too much embellishment and gorgeous skills? Do you know what the metaphor behind this evaluation is? It's that you're not emotionally invested, you're just getting work done or homework! You've always just done it for the sake of what you do, and the perfect completion proves that you worked hard, are you good enough? #it！ Xu Canhao spat out a series of heartfelt words that he had been collecting for a long time without panting, and regretted his sister's grievances.

Xiaoxian was stunned by his brother's explosive words, and stared blankly at the wrinkled face. Perhaps, she also realized that what Chan Ho said was right, so she was reluctant to speak out again to ward off the negative emotions caused by her turmoil.

"President, is there something wrong?" Li Dongxu, who was following the car, rushed to knock on the car window, thinking that something was wrong, and saw Xu Canhao suddenly stop the car on the side of the road.

Xu Canhao waved his hand with his back to him, frowned and continued to say to Xiaoxian: "You are too stubborn, stubborn to the point that it makes me feel paranoid and selfish, you know? Yes, most of the things that you are stubborn and insist on are right, but you don't know how to accommodate. When Taeyeon first came to our house, you cried and hid in your room because of a slightly explicit joke. Do you know how much she blames herself, she has never dared to raise her head in front of her parents, and she has to apologize for this. And Yun'a, she is your sister, how many times have you bluntly accused her in front of others, others are just joking, have you ever thought about how embarrassing it would make her feel like that? It's Yun'er who has been tolerating you as a sister, and you still bear it as a matter of course..."Xu Canhao didn't dare to say anything more, the tears in the little girl's eyes were swirling, and her sister erupted unusually, and she didn't dare to see history repeat itself. He unbuckled his seatbelt, reached out and grabbed his sister's slender neck, pulled him to him, and tried to pull the girl's face. But it was not as he wanted, but Xiao Xian twisted his head to the car window. "Xian, my brother knows that you are protecting yourself and doesn't want to be like others, you have your own persistence, and my brother and parents are very relieved and happy. But you use this shell to block everyone from the line of defense you have set up, whether it is good or not? Do you have any friends in the company who are like your best friends, except for Yuna? ”

Xu Canhao's words took a long time to get a response, it was a cliché, a sentence full of complex emotions..."Alas~" Hearing this long sigh, Xu Canhao suddenly felt disheartened, and his sister didn't agree with his words at all. Perhaps, to be better, she only partially acknowledges the truth.

"You just continue to get along with yourself, guy with low emotional intelligence." Xu Canhao let go of his sister, quite a little excited, fastened his seat belt, and re-ignited the fire.

"oppa," Xiao Xian called silently with his lips. She clearly felt that her brother was deeply disappointed in her for a moment, and she also knew that her brother had misunderstood her. At that time, in fact, what I thought in my heart was that my brother didn't fully understand him, and he also had a best friend Li Huanxi, so he sighed because of this. It's not that he denies his brother's intentions, and those words that come from true feelings. Pity... It's a pity that she didn't have the courage to tell the truth. Her tolerance, her forbearance, her self-esteem, her inexpressiveness and shyness, did not allow her to make an explanatory apology.

Until he arrived at the company, Xu Canhao didn't say a word to her. Xiaoxian too, she grabbed her schoolbag and suppressed it to her lips, wanting to spew out the words.

The girl got out of the car, Xu Canhao didn't lower the window as usual, and told her with a smile. Instead, he looked cold, waving his hand, which was regarded as a farewell. However, such a farewell was not answered, and Xiaoxian bit his lip and stood not far from the door, looking at his strange-looking brother. Both were waiting, in a stalemate. Eventually, my sister, who had plucked up her courage, spoke.

"I'll try to change it, please go." Xu Xian unconsciously used honorifics and saluted. But this is not an estrangement in Xu Canhao's eyes, on the contrary, this is a solemn promise made by the girl, a few promises she rarely gives in her life.

Xu Canhao couldn't pretend to be cold anymore, lowered the car window, made an ugly smile, and said, "I'll wait, come on." With that, he stepped on the gas pedal and left the front of S.M.

"Dull girl, who are you like?" After driving a long way, Xu Canhao muttered to himself leisurely. He didn't know, because of his arrival, he had changed the Xu family too much.

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The cry of someone in the corner forgotten by the world: so pitiful, so hard...