Chapter 115: Reluctance to let go
Blame Su Wenhao?
No wonder, because Su Wenhao is right, at least from Su Wenhao's point of view, he is right, the decisions he made are all for his family, whether it is to make money or go out to mix, although it is not a good thing, but many things are also forced to do it out of desperation.
If you have to blame, you can only blame this person's heart for not being able to use it twice, reality is not a novel, nor a movie, Su Wenhao was not the protagonist back then, he couldn't mix in the wind and water on the road, and at the same time he was the top student in the school, this is a genius that only appears in TV series.
Therefore, Su Wenhao's academic performance has been getting worse and worse since high school, and many courses are lagging behind step by step, step by step, even if there was a student like Liu Ning to tutor him alone at that time, he did not improve much, because his heart was not in learning at all.
Blame Liu Ning in turn?
Su Wenhao shook his head secretly, and he couldn't blame her.
Once the misunderstanding is resolved, it will hurt others and hurt oneself.
Before, Su Wenhao could still say that he was not wrong, there was no mistake at all, and he could only blame Liu Ning for saying goodbye.
And now, can you blame her?
Su Wenhao opened his mouth, but he was speechless.
Liu Ning vented the depression in his heart, and after talking for a few minutes, his eyes were also red, and the mist was swirling in his eyes, looking at Su Wenhao in a daze.
"When I was eighteen years old, on June 21 of that year, do you remember?" Liu Ning's tears snapped and fell to the ground, splashing a drop of water.
"Your ...... Birthday? Su Wenhao was stunned, his throat was a little astringent, and he responded dryly.
"Heh, I don't know whether to cry or laugh, I've been separated for more than seven years, you still remember my birthday, but ...... back then" Liu Ning sneered, shook his head with a smile, but couldn't stop his tears: "But you forgot back then, I waited from the morning, noon, and until the early hours of the morning, I thought there would be a surprise, because it was my adult birthday, the most beautiful birthday of eighteen...... But in the end I was disappointed, you may be too tired, too busy, too busy to forget my birthday, the funny thing is that you remember now, but what is the use? ……。 ”
Su Wenhao looked at the woman with pear blossoms and rain in front of him, looking motionless, his eyes were very complicated, but he didn't speak, he was recalling what happened back then.
It's impossible not to remember, in the past few years, I remembered every birthday, Valentine's Day, Christmas, even White Day, and even for the sake of little sweetness, even the Mid-Autumn Festival was celebrated as Valentine's Day, how could I forget my eighteenth birthday?
There is no reason and there is no reason.
"You bastard!" Liu Ning threw herself into Su Wenhao's arms and slapped it a few times.
Su Wenhao was stunned and didn't fight back, so he just stood and let her slap.
Whining~~~
Liu Ning was tired, tired of crying, maybe he was tired of venting, he was crying very sadly buried in his arms, and Su Wenhao, who was crying, was also pinching in his heart.
Su Wenhao raised his hand, hugged her, and gently stroked her pink back.
After knowing and falling in love for so many years, and then separating for so many years, at this moment, the two hugged and cried, Su Wenhao's heart was not hard, he had long said that he was not free and easy.
He hated Liu Ning, hated the depression caused by that obsession, and hated that he couldn't forget it.
And Liu Ning's words made Su Wenhao hate it anymore, what should he hate? Su Wenhao is actually not like Liu Ning said, he has also given a lot, and he is also because of love, so he can't let go for so long.
But Liu Ning also paid a lot, and both of them had their own sufferings.
At this time, neither of them saw it, on the other side of the hospital, Li Zixuan stood there, silently looking at the two people, looking at them expressionlessly, not happy or sad, after a long time, Li Zixuan turned around and left, and returned to his grandfather's ward.
I don't know how long it took, Liu Ning's crying stopped, but she didn't leave Su Wenhao's arms, but instead hugged his waist with both hands, adding a little strength, and seemed reluctant to let go.
How many years have passed, she has almost forgotten this feeling, Su Wenhao was not as strong as he is now, he was very thin from beginning to end, and he looked like a malnourished hemp pole.
But Liu Ning always felt that his arms were very safe, because he supported a family with thin shoulders at a young age, which is also the reason why Liu Ning liked him and later fell in love with him, because he understood the responsibilities of a man since he was a child.
And now, Su Wenhao's arms are stronger and more powerful than before, and the breath on his body smells much better than before, not a perfume, but an indescribable smell, similar to sandalwood, but not like, in short, smelling this fragrance can give people a very reassuring feeling.
Reluctance to let go.
"You, why don't you speak?" Liu Ning's voice was a little hoarse, and he looked up at Su Wenhao.
Su Wenhao put his arms around her, and also looked down at her, his chin was on her forehead, and the two of them could feel each other's breath, so familiar, so nostalgic.
I remember the first time, saying that I liked your gentleness in that moment;
I remember the first time, the throbbing and shyness of the moment when I held hands;
I remember the first time, the soft fragrance into the heart of that charming aroma, warm, soft.
"I don't want to say anything, I just want to hold it like this." Su Wenhao looked at her eyes, and his tone finally became gentle after seven years.
There was a burst of electricity in Liu Ning's heart, and a trace of throbbing flashed: "We, what is this?" Aren't you arguing with me? ”
"I don't want to quarrel, I'm so tired, I want to rest for a while and then quarrel with you." Su Wenhao shook his head.
Liu Ning pursed his lips, couldn't help laughing, and raised his hand to pat him: "You're a big bastard." ”
"Yes, I'm a bastard, whatever you say now." Su Wenhao nodded kindly.
Liu Ning pursed her lips, she suddenly felt a little uncomfortable with Su Wenhao like this: "Are you because of guilt?" Is it because you forgot my eighteenth birthday? ”
Su Wenhao shook his head: "I can't remember, I keep thinking about what happened at that time, because it's impossible for me to forget your birthday, let alone your eighteenth birthday." ”
Liu Ning believed that Su Wenhao could not forget, and he was angry when he left, looking back at the previous interaction between the two people, Su Wenhao would definitely not forget, and Liu Ning also guessed that he must have encountered something.
"Do you remember now?"
"Not yet."
Three minutes later-
"And now?"
"Not yet."
In three minutes--
"Don't remember yet?"
"No, wait."
"You're deliberately trying to play hooligan, aren't you?" Liu Ning reacted, this bastard just didn't want to let go.
Although she didn't want to let go, now was not the time, she was going to see a patient, and she was an elder.
"Let go of me, I'm going to see the patient first."
"Is the patient that Li Zixuan's grandfather?"
"Hmm!"
"Don't go." Su Wenhao was suddenly a little overbearing.
Liu Ning was silent for a while, and then sighed faintly: "What are we?" Wen Hao, let's be friends, right? ”
Su Wenhao's heart hurt: "You, do you really want to marry him?" ”
"Give me some time, okay, I'm going to think about it."
"Okay."
(Erupt today!) To tell you the truth, there are not many manuscripts in storage, and there are no recommendations, so the new book period can only break out a little bit, forgive me, and thank you George Clooney brother for the giant red envelope, almost smashed me unconscious, looking at the 200 yuan red envelope, my heart is wet, I don't want to break out, I can only take out the manuscript, and the red envelope of the small mountain village tree, the VIP of the little one and three children, thank you very much!! Bow in thanks. )