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A false alarm, pure oolong.

These eight words are the most anticipated results of the whole family of Hua Wan.

But God is so cruel, and as soon as the test obtained by cutting the queue came out, the worrying situation was implemented.

"At that time, I was not convinced that it was MDS, because this disease often occurs in the elderly group, and among the more than 200 patients diagnosed in our hospital in the past ten years, very few are at this age, and the cause is unknown, which may be related to genetic problems." Director Wang of the hematology department has gray hair and a serious expression: "Comparing the results of the two tests, the speed of the lesion is very fast, and now the situation is more dangerous, and you need to be hospitalized for observation as soon as possible." ”

Wang Wen was so anxious that her lips lost color: "That, that......"

She has thousands of questions, but she can't think of them for a while.

Director Wang earnestly continued to explain: "More data and treatment plan, we need to spend late hospitalization cooperation, in fact, you should be grateful for the last physical examination, otherwise it will deteriorate to an advanced stage in an unknowing condition, and the probability of becoming blood cancer will be higher." ”

Hua Wan sat next to her and was silent, but suddenly said something very in her style: "I won't need chemotherapy, I don't want to be bald." ”

"Most people's understanding of blood diseases only stays at the stage of leukemia, you have to clarify the concept, myelodysplastic syndrome is in danger of turning into leukemia, but we must not draw an equal sign, we have formed a very systematic treatment method for this over the years, we must have confidence in the hospital and yourself." Director Wang spoke earnestly.

"Evening, obedient." Wang Wen held her daughter's hand.

Hua Wan lowered her eyes and didn't say another word, no one knew what she was thinking.

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At the same time, Lan Jiashu's energy was all focused on coping with his father's entanglement and busy new work, and the department was still reviewing excellent papers, so he was also worried and laborious, and when he came back to his senses, he suddenly found that Hua Wan had not appeared for three whole days, and even when he sent text messages and called, he often did not get a response and could not find anyone.

He felt very uneasy, and it took him five or six times to hear her voice at noon, and he couldn't help complaining, "What are you busy with?" When I came to your company to look for you, your colleague said that you asked for leave and no one went to your house. ”

"Ah...... At my relative's house. Hua Wan's voice was a little tired, as if she didn't want to talk to him more.

Lan Jiashu didn't have the heart to do things in the company, and was driving around, and couldn't help but say, "I miss you, what relatives are so important?" ”

Hua Wan, who was transfusing blood in the ward, shook her head for a moment, and finally said, "Are you free at three o'clock in the afternoon, let's meet." ”

Lan Jiashu thought that everything was normal, but when he heard her tone and her words, he always felt that something was strange: "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Let's meet and then go to the bubble tea shop outside the school." After Hua Wan finished talking like this, she hung up the phone.

Wang Wen, who was always guarding the bed, sighed: "Wanwan, don't you plan to continue with him?" ”

Hua Wan sniffed: "How do you continue?" Is it a blue life and death love? Then I'm too big-faced. ”

Wang Wen was speechless.

"Mom, it's expensive to cure my disease." Hua Wan lowered her head: "I feel like I'm dragging you down." ”

"What nonsense, your father and I are just a daughter like you, even if you smash the pot and sell iron, you have to be cured." Wang Wen said angrily: "Besides, it's not difficult for our family, you, obediently listening to Director Wang's words is better than anything else." ”

Hua Wan nodded, and said distractedly: "I'm going to break up with Lan Jiashu and ask him to go to the United States, he may not be able to accept it in a short time, if you go to the house to make trouble, you and Dad must not leak your mouth, drive him away immediately, I can't delay his life casually because of this kind of thing, if you break up, he will definitely be very angry and sad, but no matter how sad he is, it can't compare to ......"

Wang Wen's mood was indescribably heavy, but of course she would respect her daughter's decision, and she didn't want to make a mess and make her more painful, so she nodded silently.

It just so happened that at this time, Lao Hua carried a lunch box into the ward: "Look what Dad has brought you, your favorite pork liver rice." ”

Ever since they knew about the symptoms, the two old men had changed their ways to replenish her blood.

Hua Wanqiang cheered up and said with a smile: "Great, my stomach is growling with hunger." ”

——

The familiar university campus is still bustling, and Hua Wan, who came out of the hospital, sat in the bubble tea shop that she had entered hundreds of times in the past four years, tugging and pulling the sleeves of her air-conditioned shirt again and again, for fear of revealing the bruises and swelling traces of her infusion, and then took out the mirror and applied some lipstick, for fear of looking sick.

"It's stinky and beautiful, why are you here, for you." A voice that could no longer be described as familiar suddenly sounded behind him.

Hua Wan looked back and saw Lan Jiashu's smiling face, almost for a moment, she was so fragile that she wanted to say everything, to comfort him, to ask him to hold herself, and to ask him to accompany him through this time that might be difficult to end.

But......

The thing that called her fragile made her strong.

Lan Jiashu handed her the old Beijing cheese he had just bought, habitually wanting to kiss Hua Wan's face.

But Hua Wan avoided it stiffly, looked at the wall and said straight to the point: "Did your father tell you to study abroad?" Have you completed all the formalities? ”

Lan Jiashu was slightly stunned, and said, "You know......"

"Such an important matter, why don't you tell me, what am I in your heart, and you don't even bother to mention major life events to me?" Hua Wan deliberately behaved very excitedly, a woman is very good at messing around when she initiates a temper, not to mention that she is completely deliberate.

Lan Jiashu's face was full of helplessness: "I just don't want to bother you, and besides, I don't want to go at all." ”

"Go ahead, I don't think life is for you right now." The gentleness and promise that Hua Wan prepared at the beginning were out of place, and she thought that long pain was better than short pain.

Lan Jiashu only thought that his long legs were in a tantrum, took her hand and said, "Don't tease, why should I go, as soon as I am from Beijing, I want to live in Beijing and marry a Beijing girl." ”

Hua Wan felt that her eyes were sore, for fear that her emotions would be unstable and exposed, so she immediately threw away her arms and said: "I'm serious, after listening to your father's words, I really think it's very suitable for you to go to the United States, don't say you don't understand, are you a child?" ”

"What will you do if I go?" Lan Jiashu found that they were being surrounded by passing students and clerks, and lowered his voice: "Go home and say, don't make trouble here." ”

"What kind of home, you really make it your home." Hua Wan pinched her palms stiffly, and finally found the strength to look at him, and said word by word: "It's you who have been hiding from studying abroad, and now I am looking for a good job, so of course you live yours and I live mine." ”

Lan Jiashu was unprepared and completely blinded: "What do you mean?" ”

"Break up." Hua Wan replied crisply.

At this moment, the bubble tea shop turned into a completely dead hell, as if everything was frozen.

Over the years of love and getting along, no matter what contradictions, these two words have never appeared.

Especially recently, they often plan for the future and imagine the future, and when they are in love, they will even crankily choose a name for their future children.

Lan Jiashu stared at Hua Wan's big eyes, and his voice was hoarse: "What did you say?" ”

"If you don't hear me, you can call me as many times as you want, but I'm not available today." Hua Wan looked at the watch, it was close to the time for the blood test, and I didn't know why my father hadn't shown up yet.

When he was entangled, in the small bubble tea shop, a cold beautiful man suddenly walked in.

He looked to be about thirty years old, his face was as delicate as a Japanese manga, his figure was slender and straight, and he looked cool in his shirt and trousers in the hot late spring.

I haven't seen it for many years, and Hua Wan was stunned before she recognized it, and shouted: "Brother." ”

Not long after Lin Xun returned to China, he went to the hospital to visit his seriously ill cousin today, and found that she was not there, so he took the initiative to ask Ying to pick her up: "Your father asked me to come to you." ”

"Let's go." Hua Wan packed up her bag and glanced at the cheese that Lan Jiashu had just put on the table, but after hesitating, she still didn't touch it.

Lan Jiashu was very anxious, chasing and pulling his long legs: "Don't be angry, okay, it's ......my fault that I didn't communicate with you before."

"Don't talk to me." Flower late is a bit of a meltdown.

But this time, Lan Jiashu exerted his strength, and he couldn't break free.

In the end, it was Lin Xun who helped: "Don't touch her, you hurt her." ”

At the moment of freedom, Hua Wan hurriedly got into the car that had been opened at the door of the bubble tea shop.

Lin Xun had already heard his relatives talking about his cousin's bad relationship in the ward, so naturally he wouldn't make trouble for her, so he said coldly to Lan Jiashu: "Thank you for taking care of Hua Wan in the past two years, but let's stop here." ”

Lan Jiashu was like a fool, and he didn't hurry to catch up until Lin Xun started the car.

But how can a person outrun a car?

Soon, he was left far behind.

Hua Wan sat in the car, couldn't help crying in distress, holding her schoolbag, her lips trembling.

"Actually, you can be selfish." Lin Xun took out a tissue and handed it to her: "At this time, you deserve a lot of love." ”

"It's not a cold or fever, it can be used to blackmail care." Hua Wan's eyes were full of tears: "My blood indicators have been a mess these days, if you let him know, let him give up everything to accompany me, and finally watch me die like his mother, why should I keep him?" ”