Li Xiaoxue felt a warm air flow slowly hitting her lips, a trace of fear, inexplicably, and a little expectation, a heart thumped, about to jump out of her throat. （）

When she gave her first kiss to Han Haitao, she remembered that her heart was beating like this.

——A feeling that he was about to suffocate, until it was soft, and finally something touched Li Xiaoxue's lips, and Li Xiaoxue's soul screamed, and pushed Li Junhao away.

Li Junhao retreated a few steps back before he stood up with his body on fire, calmed down a little, as if he had done something very wrong, he was ashamed and ashamed, and hurriedly said to Li Xiaoxue: "I'm sorry." ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't respond, and turned around with emotions that she couldn't tell.

Li Junhao looked at Li Xiaoxue and turned around, thinking that Li Xiaoxue was about to leave him, but he saw that Li Xiaoxue was just standing in front of him, and his heart was like a small boat, swaying gently in his chest.

"I'm sorry." Li Junhao cautiously approached his beloved woman again, and his mouth became stupid, "Actually, in fact, I, I ......"

"Don't talk about it." Li Xiaoxue interrupted Li Junhao's voice with some sadness.

Li Junhao had a lot of words already boiling in his stomach, and he couldn't help it, but he continued to say: "You, I want to ......"

Li Xiaoxue once again interrupted Li Junhao's clumsy words: "Really, don't say it." I know what you're trying to say. ”

- There are some things that you really just need to understand by heart.

"You, do you really, really know?" Li Junhao still asked in horror.

"I really know." Li Xiaoxue said affirmatively, and slowly shook her head, "But, it's really not good." ”

"Why?" Li Junhao asked painfully.

Li Xiaoxue sighed softly again: "It's not why." There are many things, it really seems as if God is destined for it, and there is no reason for it. ”

"God is willing? What is God ordained? How can you think that? Don't say that there is no God in the first place, but there is, what will God give to whom, and what has been specially arranged for whom? Li Junhao asked repeatedly, and solemnly said, "Everyone has the right to pursue their own happiness!" You have it, and so do I. ”

Li Xiaoxue should have smiled bitterly, and then said, "Not bad." Happiness is indeed what everyone is fascinated and can pursue, but it does not necessarily belong to everyone. If everyone can do it, this happiness will have no original value. ”

"No!" Li Junhao screamed again in his heart, then turned to Li Xiaoxue, grabbed Li Xiaoxue's arm, and said, "I know that you have been hurt a lot emotionally, and I also know that you are in a very bad mood now." But, I can really give you happiness. I am willing to give everything I have in exchange for your happiness in this life. ”

Li Xiaoxue's face was surprisingly calm, and in the face of Li Junhao's almost excited emotions, there was still no wave, and gently, he pushed Li Junhao's hand away again, and whispered: "I know that you have always been attentive to me, and I am very grateful to you for treating me like this." It's just, I, I'm really sorry, I can't promise you. ”

"Why? Why? Li Junhao was really puzzled, and asked again, "Why can't you?" Is there anything in this world that is absolutely impossible? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm a little tired and want to go back and rest." Li Xiaoxue said this, turned around again, and beckoned to a taxi.

Li Junhao hurriedly pulled back Li Xiaoxue's hand, and the taxi had already stopped in front of him.

Li Junhao, who would never allow Li Xiaoxue to go to the taxi like this, smiled with the taxi driver and expressed a lot of apologies, but still scolded the taxi driver for "being sick", and then ended this short episode.

Li Junhao had at least suffered from lovesickness on Li Xiaoxue's body, turned around, raised an index finger with Li Xiaoxue again, and begged bitterly: "Just once, give me a chance." I will definitely cherish it and treat you well. I will definitely make you the happiest woman in the world. ”

Especially Li Junhao's last words, Li Xiaoxue really didn't think so.

Film and television, in reality, she doesn't know how many times she has heard such words. At first, for such sincerity, she really felt a little moved, but now, even after the word happiness is gone, all the beautiful language about emotions is only empty for her.

"We really can't be. Stop wasting your emotions on me, okay? Li Xiaoxue was almost persuading.

Li Junhao's eyes shook with tears again: "I didn't let you give me a result." Just one chance, let's try to communicate, isn't it possible? ”

Li Xiaoxue really couldn't face Li Junhao's teary eyes, and turned her face to the side again: "Not everything can be tried." ”

"What's the harm in giving it a try? If it's really inappropriate...... Li Junhao's words came to this, and he touched his own sore spot, and he was stiff, and he was speechless.

"Is it okay?" Li Xiaoxue couldn't help it, turned her face back, looked at Li Junhao's eyes again, and looked at Li Junhao's tears, her heart seemed to poke something hard, "Can you stand it?" ”

"Stand it." Li Junhao said resolutely.

Li Xiaoxue felt something churning in her stomach for a while, and after a while, she shook her head and said, "I can't stand it." ”

"Xiaoxue, listen to me." Li Junhao swore an oath, and every line on his face hardened: "I won't bring you any harm." As long as you give me a chance. If you still think I'm really not suitable for you, you can choose to leave at any time. ”

Of course, Li Xiaoxue also understood the urgency in Li Junhao's words, and always heard some "child's play" flavor, and shook her head: "It's ......."

Li Junhao snatched Li Xiaoxue's words again, as if he was afraid of Li Xiaoxue's final refusal: "And you can't give me this chance, I really can't be willing for the rest of my life." Even if you help me and help me get out of the pain of endless longing for you, wouldn't it be okay? ”

Li Xiaoxue showed some helplessness: "This is really not forced!" ”

"Nope! I didn't! Li Junhao also looked impatient, "I just want to be good to you!" Hello to you, it's as simple as that. Do you understand? ”

"If that's the case for you, I'll promise you now." Li Xiaoxue replied simply, seeing what Li Junhao was scared again, she couldn't help but smile bitterly, and then said, "Then, or tomorrow, the next minute, the next second, or we are not suitable, can you give up willingly?" It has to be like this, do you think there is any point? ”

Li Junhao still shook his head: "I can't give up." Even if I wanted to, I really couldn't do it. My mind is full of you, and my heart is full of you. I can't live without you. ”

"I can only apologize if you have to." Li Xiaoxue said, turned around, and walked quickly.

Li Junhao chased after him again: "You can not promise me now, you may not be able to understand and believe in my heart yet." However, I have always believed that hard work pays off. As long as I persevere, I think, you'll always ......"

"Don't push me like that, okay?" Li Xiaoxue said irritably, her pace speeding up a lot.

"I didn't. No! Li Junhao defended, "I just want you to know that there has always been a person named Li Junhao, who is willing to give you all his love and is willing to wait for you for a ......lifetime."

Li Xiaoxue was a little crazy: "Can you change the angle and consider my feelings?" My words have been made clear to you, we can't! ”

Li Junhao just wants Li Xiaoxue to understand: "It's not that I don't consider your feelings. You probably don't know me very well yet. I can give you time, I can let you understand slowly. Time speaks for itself, and I'm willing to let it tell. If you really don't have me in your heart, you can ignore me. As long as you can understand my heart, as long as you are willing to give me this time to explain and confirm, it is enough. You can't promise me, and don't refuse me like this. Giving me time also gives me a chance and gives me faith. I've always felt that nothing is set in stone. You don't understand me today, don't promise me, maybe, as long as you spend a night, tomorrow, you will really understand me and promise me. ”

Li Xiaoxue's head was swollen with pain in Li Junhao's voice: "What I actually don't understand is that what do I have to be worthy of you doing this for me!" Better than me, there is, you ......"

"Don't say anything like that." Li Junhao was busy and interrupted Li Xiaoxue's words again, "Feelings are not something that can be compared. All I have in my heart is you. There is no substitute for you in my heart. ”

"I really don't know what else to say to you! Why don't you understand? Li Xiaoxue collapsed, shouted, stomped her feet twice, stood down, and couldn't cry.

Li Junhao actually wanted to ask Li Xiaoxue if he still refused to accept himself because of Zhong Youcheng, and then Li Xiaoxue stood down again, and the words came to his mouth, looking at Li Xiaoxue's gently undulating shoulders because of sobbing, he still swallowed.

In this way, I can't say how much time has passed, when I walked to a taxi and honked the horn to the two people, Li Xiaoxue said sorry again, stopped the taxi, sat in the car, and galloped away.

Li Junhao remained motionless, looked at the taxi turning at an intersection, and then said softly: "Xiaoxue, I will definitely wait until the day when you promise me." ”