Li Xiaoxue reflexively stretched out her hands quickly and pushed Han Haitao to the side.

"Han Haitao! Stop being so stubborn, okay? You can't do things without scruples, you can't ignore the feelings of others! Before Han Haitao could stand firm on his heels, Li Xiaoxue shouted heartbreakingly.

Han Haitao's heart was also like a vase that was broken a little bit, bitterly, unable to help himself: "Xiaoxue, I ......"

Li Xiaoxue only glanced at Han Haitao, turned around with sadness, walked up to Han's mother, said "I'm sorry" astringently, and strode away.

Han Haitao looked at Li Xiaoxue's distant back motionlessly, tears falling one by one.

Han's mother almost didn't understand what was happening in front of her, but she couldn't stand Han Haitao's cowardice, and shouted with Han Haitao again: "How is it?" It's not that someone took a handful! A hot face, you have to stick to someone's cold ass......"

"Mom!" Han Haitao's voice was completely two octaves higher than Han Mu's, "Are you satisfied now?" ”

Han Mu was even more inexplicable when she heard it, and her whole body trembled: "You, what are you talking about?" Mom is all for your good, why, didn't she fall behind? Why don't you understand until now, she doesn't have you in her heart? ”

"Mom! I'm not a kid anymore, I don't need you to do this for me! My feelings, I myself know what is going on! Han Haitao yelled hysterically with Han's mother again, swayed, and walked past Han's mother's side.

Han's mother, who was dumbfounded, watched Han Haitao pass by in front of her, and her liver and intestines were broken.

"Why am I so miserable and give birth to such an unfortunate son?" Han's mother complained in her heart, and tears filled her eyes.

……

Li Xiaoxue walked like a gust of wind, just wanting to throw the pain in her heart away like garbage with her hurried steps.

With such hurried steps, Li Xiaoxue knew that in the blink of an eye, she would return to Li Mu.

She didn't want to go back so soon. Her hands were empty, and her crying eyes were more telling than any words, but how could she stand in front of Li Mu?

Her steps were getting faster and faster, and the sound of the wind was whirring in her ears.

She couldn't stop, she didn't want to, and even if she did, her legs were full of clockwork, and she couldn't control them in the slightest.

She didn't expect that she would suddenly not be able to control her limbs, especially these two legs, but where to take her!

She seemed to shed tears again, and these tears were quickly dried by the oncoming wind.

Oh, she must have really shed tears, she could feel the slight twitching of her body,—— such convulsions were not her intention, and she couldn't control them.

This slight twitch brought her a burst of grievances, and such grievances were not something she could control.

She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to twitch, she didn't want to be wronged, but she was so hard to control.

And what makes her feel most uncontrollable is not these, but her emotions.

She used to think that feelings were so simple, so simple that you can love if you want to love, and you can not love if you want to love, but in fact, it is really cut, and the reason is messy.

What else do you need from her to do that? She already felt that she was walking on thin ice, and from time to time, she still had to encounter artificial traps.

She didn't expect fairytale love. The life she originally wanted to live was really the same as when she was dating Han Haitao, even if there were some strong emotions occasionally, the tone of the whole child was just plain.

For her own emotions, she does not want to be like the waves of the sea. At most, I hope it will be the ripples of the river.

However, it was such a rainy night, a rainy night that could have been ordinary, but it was actually unusual, and everything she had has undergone earth-shaking changes.

Many things in her body have been excavated since that rainy night, and at the same time, there are many things that have disappeared in an instant.

Especially the story about her emotions, it really only started from that rainy night.

She is the protagonist of the story, but she is not the master of the story.

She is a thread of the story, and where this line goes, like her tears, convulsions and grievances at this time, is not under her control.

It seemed that she passed by the hotel again, but she didn't have time to take another look, and the two legs led her by.

She really hasn't been in this hotel for a long time, and she has a lot of stories in this hotel. Some of them are not even finished, and there are still things to be done.

If she walked further, she knew that it was where Zhong Youcheng's rental house was located. She didn't want her footsteps to extend to that place again, but the road under her feet seemed to be the only one.

Li Xiaoxue panicked and was at a loss, but a white sedan stopped beside her.

Li Xiaoxue only felt that the car fell from the sky, her heart "chuckled", and her two legs miraculously stood firmly.

The window of the white sedan slowly opened, and Hu Bin's face was immediately revealed.

"It looks like you're from afar. In a hurry, where is this going? Hu Bin said with a smile on his face, and motioned for Li Xiaoxue to get in the car, "I'll give you a ride." ”

Li Xiaoxue also smiled as much as she could, and said, "Just walk around." You're busy. ”

"What do I have to keep busy?" Hu Bin gestured with his hand casually, said lightly, and asked Li Xiaoxue to get into the car, "Come up." ”

Li Xiaoxue also shook her head and excused herself, but at a glance, she saw Zhong Youcheng who was carrying a black convenience bag and walking listlessly on the side of the road.

This Zhong Youcheng, like a white car, fell from the sky, and an inexplicable fear immediately hit Li Xiaoxue's heart.

Li Xiaoxue couldn't help but take two steps closer to the white car.

Hu Bin sensed Li Xiaoxue's unusual panic, and wondered, from the reversing mirror, he saw Zhong Youcheng walking in this direction.

"Get in the car?" Hu Bin asked Li Xiaoxue again, and pushed open the co-pilot's door.

Li Xiaoxue looked at Zhong Youcheng vigilantly, sat in the car, closed the door, and said, "Take me to the supermarket." ”

Hu Bin deliberately drove the car as slowly as he walked, so that Zhong Youcheng's figure was always reflected on the rearview mirror.

Li Xiaoxue also couldn't tell Hu Bin to drive the car faster, so she only tried her best not to look at the rearview mirror, as if when she looked at Zhong Youcheng in the rearview mirror, she would also show Zhong Youcheng herself.

Hu Bin observed Li Xiaoxue from the corner of his eye, and from time to time, he would slightly raise the corners of his mouth and smile.

Li Xiaoxue knew that Hu Bin's laughter was related to her and Zhong Youcheng, and she was unhappy in her heart, and she was not easy to show it, so she only blamed herself for not getting into Hu Bin's car.

"Is Auntie okay?" Hu Bin finally opened his mouth.

"It's fine." Li Xiaoxue replied simply.

"You seem to be restless, nothing is wrong, right?" Hu Bin asked again, but his eyes looked at the reversing mirror.

"Nope." Li Xiaoxue denied it, but shook her head inadvertently, showing some tiredness.

"You good boys, you are tired of living." Hu Bin said, shook his head and smiled.

This sentence seems to have hit Li Xiaoxue's heart. Li Xiaoxue only felt that she was covered in a pile of dead meat, piled up in the car seat, and her bones were gone.

"Why do you want to make yourself so heavy?" Hu Bin continued, "There are only a handful of people in the world, and there are only a few decades. Even if you live a long life, a hundred years old, it will be 30,000 days. In addition to ignorance, sickness and disease, how many days are there that are really lived? But then again, who lives that long? To put it mildly, one-third of life, we have also passed. If you cut off one-third of your sleep, one-third of your work, and then delay the time you have to go here and there, how much is really your own? When you were in school, you were either bored studying, or engaged in all kinds of on-campus activities, and you looked really promising, but if you look at you now, are you really better than a guy like me? Why bother yourself so much? One day of life should be a day of happiness. ”

Of course, Li Xiaoxue's three views could not fully accept Hu Bin's statement, and lazily only responded: "Everyone's lifestyle is different." I think it's pretty good now. ”

Hu Bin laughed from his nose and said, "Not bad." If you really want to spend a lot of time, you may not be able to adapt to it. You are accustomed to rejoicing in suffering. Relax a little and you may not be able to take it anymore. My father's father, oh, it's my grandfather, often talks to my dad and me about hardship and simplicity, and as a result, my dad is really hard and simple, saving a lifetime of money, and when he comes, except for the self-righteous Enron, he has never worn a decent dress. Fuck it! Who earns all this money? I spent all the money he had saved in his life in less than half a year. He has a spirit in heaven, and he will curse my animals. It's good to tell him to scold. Anyway, he's been scolding me for more than a decade. I wouldn't say anything as aggrieved as his old man's life. I'm a big spend, but I'm never short of money to spend. In fact, people are like this, count it, count the past, there are always places that can't be calculated. Live for a day, it's a day. ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't know if Hu Bin was deliberately brainwashing himself, so she turned her face a little disdainfully, and accidentally saw the reversing mirror again.

In the reversing mirror, Zhong Youcheng was still walking listlessly, as if he was following the ghost of her Li Xiaoxue's life.

"Would you like to give him a ride?" Hu Bin suddenly asked again.

"What? Who? Li Xiaoxue was startled and asked in a panic.

Hu Bin shook his head with a smile again, increased the accelerator, and the car was like an arrow off the string, "whoosh" and flew straight out.

Zhong Youcheng's figure, like a trick, didn't blink an eye, and disappeared in the reversing mirror.

Li Xiaoxue involuntarily looked back. It seems that Zhong Youcheng who disappeared in the rearview mirror is so weird!

And even if she turned around, Li Xiaoxue didn't see Zhong Youcheng walking like a ghost on the side of the road.

Hu Bin turned the front of the car at the same time as he started speeding, and he had already changed the path.

This article is from the book online novel