"Xiao Li," Boss Qian asked Li Xiaoxue again, "Do you think I'm too irresponsible?" ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't want to say that such a person who was kind to him was not responsible: "Boss Qian, if such a big thing happens, it will be difficult for anyone to bear." It's just that there is no mountain of flames that can't be crossed. As long as Boss Qian can face it positively, no matter how big the difficulties are, they can always be solved. ”

"You're right." Boss Qian's body was obviously pulled up, and he said with emotion, "Listening to you, it's like drinking a sweet spring, and I feel comfortable all over." Otherwise, how could I have a feeling of hating each other when I met you. When my head is hot, I am easy to be confused, and I am easy to act excessively, and I really need someone like you to remind me from time to time. ”

Li Xiaoxue's boss Qian said intentionally or unintentionally, listening, he really had something to say, and intentionally, he said: "Boss Qian is serious, isn't Mrs. Qian also ......"

Boss Qian only heard Li Xiaoxue mention Mrs. Qian again, and he was so embarrassed that he immediately interrupted and said, "She? All she could say was mockery of me. Many of my problems, so to speak, have been raised for her to a large extent. She would never enlighten me as much as you did. She will only murder me, someone and no one, like a child. The more she murdered me, the more I didn't want to listen, and the more I wanted to confront her! ”

Li Xiaoxue listened to Boss Qian's childish words again, and shook her head: "Actually, Boss Qian, I really think that Mrs. Qian is a very amazing woman. Although she is not satisfactory in some details, she ......"

Boss Qian really didn't want to hear any benefits from Mrs. Qian's mouth, so he was a little excited, and stole Li Xiaoxue's voice again: "Xiaoli, in this world, is there anyone who knows her better than me?" ”

Li Xiaoxue really didn't think so: "It's really not necessarily like what Boss Qian said." Couples who have lived together for most of their lives don't know much about it! Love the house and Wu, you can also say the opposite. When you no longer love each other, all you can see is the unbearable side of the other person. ”

"You may have just gotten to the point." Boss Qian looked a little impatient, "It's just that I don't love her anymore, but we don't love each other anymore." It's not just that I can't get used to her, but she looks at me and it's not pleasing to the eye anymore. Not only did she and I be separated, but we also didn't look like each other. In front of everyone, she and I didn't mean to be husband and wife. Xiao Li, I think it's hard for you to experience such feelings. A lot of times, I even ask myself what she's holding on to. ”

Li Xiaoxue replied for Boss Qian: "Boss Qian can still ask himself like this, which means that the marriage between Boss Qian and Mrs. Qian has not yet ended." ”

"Xiao Li," Boss Qian said bitterly, "I really don't understand, how can a person of your age still have such an idea." ”

Li Xiaoxue was more serious: "Does Boss Qian think there is anything wrong with my thoughts?" ”

Boss Qian looked helpless again: "Do you think marriage should end from the beginning?" ”

Li Xiaoxue still has such a "concept" in her mind, more or less, but when she asked Boss Qian like this, she also felt a little corrupt, and defended herself: "I mean, Boss Qian and Mrs. Qian have been married for so many years, and it is really not easy, even if there is anything unsatisfactory, you can't give up at will." ”

Boss Qian argued: "If there is no emotion in a marriage, how can it be said that you can give up at will?" ”

Li Xiaoxue really wanted to tell Boss Qian how she felt at the moment. She really didn't expect that a few times of contact with a man who was not confused would fall into the wrong person's opinion.

Mrs. Qian's suspicions are still understandable, how can Du Juan look at it like this? And even Cao Yingying's few jokes seemed to be a thorn in her heart.

Especially in such a matter between men and women, she thought that once she called someone to recognize, ten thousand mouths would not be able to refute it.

She felt that she had paid enough attention to such a sensitive issue, but it was as if she was under a spell, and she was always stirring up troubled waters for no reason.

She told herself again and again that as long as she had a clear conscience, it would be fine, but the reality seemed to stretch out to her hand after hand, grabbing her ** and soul, making her feel more and more an invisible pressure.

People still can't just live themselves.

And all these thoughts, she Li Xiaoxue couldn't explain it directly to Boss Qian, so she had no choice but to move out the previous words again: "If you want me to say, Boss Qian just dislikes Mrs. Qian for being old!" ”

Boss Qian raised his voice: "Even if it is, so what?" There is no happiness at all when two people are together, and it is not good for anyone to live reluctantly! Everyone only comes to this world once, and it shouldn't be spent like this! ”

Li Xiaoxue suddenly seemed to not know the man in front of her, and in disappointment, she shook her head again and said, "Boss Qian, I really don't want you to be such a selfish person." ”

Boss Qian smiled bitterly: "Life is short, and youth is fleeting." If I could start over, I just want to make my life colorful. ”

"Speaking of which," Li Xiaoxue sighed: "Boss Qian, you still plan to divorce Mrs. Qian, right?" ”

Boss Qian also sighed and said, "Even if I don't want to, doesn't she want to?" In her eyes, I was getting more and more useless. What is the difference between a man who no longer has a little dignity in front of his wife and a living dead? ”

Li Xiaoxue didn't want to continue such a conversation, so she took out her bank card from her pocket: "Boss Qian, there are nearly 450,000 yuan in this, you can use it to pay off their accounts." ”

Boss Qian obviously didn't have such a fast jump in thinking, and turned his gaze to Li Xiaoxue: "What? What four hundred and fifty thousand? ”

Li Xiaoxue explained: "The 400,000 yuan was borrowed by me and Boss Qian, and the remaining less than 50,000 yuan was the interest that I promised Boss Qian." ”

Boss Qian looked panicked: "Xiao Li, what are you doing here?" I said, your business matters! ”

"Boss Qian, what matters is important, I know. Hurry up and pay back the other people's money, otherwise, I won't have the heart to do my thing! Li Xiaoxue said solemnly, and handed the bank card to Boss Qian again.

Boss Qian glanced at the card in Li Xiaoxue's hand, but still refused to take it: "You are like this, you are simply slapping me in the face." ”

"Boss Qian," Li Xiaoxue insisted, "I will never forget your intentions." But in my heart, I still hope that Boss Qian can be measured. I can't make it difficult for Boss Qian because of my own affairs. ”

"What's so hard about it? What a big deal! Boss Qian pretended to be relaxed and said.

"If Boss Qian must have such an attitude, I think, it's really difficult for me to have any dealings with Boss Qian anymore." When Li Xiaoxue said this, she was even more puzzled when she saw Boss Qian's attitude, and said solemnly, "Boss Qian, this is really putting me in an unrighteous place." ”

Boss Qian thought about it again, and finally nodded, and still said: "400,000, I can accept it first, and I can't accept the rest." After all, that's when you need the money. ”

Li Xiaoxue said insistently: "If I didn't explain it to Boss Qian at the beginning, Boss Qian could not accept it, but I have already made an agreement with Boss Qian, and I can't be without credibility." ”

Boss Qian was still embarrassed: "Even if it's interest, it won't be so much." ”

Li Xiaoxue paused for a moment before saying, "It's really a lot, just a little bit of care for Boss Qian." ”

Boss Qian still found it difficult to accept: "No! No way! I got the money I borrowed from you back so quickly, and I couldn't help it. ”

Li Xiaoxue was a little anxious: "Boss Qian only thinks about whether he wants to go, has he considered my feelings?" It's not that I'm sophisticated, and if I accept your favor, I will definitely repay you a gift. Boss Qian's help to me, I have also said, I will never be able to repay it in my life. But can you give me a scoop of water and let me have a spoonful of water? I owe a lot of kindness, and it will only leave me breathless. ”

"Okay." After Boss Qian took the card in Li Xiaoxue's hand, he still said with some guilt: "I'll take this money first." If you still need it, I will squeak with you again. ”

……

Cao Yingying soaked herself in the bathtub and washed her face with tears.

Xiao Zijun's voice was still churning in her head, wanting to occupy her entire world, to completely become a captive of an unscrupulous man.

Xiao Zijun is more and more a man she can't understand. This man was too strong, so that she, who was originally a teacher and asked for sin, was tortured into a mess.

She didn't know how she got back to her place.

She drove the car, but her mind could not concentrate on the road conditions. Fortunately, the road was not too crowded, and she felt that she and the car were shaking incessantly, completing the whole trip.

After entering the room, she rushed straight to the bathroom, almost filling the bathtub, when her soul trembled and turned off the faucet in a panic.

She took off her clothes one by one, as if she was stripped of something spiritually.

Until she was naked, she even scratched her body twice.

If she could, she might want to take off a layer of her skin.

She looked at herself in the mirror for a long time,—— except that she looked at herself for a longer time, looking at herself like this is actually her habitual action,—— she likes to look at her body when she is in the shower.

Every line of her body was all too familiar to her, and she could detect the slightest change in this line.

She was a little thinner than the last time she looked at herself like this.

Her figure has always been fairly standard.

She certainly doesn't want to be fat, but she doesn't want to be thin either. She doesn't understand some girls who are infinitely and just looking for "slim". What she pursues is a healthy body, and her body does give her energy, and every line is close to perfection.

But now she is thinner.

That's why she stood in front of the mirror for so long this time, in addition to being a little nervous, she was actually hesitant to look at her back.

She knew she was going to see a long scar on her back. This long scar is the most indelible mark of her eternal life left by this experience.

Her originally delicate back, because of such a mark, would only call her, make her love or the appreciation of her by those who love her.

The ugly daughter-in-law will inevitably want to see her in-laws, and this beautiful obstacle of hers is also something she must face. She always wanted to know how big the obstacle was.

She turned slowly. Slowly, it was as if an extraordinary ritual was being performed.

Just as she could see her scar, she suddenly closed her eyes again, tightly closed.

She still didn't have the courage to look at the past, she couldn't face the physical flaws brought about by the day after tomorrow like this.

She almost threw herself into the bathtub.

The water in the bathtub, which was already excessive, immediately rippled out a lot because of her intervention. There was so much water that it almost turned the area around the bathtub into a sea of water.

She seemed to think that this was not enough, and slapped the water with both hands.

The bath water splashed everywhere, wetting every corner of the bathroom.

Until she was exhausted, she laughed wildly and lay on her back in the water.

The laughter lasted for dozens of seconds, and little by little, it turned into crying again.

The crying lasted much longer than the laughter, and she didn't know when it stopped.

The water that had been sprinkled on the four walls was still dripping, just like the tears on her face.

She was quiet, soaking her body. It's like thinking that your body is dissolved in water.

This book originated from reading books