Su Susu lives in calm despair every day.

When she was very young, Su Sushu felt that she was different from ordinary people, she seemed to be precocious than ordinary babies, and when other children were drooling and snotty and couldn't even speak clearly, Su Sushu could already say a sentence to accurately express her thoughts.

But Su Susu didn't like to talk.

Even a little withdrawn.

Su's father and Su's mother didn't find out that Su Sushu was withdrawn, they just thought that Su Sushu was a slow learner and couldn't speak at the age of three.

They are very patient.

Holding the colorful pinyin table, over and over again, he carefully taught Su Susu to learn the pinyin words used in daily life.

"This is watermelon, read it with my mother, Xiyi West, Brother House Agua, watermelon."

Su Sushu opened her black and white eyes, looked at Su's mother quietly, pursed her small mouth, and did not say a word.

As if he didn't understand what Su's mother was saying.

But actually, she just didn't want to say it.

Su's father and Su's mother are very doting on Su Sushu, asking for stars for stars, and the moon for the moon, and they will never refuse Su Sushu.

But Su Susu still felt that something was wrong.

They were too good to her.

Later, Su Susu sat on the trolley in the supermarket, and when she was pushed by Su's mother to go to the supermarket, she saw a child pestering his mother to roll around and buy a toy car, but his mother yelled at him...... Su Susu finally understood what was wrong with Su's father and Su's mother.

They never yelled at her.

Su Susu felt a little abnormal.

How can there be parents in this world who never reject their children?

No matter how good the upbringing is, when facing disobedient children, they will fall apart and can't control their anger.

Su's father and Su's mother never even said a word to Su Susu.

Even if she often doesn't eat on time, often watches cartoons on the TV at close range and doesn't go to sleep, and paints the white walls in a mess, Su's father and Su's mother have never said that Su Sushu is not at all, they only speak softly and coax slowly, looking very patient.

Su Sushu looked at the little child who was lying on the ground crying with red faces, hot ears, tears and snot, and there was indescribable envy in her eyes.

She really wanted to cry, taste the tears rolling in her mouth.

It is said to be salty, like blue water.

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Later, Su Susu found the answer.

It turned out that she was not the biological daughter of Su's father and Su's mother.

That day, Su Susu got up in the middle of the night and wanted to go to the toilet, she got up from the bed silently, stepped on two small slippers, walked on her little short legs, and opened her door unsteadily, but heard the whispered conversation of her parents in the living room.

Su Susu stopped and hid behind the door, eavesdropping on their conversations.

Su's mother sat on the sofa, leaned on Su's father's arms, and said worriedly: "Susu is three years old, but she still can't speak. ”

Su's father replied, "Where will Crispy remember the memory of when he was born?" Don't scare yourself......"

"But Crispy's father killed someone in front of her, and he even wanted to strangle Crispy ......" Su's mother's voice was very sad, "Listening to the surviving nurse, when the man heard that his wife had a difficult labor and hemorrhage might be life-threatening and needed to sign urgently, he rushed directly into the operating room, and in the end, his wife died of hemorrhage, but Crispy survived......"

Su's mother paused and said in disbelief: "He actually wanted to kill Crispy to avenge his wife, thinking that Crispy had killed his wife......"

Su's mother was emotional: "How can there be such a ruthless father in this world who wants to kill his daughter to avenge his wife who died in childbirth......"

Father Su stopped Mother Su and comforted her: "It's all over, wasn't Crispy finally saved by the doctor?" ”

Su's mother's voice was a little sad: "Su Su survived, but the poor kind doctor died under the man's scalpel...... Although the man was sentenced to death in the end, it was a human life after all, and if he said no, it would be gone......"

"In the past, let it pass, we will teach the crispy ......" Su's father's voice was hoarse.

Su's mother whispered: "The child in my belly died in that hospital that day, but Crispy escaped from that hospital that day and survived, when I saw Crispy in the incubator in the nursery room, she actually opened her eyes, looked at me quietly through the glass, and smiled at me with her mouth crossed, like an angel......"

Su's mother wiped her tears: "In my mind, Crispy is our child, reincarnated and returned to us." ”

Su's father's voice was hoarse: "Yes, Crispy is our child, and we will make her happy." ”

The TV in the living room came the sound of variety show songs.

Su Susu carefully closed the door, stepped on two small slippers, and climbed onto the small bed without saying a word, Su Susu buried herself in the thick quilt, and her head didn't dare to come out, as if there was a terrible monster outside the quilt.

Su Susu hid in the quilt and shivered, crying quietly.

In a dark world, in an airtight world.

She finally knew what tears tasted like.

It's salty.

Su Sushu thought, it turns out that this is the taste of sea water.

But she preferred that she never knew.

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Su Sushu sits on a puzzle foam mat, holding a doll, and watching Digimon on the TV.

Looking at it, tears overflowed.

In Digimon, there is a chosen child named Mitsukoro.

Mitsukoro's parents died in a car accident and were adopted by distant relatives of his parents.

Mitsukoro overhears the conversation of his adoptive parents and learns that he is an adopted child, Mitsukoro has no way to face his adoptive parents, and in order to escape, he hides in the computer world, trying to use the computer world to forget about it.

…… However, Mitsukoro, who looks very calm and smart, very much hopes that he can be like an ordinary child, throwing himself into the arms of his parents and coquettishing his parents.

It's a very extravagant thing.

Su Susu felt that she was Mitsuzilang.

But she didn't have a beetle.

She really wanted to throw herself into her parents' arms and be coquettish, but she didn't dare.

She is not their child.

She had sinful, filthy blood in her body.

How dare she.

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Su Susu had a nightmare.

In the dream, there was a monstrous monster with scarlet eyes and a distorted face.

The monster grabbed her by the neck and opened its bloody mouth, baring its sharp fangs to kill her.

Su Susu was lying in the swaddling clothes, wanting to wave her arms desperately, open her mouth wide and howl, but she couldn't do anything, her hands were trapped in the swaddling clothes, and she could only open her eyes in horror and watch the monster cry with her mouth wide open.

Crying with tears in his eyes, he was angry, and he couldn't bring back the monster's senses.

Su Susu wanted to open her mouth to call her father, but she couldn't say anything, and her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

The monster grabbed Su Sushu's neck and said terrible things in his mouth.

"Xiao Yan is dead, what are you doing while you're still alive?"

"It's all you who killed Xiao Yan, it's all because of you!"

"I'm going to kill you! Let you give a small banquet to the funeral! ”

Daddy, don't kill me.

Father......

Su Susu looked at him with tears in her eyes, her mouth wide open in pain, but she couldn't say anything.

I'm your daughter.

Why kill me?

Su Susu cried and woke up from the nightmare.

She lifted the quilt, her face turned pale, jumped off her small bed, and fled quickly in her small slippers, as if some monster was chasing after her, Su Shushu clenched her fists and knocked desperately on the door of her parents' bedroom.

As soon as the door opened, Su Susu flew onto Su's father's lap, hugged his thigh and kept calling Dad.

Hoarse, as if using all his strength, he only called his father.

"Daddy! Father! ”

Father Su worriedly picked up Su Susu from the ground, walked into the house with his feet, and carried Su Susu to the bed.

Su's mother hugged Su Sushu's small body, wiped the tears on Su Sushu's face with her hands distressedly, and asked eagerly, "What's wrong with Sushu?" Tell mom what's wrong? Did you have a nightmare? ”

Su Susu threw herself into Su's mother's soft body, opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything, as if she was back in that terrible dream, the monster with scarlet eyes and a distorted face grabbed her neck, making her unable to say a word.

Su Sushu opened her mouth, ahhhhhh

It's like having aphasia.

In Su's mother's increasingly anxious eyes, in Su's father's worried eyes, Su Sushu finally spoke.

"Monsters, I'm afraid ......"

The voice was a little hoarse, very pitiful.

Su's mother breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly hugged Su Susu, and said distressedly: "Don't be afraid, it's a dream, nothing in the dream is true, there will be no monsters in this world, even if there are, the monsters have been driven away by Dad, don't be afraid, baby......"

Su's father poured a glass of water from the thermos pot and gave it to Su Susu, who was crying hoarsely, Su's mother held Su Susu in her arms, took the water cup and fed Su Susu a little bit of water, and then frowned and blamed Su's father: "I just said that three years old is too early, how can a three-year-old child sleep in a separate room, you look at the scare of Su, you only know that file in your head, if you frighten Susu, I won't finish ...... with you."

Su's mother's reproaching voice was a little loud, Su Susu pretended to be frightened, and shrunk into Su's mother's arms, Su's mother quickly changed her gentle tone and comforted Su Sushu: "Mom is not talking about you, Crispy is the most well-behaved, Mom is talking about Dad, Dad did something wrong......"

Su Susu looked at Su's mother quietly for a while, as if she was understanding the meaning of Su's mother's words.

After a long time, Su Susu said in a milky voice: "Dad, you should beat ......"

Su's mother was stunned for a moment, and said in surprise: "Do you understand what your mother is saying?" Su's mother said excitedly to Su's father, "Did you hear that?" Crispy is actually talking to me, she is able to talk to me, she understands me! ”

Being able to understand the conversation and express oneself is really not easy for a three-year-old child.

What's more, Su Susu couldn't speak at all before, and would only occasionally call out to her parents.

Su's mother happily hugged Su Susu in her arms, and cried with joy: "We can speak, how smart!" ”

Su Sushu obediently lay in Su's mother's arms and closed her eyes.

…… Mom's embrace is so warm. 166 Reading Network