43 3.3 Peeking into the Shallow Diary

When I was a student, my ideas were simple, so simple that they bordered on stupidity.

After Hang Zhen's feet are healed, she is still the teacher's good baby, and Lin Yue is still a bad boy in the class.

Many years later, Lin Yue recalled the scene of that year and always felt stupid. What is the concept of three-year class? No matter how far two people sit away from each other, it will not exceed ten meters, and they have been in the same room for three years, what is the difference between living together during the day? The distance is so close, maybe some couples who live in a big house can't compare.

But at that time, Lin Yue didn't know that she liked Hang Zhen, in that kind of small environment, she couldn't think about such a thing as "same-sex love", her only explanation for all her throbbing was that she liked to bully Hang Zhen, so bullying her would be pleasure.

Lin Yue felt very uncomfortable when she saw Hang Zhen crying, but when she thought about it afterwards, she would feel an inexplicable itch, like a tiny electric current flowing from a certain place in the deepest part of her heart, and she thought it was very interesting at that time, so she would often sit by the window and wander, and then think back to Hang Zhen when she cried over and over again, and there would be a sense of comfort and pleasure in the deepest part of her heart that secretly came out of a crack.

In the past three years, Lin Yue has been thinking very simply.

Lin Yue stood at the door after class, with a pen in her mouth, leaned towards the door with her shoulders in her arms, and watched Hang Zhen walk over from the door with her head down, because the door was narrow, the two of them were so close to each other, she could even see the fine fluff on Hang Zhen's face. Lin Yue would deliberately blow into Hang Zhen's ears every time, then watch her blush, laugh for a while, and stand at the door contentedly and wait for her to come back and blow again.

I never get tired of playing.

School is so boring, but every time Lin Yue leaves that boring classroom, she will feel that something in her heart will come out and eat, which will make the whole night uneasy and boring.

She felt bored when she couldn't see Hang Zhen all the time.

At that time, Lin Yue also acquired a very magical skill, although she always felt that she was face blind, and she still couldn't remember the appearance of the whole class, but on the playground between classes, she could always see Hang Zhen at a glance from hundreds of unfamiliar faces, watching her talk to others obediently, rubbing her head by a boy who came over, and talking to a girl about today's homework.

Homework, study, Hang Zhen's life is very monotonous, and she can say this.

Lin Yue generally watched from a distance, and if he was sometimes free, he would beat the boy who touched Hang Zhen's hair, almost unconsciously. Probably that, Lin Yue and a group of thugs stood at the school gate and smoked, and then watched a boy walk over, Lin Yue threw the cigarette in his hand on the ground and stepped on it, and walked up and beat him without saying a word.

After the beating, the boy covered the injured place and said You are sick, Lin Yue stared at him for a long time, and said, Hey, I'm sorry, I don't know why I hit you.

She really didn't know why. She couldn't even remember who touched Hang Zhen's head, but when she saw it when she was squatting at the school gate, she suddenly felt annoyed, so she went to fight. After the fight, the two of them shook hands like fools and made peace, and then the boy gave Lin Yue a kick and said that you are a madman, and you met the next day, and you are still good classmates.

Then one day, when Lin Yue was standing in the vast sea of people staring at Hang Zhen in a daze, her friend was angry.

My friend said, "What are you staring at our class committee every day, do you hear me talking?" ”

Lin Yue seemed to have done something wrong and was caught: "I × your mother, what I watched her do, I didn't look at her." ”

Friend: "Then who do you look at?" ”

Lin Yue: "The old lady didn't look at anyone. ”

Maybe it was a coincidence, maybe Hang Zhen, who was standing in front, heard something, she turned back a little face, glanced at Lin Yue timidly, and hurriedly lowered her head as if she had done something wrong, talking to others in disguise.

Lin Yue was stupid.

The time Hang Zhen looked at it, she was in a daze as usual, but the moment her eyes met, there was a tiny electric current converging in her heart, and with a click, the currents met and sparked.

In an instant, Lin Yue, who was standing in the crowd, was like a drum, and she could only hear the sound of her heartbeat in the hustle and bustle, beating so fast that she couldn't breathe.

But all Lin Yue did about this was to stand there, look down at his shoes, and then scold all the dirty words he knew from beginning to end.

Then she remembered that Hang Zhen seemed to have said: "It's not good for girls to scold the street." ”

Oh.

I won't scold after that.

Lin Yue began to hate school more and more, and before that, she immediately picked up her schoolbag as soon as she got out of school and rushed home like the wind; Now it's a schoolbag on his back (there aren't many books anyway) and slowly walk out.

Hang Zhen walked behind her, walking a little faster than her, and turned around and whispered to her when she overtook Lin Yue, "Goodbye." ”

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and hurried away, but Lin Yue grabbed the collar and pulled it back.

Hang Zhen lowered her head and didn't speak, Lin Yue dragged her collar and walked together, and when she walked to the door, she saw Hang Zhen's mother in the distance, so she let go.

Lin Yue said obediently: "Auntie, I'm troublesome today." ”

Hang Zhen was stunned.

Hang Zhen's mother glanced at Hang Zhen, obviously a little surprised: "Is Xiaoyue going to come to the house to play today?" ”

Lin Yue nodded, looking a scoundrel.

Hang Zhen's mother glanced at Hang Zhen reproachfully, obviously angry that she didn't tell her parents in advance that her classmates couldn't prepare.

Lin Yue followed behind with a smile and heard Hang Zhen lying in a whisper: "Mom, I'm sorry, I forgot." ”

Lin Yue felt satisfied. Hang Zhen turned out that Hang Zhen is a good baby, and he can lie.

When Hang Zhen told the lie, her face was red all the way to the base of her neck, and her mother seemed to think that she was embarrassed because she forgot to say it, and she didn't notice it at all. Hang Zhen's mother said: "Xiaozhen, my mother is not at home today, you have to entertain Lin Yue well, you know?" ”

Hang Zhen raised her head all of a sudden, and her face blushed even more: "Huh? ”

Hang Zhen's mother was obviously a little unhappy: "If you said it earlier, your mother would have been able to cook the meal for you in advance, and you can't do this next time, remember?" ”

Hang Zhen lowered her head, rubbing a piece of clothing in her hand with both hands, rubbing it very hard.

Lin Yue didn't speak, just sat behind Erlang with his legs crossed. Hang Zhen's mother likes Lin Yue very much, and always feels that it is very rude for her not to be able to cook for the two of them and let them order takeout, and she said a few words to Hang Zhen before leaving.

As soon as the door was closed, Hang Zhen stood at the door with a crying look, and he didn't dare to look at Lin Yue, so he went to get the takeaway phone. At that time, Hang Zhen's family relied on a few phone calls written down in the phone book to order takeout.

Lin Yue took out his mobile phone and showed it to Hang Zhen: "What do you want to eat?" Eat this? Or eat this? ”

Hang Zhen, who was isolated from the world, looked at the colorful things on Lin Yue's mobile phone in a daze, and whispered, "My mother thought we were going to eat...... Those few only gave me a hundred yuan......"

Lin Yue was lying on the sofa, looking up at her mobile phone: "Please eat." ”

Hang Zhen said: "Then I...... I'll pay you back tomorrow. ”

Lin Yue didn't speak, she kept laughing in her heart. This idiot, this idiot......

Suddenly, Lin Yue remembered something, and looked up badly and hugged Hang Zhen to sit on his lap: "What are you doing with me, you let me kiss it......"

She was just joking, but she didn't expect Hang Zhen to turn her head, bite her lip and lower her head, like a child stealing candy to eat, and kissed her lightly at the corner of her lips, like floating clouds passing over the bright moon, as soon as the breeze arrived, all dispersed.

Hang Zhen stood up with a red face and ran back to his room to lock himself up.

Lin Yue was still sitting on the sofa, her hands were still stretched out at a loss, and the whole person was stiff and didn't dare to move, as if there was a faint fragrance on Hang Zhen's body around her, and it would all disperse when she moved.

Obviously, it was so close that he could reach out and take it into his arms, but Lin Yue didn't dare to let this air flow disperse.

She looked like she had been pecked by a bird.

There was still that soft feeling on his lips, and he seemed to be still holding those few soft hairs in his hands......

It was gnawed by a small beast, and now the little beast is scared and hiding.

Lin Yue felt that the blood in her whole body was surging upward, this kind of turbulence was too powerful, she was a little dizzy for a while, and soon when she calmed down, she stood up, walked around the room twice, and then walked quickly to the door of Hang Zhen's room, stretched out her hand and knocked on the door.

Lin Yue was almost slamming the door: "Hey, what are you hiding for, you come out!" ”

Hang Zhen didn't speak, so he stuck against the door. In fact, the door had been locked, but she still subconsciously put all her strength against the door, as if Lin Yue would not be able to push her away if she could kick the steel door bolt off.

Lin Yue talked a lot of nonsense: "Hang Zhen, what do you mean?" What are you locking yourself in? You open the door, you open the door and talk to me. ”

Hang Zhen stubbornly pressed against the door (the door was really locked), and shook her head desperately (the door is opaque): "Don't be angry, go back......"

Lin Yue came up again: "What am I going back for, you took advantage of me just now, I haven't asked you for interest yet, you open the door, you open the door and we will talk." ”

Hang Zhen stopped talking.

Lin Yue continued: "Hey, let's talk, huh? I'm still hungry, your mother asked you to invite me to dinner, how can you starve me, you're not so good, aren't you? Open the door and let's talk. ”

Hang Zhen's voice was very small and shy: "What are you talking about." ”

Lin Yue was afraid that she wouldn't open the door: "Let's talk about what to eat at night." ”

Hang Zhen's voice was even smaller: "Then I'...... I open the door, you can't ...... You can't scold me, you can't get angry. ”

Lin Yue's heart was full of joy, and he laughed: "Hey, don't be angry, don't be angry......"

Then, Hang Zhen really went to open the door.

However, she twisted her hand on the doorknob a few times, and with a bang, the doorknob was unscrewed.

Hang Zhen, who was locked in the house: "...... Lin Yue, I screwed the doorknob off. ”

Lin Yue: "......"

Lin Yue slapped his forehead: "Don't give me anything else, if you don't open the door again, I'll kick the door open and rape you." ”

Hang Zhen cried with a sad face: "Really...... It's really broken......"