It is said that graduation season is breakup season, which is not true at all.

The carefree university is a protective tower for young people, but when they leave there and begin to face the cruel society and reality, the feelings that have existed only in a vacuum will soon be infected and gradually die with tears.

Many of Hua Wan's classmates were facing this situation, she thought she was a lucky person, but after seeing Blu-ray Qi that day, she also fell into entanglement and depression.

One night, Lan Jiashu was cooking grilled shrimp in the kitchen, and his long legs suddenly walked to the door and asked, "Will you marry me in the future?" ”

Although this question is often said as a joke, it is a bit headless and brainless at the moment.

Lan Jiashu looked back and smiled: "What's wrong?" ”

"I'll just ask you if you'll marry me!" Hua Wan jumped to him.

"Yes, yes, yes." Lan Jiashu nodded as he cut the herbs.

"It's not serious at all." Hua Wan's heart was very insecure, after all, she had never been separated since she knew him.

"Why don't you ......" Lan Jiashu suddenly laughed: "You go home and steal the household registration book, let's get the certificate?" ”

"I'm talking about Ming Media getting married!" Hua Wan was so angry that she bit him on the shoulder.

"When I have the ability, of course, I propose marriage as soon as possible, and now I just work, if I want to get married, I have to pay for my father, you must not be happy, right?" Lan Jiashu really couldn't help it: "Don't you still believe me?" ”

"I don't believe it, I think that I have finished college, and I will have to face more problems in the future, what if we don't have fate, what if my family doesn't agree, if I ......" Hua Wan racked his brains, but he didn't have the courage to throw out the real problem to face it, because in that case, it was necessary to discuss a result immediately.

"My little ancestor, don't think nonsense, read your comics, and wait for dinner." Lan Jiashu didn't notice anything unusual, and drove her away from the kitchen as usual.

Hua Wan returned to the living room and pondered for a while, but still thought that her parents were very important, and it was impossible for her to go to the United States with her.

So the worst result, that is, Lan Jiashu studying abroad, is separated from each other, and it is just a few more years.

Actually, it's nothing...... This is true for many couples.

Long legs comforted himself curtly, and he didn't have the slightest idea of giving up on him.

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The work rhythm of Yixun company is very fast, and everyone is busy during working hours.

It was not easy for Hua Wan to get the qualification to stay here, so the design drafts were drawn very carefully.

One day, she was carefully coloring, and was suddenly pushed by the newcomer girl next to her.

"What's wrong?" Flower night doubts.

"How is your physical examination report, I, I have uterine effusion, what is the problem, is it serious?" The girl asked in a whisper.

Hua Wan didn't know anything about it: "I don't know, I haven't yet." ”

"Everyone's posted, they were still talking in the group just now." The girl said: "Give you the web address, you can check it by entering your ID number." ”

"Okay." Hua Wan nodded and clicked along the URL she sent, but she didn't see anything: "Hey, it reminds me that my ID number doesn't exist." ”

"That could be in batches, you just wait." The girl was a little confused.

Hua Wan didn't care very much, and happened to see the message that Lan Jiashu secretly sent to him when he was working, and immediately laughed and chatted.

She pondered for several days, and had already seriously thought about persuading him to go abroad to study for a doctorate and find a better future.

No matter how long it takes, no matter what good things happen in the United States, she believes that Xiaoshu will come back and reunite with her.

So it's time to get a warm date on the weekend, and it's time to be open and honest.

But God sometimes doesn't follow people's wishes, and at lunch, she suddenly received a sweet phone call: "Hello, is it Ms. Huawan?" ”

"That's right." Hua Wan also had a good time eating in the company cafeteria.

"I'm here at Ping An Hospital, and the results of your physical examination have come out." The voice on the phone was still full of enthusiasm.

Hua Wan didn't expect the other party to be so polite: "Ah, thank you, so I can find it on the Internet?" ”

The sweet and enthusiastic voice said something that made her fall into the ice hole instantly: "That's the case, maybe there is a problem with your blood data, our chief physician wants to interview you, is it convenient for you to come here today accompanied by your family?" ”

Hua Wan was completely confused, and almost dropped the chopsticks on the plate: "But, yes." ”

After that, she didn't hear all the other party's greetings and politeness.

What does this mean, as if people with terminal illnesses in TV dramas will hear it......

But if you are usually good and can eat and drink, what will be the problem?

In just a moment of cranky thinking, Hua Wan had already habitually dialed Lan Jiashu's phone number.

Xiaoshu was probably also with his new colleague, and it sounded noisy, so he asked with a smile, "What's wrong?" Miss me at noon? ”

"What are you doing, are you busy today?" Hua Wan hasn't reacted yet.

"I'm busy eating, I'm going to visit the overseas warehouse of the headquarters in the afternoon, and our manager specially brought mine." Lan Jiashu replied.

Hua Wan heard his familiar voice, and her emotions gradually calmed down, and she didn't know what to say.

Xiaoshu's mother died early because of his poor health, if he talked about what strange disease he had now, he would definitely be scared to death, let alone going abroad at that time, I am afraid that even the work at hand will be messed up.

Lan Jiashu didn't get a response for a long time: "What's the matter, do you have something?" ”

"It's nothing, I just want to talk to you." Hua Wan didn't want to scare herself, and immediately laughed: "Then you can eat well, eat more." ”

"Okay, so are you." The Lan Jia tree is still gentle as usual.

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"Miss Hua, didn't you say you were going to call your family to come with you?" The doctor at the medical examination hospital seemed to be kind and had a very good attitude.

Hua Wan, who arrived on time, pretended to be relaxed: "It's so busy, how can you have time, don't scare me, I'm not dying, right?" ”

Probably few people who come to the hospital are so lively and cheerful, the doctor smiled reluctantly, took out her test results and said, "Yes, your blood test shows that the whole blood cells are significantly reduced......

Hua Wan was stunned to hear him say a bunch of this cell and that cell, her head hurt, and interrupted: "Doctor, what do you mean?" What's wrong with me, anemia? ”

"It could be anemia, but I suspect MDS, a blood disease that has a slow onset but is difficult to cure, and there are multiple risk of lesions." The doctor said worriedly.

"What is MDS? It can't be leukemia, right? Hua Wan is completely sluggish, she lacks medical knowledge, and she has only seen Song Hye Kyo's life worse than death in "Blue Life and Death Love".

"Myelodysplastic syndrome, a heterogeneous myeloid crek/ron disease originating from hematopoietic stem cells, is not leukemia, but avoiding transformation into leukemia is an important part of the treatment process." The doctor comforted: "I can't diagnose the diagnosis through the results of the current physical examination, and I called you here today to solemnly persuade you to go for a detailed examination, after all, the body is your own, and anything else is not as important as the body." ”

Hua Wan nodded slowly like a robot, not knowing what she said or how to leave the doctor's office.

The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital filled the hospital, and I felt at ease when I came, but now there is only horror.

She clutched the physical examination report and the doctor's advice tightly and walked out of the hospital numbly.

Before you know it, the sky is dark.

The mobile phone that keeps ringing will bring the flower back to reality.

She saw the word "little tree" on the screen clearly, and took several deep breaths before trying to pick it up normally: "Hey? ”

"Haven't you gotten off work yet, it's already past eight o'clock." Lan Jiashu worries about her safety.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, didn't my aunt's cousin come back from Japan, my mother told me to go home for dinner, he is an adopted son, so everyone is very enthusiastic about him, for fear that my cousin will think too much if he slackens." Hua Wan said: "I'll rest at home after eating, I'll give you a holiday tonight, you can play games." ”

"Okay then." Lan Jiashu actually wanted to participate in her family gathering, but it was too presumptuous to offer it after all, so she could only sigh and agree.

"Hmm." After Hua Wan finished speaking, she hung her arms weakly, and her forever bright and brilliant face was only dazed and fearful.

She really didn't understand why such a thing as a serious illness would suddenly come to the door.

She also doesn't know how to deal with what might turn her life upside down at this moment.

Tears of fear inadvertently burst out of my eyes.

Hua Wan slowly squatted in the middle of the crowd, crying like a lost child.

The physical examination report that has been pinched and deformed is like a greeting to a better life, and it is like the end of all happiness.

Before that, Long Legs really thought that he could share everything with Lan Jiashu.

But now, I realized that it can't be done at all.

She didn't want to look at his sad face, even more than she wanted to bear the shadow of illness.