When Jing Jiayue woke up again, she saw her mother's red and swollen eyes from crying. She had a momentary sway—

It turns out that she has already returned to Jingshi?

Although Jing Jiayue was covered with injuries all over her body, her brain was not broken, she remembered clearly that the last time she was awake, what she saw was Yun Sujun's red and swollen eyes, as well as the deep, complicated eyes that she might not understand in her life.

That's right, she did pick up a life. No, this life should not be said to have been picked up, it should be said that it was exchanged for the lives of those innocent soldiers and Yu Wenrui's escape through the ghost gate. Recalling the scenes at that time, Jing Jiayue closed her eyes painfully-

Blood, all over the world is blood. The blood of the Great Zhou soldiers, the blood of the enemy, and her own blood......

She knew that she owed too much affection to too many people. The grace of saving lives, the grace of reconstruction, not to mention, those Great Zhou soldiers exchanged their lives for her life?

They are all hot-blooded good men, and in the Great Zhou, they are one in 10,000 soldiers; And for their small family, they are fathers, husbands, and children, but they are ten thousand!

People always die in war, but they die from their own mistakes as generals...... Unforgivable!

Miss Sun, who was once lively and hot, became a stuffy gourd, and that great change did not take her life, but took away her language function, and she became more and more silent.

Meng Wanting stayed in front of her daughter's sickbed day and night, fearing that her daughter's injuries would worsen if she didn't see them. However, Jing Jiayue's foundation is quite good, and she is being treated by famous doctors, so her injuries have no chance to worsen, but she recovers very quickly.

When Meng Wanting mentioned that her heart was lowered, another worry spread: Is this still her lively and cheerful daughter?

Meng Wanting didn't dare to touch her father-in-law, who was worried every day because of Jing Jiayue's incident, she could only tell her husband about her worries in private. Jing Heng's bad heart is no less than his father's, his daughter is his own, and he naturally has to make up for the trouble. At this moment, he hated himself so much, why did he indulge in this arrogance since he was a child?

Jing Jiayue was lying on the hospital bed, but she knew that the Queen Mother, the Emperor and the soldiers and horses of the Great Zhou Dynasty were still on the Beizheng front. The fighting continues, but unfortunately she is no longer on the front line.

She misses Yun Sujun and doesn't know if she is doing well. The bitter cold of the Northland is known to everyone; The war is dangerous, and everyone knows it.

Hopefully, everything will go well. Jing Jiayue can only pray like this every day.

Day after day, spring goes to the summer solstice, good news from the front line is frequent, Jing Jiayue's injuries are also healed, and she is finally able to walk on the ground.

The first thing she did was to see her grandfather. She knelt in front of Jing Ziqiao, waiting for his reprimand and teaching.

Jing Ziqiao sat in the chair, looked at her for half an hour, and suddenly sighed: "Yue'er! Do it for yourself! ”

Jing Jiayue's expected storm did not come as expected, she raised her head in surprise and saw her grandfather's half-gray hair: her grandfather was so old!

"Grandchildren are not filial!" Jing Jiayue said with a crying tone, and her head hit the ground.

Jing Ziqiao looked at her with a tired expression, and said awe-inspiringly: "You have caused such a catastrophe, fortunately Your Majesty is fine, otherwise my Jing family will die and have no place to be buried!" ”

Jing Jiayue wept. She knew that Yu Wenrui's injuries were also extremely serious.

"Your Majesty, when she triumphs as a teacher, her grandson will go to confess herself," Jing Jiayue said bitterly, "There is an extremely important matter, I want to ask my grandfather for help." ”

"You say."

"On the day of the accident, all the soldiers who followed me, they were all innocent people, but I was martyred by me, I ...... I can't live with them! Ask grandfather to take care of their family......"

Jing Ziqiao waved her hand to stop what she was about to say, and said in a cold voice: "My Jing family has been a general, Yue'er, you must always remember that one will succeed and ten thousand bones will wither!" Remember, too, that since your soldiers are with you, you are responsible for their life and death! ”

Jing Jiayue's heart was poked again, she hung her head and wept silently.

"Your Majesty, I will go and plead for you, and try my best to minimize the impact of this matter. After all, you are the grandson of my Jing family! As for those soldiers who have followed you, don't come forward, I will order your father to make it clear, and I will never treat their families badly. Jingzi Qiao said.

Jing Jiayue knew that the reputation of the Jing family was at stake, and it was not something that she could solve with emotion. In terms of proportion, my grandfather and father were naturally older and more experienced than myself.

She knocked her head on the ground again: "Grandson is ashamed of the Jing family!" Please grandfather punish! ”

Jing Ziqiao sighed: "You are talented, lively, and bold, I always thought that you had the demeanor of an ancestor, and I placed great expectations on you...... Alas! It's me who spoils you too much! ”

Jing Jiayue's tears poured down and smashed on the ground, turning into watermarks.

"When your injuries are healed, go back to the army to train! After this, you should also grow! Jing Ziqiao finally said.

"Yes." Jing Jiayue bowed respectfully.

She knows what path she should take in this life.

Big things one after another. When the Empress Dowager died, Jing Jiayue's body had just improved. She knew that the Queen Mother and the Emperor had returned to Beijing, but she could not enter the palace to meet her.

Half a month later, the army was divided. Jing Jiayue knew that Yun Sujun was in that team, but she couldn't see her. She can only know "Anhe is well" through the things in Kyochu that other people talk about.

At this time, her body recovered enough to be able to move out of the house. She desperately wanted to see Yun Sujun, but she couldn't-

Not only because the entire Great Zhou was mourning for the Empress Dowager, but also because she felt that she was no longer worthy of Yun Sujun.

seems to have grown up overnight, she is no longer the arrogant Jing Jiayue, and she is no longer the Jing Jiayue who is sure that Yun Sujun will belong to her sooner or later. She survived by stepping on other people's blood, so what qualifications does she have to stand by Yun Sujun's side? And swear to protect her for the rest of her life?

What's more, she no longer knows how Yun Sujun thinks of her now.

The Empress Dowager's mourning was over, and Jing Jiayue entered the palace to see Jing Yan and Yu Wenrui.

Jing Yan was still angry when he saw her, but when he saw her pale and weak appearance, he couldn't help but feel distressed. Yu Wenrui could see it, but persuaded her to "don't take this matter to heart".

Jing Jiayue was even more ashamed in her heart, and she begged Yu Wenrui to send her to the border of the North to atone for her sins. How could Yu Wenrui agree?

But Jing Jiayue insisted on this. Yuwen Rui knew that she felt very guilty, and she had no choice but to agree, but she also wanted her to "take care of her body before trying anything else".

In this way, she asked to enter the palace three times and twice, and Yuwenrui finally agreed to her. However, the land of the war is not the bitter cold northland, but the east of the Great Zhou land, the prefecture and county near the sea. The climate is humid and warm, and the patients are nothing more than bandits and pirates who do not have a climate.

Jing Jiayue knew that Yu Wenrui was taking care of himself to the extreme.

Since getting the emperor's will, Jing Jiayue has been preparing the itinerary non-stop. For her trip, although Jing Ziqiao and Jing Heng were reluctant, they also knew that it was a good thing; Meng Wanting was reluctant, but she couldn't help her daughter, so she had to take care of her clothes every day, while repairing the book and handing it to the nearest relatives to ask her to take more care.

Jing Jiayue originally thought that the days before she left passed like this, but she didn't want to see Yun Sujun on this day.

She visited the mansion without warning, which caught Jing Jiayue off guard.

The elders in the family were not there, so Jing Jiayue had to come out.

How long has it been since I met this person? One hundred and twenty-seven days and nights! Counting from the last time I saw her red and swollen eyes in Beizheng.

Jing Jia Yue pestle in front of the shadow wall, staring at Yun Sujun, who was also standing silently in the door, her heart ached.

She's lost weight!

The two of them looked at each other, and the same thought crossed their hearts.

Yun Sujun smiled suddenly, smiling with relief: once she thought that Jing Jiayue, who was covered in blood, would die suddenly, how could she not be relieved to see her standing in front of her at this time?

Jing Jiayue couldn't quite understand Yun Sujun's expression, let alone guess what she was thinking.

So, Jing Jiayue also smiled, just like treating all the dignitaries and nobles: "I don't know if the county lord of Anhe is visiting, I will miss the welcome!" ”

Yun Sujun's smile suddenly froze because of her words. She didn't have the politeness that Jing Jiayue expected, she just asked so simply: "How are you?" ”

This sentence alone is enough to make Jing Jiayue burst into tears.

"Well, too good to be better." Jing Jiayue tried to squeeze out a smile, trying to hide the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.

"Well, that's fine." Yun Sujun said softly. It seems that Jing Jiayue said "Okay", and Tianda's heart has fallen.

"The border land is hard, medicine is not easy, I have prepared some convenient medicines, you can take them with you." There was no greeting, no foreshadowing, Yun Sujun revealed the purpose of his trip in this way.

Jing Jiayue was caught off guard again. Only then did she notice that the box that Yun Sujun was carrying just now was lying quietly at her feet at the moment.

These drugs cost her a lot of effort, right?

Good medicine is not easy to come by. When exactly did she start preparing them? How many all-nighters did she stay up with? Is it tired and hurts your eyes and sore your waist? So that you are tired and lose yourself?

No wonder she, as the lord of the county, refused to let the maid carry this box, which shows how expensive the medicine in it should be......

Jing Jiayue didn't know what to say for a while. She should be grateful to her, perhaps, she should decline her kindness? Time has passed, how can she ask her to do this and that for herself again?

After all, she has no relationship with herself!

However, Jing Jiayue couldn't say anything. Her newly regained language function seemed to be ruthlessly taken away at that moment.

She was like this, watching Yun Sujun leave the box and turn to leave.

How can you make her sad and lost again?

Thinking of this, Jing Jiayue mourned in her heart——

"County Lord!" She said urgently.

Yun Sujun's footsteps were stagnant because of her voice, but she didn't make a sound, and she didn't look back.

A thousand words are tangled in my throat, but I don't know where to start.

"Take care!" In the end, Jing Jiayue only spit out these two words.

Yun Sujun's nasal cavity is sour.

"You too," she said, "be careful. 166 Reading Network